Intense FF: Mere Rang Mein Rangne Wale#2|Thread 3 Link Pg 1 - Page 24

Main jaan ye vaar doon
Har jeet bhi haar doon
Keemat ho koi tujhe beinteha pyaar doon

Khushi felt as if she has won everything in the world with just the love of Arnav which became more important to her than anything else, even her own life. Khushi reminisced the way, Arnav used to lose in every game with her just to make her laugh victoriously and used to find his own happiness in that. Today, Khushi had understood how it felt to even lose in love, as losing for your love in your love was the biggest win a heart would ever want.

The smile which appeared on her face recalling the last remains of their beautiful bonding vanished the second Arnav's harsh words resonated in her ear drums from the past. She was trying to love him unconditionally but her heart was getting scared of pain, severing and stabbing pain, originating from Arnav's hatred for her.

The feeling that he doesn't want her to know that he loves her and doesn't think before accusing her of things she wouldn't even dream of, even after being in love with her was nothing but tormenting her soul. Tears were just a sign of the storm raging in her as she let the storm take over her.

Saari hadein maine meri, ab maine tod di
Dekar mujhe pataa awaargi ban gaye

But she wasn't going to let go of him. She was letting go of her ego, her pride and her every limit she placed for herself for her love, in the hope to erase every trace of hatred from Arnav's eyes and heart.

Haan hasi ban gaye
Haan nami ban gaye
Tum mere aasmaan
Meri zameen ban gaye

Khushi pulled out her phone which had Arnav's college-time photo along with her, while the very sight of Arnav smiling at her lovingly brought out tears of happiness, of ecstasy and of joy. And also of regret of letting go a person who loved her beyond everything. Who loved her forgetting everything. Who wanted her more than everything.

He had become the land she was walking on, the sky she was staring at, the air she was breathing in, the tears which were flowing down and the ecstasy filling in her. And his love had become the healer of her soul, the minute she glanced at the room where she was locked up by him, 6 long years ago.

6 years passed in separation, angst and pain, they changed, their lives changed but if one thing didn't change, then it would be the love they had for each other in their hearts, as they continued to love each other even after being torn in each others' love, as if that was the only solace offered to them.

Khushi caressed Arnav's photo on her phone, as more tears dropped out of her eyes as every memory of theirs appeared in front of timeline in front of her. She hugged the photo tightly to her heart, thinking of it as Arnav because somewhere she felt that he wouldn't accept his love in front of her anytime soon.

Kya khoob Rab ne kiya
Bin maange itna diya
Warna hai milta kahaan
Hum kaafiron ko Khuda

Arnav came out into the lawn to catch in some fresh air, when his eyes lingered upon the shaking form of Khushi. Surprised and worried Arnav immediately walked up to Khushi, while she was alerted listening to his footsteps and her heart had sensed his presence. Khushi immediately got up from her knees to face Arnav, who appeared in front of her with concerned expressions for her.

Every kind of control was shed by Khushi as she found the love of her life in front of her and every kind of misunderstanding disappeared from her heart. Taken by emotional turbulence, Khushi flung herself in Arnav's arms as he was taken by shock due to Khushi's actions.

Assuring herself that they wouldn't part, assuring herself that he is right with her, assuring herself that only her name was written in his heart, Khushi didn't realize when her assurance for herself turned into whimpering in the deep pain of her broken heart. Arnav's own self-control was slipping away from his hands as Khushi's sobs reached his heart.

Reluctantly and hesitantly, Arnav's strong arms wounded themselves around the shivering form of Khushi who was resting against his heart which was beating intensely for his love. Khushi's entire form shuddered as he reciprocated her love-filled embrace while shivers ran across their bodies, connecting them to each other.

" Bas..Bas...Chup Ho Jao. Main Aagaya Hoon Na, Sab Theek Kar Doonga."

Arnav's weakness lied in the helplessness of her eyes, as he offered her, his shoulder to cry upon even when his mind was telling him that it was all a plan of Khushi Gupta. But his heart, his heart always revolved around Khushi and her thoughts and the very sight of his love crying in his arms was enough to melt it through the walls he had difficultly erected around it.

Hasratein ab meri tumse hai jaa mili
Tum duaa ab meri aakhiri ban gaye

" I love you, Arnav. I love you so very much, more than everyone and everything else. Please forgive me for whatever happened in the past."

Khushi's words about the past had brought Arnav back into the ASR mode while his heart hardened back. The concern vanished in thin air as Arnav pushed her away from him and said,

" Emotional blackmail is it, Ms.Gupta? I am sorry but you have failed in your attempts to disarm me and make me fall for you again. Arnav Singh Raizada, doesn't repeat his mistake and LOVING YOU WAS THE BIGGEST MISTAKE OF MY LIFE!"

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This track was inspired from the show Mere Rang Mein Rangne Wali. However the contents on this update, the circumstances, the characterizations are solely mine. The points where Arnav turns into drinking, Arnav treasuring her photos and talking to them, Khushi wearing the ring chain and the song idea has been taken from the show. Also it is to be noted that the show was a visual one and this is a written one, and hence the writings solely belong to me and not Rajshri.