ISHRA OS II Aj Jaane ki Zidd na Karo II

I was depressed from past one and a half week as I was disturbed due to some personal issues.. I was already weak due to accident...and share with you that due to depression I was not able to write anything... With your comments I get motivation... that why I am crying over such issue???... I have to face this difficult phase with courage... Thanks reethika, jaani, nida, Pooja, rakshu, Rashmi, karthik, sush and many friends... this idea comes in my mind and I tried to write... and I able to write this... glad I am back... thanks dear... which I could not be able to do alone... with you all amazing friends I am able to get over my depression in just one day...

Its true that by sharing pain it get lessen and having true friend is a blessing... thank you all of you for being there for me... love you all you, lots of hugs and love...

below is the os...

OS: Aj jaane ki zidd na karo

BHALLA HOUSE:

Ishita was sitting on bed putting her cloths in bag and crying... raman comes and sits beside her ishita ignore him and continues to put clothes... raman eyes her with tears... he put his hand on her shoulder while she shrug off... Raman tries to talk to her but she shows her palm...

Raman: ishita...

Ishita: no more words raman...

Raman: we can talk and solve this problem together...

Ishita: no raman... no more talks... You should have talked once before making that decision... but you took decision without my consent... now I am fed up... I am going...

She turns to go while raman holds her hand... ishita sees him and remove his hands and takes her bag and turns to leave...

Raman: don't go ishita...

Aaj jaane ki zid na karo
Yunhi pehlu mein bethey raho
Aaj jaane ki zid na karo

(Please don't insist on leaving today,
Just sit close to me,
Please don't insist on leaving today,)

Ishita: you are the reason of this raman...

Raman: I had to take that decision... ishita it was necessary...

Ishita shouts back: we could have taken other option also...

Raman moves towards her and hold her by shoulder and says calmly: ishita... if there was another option I would have taken... Try to understand...

Ishita: no...

Raman: I am also hurt ishita... We can fight with this situation... don't leave like this...

Ishita: I need time...

Raman: I need you...

Haaye mar jaayein ge
Hum to lutt jaayein ge
Aisi baatein kiya na karo
Aaj jaane ki zid na karo
Aaj jaane ki zid na karo

(O I shall die n I shall be devastated,
Please don't say such things,
Please don't insist on leaving today,)

Ishita leaves...

While raman sinks in floor and cries how one week change their life...

Flashback:

Raman and ishita happily living their life with no worries... They love each other from college days... their parents does not oppose and gets them married when they get settle in their life... thing were passing smoothly... They were living their life happy... and their happiness grew more when they gets the news of becoming parent...

Both were on cloud nine... They dreamed many for their little baby...they shopped for baby, raman was taking care of ishita... pampering... They were so happy in their own little world... they enjoyed each and every moment of their baby.. sonography... baby kicks.. everything was perfect... not knowing that their happiness is short lived...

Ishita met with an accident, she falls from stairs... raman took her to hospital... doctor takes her for operation, doctor ask raman to sign the consent papers... raman was distraught... how can he chose between baby and his wife... Seeing that time is running fast... he choses ishita, his wife... And prays to god to do some miracle and save the baby also...

It was six hour operation and each and every moment, raman was dying thinking if something happens to baby, what will he answer to ishita...

Doctors comes.. with fear and little hope raman gets up and goes towards doc... doctor holds him by shoulder and breaks the news that their baby is no more and ishita is still in critical condition... due to lot of blood loss... raman feels that everything get over... if ishita does not survive how will he be able to live...

Nurse comes and gives him the lifless baby... little baby... raman gets teary seeing him... his son... he has waited long to hold him but not like this... He composes himself and takes the baby... He kisses him and says: sorry baby but don't think that I not love you... I love you... I dint mean to kill you..

Toshi jee her mother tries to calm him and ask him not to blame himself for this... it was written in fate... he has to be strong for ishita...

Flashback ends...

Raman: he was also my baby ishita... why cant you understand my pain... why cant we share our pain with each other as we had share our happiness... I know you were his mother... He was in your womb but it does not mean that I cant feel his pain...

He gets up and goes behind ishita...

Waqt ki qaed mein zindagi hai magar
Waqt ki qaed mein zindagi hai magar
chand gharriyan yahi hain jo aazaad hain
chand gharriyan yahi hain jo aazaad hain
inko khho kar kaheen jaan-e-jaan
umr bhar na tarastey raho
Aaj jaane ki zid na karo
Aaj jaane ki zid na karo

(Life is a prisoner in the grip of time,
These are the only short moments that are free,
By losing these, O life of my life,
Don't make yourself yearn all your life,
Please don't insist on leaving today,
Just sit close to me,)

RAILWAY STATION:

Ishita seated in train, raman reaches there... his face was all pale as somebody has suck all his blood... ishita condition was not less than raman... both sees each other...

Raman : please ishita don't go...

Ishita: will you get back my baby... raman I did not seen him once...

Both cries...

Train start...

Raman: don't leave ishita... Don't do this... I cant live without you... kismat ki saja muje mat do ishita...

Tumhi socho zara
kyun na rokein tumhey
jaan jaati hai jab uth ke jaatey ho tum
jaan jaati hai jab uth ke jaatey ho tum
tum ko apni qasam jaan-e-jaa\'n
baat itni meri maan lo
Aaj jaane ki zid na karo
Aaj jaane ki zid na karo

(Ponder over it dear,why shouldn't I stop you?
My life goes out, when you get up and leave,
My oath on you,O life of my life,
Please accept this request of mine,
Please don't insist on leaving today,
Just sit close to me,)

Ishita: raman...

He run with the train... he tries to hold her hand but train gets speedy and her hand slips from his... he sees train going with helplessness...

He collapses on floor...

AT NIGHT:

Raman return home lately... he does not want to go to his home.. as now its is not home... it is only structure of walls... He has no strength to walk, with great difficult he moves to his bedroom... He falls on bed and cries...

Suddenly he feels some soft touch on his forehead, he opens his eyes and sees ishita sitting there... he thought that it is his dream... he does not want to break this dream... he again closes his eyes...

Ishita lays beside him and hugs him tightly... raman opens his eyes and sees her laying beside him...

Ishita: I am sorry raman... I am sorry...

Tear fall from raman eyes... ishita moves closer and kisses them... raman pulls her closer and smashes his lips with hers... Both were kissing each other hungrily that there is no day tomorrow... It was wild one... Both were crying... And not parting away for breath... after some time when it become difficult they gets apart... Both sees each other... Shared a passionate eye lock...

Raman pushes ishita on bed and climbs on top of her...kissing her jawline, then moves towards her neck... Biting and sucking her... Then in no time both were busy in exploring each other and tries to sooth each other pain... both exhaustedly lays in each other arms...

Kitna masoom aur rangeen hai yeh sama
husn aur ishq ki aaj meraj hai
husn aur ishq ki aaj meraj hai
kal ki kis ko khabar jaan-e-jaan
rok lo aaj ki raat ko
Aaj jaane ki zid na karo
Yunhi pehlu mein bethey raho
Yunhi pehlu mein bethey raho

Aaj jaane ki zid na karo

(How gloriously beautiful n innocent is this weather,
The Beauty and Love are ruling this,
Who knows about tomorrow,O life of my life?
Stop this night from passing,

Please don't insist on leaving today,
Just sit close to me,)

Raman: promise me ishita... you will never leave me...

Ishita: never raman... I was wrong to react like that... I am sorry I gave you pain...

Raman: if you are with me... I can bear any pain... he kisses her forehead... and hugs her tightly...

That's it dear... I am waiting for lovely response... do comment... I know its short os... I hope you all will appreciate it...

Aww dear

Emotional os ridoo.
Yaar already im crying,y you making me to cry...its not fair.

coming to the part.
Raman choose ishu over baby,its right decision by him.ishu think only about baby bcoz the baby stay in her womb 9 months and she is a mother,she cant bare this loss.

Atlast ishra are together...
And ridoo,dnt thank us.we are friends right.i'm always stood with you,if you need my hand to help you,yaar hand toh detha hu,lekin meri cutie pie ridoo ko maat chino yaar..

Originally posted by: kras

Aww dear

How many times do u thank me

Originally posted by: janani_divan

Res

So nice is dear

nice shot

Originally posted by: kras

So nice is dear

So emotional also

U portrayed their pain very beautifully

Raman was so right at his place

But ishu was also right

They both lost their child their baby

Raman was right they had to be together and sooth each other pain

And thank god at last ishu came back to raman

Because he was a lifeless soul without her

Lovely os...