Mery Ho K Rahoo , FF Arshii

khirki se andar ate hawa k jhonke ny use aik bar sir uthane pe majboor kia...
Najane wo kab se kamre main bund zameen pe bechy qeemte qaleen (carpet)
per kitne ghanton se gotnoon (knees) mein sir chupae bethti ... Shayad wo kuch dair akela rehna chahti thi...
Ya phir gee bhar ki rona chahti ... bund kamre main habas or gurmi main rote howe kitni dair beet gai thi..
thandi hawa k jhonke ny use aik dam ehsas dilaia wo kahan bethi hai , kiun bethi...
ro ro kar us k ankhain soj chuki thi, sir dard se bhari tha
per ankhon se ansoo aik rawani se beh rahe thy... wo thak chuki thi... uska jisam nadhal ho chuka tha ...
per uska dukh or taqleef shayad itna gehri thi
itni dair rony k bad b kam nhi ho paa rhi thi ...
Haan shayad kuch gam kuch taqleefain aisi hi hoti jin k lye humein sari zindagi rona parta..
jin ki chubhan marte dam tak
pecha nhi chorti ...
bahir teez hawa chal rahi ...shayad toofan ane wala tha ... khirki (window) hawa k zor se bar bar khulti or band ho rahi thi.
Lykin use us toofan ki perwa nhi thi ...
us k andar chalne wala toofan bahir ane wale toofan se kahein ziada bra tha..
Jiska nuksan itna bra tha k sari umer b beet jate to kabhi khara na ho pati..
kiun... Akhir kiun...kiun kia tm ny mery sath aisa ??
kiun tora tum ny mera etabar ??? main to tum pe sub se ziada etabar kia tha ???
please mery sath aisa mut karoo... main nhi jee paon gi ...
aik dafa phir us damag unhi sawalon ko dhorane lagaa
jis ko pechy kayii ghantoo se dhoraa raha.. aik dafa phir se ansoo teezi se behne lagi... uska wajood kisi patte (leaf) ki tarhan kanp rha..
main tumhein aisa karne nhi dongi...!!!
tum mery sath aisa nhi kar sakte...!!!
mujhe yaqeen hai tum ao ge... han tum wapis ao gee.. kiun main janti hon tum mery bina nhi reh sakte ...
bikul wesy hi jesy main nhi reh paon..
us ny apne gird lipti brown chadar ko muthi mein dabocha... dil chupa aik yaqeen kahien se bola...
Tum Wapis Ao ge...main janti hon ... us ny hichkion k sath rote howe socha...
Dharr se darwaza khula... us ny pechy mur k dekhaa... koi dehleez main khara tha..
Kafi dair andhere main rehne, or musalsal rony ki waja se aik dam roshni mein dekhna us k lye muskil horaha tha...
per any wale k saye se wo pechan gai k wo kon hai ... laboon k kone pe aik muskurahat c bikhar gai...
us ny apny gird pehly chadar ko sameta or uthnaa chaha.. per apny taraf bharte uske qadmoo ko dekh k use khud ko uthne se roka ..
Dekha main keh rahi thi na wo wapis ae ga ... Dekha wo agya... wo dill hi dill mein khud se boli...
Wo do qadam uske samny akar ruke.. us ny chehra utha k oper dekha... us uska chehra abhi b nazar nhi araha tha..
phir use mehsos howa k wo uske pass aa betha hai...
Us ny ansoo'n se bhari ankhon se use dekha... table lamp ki madham se roshni mein hulka sa uska aks dikhai diaa..
"Main tumhari ankhon mein kabhi ansoo nhi dekh sakta" uska bht bar kaha jumla iske gird gonjaa..
shayad wo abh b yehi kahe ga ... manae ga mujhe ... main nhi manoon gi ...
mujhe itna rulaia main bikul nhi manoon gi... wo dil hi dil mein sochny lagi
wesy jesy her bar hota tha ... wo roti or manata tha... (per khawab humesha such nhi hota)
Usne (he) bolne k lye lab se khole they ... per abh tak aik bar b usy nhi dekha tha ...
Wo bolna shoro hua.. wo jo kehne aya tha...wo qaleen pe dekhe howe bol raha tha , aik baar b uski taraf nhi dekh tha.
wo kia bol raha tha ...usey (she) kuch samhaj nhi arha tha... wo (he) us se do tok lafzon mein kuch bol rha tha..
jin mein kisi kisam ki lachak nhi thi ... wo (she) tiktiki bande use dekh rahe thi... han wo bas dekh rahi thi...
wo kia bol rha usey kuch samhaj nhi araha tha...
ya phir uske samhajne ki hiss (sense) aik dam khatam c hogai thi..
Bahir toofan agya tha ...aik toofan uske dil mein b aik bar phir shoro hogyaa tha..
abh k uska dil such mein ujar gya tha ...
ansoo ankhon mein tehar se gae they... shayab wo b is waqat sock mein they...
Kannoo mein sayien sayein ki bas awas gonj rahe thi...Shayad kanno ko b yaqeen nhi araha jo wo use keh raha tha.
Wo mun khole uske andhery main chupe chehre ko hirat se taq rahi... wo sakte mein thi..
Darwazaa hawa se zoor se bund howa.. thaaahh!!!! ki awaz pe uska wajood aik jhatke se uski sub hisein aik bar phir bedar howi..
Wo ja chuka tha... aik bar phir... darwaze pe koi nhi tha .. bas thi to aik Hawa.. aik toofan ... or kuch sokhe patte...


Hi!!!1 Guy its my first FF, if you like it then please comment..should i continue or not...😉