heyy guys.. sorry for the delay.. i have got really really busy in last few weeks.. i barely get time to visit IF or writing update..
this time i am updating even before replying to all comments because it's been more than a month i updated..
not a huge update this time.. also kind of an extra chapter.. about what Raghu is doing these days.
also please forgive me if there are some mistakes in update.. i was so tired that i was literally sleeping while writing this chapter.
Chapter 44
days passed.. Antara recovered fully and were able to take care of herself now..
earlier Raghu was all worried for her health.. but now since she recovered and started taking care of him instead..
he was finding himself in la la land..
which sometimes invited trouble for him as he used to space out...
the day she recovered fully.. she woke up early in the morning..Raghu was asleep by that time..
it was weekend.. so he didn't have to go to office..
so she thought to go to temple first and then making breakfast for both...
she took bath and peeped in the room from the bathroom only to find him fast asleep..
she came outside wearing her bathrobe...
she hurriedly wore her skirt and then took her saree..she once again checked if he was asleep..
Raghu woke up with the sound of her bangles..earlier he wasn't used to but lately as she wasn't well he used to wake up at a slight sound in their room..
he woke up and couldn't believe the first sight he got in morning..
he gulped his saliva as he saw her removing her bathrobe... he dropped his head back on the pillow and sighed as she slid her bathrobe from her shoulders..
her hairs were wrapped in her towel.. he could see her fully exposed back... slightly covered with lacy straps of her b**.
her milky white back.. long arms..her long and sleek figure in satin fish cut skirt made him sigh..
but soon his view got covered as she wore her blouse and he stared at her when she brought her hands back to lock the hooks..
he placed his hand beneath his face and looked at her lovingly wrapping the saree on her waist..
he couldn't take his eyes off of her... he wanted to get up and take her in his embrace but he remained still.. wondering why is she getting ready so early...
she let her hairs open from towel.. and her long hairs covered his remaining view of her back..
but the water dripping from her hairs over her back made her look more sexy...
he felt goosebumps in his stomach.. and cursed himself for always waking up late in morning..
she dried her hairs with towel and kept it on chair..
she applied sindoor in her maang and turned.. Raghu immediately closed his eyes and pretended to be in sleep..
she walked towards the bed and looked at him for a moment..
then she bent down a bit and touched his feet..
Raghu immediately woke up and held her hands..
Antu kya kar rahi ho??
aap jage hai..?
nahi bas abhi aankh khuli.. ye kya kar rahi ho?
kuchh nahi.. she nodded in no...
paer kyun chhu rahi thi??
wo nahi bataungi...
he didn't want to tease her.. not today..
achchhi lag rahi ho...
she smiled in reply...
kahin ja rahi ho??
hmmm...yahan bas paas k temple mein..
ok... abhi jaldi jaana hai..?
nahi bas ready ho kar...
ok.. bas thodi der ruko.. main saath chalta hoon...
its okay.. aap bahut thake hue the.. aap thoda aur so jao.. main chali jaungi..
antu...!
main chalta hoon..
she nodded in yes..
while she got ready he got fresh n up..
he took bath and meanwhile she arranged his clothes..
he got ready and they both left for temple..
all the time he kept looking at her...
when she did pooja in temple.. when she talked to priest about some stuffs..
he didn't know what she was talking about.. all he knew was that she looked beautiful while talking ...
her smile filled his heart with warmth..
she took a round of temple.. he was just following her.. but he had no idea why he was doing that..
he came back to his trance when she called him to tie a red dori around some sacred tree...
he held her hand and looked at her face.. they both tied it there..
she took chandan from her plate and placed a small tika on his forehead..
he was completely lost in her..and had no idea when they walked back to home..
all he knew that she kept talking all the way on home.. and he just kept nodded and replied hmm to her..
he was just smiling on everything she was saying...
when they reached home she opened the door and they came inside..
phew! i'm again feeling sleepy.. she said..
me too.. he replied..
then you please go n hv some sleep.. i'll call you once breakfast will be ready..she said while tying her hairs in a bun...
i was just kidding...
subah subah..??.
he chuckled.. and nodded in yes..
he picked one rose from pooja thali.. and placed it in her bun.. she touched it as she felt the touch of his hand on her hair..
she turned and looked at him.. he smiled.. "achchha lag raha hai..."
she smiled back..
coffee?? she asked..
he nodded in yes...
he was sitting in the living room watching tv.. and shifted a little on his couch when saw her coming..
she gave him his mug and was about to leave but he held her hand..
kahan ja rahi ho?
kitchen aur kahan...
kyun?
arey! breakfast koi aur aakar nahi banayega.. she said and her hand free from his grip..
he kept his mug on his table and got up...
as she was about to leave.. he held her wrist and pulled her into him..
main bana dunga...saying that he turned and in a fast move he pushed her on the couch taking her in his arms..
she giggled and hit on his shoulder...
hato.. mujhe bhok lagi hai..
but he ignored what she said...he smiled at her.. and holding her hands down.. he snuggled in her nape..
heat started burning on her face and and it was turning bright shade of red.. she stopped struggling and slowly embraced him...
he opened plaits of her saree and released her pallu.. in next moment.. her saree was falling on the ground..
she caressed her face while he looked into her eyes and gently pulled a petal of rose out of her hair and caressed her lips with it's soft touch..
she closed her eyes and pulled her hands back... but he held them and made her wound her arms around his neck.. as he gently took her upper lip in his.. and kissed her passionately..
he slid her hand beneath her waist and pulled her above.. he sat back on couch and made her sit on his lap...
he caressed her lips with his thumb softly and pulled her dori ..
he pulled her closer to him and made her lean over him feeling her softness on his hard rock chest...he unhooked her blouse and caressed her bare back with his hand..
she closed her eyes feeling her firm hands on her soft skin...
he took her blouse off and held her closer to him feeling her soft touch on his skin..she moaned as she felt his hardness beneath her skirt...
hearing her moan he opened his eyes and saw her standing in front of him holding a tray in her hands..
his eyes widened in shock and immediately lowered down in embarrassment,..
what's wrong with you?? she asked..
n.. nothing.. i was just... he replied...
as he realized he was sitting on couch leaning his head behind.. tv was on in full volume..
why are you watching these tele brands?
she said while sitting beside him and giving him his coffee...
i- i wasn't.. i was just thinking something else..he said.. while stealing glances at her...and looking at her with corner of his eyes..
you sure...?
y...yeah!..
she got up and was about to leave..
kahan ja rahi ho? he asked.. but immediately closed his eyes.. and lowered his head down..
kitchen aur kahan.. breakfast banana hai...
hmm.. okay... he said.. and bit his tongue.. as she left..
sh**!!!... he closed his eyes tight.. and cursed himself...
this is too much...thank god i didn't imagined myself taking my clothes off...
or what would i have told her...
i was feeling hot..???
sh**!!!!
he took his coffee.. and went into the bedroom...
days passed.. he tried a lot.. but he kept thinking about these things... he decided to maintain some distance from her..
he tried to confess his feelings to her.. but every time he lost confidence..
he knew she will be happy to know about his feelings for her.. but he thought he wasn't prepared for the questions after his confession..
another day...
what if she asked.. when did he started loving her...
he didn't had answer to that simplest question.. he should have known when did he started feeling for her in that way...
but guess.. it was from the very first day... even when they were not married.. even since when they weren't even besties..
even during that time when they fought...
he himself didn't know when he fell for her..
"i have been feeling that way since forever.. i always wanted you... should that be the answer.".
no.. no no.. !! wanted doesn't look like the right term.. "i always loved you.."?
always?? he imagined her tilting her head a little and asking him.. "always..?"
always!!! he nodded in yes.. and sighed seeing her smiling...
always..!!! yes.. always..!!! he said...
are you talking to yourself?? he heard her..
huh?? he raised his brows and asked...
are you again talking to yourself..?? i guess we should go to doctor.. you're being crazy with every passing day..
no..! i was...i should go.. i have work to do...
he left from there...without looking at her.. and the muffins she brought for him..
she felt sad and kept them on his laptop table..
Antara was seeing the change in his behavior.. he was maintaining some sort of distance from her..
its been almost 10 days he teased me on something or made fun of me.. he doesn't really talk to me much..
he doesn't seem to be busy in office stuffs.. then??
is he avoiding me..?? she thought...
a lone tear escaped from her eyes thinking that if it is because of the accident she met..
she got lots of bruises and their scars are still there on her body...
earlier he used to tell her that she is beautiful.. she wondered if she still was...
or is he still caring for her health as she just recovered...and he is resisting to ask... she didn't know why.. but she wanted him to get a bit closer to her..
she was missing his laughter and all sorts of pranks he used to play on her...
- - - - -- -
two three days passed..
she was lying on her side silently.. suddenly she felt pain in her shoulder and she turned around..and saw him looking at her...
you okay..? he asked..
she nodded in yes.. and cuddled in her blanket... i'm fine...
he smiled and nodded..
it...it will... she hesitated while saying..
be okay..
i'm... i'm just fine...she said and bit her lower lip..
she lowered her eyes realizing did she ask for it..?
k.. night...!!... tk rest...
her face turned pale and she turned back...
a few minutes passed...
she was about to cry.. but she controlled her self...
it's okay to ask what's wrong... i should not think abruptly...
she turned but he wasn't there...
that was close.. when she looked at me .. her eyes were speaking volumes.. did she really wanted to say what i thought.. or was i hallucinating again.. he wondered...
i shouldn't have come out like this...he was about to go back in the room.. but stopped as he saw her standing there..
what happened?? she asked..
n-nothing.. i came to get some water..
she walked closer to him.. he blinked his eyes twice what if he was imagining again..
but when he felt her soft touch on his jawline caressing his cheek... he felt it... it was real...
is everything okay?
he nodded...
yeah! let's go back to bed.. it's very late..
he was about to leave but she held his hand..he stopped and amazed..
they both were standing facing opposite of each other..
why does it feel like that you are upset with me... or not happy with me...
his brows frown hearing her..
what?? he turned to her and chuckled..
to me, it feels like that you're ignoring me..
nah! that's not true.. i'm just a bit occupied with stuffs...
and don't get much time...
not even when you are home...?
are you avoiding me..?
are you mad or what??... i can never do that..
then why does it hurt??
he held her from shoulders.. and pulled her into him...
silly girl...what made you think that... ?
i know because of that accident, those scars...
i am no more beautiful as you used to say..
you're feeling insecure..??? again???.... he teased her..
since when you started that..?
you're the most beautiful, most important and most precious person i have..
her eyes turned moist..
but the way you have been behaving in last few days...
he pulled her out of his embrace.. and made her look at him..
did that hurt you...i was busy with office work...he lied..
she looked into his eyes...and his heart skipped a beat..
do you remember the last time you hugged me like this...?
hmmm???
and the last time.. we...kissed...
or the last time.. you said that you want me..she bit her lower lip...
am i hallucinating...?? he asked...
she nodded in no..
are you real...?
i miss your embrace..
pinch me...!!
she didn't but came little close to him...
i miss you being this closer to me...
i miss that every damn day..
saying that he held her from her waist.. and pulled her closer to his heart...
he took her in his embrace and pinched himself and chuckled slightly realizing that it was real..
she really came to him and confessed that she missed him...he closed his eyes.. took a deep breath and hugged her tight...
after a few minutes.. he brought them into the room..
made her lie on the bed.. dimmed the light and took his shirt off..
he came over her and loved her...
^ohkay.. why i ended it here.. because this time my laptop was really about to fall from bed...i was really tired when i wrote this chapter....
precap as previous one...
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-Akki
Edited by itsokaysammy - 9 years ago
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