PART 10
Pandit Ji declared ishra as husband and wife.they look at each other and share a brief eye lock.their trance was broken when pandit Ji told them to take blessings from the elders. Ishra went and took blessings from Mr and Mrs bhalla,then from Mr and Mrs iyer.their parents were too happy that finally their children got married.ishita was feeling contented seeing her partition and her mangalsutra. She touched her mangalsutra and a lone tear escaped her eyes.she wiped it immediately fearing someone can notice it but Raman was quick enough to notice it.he wondered why she is sad but shrugged the thought thinking that she is about to leave her parents,she may be sad for that.
Soon the vidaai ceremony started. Ishita cried hugging her parents. Amma cried hugging her and bless her for her coming life.appa side hugged ishita and took her to Raman.
Babul Jo tumne sikhaaya
Jo tumse hai paya.
Sajan ghar le chali
Yaadon ke le ke saaye
Chaali ghar paraye
Tumhari ladli
Soon the ceremony ended and ishra were off to the hotel where a honeymoon suit was booked for them.madhu was crying when toshi Ji came and consoled her ,that we only wanted it.we should be happy that finally they married. They hugged each other.
In ishra honeymoon suit
Ishita was waiting for Raman sitting on the big bed.she was shivering from some unknown fear.her hands were cold and numb thinking what will happens next. She was lost in her thoughts when she hear the door opening sound.she look at the door and saw Raman coming inside smiling.her heart skip a beat seeing his smile.she look at him.he was looking like a prince wearing that maroon sherwani with that golden duppata and his smile was adding to his dashing appearance. She felt so proud that this handsome hunk is now her husband,that he belongs only to her.
He look at her smiling.she was wearing a maroon kanjivaram saree with gajra all over her hair.her jewellery and makeup was adding to her glow but the most important thing which is making her a perfect bride is the blush on her cheeks.he look at her and came closer.he sat beside her and said- so u r now Mrs ishita Raman bhalla. Do u like ur name.
She nodded.
Raman- r u happy.
She nodded again.
Raman- shaadi ke bad gungi ho gayi ho kya(have u became dumb after marriage)
She glares at him and hit him slowly. He laughed and said- ab tum nahi bologi toh main yehi samjhuongaa naa(if u will not talk,I will understood this only)
He came closer and said huskily-u r looking beautiful today. I love to see u mine.will u be mine forever.
She blushed and nodded.
Raman- can I love u.I will not force ,if u want we can,
She interrupted and hugged him tight.
Ishita-i am all urs.make me urs forever Raman.she said with shivering lips.he broke the hug and take those shivering lips into his.he slowly started chewing her lips.she was responding to his assault. He very slowly touched her bare waist ,she shivered under his touch.slowly the slow kiss turned into a wild one.he was kissing her wildly but her mind was in another land.
U r worthless ishita,u can never satisfy a man.u don't deserves to call as a woman.
Ishita(self thought)-is it true ,am I not able to satisfy him.
She was lost in her thoughts while he was busy in loving her.he kissed her lips ,then eyes ,then nose,then cheeks.he slowly come down and kissed on her jawline.he was slowly unbuttoning her blouse when he realised she was crying.he look at her,she was closing her eyes hard,tears were falling from her eyes.she was clutching the bed sheet tightly.that's when he realised she is not responding to his touches.he immediately get up and look at her.
Raman cupped her face lovingly and asked-what happened ishita.why u r crying. Did I hurt u anywhere.
She wasn't responding but crying.
Raman- what happened, tell me why u r crying.
She didn't say anything but when to the washroom pushing him a little.Raman was shocked.he ran after her and knocked the door.he was go on knocking the door but she wasn't responding.
Raman-ishita please open the door.I promise I will not ask anything.please come out.
Ishita-i am not coming raman.my tummy is upset .u please sleep.she said crying.
Raman- I am u r lying.please come out.he said sternly.
Ishita-no I will not.please don't wait for me Raman.u sleep I will come out after sometime.
Raman- OK I will wait.he goes to bed and sit on it.
Two hours later she came out slowly and saw that Raman is sleeping sitting on the bed.she goes to him and touch his face.
Ishita-i am so sorry Raman.I tried hard but couldn't overcome the inferiority complex I have in me.I don't love that man nor hate him.I don't have any feelings for him but I just can't forget his cruel words.a tear fell from her eyes .she slowly kissed his forehead and said- I am very sorry Raman.u don't deserve this but I can't help it.she make him sleep comfortably and cover the duvet.she goes and sleep on the couch.
After an hour or so Raman opened his eyes to see ,Ishita was sleeping on the couch.she was sleeping very uncomfortably on the couch.he goes to her and saw she had dried tears in corner of her eyes.some wrinkles on her forehead. He wondered what happened all of a sudden ,that she is sleeping on the couch.he touched her forehead and kissed it.her frown turns into a peaceful face.
Raman-i don't know why u behaved so weirdly and what is the reason of ur sadness but I will solve all ur problem. And its a promise from ur husband ishita.he picked her and placed her on the bed.he lays beside her and start caressing her face.he tuck a strand of hair behind her ears and kissed her forehead again.like the most natural thing in world she came closer and hide herself in his chest.he was little surprised but then he smiled and close his eyes.
In the morning she open her eyes to see herself on bed and Raman was fully ready and combing his hairs.she get up and looking at him.she knew that he must be angry.
Raman look at her from corner of his eyes.her hair was all hustle bustle.she was sitting keeping hand on her face.she was looking damn cute.he smiles at her and goes to her.
Raman-good morning my sleeping beauty.he said sitting beside her.
She look at him shockingly.
Raman- what ,at least wish ur hubby good morning.
Ishita had tears in her eyes.Raman cupped her face lovingly and wiped her tears.
Raman- bidaai ceremony is over.why u r crying now.he said winking.
She couldn't stop herself and crushed herself into him.she was crying uncontrollably and he was consoling her.
Raman- shh ishu ,don't cry.
She broke the hug and look at him.she can see the love and concern in his eyes. She hugged him tight and said- I am not good.I am so bad.I ruined everything. I ruined our first night.u r so sweet still u forgive me.she was crying bitterly.
Raman- ishu if u cry like this then I will be very angry.first stop crying.he said wiping her tears.
She composed herself .Raman side hugged her and asked-whats the problem. U can share with me.I am ur husband.
Ishita was reluctant to share her fear but she thought that she has to take this leap of faith.if he is adjusting so much,I should also share my fear with him.
Ishita said very slowly-i am not ready to take our relationship ahead.
Raman-do u mean that u r not happy with our marriage. He asked patiently.
Ishita-no, I don't mean to say that.I mean I mean,
Raman-yes what u mean.
Ishita-i mean that I am not comfortable with this physical intimacy.
Raman- u mean u don't like when I touch u.
Ishita-no, I like when u touch me.my face.I like when u kiss my forehead,my eyes even my lips but I can't surrender myself fully to u.
Raman- did u love someone else.
Ishita-no, I need sometime.she said crying.
Raman-bas itni si baat,we have all the life ishu.what the the need of crying if a night is ruined.we have many nights together. And we will be together always.loving ur soul is more important then loving ur body ishu.I don't wanna be ur husband only but ur friend, ur lover,ur husband and ur soulmate.
She look at him and thought how good he is. She hugged him tight and said- I love u Raman.
Raman- I love u too ishu and u know that.u trust me naa.I will give u all the happiness in the world.just be with me.
She cried hugging him tight.
Raman- hey ishu u r not allowed to drop these pearl of urs.hey tears stay away from my ishu's eyes.because I won't let u come in her beautiful eyes.he said kissing her tears.
She smiled in between her tears.
Raman-ok now go and freshen up.we have to leave for house.maa called twice.
She nodded and went to washroom.after half an hour she came out wearing a green kanjivaram saree.her hair was open.she goes to the mirror and wear her mangalsutra. She look at it and kissed it.raman saw this and smiled.she wear her choodas and about to put sindoor on her partition when he came forward and said-let me do this.she forwarded her sindoor box.he put sindoor on her partition.she stands up and was about to touch his feet when he stopped her and said-what u r doing.
Ishita-let me do this.
Raman- then do.she touch his feet and he blessed her-may u have a blissful life with ur handsome husband. May u became pregnant soon and make me a proud father soon.she blushed at his words and hugged him.
Raman-all kisses for ur mangalsutra. No for ur reason for wearing mangalsutra. He said winking.
She blushed at his words and kissed his cheeks.
He smiled and hold her hand and said- let's go home.our home.
She smiled and nodded.
That's all for now.will wait for ur responses.
Edited by cutieruhi - 9 years ago
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