my aim..my aim
I love Angaraj
alright! you love Angaraj..what next?can you go and say this to him?how?when?then after that ? do you want to marry him?are u gifted that much??don't you think that you are expecting more?
My heart beat is increasing
I cannot live without him.
Then you must live with him right?what will you do if he refuses your love?
my body is shivering now.
No!! he cannot refuse me.I love him
why! he cannot? who are you to him?.he is Angaraj.how can you interfere in his life?.you know nothing about him.moreover he is married..that too love marriage.He is living happily with his wife..What necessary for him to accept you..how he will accept the daughter of Kunthi's friend.??
how lucky vrushali must be.??.
Hey Matha Gowri why you made me to born as a kshatriya princess why you made me to see Angaraj?What will I do now?how my family is going to react for this??
"Uruvi!you are sitting like a beautiful statue.but with a deep anguish..why?? you don't like Hastinapur"?? I gave a smile to Dushala
"Your mother told that you are the most mischievous princess in your place..but i cannot believe it".oh! Dushala is very nice to move .Hastinapur is a beautiful place.all are so kind but still I feel the same emptiness in my heart..Since I wish to avoid Panchali..I stay with Dushala
Is that the only reason??no I belive that Dushala can give me the information for what I am dying.The whole Hastinapur is still celebrating the marriage..oh! I cannot bear the crowds..sounds any more I know for whom I am waiting and for what ..but how long I should wait..tears are rolling down..this love is killing me..
"I think something is bothering you..say me I can help you"
yes!! I need a help..I need an outlet
"Dushala jiji ! a girl can be happy unless or until she faces a love"
"Oh! now I understand..you are thinking about your love..say me what you thought"?
I looked the way she rolled her eyes in eager..
a coy smile spread on my face."alright!! I will say..I am sitting here..suddenly I see my king..he is so manly with his bow in his hands...
Dushala interrupted" oh! my brother Arjuna and his bow are inseparable even during romance"
she laughed..
arjuna!!!!!Iam embarrassed!! nooo!!! I felt like some one pouring hot water on my face..I cannot tolerate the pain..I felt sheepish..suddenly I got down..not only Dushala..all others in the palace are considering me as a property reserved for Arjun.."ok!! don't feel shy..I won't ask u more.. tell me are you coming to the upstairs to see the reception ceremony?"
"huff!! how long will you celebrate the reception?"
whom you are talking about?I am saying about Angaraj and his wife.."
suddenly my words woke up
"Angaraj"
"yes! my brother cannot live for more than one month without seeing his friend..he will receive him grandly..are u coming??"
she didn't even finished the word..I rushed to the upstairs..
I can see some hundred soldiers are standing uniformly with bows and arrows..some musical instruments are there..Yuvraj and some royal women are standing with aarthi..so many people are also standing there..suddenly I hear the drums beat..my heart beat is competing with the drums beat..My eyes are searching..searching..yes!there it is..there comes a chariot..I...I..cannot see him .The musical instruments are played..people started shouting..I am stretching and bending..I cannot see him..yes the chariot is coming near.
first I see the beautiful women .I am stunned by seeing her beauty..and ..I rotated my vision..and..and..I missed my heart beat..I forgot to breath ..yes!! I am seeing him..he is the man..my man..my king..My God !!what is hiding my vision.??.tears..!!useless tears!!..no!! I don't want to wipe my tears..then I will miss his sight for a while..I want to see him..I need two thousand eyes..
He is getting down from the chariot and forwarding towards yuvraj like a tiger,..All the soldiers raised their bows..he is walking through the bow arch..Now I see the lightning smile...yuvraj raised his hands and both hugged each other..Now he is entering the palace..the girls standing beside me dropped so many flowers on his head ..because of this sudden shower of flowers..he looked above where I am standing and smiled gently..Oh! again something is hiding my vision..tears again..noo!! not tears!! some darkness..no!!I cannot stand..what is happening..no!no!
While opening my eyes I am in my chamber..my mother is sitting beside be with a worry and another man..he examined my wrist and said "nothing to worry"..
yes! nothing to worry..He is in hastinapur now..the day which I expected has come finally..I cannot live anymore by carrying this burden of love..I am going to meet him..I am going to flood all my love in front of him..I heard he is so humble to people..he will not refuse my love.. I trust my love..
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