'now you tell me how can i ask her to remarry again? Sakshi Geet us hadse k baad se normal nahi hai. She still paniced and get up in nights. Those memories still haunted her. Sakshi Maan ki life k sath main nahi khel sakti.' she poured out what she kept in herself from past 6 years and faced daily,live daily.
Sakshi left her home. She was in turmoil. Whole day she was only thinking about Geet and her past. Its reflecting through her behaviour that she cant trust anyone now and marriage is next to impossible. She wont able to decide how to deal with this situation. First time her son demands for himself and fate snap back like this.
She was waiting for Maan. In evening when he arrived gloominess in his eyes is clearly evident. He wont give up but its become difficult to hide his emotions. He talked with his mother and trying to show himself happy and normal but Sakshi knows he was hurt badly with Geet's rejection.
After dinner Maan straight went to terrace. Cold breeze is blowing. In the silenece of darkness he trying to find some solace for himself. Sakshi came there to. 'i knew it tum yahi miloge.'
Her voice alert and he broght fake smile for his mother. 'mom aap soye nahi?'
Sakshi caressed his cheek lovingly. 'no need to pretend in front of me Maan. I am your mother. Aap kitna b koshish kare humse nahi chhupa skte.' She wants him to be himself as she knew he is disturb.
'mom i am fine.' he dont want her to be sad like him.
'tabi aap yaha aaye hai. Bachpan se dekh rae hai apko. Jab b aap kisi baat se pareshan hote hai tabhi yaha aate hai.' Sakshi already caught him so any of his lie wont work on her.
'mom..' he growled in his troat have no explaination.
'come with me.' he hold his hand and both sat on a swing. 'Maan hum jante hai aap pareshan kyu hai. Par kuchh bhi karne se pehle kuchh aisa hai jo apke liye janna bahut zaruri hai.' She start talking with him. Maan stare her in confusion. Her face carried tension and voice trembling as she had some fear but no choice. 'Maan Geet k bare me kuchh aisa hai jo apka janna bahut zaroori hai.' she told him.
Maan's brows knotted and eyes turn dark. His beats rosed because he dosnt know what is coming for him. He was staring his mother's face only. With a long sharp inhale she start telling him what she got to know about Geet from Aasha. Iron band tightening around his heart. His face turn taut and fingers curled to a fist. Sakshi todl everything withoutt a pause and he hear silently but a stroam of emotions waving him. Sakshi wont look at him in between and when she finish he was standing showing his back. For a few minutes there was a complete silent that a whisper of air can clearly heared. He wasn't able to decide weather he show his anger first or poured out the tears wants to come out from his red shot eyes due to the pain which he feels after hearing how much his love tormented with her dark past.
His love is not weak which swayed in thin air after hearing that once she was married but will he is as much strong that convience Geet and assured her for everything.
'Maan i know how you are feeling now. Son just wanna tell you that your mom always with you in your every decision.' She assured him.
'mom isme sochne wali koi baat hi nahi hai. I love her. Uske past ki wajhse agar mera pyar kamzor padd gaya to wo kabhi pyar tha hi nahi. Mom aap hi kehte ho na jisse hum pyar karte hai use uski har kamzori or burai k sath karte hai. Pyar me conditions nahi hoti.' Maan strongly told her to convience her.
'son i agree but in your case its all one sided. She doesnt loves you. Or pata nahi kabhi kar bhi payegi ya nahi. Maan i know your love is true but your love comes with conditions. Tum samjh rae ho na main kya keh rahi hu.' she was worried for him.
Maan took her hand an glance in her eyes. 'mom if your support is with me then i bring her to a state where she cant even breath without me. But i need your support. Geet ko handle karne k liye sirf akele main nahi hum dono ko uski help karni hai. Main janta hu uska past har kadam pe mere liye problems khadi karega but i am sure our love care and support gradually help her to live back normal.' Maan stare his mother with a hope. He needs her support.
'Maan jaldi me koi faisla mat lo. Ye aasan nahi hoga. Normally shadi me har ladki sacrifice karti hi hai. Maine b kiye but tumhare papa k pyar ki wajhse kabhi mehsus nahi hua. Maan aksar ladkiya adjust karti hai khud ko apne husband or family k according lekin yaha har kadam pe tumhe adjust karna padega. Geet ki condition aisi nahi ki ab wo or koi compromise kare ya hum usse aisi koi expectation rakhe. Bolo bete kar paoge itna sab? Isliye pehel ache se soch lo. Baki as i already said i am with you in your every decision.' Sakshi was scaring for future so she doesnt him to make decision in hurry.
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