Death of a Masked Rose (Epilogue - Page 37) - August 30th

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Alaukik

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Posted: 10 years ago

#151

awesome update.

Sanyukta too loves him.

ooh Randhir, after giving her promise he break the promise by not telling her the truth.

this time if truth comes out, Sanyukta will be broken, she will never forgive him.

I hope after three weeks time Randhir will tell the truth.

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anu_anya

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Posted: 10 years ago

#152

awesome update
finally sanyu given d second chance to rd
continue asap :)

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Saffi Sanam

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Posted: 10 years ago

#153

Next few chapters on next page

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Saffi Sanam

@ilovepyaar

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Posted: 10 years ago

#154

The first time I saw Sanyukta, was about ten days into the break. She sent me a text saying she really wanted to see me, and sent me her address.

I had never climbed up into someone's window in my life - but that night I had. As soon as I got inside her room, she attacked me. Literally. Her arms had thrown themselves around my neck and she had pushed me down on her bed as her lips kissed me with such intensity that I was blown away.

She sucked on my lips hard, pressing her legs against mine with such force.

"I want you so badly," she murmured.

That was the first thing she said to me. How was my heart not supposed to speed? How was I supposed to have control on my own hormones when she said these things to me?

Why was she so hormonal? Why did she want me this badly? She started to unbutton my shirt and I nearly gasped, as she placed kisses on my neck and down my chest, while opening each button.

"Sanyukta what happened to you?" I asked her.

"Shhh, I just want you," she responded.

Once she got to my belly, I breathed in sharply, trying to control my hormones, but it was so hard.

Her hand brushed over the zipper of my jeans and I grabbed her head, trying to pull her up, before she made it worse. She struggled and kissed me over my zipper.

"Sanyukta!" I gasped. "Stop! I won't be able to control."

"I don't know why I want you so badly," she said, her cheeks flushed, then she rolled over on the bed and leaned into my arms, placing a wet kiss on my cheek.

I stroked her hair and took deep breaths to tame my desire.

"You know Randhir," she murmured. "Something has been really off with me lately."

"Off?" I asked her slowly. "What happened?"

"I don't know... I have these crazy raging hormones. I've been dreaming about... about making love to you," she whispered, her cheeks red. "I want to so badly, but I keep telling myself that I have to control myself... I have to wait until marriage."

"You want to... to do it?" I asked her softly. "It's okay if you want to... I mean, I won't leave you. We'll get married."

She looked up at me with tear-filled eyes before she took a deep breath.

"I want to, I really want to," she whispered. "I really want to Randhir."

I kissed her lips softly, as I held her close to me. My hands traveled down her body, feeling her curves as she moaned into my mouth.

"You are so turned on," I whispered to her. "Wow."

She kissed me back hungrily, as her body pressed against mine hard. Then she paused before removing her lips from mine.

"No we can't do this," she whispered, her eyes wide with fear. "Marriage... I have to wait until marriage."

"No you don't," I whispered to her.

Maybe a part of me wanted her to sleep with me, just because it would eliminate a part of my guilt... it would also make it less likely that she would ever find out about the truth behind our drunken night.

"No Randhir, I can't," she whispered, her eyes filling with tears.

Then she hugged me tightly and I held her as close to me as I could, placing a light kiss on her forehead.

"You don't have to then," I said.

"Randhir I've been feeling so emotional too... I'm crying over small things," she said to me. "Something is wrong with me."

"Isn't that like a PMS symptom?" I asked her. "Maybe you're about to get your period."

"No my period is late Randhir," she said to me. "It's usually very regular, but this time it's really late. I guess it was just stress... stress can make periods late."

Suddenly things started to make sense... Sanyukta was feeling hormonal, she was emotional, and her period was late? Oh no.

"Sanyukta," I whispered, feeling my heart beat quickly. "Have you been feeling sick?"

"Speaking of... I threw up a few days ago," she said to me. "Maybe I'm just a bit sick. When you get sick, your period can come late too."

I squeezed my eyes shut. This couldn't be what I was thinking it was.

"Are... are you sure your period is late because of that?" I asked her.

"What else could it be Randhir? Of course!" she said, sounding like it was the most obvious thing. "Anyways, I think I'll get it soon, because you're right... I tend to get emotional right before my period."

Maybe I was overthinking it. There was no way Sanyukta could be what I was thinking she was.

She couldn't be pregnant. The chances of her getting pregnant couldn't have been that high... she couldn't be.

I told myself to calm down and closed my eyes, as Sanyukta fell asleep in my arms.

That night, I dreamed that Sanyukta found out about our night spent together, and she left me forever. I woke up from that dream and felt relieved to see Sanyukta sleeping soundly against my chest.

Fifteen days into the break, I got a phone call from Sanyukta. She didn't sound happy. She was crying.

"I need to see you Randhir," she said, her voice cracking. "Now. Please."

"Is everything okay?" I asked her.

"No," she cried. "Please... meet me in the park near my house, now!"

"I'll be there in an hour. Don't cry... please get a hold of yourself," I said to her, and then hung up my phone, my heart beating furiously.

I didn't know why she was crying or why she needed to see me urgently. All I knew was that Sanyukta was hurt, and I needed to be there for her. She was upset, and I had to comfort her.

As soon as I got to the park, I saw that she was seated on a bench and I sat down next to her. Her eyes were red and puffy.

"Sanyukta what's wrong?" I asked her softly.

"Randhir everything is wrong," she cried.

Then she leaned into my chest and sobbed into my shirt. I held her against me and let her cry.

"Please tell me Sanyukta," I whispered to her. "We'll solve the problem together."

"This problem is beyond solving," she cried. "Randhir... that night... that night we got drunk together - oh I should have known! I felt weird after. My legs were sore, I was in pain... I thought I had fallen somewhere. I would have never guessed this."

I started to sweat... this did not sound good. In fact, this sounded really bad.

"What - what happened that night?" I asked her fearfully.

"Randhir we had sex that night," she told me. "We forgot about it, but we had sex."

"How do you know?" I asked her, shocked that she had found out.

"I - I'm pregnant Randhir," she whispered and then started to sob again. "What am I going to do?"

I pulled her body off mine and looked into her wet eyes before wiping her tears.

"Are - are you sure?" I asked her.

"Yes Randhir. I was feeling really sick, so I went to the doctor, plus with my missed period, I started to get concerned. The doctor told me I was pregnant. When I told the doctor it wasn't possible, she checked again and said that I was indeed pregnant... Randhir... what will we do?" she sobbed and then rested her head on my shoulder.

I took her hand in mine and took a deep breath. I was scared. I was not ready for a baby. I was just in my first year of college, and so was Sanyukta.

"Whatever you choose to do Sanyukta, I love you, and I will support you," I told her softly.

"I'm going to die Randhir," she wailed. "Randhir I'm going to die."

I caressed her arm softly, not sure what to say to her to calm her down... I didn't even know how to calm myself down.

I was dead.

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Saffi Sanam

@ilovepyaar

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Posted: 10 years ago

#155

Hey everyone! Just to let you know, I only post one set of chapters per page because otherwise it gets too confusing with the table of contents. That's why it took some time... I was just waiting to get enough posts to reach the next page. =)