SWARON FF : HUMARI ADHURI KAHANI *PART 18 PG 146* - Page 78

It was almost 1 o clock at night , everyone was asleep but swayam was still not home and sharon was worried would be an understatement , she was freaked out... she was pacing throughout the room trying to calm herself down , and assure herself that he would be back soon... She looked at aru sleeping on the bed hugging her pooh... only Sharon knew how much pain she had to take to put aru to sleep who was constantly nagging about swayam...

Sharon couldn't stand inside the room calmly anymore... she had tried swayam's phone for god knows how many times and she could almost feel her heart thudding in her ribs... as soon as she came out of the room and stood at the landing , she saw the main door click open... swayam came inside with his blazer hanging over his shoulder and tie loosened , clearly showing that he was exhausted as hell... he walked up the stairs and directly went to his room...

Sharon couldn't stay calm anymore... she directly went behind him and entered his room which was once there's... swayam was about to remove his tie and walk to the washroom , when he heard the door banging shut...

"what do you think of yourself????" Sharon screamed at the top of his voice taking swayam by surprise...

"excuse me?? Sab so rahe hai... so don't you dare shout..." swayam said maintaining his composure...

"don't you dare show that you acre for others... Where the hell were you????" she asked him gritting her teeth...

"and why do you think that I will answer you????" swayam crossed his hands in his chest...

"because I have the right to question you... tumhe pata bhi hai mai kya soch rahi thi????" she said fisting her palm to stop herself from running into his arms and cry her heart out...

"kya soch rahi thi??? Ki mai kisi aur ke saath hoon????" swayam asked with his eyes staright away boring into hers .. for a second swayam saw Sharon flinched at what he said and he found it masked behind her anger again... he smiled in his mind as he registered that she was still the same Sharon...

"shut up... driver bhi nahi tha tumhare saath...itni raat ko pura din kaam karne ke baad adhe neend mein drive karna... tumhe pata bhi hai kya kya khayal arahi thi mujhe????" Sharon couldn't even say anything more...

"I wish jot um soch rahi thi voh sach ho jata..." He muttered under his breath but loud wnough for Sharon to hear...

"swayam shut up..." she screamed at the top of her voice... only she knew what she felt then... If anything ever happens to him , she wouldn't be able to keep breathing...

"I am not being able to understand , why the hell are we talking about this now???? Leave me alone... mai fresh hoke aru ke paas chala jaunga..." he was about to move to the washroom...

"kyun??? Why should I leave you alone???? You don't need you the old people in your life??? You don't need me?? You don't need aru??? Taani ma???" she jerked him towards her...

"yeah tumhe isme bhi problem hai??? you know what?? Tum sirf apni decisions dusro pe thopti ho...and as far your question is concerned.. yes... yes I wanna move on... start afresh..." he couldn't look into her eyes... deep down he knew , this the greatest lie he had ever said to himself...

"right???? You want a new wife right????" she asked gritting her teeth...

"if that satisfies you yes..." Swayam couldn't believe Sharon had actually voiced that...

"abhi meri satisfaction se kya hoga??? So batao..tumne dhund liya ya mai madad karu????" Sharon asked sarcastically...

"tum kya madad karogi?? Tumne kabhi mujhe samjha hai?? tumne sirf ye expect kiya hai humesha mai hi tumhe samjhu... And I have told this before... I need aru..." He said looking into her eyes...

"aur mai????" she asked showing her vulnerability in front of him for the first time... swayam just looked at her and without saying , he left to sleep with aru followed by Sharon...

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It was morning , and swayam was back to his room , to get ready for office... he was brushing his hair when he saw taani standing near the door looking down...

"kuch chahiye???" swayam immediately asked what he had always asked his sister.. but this time with a different voice... taani shook her head still looking down...

"ander aa jaa..." Swayam said and continued doing what he was doing...

"bhai voh... maine kal apki aur Sharon ki batein sun lit hi..." She said walking inside... she was shocked to see swayam not reacting to it.. he didn't even pay heed to what she had said...

"bhai... aap dono ek baar aru ke bare mein toh socho... Parents separation ka kya asar parega uspe..." She looked at him...

"tune socha tha??? Sharon ko chor... tujhe toh pata tha aru ke bare mein??? Kabhi nahi laga nuh tujhe that may be... just may be aru needs a father.. and for a change try to respect my decision... I don't even expect you would support me leaving your best friend... but still..." Swayam said looking back at her...

"I am not taking sharon's side.. I am even thinking about you.. as much as you say you will move on ... even you know you can't..." swayam sighed listening to her... by that time Sharon was standing near the door...

"kisne bola... I will... agar koi mila jo mujhe samjhe .. mujhpe trust karein then I will... and please.. I am not blaming anyone... so you people don't have to feel that you have done something wrong..." He said as he had seen Sharon standing there...

"bhai please..." Taani was almost into tears...

"as I said taani.. for change... think about your brother along with your best friend..." He said sharply...

"meri best friend apki bhi kuch lagti hai..." taani said in desperation...

"lagti thi..." Swayam muttered and left... as soon as he came out , he saw rey standing there glaring at him... without any other word , he walked down and sat in his car waiting for rey to come...

Swayam kept his head on the steering as he felt his eyes tearing up... he had never felt this hollow for hurting everyone with everything that he had said...

Rey opened the door and sat next to him...

"what is wrong with you swayam??? tu kar kya raha tha????" rey shook his shoulder...

"bohut hurt kiya nuh un dono ko???" swyaam looked up to him...

"obviously.. aur khud ko bhi... kya kar raha hai swayam tu..." He held his shoulder...

"I have really turned out to be a bad person..." swayam looked away from him... "pata nahi kyun mai use hurt karna chahtha hoon.. mai aisa nahi tha... mai aisa nahi hoon rey... but I don't know what's wrong with me... I just can't take this anymore..." And with that his thread snapped and he let his tears fall in front of rey...

Sharon on the other hand went numb as swayam went out...

"naraz hai isiliye..." Taani kept her hand on sharon's shoulder...

"mujhe bhi aisa hi lag raha tha.. but chahe kitna bhi naraz ho swayam kabhi nahi kahega that I mean nothing to him now... unless and until he means it..." She said looking blankly at nowhere and waked to her room slowly...

She walked in to find aru sleeping till now...

She stood by the window and looked down at the driveway to find swayam and rey sitting in the car till now...

"you want to move on right?? Fine do it... I will watch how far you can go without me... Pata naraz ho... mai koshish kar rahi hoon nuh sab thik karne ke liye... Ab tumhe ye tak samjh nahi a raha hai that I want you swayam... agar tum itna hi na samjh ho toh fine.. dekhti hoon tum kya karte ho..." Sharon was muttering under her breath when she heard a voice...

"kya bol rahi ho mumma..." Sharon looked back to find aru sitting on the bed with a confused expression...

"shrap de rahi hoon..." Sharon walked to the washroom... Aru pouted with a frown and scratched her head since she couldn't get what Sharon had meant... Sharon came back from the washroom with aru's brush and handed it to her... she kissed her hair and wished her good morning and made her ready for school...

It was evening and swayam ahd come back from office early today because he hadn't given time to aru since last day...

Swayam was sitting on the couch with aru on his lap who was busy trying to untie swayam's tie... Sharon who was sitting beside aru before swayam came walked away to the kitchen as soon as swayam sat down...

Swayam's mom came and sat beside them... after a bit of hesitation she put her hand on his shoulder making swayam turn to look at her...

"birthday ke liye kya chahiye???" she asked him with a soft smile... by that time Sharon had come back from the kitchen with the tray of tea...

"new wife..." She muttered under her breath but everyone had heard her... taani and his mom suppressed their chuckle seeing Sharon boiling in anger... Swayam made a face at her and looked back at his mom smiling and shaking his head in a no...

Sharon had gone upstairs to her room and swayam too went upstairs... before freshening up he realized that in the morning he had left his t shirt in sharon's room... he went to sharon's room to find her dusting the bed...

He looked around to search for the t shirt but couldn't see it...

"voh..." Before swayam could say anything after that...

"haa haa kar dungi sign mai divorce papers..." Sharon said in anger... swayam was taken aback.. he was about to ask for his t shirt...

"I was not talking about that..." He said in confusion...

"ohh.. that's news... Kyunki tum toh humesha usike bare mein baat karte rehete ho... sorry... baat nahi... decisions sunate ho..." Sharon turned towards him and snapped at him...

Swayam preferred to keep quiet... he knew Sharon was mad at that point and if he opens his mouth , she would probably blast him... finding him quiet , Sharon again snapped at him... " why are you quiet??? So batao... nayi wife dhundna chalu kiya?? Yaa fir already mil chuki hai????"

"dekho you are stretching it for no reason..." swayam finally said calmly...

"really??? I am stretching it..." She said sarcastically... " matlab abhi tak koi mili nahi hai... and let me tell you milne wali bhi nahi... have you seen yourself in a mirror???" she said and stormed out in anger...

Swayam couldn't help but smile in amusement.. the girl in front of him was crazy...

Sharon had gone inside the open kitchen and seeing her boiling in anger , kaka had come out from there... Sharon didn't know what to do to suppress from going and killing swayam , so she started washing all the already washed plates from the shelves...

"samjhta kya hai apne aapko??? Firse shadi karega... dikhati hoon mai use..." She was muttering under her breath... swayam had come down and saw Sharon inside the open kitchen... Swayam's mom and taani were looking at each other in confusion seeing Sharon washing all the already washed plates...

"mumma subah se kisiko shraap de rahi hai..." aru said cutely seeing everyone looking at Sharon... swayam looked at her in shock... "yeh shrap kya hai???" aru asked swayam scratching her head...

"ummm... jab aap kisiko pyaar se kuch kehete ho toh who shraap hai..." swayam tried to divert the topic...

"fir aap ko de rahi hai shraap mumma???" aru didn't even know what she had said... taania nd his mom started laughing listening to her and aru again looked at them in confusion... swayam looked away getting embarrassed for no reason...

Sharon looked outside and saw everyone laughing and even swayam was smiling...

"sabse baat kar sakta hai.. has sakta hai.. sirf mujhse nahi..." and thus she got more angry and started washing the plates again...

They had sat down for dinner together after a long time... Sharon was feeding aru when he heard swayam coughing... she quickly poured water into a glass and kept it infront of swayam.. he somehow didn't see that Sharon ahd given him a glass and instead he picked up another glass and drank from there... Sharon felt her heart shrink...

"meri hathon se paani bhi nahi peena chahte ho..." she said in her mind and continued to feed aru trying hard not to show her brimming tears... After feeding aru , she stood up and left saying that she is not hungry... swayam frowned at her retreating figure since he couldn't understand why did she skip dinner...

After dinner , aru put forwarded her demand of sleeping with taani tonight and swayam smiled and gave her to taani... he went upstairs to sharon's room ...

He entered her room and found her sitting on the window slab looking at the photo album with tears streaming down her cheeks... swayam had come here to tell her that since aru was sleeping with taani , he would be going to his room tonight... but seeing her cry , he felt something breaking inside him... he slowly walked upto her and stood beside her... as soon as Sharon realized that swyaam was standing beside her , she quickly closed the album and wiped her eyes...

"who mai kehene aya tha ki..." He started...

"tum apne kamre mein sona chahte ho.. taani ne mujhe bataya aru would be sleeping with her.. so you want to go to your room..." she said blankly...

"yeah.. tumhe kaise pata..." He asked with a frown...

"common sense..." She replied...

Swayam nodded and was about to walk out when something struck him...

"excuse me?? Toh tumhara matlab hai mujhmein common sense nahi hai???" he asked...

"you never had it..." Sharon looked at him... swayam gritted his teeth in anger...

"oh hello.. even I can be unpredictable..." with that he didn't go out and laid down on the bed... although he had chosen a stupid reason to show for sleeping here , he himself knew why he had done that , even Sharon knew that for that matter...

Sharon smiled and laid down beside him on the other side...

Sharon was lying with her eyes closed , when she felt swayam's hand on her hair... he was caressing her hair...

"mujhe pata hai sharon.. maine tumhe bohut hurt kiya...even I don't know why am I doing this... I am sorry... per we always end up fighting..." As she heard him say this she opened her eyes...

"even I am sorry... mai tumhare saath rehena chahti hoon swayam.. jo time humne kho diya who hum firse saath mein jee lenge..." Sharon smiled at him... he smiled back...

"tumhe pata tha nuh?? I am not asleep..." She asked him...

"itna toh janta hi hoon tumhe..." He smiled nodding his head...

Sharon stood up and sat on the bed... " I love you... I am sorry swayam..." she felt her eyes brimming.. swayam wiped her eyes quickly and shook his head... "we will make things work... no worries..." swyaam said pulling Sharon in his arms... Sharon snuggled close to him , as his t shirt got soaked with her tears...

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"mumma subah se kisiko shraap de rahi hai..." aru said cutely seeing everyone looking at Sharon... swayam looked at her in shock... "yeh shrap kya hai???" aru asked swayam scratching her head...

"ummm... jab aap kisiko pyaar se kuch kehete ho toh who shraap hai..." swayam tried to divert the topic...

"fir aap ko de rahi hai shraap mumma???"😆😆😆

aru is sooo cute :-*

n the end part i guess ye dream hai..😔

update soon

i knw m late again