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Pranaam Dadimaa,
Hume patha hai aap meri baath sunna tho dhoor meri shakal bhi dekhna nahi chehthe , isliye ek hi ghar mein rehthe hue bhi meine aapko apni dil ki baatein is chitti mein kehnaa chahthi hoon.
Aapko yaad hai Dadimaa jab hum school mein the thab aap hi parents teachers meeting mein teacher se milne athe the aur kehthe the hi aap humari dadimaa nahi maa hai ,aur aapne hume ithna pyaar dhiyaa jo shayad hamari maa bhi humse dhethi.Aap hamare liye sirf dadimaa aur maa hi nahi , aap humare liye bhagawan hai.
Bachpan se leke aajtak meri har cheese mein aapki faisla hi hai.Maine vahi kapade pehana jo aap pasand mereliye pasand karthe the , vahi college mein padaa jisme aapne meri admission karvahi aur dosth bhi meri vahi hai jo aapko pasand hai.Aise hi maine UNKO pyaar kiya jinhe aap meri liye pasand kiya tha.Kya yehi humari zindagi ki sabse badi galathi hai?
Binaa ladka dhikay meri rishta thai kiya, aur jab unhone aapse kaha ki vo mujhe pyaar nahi karthe , aapne vi baath humse chupaya aur hume jhoote sapne dhikayi , jo hume sach maan kar khush hua tha. Aur aap ek khadham aage badake sanskaar ki pagalpan ( naatak ) ka faidha utake jabardasthi hamari rishta unse karvaane ki koshish ki.Kya ye dhoka nahi tha dadimaa? Aur hum ye sab sach maanke usi kushi mein hum unhe poore dil se aapna liya. Kya kisi se pyaar karna galath hai dadimaa?
Aap ko yaad hai dadimaa jab aapko patha chala papa ki pyaar ke baare mein ( sharmistha maa se ) thab aapne kuch bhi nahi choda unko aalag karne ke liye , aur hum bhi kuch bhi nahi choda , sab kuch kiya unko paane ke liye. Yeh hum aapse hi seekhi hai.Aur jab mujhe ye patha chala ki vo swara se pyaar karthe hai thab maine hi swara ko manayaa tha , thaki main ye saabith karoon ki unkeliye main sahi hoon.Aur jaha thak main jaantha hoon swara meri vaje se unhe pyaar kiya aapni marji se nahi , vo pyaar meri vaje se hua tho meri vaje se tootne mein kya galath hai.
Sabne bahuth asaani se kehdhiya ki unhe bhoolne ke liye aur swara ki shaadi mein shamil hone ke liye.Lekin kisine e janne ki koshish bhi nahi ki , main kaise hoon?mujhe kya chahiye?Jo ladki bachpan se aaj thak kuch bhi nahi maangi vo aapni pyaar ke liye kuch bhi kar sakthi hai , humne bhi vahi kiya. Aakir pyaar aur jaang mein sab kuch jayis hai na Dadimaa.
Meri sab koshishon ke baad meri sapna sach hua , meri shaadi hui . Lekin swara tho meri sach saamne laane ki dhaamki dhi , humne ithna kuch kiya aur aab haar kaise maanthe, aur thab hume humari khudh ki kidnap ki ,jiske baad swara aur sanskaar ko ghar chodna padaa.Lekin vo dhono bahaar tent laagage baite the.Thab humne aisa kuch kiya jo ek ladki ko nahi karna chahiye tha ( uske baare mein baath karna bhi sharam ki baath hai) aur socha ki sanskaa aur swara aur ghar se bahaar nikaldhiya jayenga.Lekin vo nahi hua aur ulta aapne hume thappad maraa , aur humse rishta thodne ki baath ki ,hum bahuth dar gayi the Dadimaa. Lekin hum peeche hutt nahi sakthe.
Haa humne swara ki jaan lene ki koshish ki jaise aap ne Sharmistha maa ki jaan lenaa chahthi thi.
Haa humne swara aur unko dhoor kiya jaise aapne ne bhees saal pehle papa aur sharmistha maa ko dhoor kiya thaa...
Aur sharmistha maa ki kidnap me bhi aapne hamaraa saath dhiyaa na dadimaa , phir achanak humse ithni naafrath??
Kahi na kahi humne yeh sab aape se hi seekhi hai , tho ab aap sahi aur hum galath kaise hai dadimaa?Aap ki tarah maine bhi maafi maangi lekin mujhe aapse maafi kyun nahi mili? aur agar maaf nahi milaa tho hum kyun baadhle??
Ithna sab kuch hua , humne sab ki aankhon mein aapne liye naafrath dheka hai aur swara ko mahaan baanthe hua bhi dhekha hai .Lekin phir bhi hum kyun jee rahe hai patha hai dadimaa aapko??
Hum maarthe waqt thak unse pyaar karenge , kuch bhi ho jaay hum unhe haar haal mein paayenge ,humse unhe koi nahi cheen saktha...koi bhi nahi.
Hum sab se baath karna chhathe hai, lekin pehle aapse hi kiya, kyun ki humari har kaan mein mujhe aap hi nazaar aaya.Aur ab e sab padke aap humse e umeedh maath kijiye ki hum phirse aap ki Laao ban jayenge , vo laado ko ghayi hai aap ki jhoot mein , dhoke mein jo meri aaj ki nishaani hai. ab aap ke saamne hai jo sirf aur sirf unhe paane ke liye hai .
Ragini LAKSH MAHESWARI...
Hume patha hai aap meri baath sunna tho dhoor meri shakal bhi dekhna nahi chehthe , isliye ek hi ghar mein rehthe hue bhi meine aapko apni dil ki baatein is chitti mein kehnaa chahthi hoon.
Aapko yaad hai Dadimaa jab hum school mein the thab aap hi parents teachers meeting mein teacher se milne athe the aur kehthe the hi aap humari dadimaa nahi maa hai ,aur aapne hume ithna pyaar dhiyaa jo shayad hamari maa bhi humse dhethi.Aap hamare liye sirf dadimaa aur maa hi nahi , aap humare liye bhagawan hai.
Bachpan se leke aajtak meri har cheese mein aapki faisla hi hai.Maine vahi kapade pehana jo aap pasand mereliye pasand karthe the , vahi college mein padaa jisme aapne meri admission karvahi aur dosth bhi meri vahi hai jo aapko pasand hai.Aise hi maine UNKO pyaar kiya jinhe aap meri liye pasand kiya tha.Kya yehi humari zindagi ki sabse badi galathi hai?
Binaa ladka dhikay meri rishta thai kiya, aur jab unhone aapse kaha ki vo mujhe pyaar nahi karthe , aapne vi baath humse chupaya aur hume jhoote sapne dhikayi , jo hume sach maan kar khush hua tha. Aur aap ek khadham aage badake sanskaar ki pagalpan ( naatak ) ka faidha utake jabardasthi hamari rishta unse karvaane ki koshish ki.Kya ye dhoka nahi tha dadimaa? Aur hum ye sab sach maanke usi kushi mein hum unhe poore dil se aapna liya. Kya kisi se pyaar karna galath hai dadimaa?
Aap ko yaad hai dadimaa jab aapko patha chala papa ki pyaar ke baare mein ( sharmistha maa se ) thab aapne kuch bhi nahi choda unko aalag karne ke liye , aur hum bhi kuch bhi nahi choda , sab kuch kiya unko paane ke liye. Yeh hum aapse hi seekhi hai.Aur jab mujhe ye patha chala ki vo swara se pyaar karthe hai thab maine hi swara ko manayaa tha , thaki main ye saabith karoon ki unkeliye main sahi hoon.Aur jaha thak main jaantha hoon swara meri vaje se unhe pyaar kiya aapni marji se nahi , vo pyaar meri vaje se hua tho meri vaje se tootne mein kya galath hai.
Sabne bahuth asaani se kehdhiya ki unhe bhoolne ke liye aur swara ki shaadi mein shamil hone ke liye.Lekin kisine e janne ki koshish bhi nahi ki , main kaise hoon?mujhe kya chahiye?Jo ladki bachpan se aaj thak kuch bhi nahi maangi vo aapni pyaar ke liye kuch bhi kar sakthi hai , humne bhi vahi kiya. Aakir pyaar aur jaang mein sab kuch jayis hai na Dadimaa.
Meri sab koshishon ke baad meri sapna sach hua , meri shaadi hui . Lekin swara tho meri sach saamne laane ki dhaamki dhi , humne ithna kuch kiya aur aab haar kaise maanthe, aur thab hume humari khudh ki kidnap ki ,jiske baad swara aur sanskaar ko ghar chodna padaa.Lekin vo dhono bahaar tent laagage baite the.Thab humne aisa kuch kiya jo ek ladki ko nahi karna chahiye tha ( uske baare mein baath karna bhi sharam ki baath hai) aur socha ki sanskaa aur swara aur ghar se bahaar nikaldhiya jayenga.Lekin vo nahi hua aur ulta aapne hume thappad maraa , aur humse rishta thodne ki baath ki ,hum bahuth dar gayi the Dadimaa. Lekin hum peeche hutt nahi sakthe.
Haa humne swara ki jaan lene ki koshish ki jaise aap ne Sharmistha maa ki jaan lenaa chahthi thi.
Haa humne swara aur unko dhoor kiya jaise aapne ne bhees saal pehle papa aur sharmistha maa ko dhoor kiya thaa...
Aur sharmistha maa ki kidnap me bhi aapne hamaraa saath dhiyaa na dadimaa , phir achanak humse ithni naafrath??
Kahi na kahi humne yeh sab aape se hi seekhi hai , tho ab aap sahi aur hum galath kaise hai dadimaa?Aap ki tarah maine bhi maafi maangi lekin mujhe aapse maafi kyun nahi mili? aur agar maaf nahi milaa tho hum kyun baadhle??
Ithna sab kuch hua , humne sab ki aankhon mein aapne liye naafrath dheka hai aur swara ko mahaan baanthe hua bhi dhekha hai .Lekin phir bhi hum kyun jee rahe hai patha hai dadimaa aapko??
Hum maarthe waqt thak unse pyaar karenge , kuch bhi ho jaay hum unhe haar haal mein paayenge ,humse unhe koi nahi cheen saktha...koi bhi nahi.
Hum sab se baath karna chhathe hai, lekin pehle aapse hi kiya, kyun ki humari har kaan mein mujhe aap hi nazaar aaya.Aur ab e sab padke aap humse e umeedh maath kijiye ki hum phirse aap ki Laao ban jayenge , vo laado ko ghayi hai aap ki jhoot mein , dhoke mein jo meri aaj ki nishaani hai. ab aap ke saamne hai jo sirf aur sirf unhe paane ke liye hai .
Ragini LAKSH MAHESWARI...