Here is the next part...kids and innocent souls stay away...this is one of the most sensuous parts I have written so far... So please do have ice water ready! 😉
Once again, Happy B'day Anusha...this is for you! 🥳
Part 9 B
All these shocking revelations gave him a guilty feeling. He couldn't lead her to something just due to a momentary impulsive desire, may be she herself wasn't in her right senses. He couldn't take advantage of her impulsive decision and her vulnerable state. It would be a mistake on his part especially at a point of time, when he himself wasn't sure of what he felt for her. He wasn't sure if he was in love with her and couldn't promise her a future together. In that case, this night would be a mistake that she would ever regret. After this night, she would end up in a heart break and a lot of losses on her part. He didn't want to become the reason for all that.
It was difficult to stop now but if she showed one sign of displeasure or denial, he would leash himself and refrain back but no, she kept him bound to herself weakening his determination to hold back. She was making it too difficult for him.
But still, he tried to pull away from her saying "tum hosh mein nahi ho Ishita...we need to talk first!"
[You aren't in your senses Ishita]
No she didn't want to talk this out now. She knew that if she did that or think about logics, then she would never step into this. Somehow she felt that even if a mistake, it would be a beautiful mistake and would cherish these memories for a life time. Or perhaps forget it all as a dream which she saw by mistake.
Deep within her, may be she had started loving him and dreamt of becoming his. She really wasn't sure of what attracted him to her or what made her crave for these close intimate moments. Was it love towards a man who had real care and concern for her and Adi? Or a mere physical attraction to the handsome man he was? Did she really crave for his love or was it just a desire to satiate herself and a craving for his touch which seemed to magically cure all her sore wounds?
Whatever it was, in the deepest corner of her heart, she firmly believed that he would never reciprocate her feelings. She felt that he would never give her back the love she yearned from him but still she wished to get all his love she longed for in these moments even if it meant just a desire or lust or attraction from his side. Her logical side knew that she was stepping towards a mistake but her heart took over her senses and it forced her to believe that this was the only right she could do. Atleast she wouldn't feel deprived of what this man could give her. She felt that it was now or never! She was getting carried away by the spur of the moment pleasure but she let it be. Just the feeling of surrendering herself to him gave her an unexplainable happiness. Something which she had never ever experienced in her life.
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My comments: Ishita was stubborn and too egoistic and hated to admit that she had fallen in love with him and hence coined her feelings as attraction and desire...and a mere want!
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The only truth she could logically think of was that she didn't want him to go away from her and she made that clear to him by her intimate actions and words.
He did feel helpless and desperate for a few minutes. Perhaps she sensed his disturbed state. She voiced out passionately,"Raman...hum baadh mein baat karenge...not now!"
[We will talk later]
Saying that, she pulled him even closer. That set it all for him. There was no backing out now.
He kissed her passionately making her clutch him violently. She opened her eyes to look into his eyes. She wanted to see the same desire, the same intense burning desire she felt for him reflecting in his eyes for her. And she saw what she wanted!
Their eyes met and locked each other, questions or answers weren't required anymore.
He lightly parted from her, his hand beneath her went to the zipper of her dress on its own will but his lips muttered reluctantly once more, "Are you sure of this Ishita?"
She didn't reply but he got his reply when her hands voluntarily moved to unbutton his shirt.
He slowly fiddled with her zip at the back and tugged it down while her fingers fumbled in vain around his shirt buttons.
He chuckled at her desperate attempts which ended futile yet she was stubbornly battling with it. Her impatience showed up when the first button swung open and the button went flying off his shirt. He controlled his smiles and took over passing a teasing glance.
She shyly turned her face sideways when he flipped off his shirt. He didn't delay more to return to her. In a few expert moves, he tugged and slipped her gown off her shoulder. She blushed when he looked at her, giving her an appreciatory glance. His desire filled lusty gazes were enough to heat up her body. The more he saw her glowing creamy skin, the quicker his hands worked to do away with the drapes between them. She was beautiful and ravishing than what he had ever imagined in his wild dreams.
Helping each other, giving time and space to each other like everything was perfectly, rightfully meant to be, they found themselves at complete ease.
Soon they could feel each other's warmth as they wrapped each other within their arms, gently caressing each other as if to ease away the aches that the fall had caused!
Baahon Ke Darmiyaan Do Pyaar Mil Rahe Hain
Baahon Ke Darmiyaan Do Pyaar Mil Rahe Hain
Jaane Kya Bole Mann Dole Sunke Badan
Dhadkan Bani Zubaan
Baahon Ke Darmiyaan Do Pyaar Mil Rahe Hain
Jaane Kya Bole Mann Dole Sunke Badan
Dhadkan Bani Zubaan
Baahon Ke Darmiyaan
His body warmth was comforting enough for her to lose herself in a dreamy trance. Her lost dream like state made him stop for a moment. He looked at her. Her eyes were closed as if in a deep sleep but her trance state wasn't helping him. He wanted to make her respond back. His naughty side surfaced and he parted a bit to kiss her lips again. When she least expected, he nipped her lips lightly to bring her back to him. His sensuously arousing gesture woke her up. He kissed and licked the area where he bit her which was as enticing as his earlier bite. He bestowed her with sweet tortures making her clutch his upper arm and back tightly. Her long nails poked and scratched into his fair skin probably returning him back the favor of her first love bite in the form of a love scratch.
She gasped and feverishly responded back to him while he trailed her jaw line with his lips and placed a line of kisses around her neck giving her a shrill up her spine.
He managed to voice out between those moments "You are soo beautiful Ishita and I want you..."
Hearing that from him gave her a unique sense of completeness and she felt ecstatic!
She gathered a little courage and kissed him back with the same fervor.
Khulte Badn Hote Labhon Ki Ye Ankahi
Khulte Badn Hote Labhon Ki Ye Ankahi
Mujhse Keh Rahi Hai Ki Badhne De Bekhudi
Mil Yoon Ki Daud Jaayein Nas Nas Mein Bijliyaan
Baahon Ke Darmiyaan Do Pyaar Mil Rahe Hain
Jaane Kya Bole Mann Dole Sunke Badan
Dhadkan Bani Zubaan
Baahon Ke Darmiyaan
The rains were lashing out on the glass panes breaking the silence of the otherwise quiet night. Though the climate was cool, it did very little to lessen the temperature in the room. Noticing the sweat beads on his forehead, she wiped it and tried to reach for the AC remote. He ran his fingers along her outstretched hand before entwining his fingers with hers and also switched on the AC. Forcing her to abandon the remote, he nudged and twined back their fingers passionately.
The rumbling rain outside and their own crazily thundering heart were enough to do away with the last bit of guilt, the feeling of committing a sin, the last bit of hesitation or self control. It washed away every trace of all that could hold them back.
What stayed or rather remained was just the soaring desire for more and more from each other.
As the deeply passionate kisses and the intimately soul steering touches continued, time froze for them and the ultimate desire for each other took over uniting them as one in the most passionate way. The obvious reality of her being a virgin did come out evidently but they had gone too far to stop or even think about it. She yelped in pain for a brief second but the next instant, the pleasure took over making her swoon in the thrill. He kept comforting and assuring her with his passionate hungry kisses telling her how beautiful she was and how lucky he felt at that moment.
He knew that everything between them, and their relationship was bound to change from that moment onwards but he also knew that he was never going to regret this night nor let her regret. She had shared her self with him and he wasn't foolish enough to not know what that meant. Neither was he pervert to wash his hands off her once done with her.
Their rhyming heartbeats, husky romantic whispers, gasps and their names which escaped their lips echoed in the pitch black darkness became the only evidence to their secret union.
Aasmaan Ko Bhi Ye Haseen Raaz Hai Pasand
Aasmaan Ko Bhi Ye Haseen Raaz Hai Pasand
Uljhi Uljhi Saanson Ki Aawaaz Hai Pasand
Moti Luta Rahi Hai Saawan Ki Badliyaan
Baahon Ke Darmiyaan Do Pyaar Mil Rahe Hain
Baahon Ke Darmiyaan Do Pyaar Mil Rahe Hain
Jaane Kya Bole Mann Dole Sunke Badan
Dhadkan Bani Zubaan
Baahon Ke Darmiyaan
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It was a night of hard realizations for Raman. He realized that he was the first man in her life. He understood that Adi wasn't Ishita's own son.
For Ishita, it wasn't an easy night. She knew that after this night, their equations would change forever. All her secrets were unfolded and lay open for him to know!
But right now, in that moment, all they knew, remembered and cherished was the togetherness as they possessed each other in the most blissful manner. Every other nagging thought faded into oblivion. She didn't even know when he scooped her into his arms and placed her on the bed before making gentle love to her all over again, as if to sooth the aches of the earlier rough wild love session.
[To be continued]
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