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~Chapter #27~
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Just like any other day, her eyes fluttered open on their own accord and she witnessed through her puffy eyes, the fresh rays of sun illuminating the room in its soft glow, embracing the darkness within its warmth. Completing the magical look was whistling of the leaves and the chirping of the birds while a cold breeze welcomed itself through the half opened French doors into the room. The first reminder that the winter season was just around the corner. Her lips automatically lifted upwards in a smile as she closed her eyes inhaling and appreciating the mother-nature's gift for the mankind. Khushi was always a morning person but she realized today she was feeling extra giddy and lightheaded as in a very long time. With eyes still closed, she yawned and stretched her body like a Cheshire cat in full force and that was when it all dawned upon her. Her body that was still sore and aching in places, her legs still feeling heavy, numb n unable to move served her a reminder as to why everything was looking as if was craved from a fictional romantic piece of story and why she was feeling like Alice in wonderland. It was then when his foggy mind decided to put up pieces together. One by one.
Last night. AR show. The first kiss. Escaping to home. Their first time. Arnav taking care of her. Spooning. The dreamland...and the dream!!
Her eyes getting bigger as each thing was falling into place one after the another, the sequence of last night joining together to complete the whole picture that her mind had effectively pushed at the back last night and came along it were the aftermaths. Last night was the best night of her entire life, no doubt about that and she wasn't going to demean it by implying otherwise. Arnav showed her a side that was effectively hidden beneath his tough exterior. A man who knows how to keep his woman happy. A man who knows how to take care of her And it wasn't just the physical aspect she was thinking about. It was the way he treated her, the way he preferred her comforts over his desires was what distinguished him from the rest of them. Like he himself raised the bar which no other man can dared to achieve. She was sure memories of the previous night had been firmly ingrained on her mind for life time. But then they always have to wake up to reality and then there was this always lingering question of what next' hanging upon her. She understood why it happened what had happened last night and under what circumstances. Their impending desires had mounted and reached their peaks throughout the previous evening flared up uncontrollably and was too mammoth a task to ignore. May be that wouldn't have happened if she hadn't walked the ramp for AR fashion label. But then there could be thousands ifs and buts one could derive from any situation that went out of hand. She wasn't afraid about her feelings. She was glad she learned to deal with them personally without causing anymore havoc, it was his reaction that was giving her shivers. What if he regrets the last night? She would be lying if she says she wouldn't be disappointed by his reaction. If fact, it would be downright heartbroken for her if he would detest something so beautiful they had discovered together. But then, expectations always leads to disappointment. In her case at least and how could she forgot that ultimate contract. Oh god..Damn!! its more tough than it seems. She won't be surprized if today she got another reminder of that damn contract from him. Add some awkward behaviour to the list too. She so doesn't want to change the comfortable equation they had managed to create over past few months cause of one incident. It would be sad if last night's event would put them back to the place where they were just the strangers. Okay, First things first, it will be all fine if she'll just keep her emotions in check. It won't be that difficult cause that's what she's doing around him most of the time now. She's going to make it easy for him now. It would be better if he found himself alone in the bed when he'll wake up. It would spare both of them the unnecessary void to fill meaningless sentences while still figuring out what the hell happened. Decision now made, she exhaled in relief, a loud one at that cause then she heard him grunting in sleep and it was then she realised why her legs were feeling heavy like cement bricks. His were entangled passionately with hers while his arm around her waist was still in a semi tight hold keeping her in place despite him sleeping peacefully. She hold her breath completely, lying still like a log of wood, when he grumbled in sleep, his hands inadvertently tightening his hold, shifting her close to his body, while his face rested at her neck between her manes of thick hair. She waited until she heard his deep steady breaths again to make her move. Need not to mention one hell of a wait that was. Him so close to hers, his extraordinary muscular body touching hers soft and petite one in places that was giving her tingling sensation all over caused her heart beat to spiked up despite her futile attempts at it. His hand and mouth reminding of the million ways he had worshipped hers last night. If not that, the soreness in her own body was enough proof of his abilities. Phewing' a breath, she made a minimal moment and glanced up at him. when she was sure he had settled back to sleep, she slowly started uncurling his fingers and loosened his hold on her waist. Feeling triumph when that was done, she carefully placed his arms on his side and wriggled out of his hold one inch at a time. Damn good Khushi. Patting her back, she was now completely out of his hold, closer to the edge of the bed. Turning her back from him, she started to get up when she felt him grabbing her hand, tugging it forcefully and the next she found herself flying in the air and landing right on top of him, hauling up against her.
"Where you going?"
He asked in that incredibly gruff n husky voice that gave her instant shivers, while he stared at her through still sleepy eyes. She failed to register what he had asked and why he was looking as if waiting for her answer cause her mind was busy sorting out other things. For instance, the fact that since she was on top on him, every damn inch of their bodies were touching and his ever active member was now poking and making its presence felt. She felt her eyes turning foggy with lust as she realised just how immensely powerful a hold he had on hers when he has just uttered 3 words. He must have realised what was going on in her X rated mind cause then he flashed a small sexy smirk capable enough to turn her insides into a mess. His gaze dropping to her mouth, his expression mirroring hers as next she felt him turning fast, flipping her on her back and then he was on top of hers. Intertwining their hands and pining them above her head, he asked again raising his brows, still waiting for her to answer. However, the next second she realised it wouldn't matter whether she answers or not as she saw his eyes turning to a shade darker, glinting with the passion slowing igniting in them as he looked at her hungrily like she was his prey. His gaze dropping again to her now makeup deprived face but the amount of desire was same in them as she had seen last night. Maybe even more. That small information was enough to give her goose bumps. However, all thoughts seemed to have been wiped off from her mind when he leaned down and captured her lips into a possessive, demanding kiss. A kiss wet enough to drown her into the pool of passion he was leading her into. His iron clad grip holding her writhing body into place while his lips having their fill, sucking the damn breath out of her. When they finally parted to take the necessary oxygen, they trailed a path to her throat, nipping and biting in the process, kissing the area between her neck n shoulder blades that she realised was entering into his list of turn-ons'. She gasped when he started circling his hips deeper into hers, reminding her what exactly he wanted while his hands freed her wrists, now travelling downwards, feeling her soft supple skin beneath them. Grabbing, stroking, nipping, suckling. There wasn't anything this man didn't possess the talent of and he made sure to give her detailed flashback of last night. Of why exactly he was THE Arnav Singh Raizada. By the time he was ready to enter her, she was writhing so hard already hanging from the cliff of desire that his once nave n shy wife was ready to beg him for that. With an already bloated giant size ego about his talent, he gave her a full wet kiss on her mouth, his expressions softening a bit seeing her so helpless underneath him, satisfaction n proud surging through him and racing in his veins now that he was barely able to control ramming her badly. Entering her in one swift motion and giving her body enough time to accommodate him, he then started moving inside her. Taking her together to that alternate universe where every other thing ceased to exist other than pleasuring her and taking pleasure from her.
An hour later, as they lie spent in the aftermath of the explosive passion they again created and shared among themselves while the first rays of sun greeted them, Khushi was busy listening to his steady and calm heartbeat. Well, it wasn't a scenario she had imagined herself to be in but it was more than just perfect. She was half ways on top of him. Her face resting on his broad bare chest, her ears just above where his heart resides trying to listen him. Her hairs sprawled all over her bare back. His hand playing with her locks with the other one stroking her bare bottom. A peaceful silence embracing them without the necessity of filling it with meaningless words. A solace she realised she had found in him for which she was grateful. Never in her dreams had she imagined their morning after to be like this. Beyond beautiful could be the word. But lurking behind it was the fear that she might get used to it. She was a woman, afterall and she could sense herself falling yet again deeply for him. Surprizes were a common thing where this man was concerned. She was deeply moved by him and his gestures. They say women form a deep emotional connection with the man they became intimate with. Oh, so true that thing is. She loved him. Yes. No denying that part. Just wasn't aware of how deep her feelings ran. Last night it was on the tip of her tongue to confess her feelings for him after she dreamt of him saying that. But then she concluded it was just that, a dream only. He would never say that. He would never bring emotions into their equation and she couldn't blame him either. On her part, she would always love him, if only he would give her that chance but expecting him to reciprocate those feelings likewise after being intimate would be cruel on him. Isnt that true, you can only love someone with all you might, but cannot force someone to feel the same. Despite her own self deeply immersed in thoughts she didn't missed when he suddenly stiffened a bit beneath her and wondered why so. His calm breath has now fastened their pace. Her brows furrowed as she tried figuring out the reason behind this sudden change amidst the calm serene that was surrounding them till then, when his deep rumbled and hoarse voice got her attention back to him.
"We need to talk few things out"
She could swear her heart did skipped a beat. Has the time come yet as she could guess what was coming before her. Shit, this was the part she was dreading the most. Wasn't that the reason why she tried escaping earlier? But then she realised why exactly she couldn't and decided it was worth it. Waiting with bated breath, she got up, slowly, clutching the sheet closer to her body, her way of protecting herself from going bare in front of him. Only physically as she was quite sure he could see through her soul in that moment. She could sense his brain wheels churning as he prepared himself for spilling whatever she feared was about to come. High time, she needed to pick her guard up. His face void of any emotions gave her dread and she gulped a lump down her throat. Their eyes got connected the next moment and he must have seen questions lingering on her face as his own got softened a bit. Cupping her cheeks, he placed a soft kiss on her lips, not the demanding one, but the assuring kinds. Blowing a soft breath, he then look into her eyes n hesitated a bit before continuing.
"I don't want that contract between us anymore"
She waited..and waited, for him to throw a "but" after that.. and when there was none for the next 20 seconds, she questioned herself, had she heard correctly? Wait, what did he just said? NO CONTRACT? No..it must be her mind..or a dream..but then why was he looking like he just said THAT. WHATT? He don't want the contract? Didn't he? who himself framed that stupid thing. She found it difficult to believe her ears, even more difficult was the possibility that she could even heard such a thing from him. But when he did not jumped up next saying 'just kidding", she realised a huge, huge burden lifting up from the bottom of her heart. As if the sunrays have eradicated the darkness of the night and now it was glowing everywhere, she felt every corner of her heart was bathing in that newly found glow that was coming from him with his name stamped all over. Though her mind didn't lagged behind in forming its own opinion. It wasn't a love confession he has made and she did realised that too. His clearly chosen words did make their point clear. But at that point she realized however strong she pretended to be infront of him, she would have left devastated had he mentioned the contract in other' way. Maybe shattered even. She would have totally lost faith in love had he acted any other' way, had he denied and cursed the most beautiful moment between them. It wasn't just the physical intimate act they were involved in..it was one breath taking, soul shattering, mind boggling , a deeply connected experience. It wasn't just their bodies but their mind and soul too that had connected on a deep level. She realised she would be selfish in this case. he wasn't offering her love? Fine. She would love enough for both of them..and maybe just maybe, someday he would feel the same for her, the way she does. He cares for her that she knew, he respects her, Treats her with dignity and maybe will grow someday enough to love her as a wife too. What else a woman wants from the man in her life. Decision made, she carefully controlled her emotions from spilling on her face which was grabbing him and kissing him breathlessly, she instead chose to act confused.
"umm..what does that mean..no contact?.."
He shifted in his position, his hands drawing her closer to him, holding her tight and he answered with a feral glint in his eyes,
"Everything will be the same, minus the contract"
Sighing deeply he continued in a calm but serious tone when she stayed mum,
"Listen Khushi, We have been living together with each other from so many months, ofcourse, we now know each other much better than when we had started. We are comfortable, right? This..this suits us. Plus, I am not sure I would let you go after last night. We are fantastic in bed. No point denying that. So why not explore that. Plus your family, my family, they aren't aware about that contract bullshit. Lets keep it that way only..kay?.."
And she couldn't pretend anymore. She stopped listening after I would not let you go' line and realised that was enough for her to cling to. May be she was some kind of love sick fool but she couldn't help it but she wasn't ready to let go of this small shimmer of hope. Maybe, this was the first right decision after starting this relationship on the wrong foot. She just have to wait patiently and give time. To nurture this relation on whatever lever she could. Things donot change overnight. It needs time and time she now has ample. Her lips slowly broke into a small smile as she nodded her acceptance and chuckled inside when he sighed in relief before grabbing her face and placing a kiss on her lips. A more demanding this time and she kissed him back.
Pulling back for the necessary intake of oxygen, still holding her close and safe in his embrace, he continued while placing her lock carefully behind her ear,
"okay, there's something else too.."
She smilingly lifted her lashes at him and there it was again. That uncomfortable expression on his face she had sensed earlier. Her brows lifted silently asking the reason that was clearly bugging him in the first place when he initially stated this conversation.
"We havn't used protection"
He paused as if sensing her reaction then continuing in a slow regretful voice,
"It might got you pregnant"
And it was then she realised that yes, they haven't. She hadn't cared a thing about that last night as she was busy in the godly pleasure he was giving her. Hell, even the thought hadnt crossed her mind. Devi maiyya..They had unprotected s*x, that too twice. The chances of getting pregnant 50-50. Maybe she wouldn't, right? It happens to people all the time, no? as she tried pep talking herself mentally. Its not always on the spot in the first couple attempts. Or what if, it did. What if they did created someone whose now gonna reside in her womb for the next nine months. She then imagined in her mind naughty monsters with tiny hands and legs, arnav lookalikes, running around in the house, filling it with their cute laughter's and bubbly smiles and the thought itself took her breath away. It was so mesmerising as she imagined him holding them protectively, the way he does with her. But then she closed her eyes, clearing off the image that had gave her Goosebumps. Even more strange was the thought that she wasn't terrified' with the idea of getting pregnant with his child.
Coming back to reality she saw his body became rigid and how realised he was now in a faraway land. The expression on his face was of pure torment as if remembering something. It was something very rare she had seen with him. He runs his hands through his hair, rubbed his face as if clearing his vision. It wasn't the man of minutes ago who was an excellent lover, it was just someone else. Their gazes connected again and what she saw terrified her. Though his eyes were blank but she couldn't miss the hint of fear pooling in his eyes. The expressions weren't "We are together in this, no matter what happens", it was more like "We have completely f**ked up, some BIG TIME".
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