PART 3
She flinched at the memories and looked around the kitchen to divert her thoughts which roamed around the hell She was in ...she wanted to eat something and that's why she came outside before she got lost in the past...but now she wasn't hungry anymore
In past one month she hadn't stepped her foot outside the house...she was inside all the time crying over the past and her loss.. 'you can't sit inside like this for all your life roshni ..nothing can be mend... roshni be strong...walk out of here, face the world and hunt for a job...you need money to stay alive...'she said to herself because even the food and ingredients she had in her house were ending...she really need money and she felt a dull pain In her chest... money is indeed important to everyone...so much that no one thinks twice before destroying anyone
Putting aside her thought she still tried to get something inside her ... she remembered the milk the milkman delivered this morning and decided to do something with it... even though she made something to eat and tried fill her up but with her head flooded with the memories she hardly ate anything
she tried to think how she had spend the last one month...it seemed a long time.. she looked around at the state her beautiful apartment was in...it was a complete mess... tears rolled her cheeks as she realized that it all ruined...her sobs getting louder with each second... hours passed as she kept on thinking and crying over her past and her life...how she was crushed by her own love...her life
Later that day roshni felt like fainting...her stomach growled and her head pained... she ran into the bathroon as she felt like puking everything out she hardly took in this morning
Once she was done she walked out and sat on the small bed of the other room she once dream to be her kid's room... kid? She stopped breathing... she felt something weird...she knew it must be out of hunger but she wasn't convinced as there are few more signs which she finally noticed which confirmed her doubts...
Was She? No she shouldn't.. he will never come back...how will she manage it all alone... No her heart screamed yet again and before she would realize darkness was all around her as she fell back on the bed
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Siddharth ranged the bell more then twice or thrice and waited impatiently after each but there was no response...he frowned did she knew that he would be coming here to give her these papers.. or is she not at home? Did she left with...he stopped not wanting to think anymore he shook his head and rang the bell again... panick rose with in him as he tried to shook off the insecurities from his mind... even if she left he don't give a damn about it...he thought or rather screamed in his mind
After Giving up as the patience he had in him died he took out his keys of this apartment and unlocked the door with them.. he walked inside and frowned as he looked around the mess the house was in... it looked like it wasn't cleaned from so long...he eyed the kitchen... and everything else..nothing in the house was in right shape... he realized that she is nowhere here...the same insecurity making it's way as he looked around for her... he then went to the bedroom which was once their's... she wasn't here..not in balcony too
'Roshni' he called out and kept on calling her name until he left that room and went to the other...he froze...their she was lying lifelessly on the bed... 'roshni' he whispered once more horrified about the state she was in
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Sometimes it takes all your life to get true love and sometimes just one moment is enough for a person to fall in love...true love or thats what Siddharth thought about his love for his life, Roshni
ROSHNI, the only woman he allowed to enter in his life , the only woman who turned his life completely...who made it happier then he ever imagined but that was all a lie...it was fake...he never ever was loved truly by the only person he thought
Sighing he clutched his hairs in his hands as he sat outside the emergency ward waiting for the doctors who just took an unconscious roshni inside, come out and put him at ease...when he saw roshni lying lifelessly in that house, life was sucked out of him as if he died, as if it's over..even though it was already over but he couldn't sit and cry that moment so getting all the stamina in him which he could he held her securely in his arms and rushed out of the apartment...and now here he is sitting praying for her to be find...
he stood up and went to stand by the door, he caressed the glass from where he saw the doctors treating roshni 'why roshni?' He asked teary eye
Siddharth and Roshni were married for about 1 year and were happy with their life when suddenly shiv's death changed their life completely...roshni was broken as she faced all the shocks altogether...shiv's death, her loss, her property was snatched...except him there was nothing left for her...but she kept her away from everything and also him
She stopped crying, she didn't mourned for her loss anymore..she hide herself in a shell and denied to break it..to break the silence, the pain she was going through... Siddharth was so much upset with her situation but didn't lost hopes once, he tried and tried to bring her out of the the shell...she use to say coldly that she never cared about money but she couldn't accept that she lost her dad because of this same money ...
Siddharth was scared to lose her but he was hopeful that she will be alright very soon and his prayers were answered as she slowly but still came out of her shell...she cried her heart out which helped her to move on..life was going on track and they were happy but happiness never last for long
Siddharth who wasn't really concentrating on his work joined back office content with the fact that roshni is ohkay and now nothing will go wrong
He was busy going through a project when raj called him 'dad...can I come in?' He asked and as raj nodded he walked in to find raj along with shiv's lawyer busy talking about something important...he could sense the tension in the atmosphere...he sat opposite raj and placing his hand on raj's inquired about the matter
'Siddharth' raj said and sighed 'he is amit verma...you have met him before at shiv's place...he was our legal advisor and also our lawyer...he use to look after all our legal matters thus is very well aware about everything... siddharth you should know that shiv's property was taken from him without his knowledge in other words he was trapped and when he got to know about it he couldn't accept the loss and died but Siddharth there is much more in the story...something which has shocked me' 'dad will you at least tell me what's it...whatever you said I am aware about it but will you say what's the issue that had worried you so much?' He asked
Siddharth knew that shiv was traped and not able to accept it he died by a severe heart attack... 'siddharth...what amit told me is there are chances that roshni...' he stopped 'roshni...roshni what' 'beta there are chances that roshni was involved in all this' he said and Siddharth shook his head confused 'dad you aren't making any sense...you wanna say that roshni is the reason shiv uncle lost everything? ' he asked and he nodded 'you actually are saying that...ohkay fine now why will roshni do that...' he said..anger rising within him
'Siddharth ...premal shah and his son kunal shah they now own shiv's property...kunal and roshni were college fellows and if my sources are to be believed then there was much more which we don't know...may be roshni did it for kunal or may be roshni is...' as he continued Siddharth stood up putting a full stop at whatever he was going to say 'dad...that was it..you are my father and I respect you the most and I will be grateful to you if you won't continue whatsoever you wanted to...' 'Siddharth I can prove...' 'fine do that...but I know my roshni ...she can't even think of hurting an ant and here you are trying to say that she is the reason behind her dad's death and that she is betraying me...dad how could you? She loves me morethan I love her' 'fine son...next time I will make sure I give you proof of what I am trying to say...' 'and I will pray that you soon open your eyes and see that my roshni can't be wrong...ever' And with that he walked out of his cabin and then the office
Mangal Lakshmi
