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Novel - Hearts knit together
Chapter 29
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[English]
Flashback:
Khushi was feeling nervous as well as happy. It was so heart warming to witness Arnavji and Aunty getting along so well on the breakfast table today. They were, for the first time, behaving like a mother and son are supposed to. She had tears in her eyes witnessing their bonding. Their reformed equations had elated her hopes. Maybe Arnavji is right, Shalini aunty is certainly coming around. But then why was it that her heart was getting so restless? Why does she feel that something was gravely going to go wrong?
Should I call Arnavji? No, he will get worried...As it is, he is so happy today, I shouldn't bother him unnecessarily.
Consoling herself, she forcefully shed the negativity off of her and got back to her books and studies. She was just about to fully submerge herself in her studies, what with the oncoming exams, her concentration broke with a soft tap on the door. She looked up and found Shalini gazing at her with indiscernible eyes. That it was after very long that Shalini aunty had stepped into her room, went undetected by her perked up senses.
Straightening up, she attempted a weak smile although every fibre of her being was burning in trepidation, "Aunty..y..you? Please get inside"
Finding Shalini not moving by an inch, khushi started drooping bit by bit. She had no idea what Shalini had in store for her. Gathering he wits, she tried yet again, "What is it aunty...y..you want a..anything from me?
Shalini: Umm nothing as such. Actually I had some questions. I wanted to ask those since quite a long time now. I was a bit free today so thought of getting them answered today. But If I am disturbing you, I can come another time.
"Are..No no aunty, I was just...you can ask whatever you want to ?" She said on the face, inside she was dying with an unknown foreboding feeling, what questions?
Shalini smiled and grabbed a seat opposite hers. "Hmm alright then, first tell me how are your studies going on?"
Khushi, who was unknowingly holding her breathe realized a long sigh. So Aunty is here just for a casual visit. And here you are unnecessarily getting so hyper, grow up silly girl.
Smiling in her usual sunny way, she answered sweetly, at once getting comfortable and totally missing the predatory glint sparkling in the old lady's brown orbs, " Its going really well aunty. Payal sometimes helps me with my notes. And rest of the time, its Akash and nk. With them, I never seem to miss going to college"
Shalini smiled scrunching her nose, "Only Akash and nk huh?" Looking at the suddenly-pale faced girl in front of her, she decided to end her misery, atleast for this split second, "I meant don't you consider me and your uncle as your well-wishers too? Anyways, its good that you have coped up so well. By the way khushi..." Walking to the gallery, she crossed her across her chest before resuming talking, "What are you planning after the exams?"
Khushi: umm I don't know Aunty. Whatever you and uncle suggest, I will accept that.
"Oh really?" Shalini was quick to counter her argument, " So you mean to say you will have absolutely no objections even if we consider for your marriage?", Finding that sceptical look back, Shalini turned around, facing her, "What? Why do you look so shocked? You think this aunty of yours has no idea what has been going on all these days? Oh come on beta, you shouldn't underestimate me so much. You like Arnav, don't you? "She looked at her with sharp eagle eyes although it wasn't needed. The blush on khushi's face could never be missed unless the person was blind.
Khushi, on the other hand, could hardly believe what was happening. Am I dreaming? Is this really aunty standing in my room and talking about Arnavji and me with a smile on her face? She had a million questions swarming through her head ranging right from how come aunty knew about them to what was going to be her decision now. The most dominant one being how come Aunty appeared so relaxed and if khushi had to be brutally honest, quite happy too, as though whatever she had revealed cum spoken just a few seconds ago was not at variance with her ill-fated notion against middle class girls but a normal day to day gossip that she used to have at her kitty parties.
Khushi knew she can ask these to her and get her conception set alright but all she did was pinching her own wrist. She tried to make the act as discrete as possible and the slight sting gave her the much awaited answer- This was real, not any figment of her overzealous imagination. Oh, she coudnt wait to share these with her Arnavji. God, they were worrying so unnecessarily, Aunty has changed indeed!
Aware yet hardly concerned with her state of mind, Shalini continued in her own flow, "Just this morning, I tried making him confess but that chap is one heck of a stubborn person. Can you believe he dint budged at all?" Looking at khushi averting her eyes, she pretended as though lightning stuck, "Oh..now I get it, he wont be having permission to open his mouth, right?"
"N..no aunty.. there's nothing like that" Poor khushi could only come up with this, feeling very uncomfortable with the direction their conversation was now taking. Now that the initial exhilaration had wavered she could sense something amiss. And her nerves flared up in response.
Shalini though wishing she could drag this on, let that up with a simple, " Alright alright, if you say so, that's fine" But, but, but, if khushi was to loosen up up thinking the dreading time was over, she was in for a mild shock for Shalini continued, "By the way khushi, there was one more thing that I have wanted to ask"
Khushi obediently bobbled her head with a "Sure aunty.", inwardly wondering whats with Aunty and questions today. Shalini, in the meanwhile, again moved towards her customary place by the window in leisure steps and calm eyes then fired her very first shot with a curt, "How do you manage this?"
"Uh, I d..don't understand aunty" Innocent that she was, khushi couldn't actually grasp the sarcastic hinge. But it dint took long. When Shalini turned to her, the disgust and rage storming in those almost blackened orbs were enough to bring her crashing back on the earth from her blissful fairly-tale dreams
"I asked how do you manage all these? How do you make men go crazy over you and that too with such ease? ...must have practised a lot, haven't you? Or maybe, you are getting trained for this since childhood. Afterall, girls like you are so apt for this job. Am I right Khushi Kumari Gupta?"
"Aunty!", Khushi gasped in disbelief.
Shalini: Don't you dare call me Aunty. I don't wanna have any relation with a cheap and downmarket girl like you. What was the name of that lover of yours, yeah, Shyaam. It was so wrong of me to misjudge him and his mother, now I realize who exactly is the culprit. God knows what special favours' he had from you that he became so obsessed!"
Khushi fell on the ground with a huge thud. Tears fell off her eyes in a continuous drizzle. Nothing made sense to her. One moment aunty was asking about her studies, talking so nicely, discussing her future, hinting about marriage with Arnavji and now, her tone and looks changed as though gentleness was never a part of her. And her words!
Those words were worse than toxin, for they seeped through every fibre of her being and sucked out the very essence of life. It felt as though the shock had paralyzed her entire body leaving her pale, almost lifeless. This was all a lie, you are lying, she wanted to scream but nothing came out of those numb lips.
Shalini, however wasn't done yet.
Forcefully grabbing her by the arm, she made khushi stand before continuing with her task of spilling venom on the tortured soul, that she was enjoying with utmost relish, "Are, even your mother couldn't tolerate you for she preferred leaving the world rather than staying by your side and your father, that poor guy finally died, fed up of enduring your disgraceful deeds. With a daughter like you..
Khushi finally had enough! She could have bore anything said against her but one word against her dead parents and she lost it. Covering her ears with both the palms, she cut through Shalini's booming voice, "Stop it aunty. Just Stop it!"The accusation was too much to handle as it is and when she mentioned her dead parents, khushi lost whatever little semblance of courage she was trying to gather and broke down immedietly.
Cupping her face in her palms, she cried bitterly speaking incoherently in between, "I am not saying anything that doesn't mean you can speak whatever comes to your mind.. Y..you would not...s..say anything against them...not ..e..even a word.. you get that...not a ..s..single word, I wont tolerate that.."
Her body was trembling violently and anyone else in Shalini's place would have melted at the heart wrenching site and surely given her atleast a few moments to herself. But nope, this was Shalini- the woman on a mission. She had no qualms continuing,"-h really? And what about me tolerating you in my house all these while?" Circling her slackened off figure, she sneered, shaking her head in mock pity. "Anyways, let it be, I understand.. You must be feeling bad. After all, truth surely pricks!"
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Edited by simmi-arshi - 10 years ago
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