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Ashlok OS-A Voice Of Solitude
A different kind of thing...hope you will like it
Today sitting here when I look back...pain is the only thing that consumes me...brokes me into uncountable pieces...
When I close my eyes and hold onto my memories...there is nothing except betrayal,hatred and regret which I feel...
My whole life I was worshipping a dark shadow...and today I only feel myself suffocated in a cage of darkness...the cage inside which I cann't breath...I cann't move...I tried to get out but no one is there to hear me...
I realize that the figure I was blindly worshipping was nothing but an illusion...that plagued my senses...my soul...my whole existence...
Whenever I look in the mirror ...I find my past reflecting clearly...
I feel myself drowning in tears...seeing the pain you caused my family over the years...
My heart is crying...but you cann't see...because it's so deep... a place where you don't exist now...
I feel nothing of me is original now...I am what you have shaped me...
I walk on a path deep in a forest and the noise of loneliness fills my head...but you are not with me to hear...
I keep looking for comfort ...wondering if your love is true...but you never cared...
And here is this little woman...for whom I never cared...
To whom I always bring pain...sometimes for you and sometimes for my ego...
But she never part ways with me in this journey of darkness...
She fills my heart with hope everytime I felt myself drowning...
She makes me realize that life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass...its about learning how to dance in the rain...
She is the one who teaches me that there is always light at the end of a dark road...
And today I don't feel myself alone...
Being with her everyday makes my faith grow stronger...
My love grows stronger every time I'm around her...
The person that I have grown into today is only because of her...
The changes I see...the confidence I feel inside me is all because of her existence with me...
I feel I am connected so deeply to her that no one can separate us,not even the devil of my life...
A part of me will always be hers and a part of her will always be mine...no matter what happens...I will love her forever...for worse or for better...but I will keep loving her for what she made me...for what she gave me in life...
And I will love you tooo shlok...she whispered with tear in her eyes...closing his diary...which she was reading secretly and planted a soft kiss on his cheek and joined him in bed to sleep...
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