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PART 4
And with that he walked out of his cabin and then the office...making his way back to his apartment he couldn't stop himself from replaying his and raj's conversation... 'I can't believe dad thought like that.. How could he? Whatever, I know he is misunderstanding all this...I shouldn't even think all this...crap' cursing the situation he finally reached home and made his upstairs to be with his roshni
That day even though he did his best to act normal but he couldn't...raj's words had created a havoc within him..Some thing which was killing him every moment ..he trusted roshni but the confidence in raj's tune when he said he can prove Siddharth felt a shiver passed through him and he felt scared
Unknowingly he started to get distant from roshni... whenever she use to ask about the matter he use to talk rudely hurting her but may be he thought he was more hurt then her...he started to go early at office and stay till late in office...he was upset with the fact that how can even someone point at his and roshni's love...he just waited for that day when raj will come and say that he misunderstood roshni and that day came or may be he thought that it did come
Raj along with amit came to his cabin...a smile spread across his face..a smile of relief that finally it's over...no more depression but sometimes you expect too much
What Raj forwarded towards Siddharth were bundle of photographs of roshni and kunal..together..pictures from their college till recent 'I have asked my detective to find out about all this Siddharth and this is with what he came... roshni is wrong, the reason which we got is she married you just for the sake of shiv...may be it was roshni's and shiv's plan to get place in our lives and plot against us...against our company but then on kunal's Insistence roshni ditched shiv too who couldn't take it and died...roshni is the real culprit siddharth...she is playing a very cheap game..a game which can destroy us...which destroyed you' Raj said
All the time Siddharth starred at those pictures...clutching them in his hands he left from there... he drove away from there and didn't knew till how long he was driving ...he stopped his car with a loud screech...the pictures scattered around the front side...every picture working as a thorn on his wounds...the wounds he just got...those wounds which are going to last till his last breath...
All his and roshni's moment flashed in front of his eyes...her confession, her smile, Her love, their feelings, the time they spend together.. everything
'How can it be true...how can my roshni...no...this is all not true...it's not true...roshni . ..' but then again how can the proves be wrong...whatever raj told him...everything seemed true...so roshni was playing with his feelings just to get his property...a property which meant nothing to him...this all never held any Importance in his life...never...only love and feelings...something that held importance in his life...
'Where did I went wrong roshni? Why me? You broke me? You played with my feelings but not anymore roshni...it's time of show down...it's time for us to finish it and if kunal is the way to your true happiness then you should return to him...I will end it all roshni, no matter how much it will hurt me but may be you will be happy'
Next day marked to be the worst day of his life as roshni confronted him for something he never did
'Why are you doing this Siddharth ...why?' She asked when he was leaving for office.. You love me right... and I love you..what is this in between us then...why are you getting distant from me day by day...why? What did I do to deserve that? ' She asked as she sat on the couch shedding tears...he was quite as he wanted to talk to her and put things on end but not the way it was happening
'Why are you quite damn it... tell me? Tell me that what I heard on the funeral day was false...tell me that you didn't married me for the business of your's...that you are leaving coz I am of no use to you people...coz my dad died and I got nothing...tell me Siddharth ... and may be you were still with because you people thought I will get everything back but poor you I have absolutely nothing...am I right? why are you quite...is it true...did your dad told you to break me in this way...was this your and his plan...is it?' She shouted and he was shocked...he couldn't believe that how easily she blamed him..how easily she cleared herself from the sin she committed...perfect she was
She took in a breath..a long breath... she stood up and walked close to him... placing her one hand on his chest and caressed his cheek from the other hand she looked deep into his eyes to get any answer...he took in a breath fighting with his tears which were about to spill out... he can't tell her that she is successful in breaking him..he should be strong ... ' Siddharth please don't do this to me... please I have no one to call mine now except you' she whispered and he flinched ...that was it...she should now face the result of what she planned..She should suffer
'You do have...don't act innocent roshni ..I was wrong about you but I know you inside out now...' he roared not taking it anymore... he held her by her shoulder aggressively making her yelp in pain but he ignored her cry 'I don't care what you think is the reason...you know what...assume what you actually are assuming...yes I married you just to increase my business...yes it was a deal...deal of your happiness and my success..in this deal... Some one have to loose and your happiness lost...I won...got that ..' he said harshly...his voice dipped in hatred ... hatred for himself as even giving away all his life to her...loving her with all his might he couldn't make her love him...he isn't lucky ...
Leaving her he stepped back and turned towards the door...it stabbed him as he heard her sob..a sob which felt out of pain but he knew that nothing was true...nothing
'I am walking out of this house Roshni and your life too... we are done and I am heading for divorce...indeed a permanent solution' he said and left...silently praying that she get all the happiness ignoring what he felt that moment...ignoring that his heart stopped beating...that all is over..that he was crushed by his own love...his roshni
His eyes shot open as the doctor called out to him.. 'Mr.Khurana' 'uhh yes...is she ohkay Doctor?' He asked even before he stood up...worry visible on his face.. 'I don't know what to say Mr.Khurana...she is really week, as if she hadn't eaten anything properly from past few days...she hadn't slept properly...she seemed drained and this is not good for her Or the baby' Siddharth who was listening to the doctor with his head down looked up abruptly... the last word rang in his mind and he felt as if everything in his surrounding went blur for a mere moment as he took time to understand what he meant
'Baby?' He asked 'you don't know? Well your wife is 1 month pregnant and as dreadful as it sounds she may loose the baby if she won't be in good hands...her condition isn't appreciated in any way...you have to take care of your wife completely Mr.Khurana...' 'I will...I will take care of her doctor...is she awake now?' He asked tired himself with all the emotions running in his mind and heart
'No she is still unconscious and because of her weakness we had given her a saline drip so may be when she will wake up she will feel better' 'ohkay...thank you doctor' 'always Mr.Khurana...you can meet her' nodding at him Siddharth walked inside the ward
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