Hi friends I m back with another part of my story TERI MERI KAHANI .This part of story will be based on song TUM BIN from movie SANAM RE which is suggested by my lil buddy AKANKSHA. aka agm1998.
Shot 2- Tum bin
Ishita planted a feathery kiss on kids forehead and spoke looking to raman " she is my daughter my whole world ".
Raman didn't spoke anything but stay glued to his place while ishita turned to the little girl and spoke " how is my baby."
G- mumma you came early today .
I( lovingly )- my baby was missing me na that's why .
G- ( touching her lil tummy)- mamma bhukhi ladi hai .( mamma I m hungry)
I- oh ,ho then what my lil baby will have .
G- pasta .
I- ok you go and play with amma till then I will make pasta for my baby .
G- OK mamma.
Saying so the girl ran inside .Ishita turned to raman and saw him standing like a statue witnessing the whole scene.she asked " Mr bhalla are you alright ".
R( breaking his trance)- humm I m good .
I- Mr bhalla you sit for a while ,I will make pasta for ruhi then will take to you .will you have some coffee .
R- humm .
Just answering her in humming raman sat on the couch ll,still looking to the same direction where the girl was gone .ishita was doing her work in kitchen when she noticed raman in kitchen .she got little nervous and asked " Mr bhalla do you want anything ".
R- yeah ,answer to many questions which are creating cyclone inside me .
Ishita very well know what are his questions so she started narrating everything by her own .
I- she is my daughter ,ruhi my only reason for living .
R- but ishita you yourself is so young only twenty three year old how can you have your baby ,is she adopted or..
I- No no ,she us my baby ,I gave birth to her .
Listening to her Raman felt jealousy knowing that ,he is not the first person in her life .He felt anger towards the person whom he don't even know .Raman anyhow composed himself and asked " her father ."
Ishita very well know this question will be coming ,she started narrating her life .
I- I m not resident of Delhi ,I m from a small village of chennei .My appa is a govt employee,we were two daughters of our parents .In our village 18 years is enough for a girl to get married .I was studying and was only 19 yrs when appa got alliance for my marriage .The boy was good and well settled so they got me married .But it was my bad luck ,my husband died only after ten days of our marriage .I got married at the age of 19 and was widow in the same age .
R- Ruhi .
I- We had physical relation on the first night of our marraige and I got pregnant after a month of his dismissal.
R( any how controlling his anger)- do you love him.
Ishita laughed sarcastly and spoke " Love that's too far ,I don't even know him well .If he would stand with some person I cannot even recognise him".
R- I don't get you ,you married to a person and had relationship with him and you don't even know him well .
I- in our village girls are not allowed to raise their voice against their parents decision in marriage matter and also she can't deny her MIL or husband .My elders told me to marry him and I married him ,he wanted to have relation with me ,i did that also eventhough i was not a bit comfortable with him,but after his death everybody denied to keep me with them.My MIL told that I m bad Omen to their house ,I m reason for her sons death and she threw me out of her house .when I come back to my parents house they took me to house but I was not allowed to attend any functions ,any rituals as everybody has till then believed that I m bad Oman and also I was widow .I was brilliant in study so my appa send me Delhi for my further studies so that I can stand on my own and can give a good life to myself and my baby.
R- and how did he died .
I- He has gone to some party and was drunk .He met an accident and died on the spot.
R- ( angrily)- what the hell ,how can someone even say that you are responsible for Hus death when you were not with him.
I- leave it now I don't recall those bad memories, ruhi I'd my reason to live and I m happy that I can give a good life to my baby.
Ishita wiped her tears which were flowing Like river from her eyes ,she composed herself and spoke again " so I would suggest you to.be away from me ."
R- ishita why are you saying so .
I- I told you na ,I m bad Oman ,please go away .I don't want to be hurt .please go .
R- I will ,just tell me why you don't want that I would be hurt if you are not affected ,if I m there or not .
I- I don't want to answer any of your question ,just go away .if some thing happens to you your mom will curse me ,just go away raman I don't want anyone in my life ,I m not good for you.its not good for you to be with me ,what you will answer to your mother ,your father the society that you love a widow .
Raman saw her state ,he thought something and left the place without telling anything to her. Though she was telling him to leave but deep inside her she don't want him yo go away from her .she saw his leaving figure and cried a lot .
KUCH PAL TO THEHAR JAAO NA
YA PHIR LAUT KE AAO NA
YOON KAHTE NAHI ALVIDA
MUD JAAO IDHAR AAO NA
When she can't she him as he was gone ,she ran to the balcony to get a glimpse of him but he was gone .
TUMHHE DHOONDHEIN MERI AANKHEN
TUMHE KHOJE MERI BAAHEIN
She cried a loud thinking he has gone leaving her .
TUM BIN JIYA JAAYE KAISE
KAISE JIYA JAAYE TUM BIN
She walked dejectedly to her room and sat on the floor ,resting her back and recalled the day he proposed her .
KITNE THE WAADE KIYE
IK PAL MEIN TOD DIYE
She thought some thing wiped her years and spike to herself no he is not like that ,he is just disturbed listening to my past but he will come back.
JHOOTHA NAHI TI MUJHKO PATA HAI
BAS THODA ROOTHA SA HAI
She again recalled his going figure and cried aloud.
TUM BIN JIYA JAAYE KAISE
KAISE JIYA JAAYE TUM BIN
She cursed herself to send him away from herself ,for shooting on him ,now she is thinking that what if he will go back to London ,what if he will transfer her to other branch .she threw everything in her room and thought a life without having a glimpse of him.she thought to herself " you hurried in your decision at least you have given him a chance yo speak something ,now nothing matters for her but him.
YE AASMAAN AUR ZAMEEN
BIN TERE KUCH BHI NAHI
SAANSON SE MOHLAT
ZARA MAANG LENA
YOON UTHKE JAATE NAHI
She thought for a while that may be if she had not reacted like that he would accepted her and take her with him and spoke " Raman please take me with you I will die without you ."
YA PHIR TU MUHJE LE CHAL SANG APNE JIDHAR TU CHALA
She crushed herself I'm floor and cried imagining a life without him.
TUM BIN JIYA JAAYE KAISE
KAISE JIYA JAAYE TUM BIN
She was crying bitterly like anything when she heard a knock at the door and she heard her daughter " mamma pasta ban gaya"( mamma is pasta ready )
Ishita immediately wiped her tears and opened the door she took ruhi in her embrace and spoke " younjyst wait bachcha I will bring it for you ".
Ruhi nodded like a good kid while ishita brought her pasta .she fed her and thought " my rooh my life you are the only reason of my living .Now I will not think about any one ,I don't have anyone except you "
Ruhi was busy in playing and ishira was going on talking to her like a mad person .At the same time she heard the doorbell but she ignored and continued her blabbering.
That's all for now friends .I know its a sad part but hope you like it .Enjoy reading ,do comment and hit the like button.
Edited by Divanru - 9 years ago
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