Part 35:-
Arjun was really frustrated his brain n mind are fighting continuously..
Suddenly he stop suv..
He took deep breath n try to control his thoughts..
Arjun(in mind):dekha arjun..tere galtiyo ki saza riya ko mil rahi he..teri wajah se usaki zindagi hell ban gayi he..teri wajah se duniya ke tane usse sunane pad rahe he..
Arjun's brain:oh..shut up..tuze kyo problem ho rahi he..?tu itna kyo concern feel kar raha he..?tuze bura kyo lag raha he agar koi usse kuch keh raha he toh..?waise tuze bhi toh sam aur riya ko sath me dekhke accha nahi lagta..
Arjun's mind:accha nahi lagata..?actually ttumhe jelious feel hota he..
Arjun's brain:jelious no way..mein sirf ye keh raha hu ke muze koi farak nahi panda chahiye ab riya se..
Arjun's mind:par tuze farak pad raha he..usse chot lagti he toh tuze farak padta he..u care for her..usse koi chuta he toh tuze farak padta he..u get angry..usse koi kuch kehta he toh tuze farak padta he.. u get angry..is it only concern..??
Arjun's brain:ye sirf issliye he kyo kit um guilty feel kar rahe ho..its just a guilt..nothing else..tum sirf roshni se pyar karte ho..she is ur first n last love..
Arjun's mind:jabse tumne riya ko pehali baar dekha he tabse tumhe bol raha hu..roshni is not ur love..
Arjun's brain:oh..ho firse shuru ho gaye tum..?bas karo..?
Arjun(yell):oh..tum dono band karo..
Arjun decides something..n started drive..
He stops infront of a big banglow looks like a palace..
Yes its his home..his parents home..
He call his mother..his aai was sleeping but when she saw there caller id she immigiately pick up..
Arjun's aai:arjun..?kya hua..?itani raatko..?sab thik he na..?
Arjun:aai aapse milna he..aap abhi banglow ke bahar aa sakti he..?mein wait kar raha hu..
Arjun's aai:ok..
Saying this she immigiately come out of her banglow..n saw arjun's suv..
She come to suv..arjun ask her to sit inside on codriver sit..
Arjun's aai(worrily):kya baat he arjun sab thik he na..??arnav thik he na..?aur riya..?kuch bolo toh..
Arjun:sab thik he par..jaise khuch bhi thik nahi he aai..
Arjun's aai:tum kya keh rahe ho arjun..muze samaz nahi aa raha tum thik se batao kya hua he..?
Arjun told everything to his aai..
Arjun's aai take deep breath..
Arjun's aai:samaz kitani bhi progress kyo na kar le..kuch baate badlane me sadiya lag jati he beta..hamari society me dosh bhale hi pati ka ho jimmedar patni(wife)ko hi mana jata he..(he cup arjun's face)dekha beta..teri gunaho ki saza riya ko bhugatani pad rahi he..u ditch her..par samaz tum dono ke divorce ke liye bhi usse hi zimmedar maan raha he..iss duniya mein aisa hi hota he..
Arjun's aai's eyes filled with tears when she think about riya..
Arjun:par maa ye duniya..ye log..
Arjun's aai(cutting him in mid):ye duniya sach se jyada suni-sunayi baato pe chalati he..unhe sach nahi pata..unhone bas sameer aur riya ko 2-3 baar sath me dekh liya toh unake bare me baate banana suru kiya..fir issi baat ko tum dono ke separation ka reason bhi bana dala..tumne riya ko arnav se dur rakha par ye duniya wale thodi na jante he..unhone ye kahani bana di riya hi apna baccha nahi chahti..
Arjun put his head on his aai's shoulder..she starts caressing his hair..
Arjun's aai:ye sab aaj tumhare samne hua issliye tumhe bura lag raha he..but ..i doubt..ke riya itane dino se akeli reh rahi he..shayad usane isse bhi bitter moments face kiya honge..(tears rolled down from her cheek..)
Arjun tightly shut his eyes..in frustration..in anger...
He remember what riya had said.."ye sari baate mere liye nayi nahi he.."
He remember the man who try to misbehave her in lift..it seems that man always used to follow her like that..
He want to go immigiately..n want to beat him till death..
But his thoughts get broke by his mother's voice..who is still caressing his hairs..
Arjun's aai:ye duniya aisi hi beta..jo dikhta he usse hi sach samaz leti he..par usake piche ka real sach woh nahi janana chahte..mard chahe kuch bhi kare saza aurat ko dete he..tumne galtiya ki..par saza kisi mili..??riya ko hi na..?tum toh apne pyar roshni aur apne bte ke sath khush ho..par riya..??riya has loose her parents..she loose her only son..she loose her love for u..loose her marriage..n everything..saza riya ko mili..tumhe nahi..tum toh apni zindagi maze se ji rahe ho..n moreover that riya has to face the society alone..aise logo ko usse roz face karna padta he..but actually galati tumhari thi..saza toh tumhe milani chahiye thi..jo riya ke sath hua he woh sab tumhare sath hona chahiye tha..
Arjun shut his eyes..
He remember how she was crazily love him..when she first time met him..how much she was excited..how she told him that she is big fan of him..how she kiss him on cheek first time..how much she was happy when he proposed her..how her innocence n her beauty made him loose his sences n they become one..how she never show any doubt on him though he was going away from him very next morning..how she trusted him that he will return back..how she left her home trusting him that he wont leave her alone..her eyes filled with faith on him that he will accept her n her child..how they get married..how much she was happy when they get married..how she never doubted on him though he always used to make some silly excuses to stay away from her..how he used to cheat her but she always trust him..n keep faith on him..
He remember how she come to know about the truth..how he throw her mercilessly out of his life n house..how he make her feel that she is not capable of bringing up arnav..how he broke her confidence..
His thoughts get broke by his aai's voice..
Arjun's aai:arjun..?
Arjun just open his eyes..n look to his mother questioningly..
Arjun's aai:par tum unn logo ke kahe hue baato ke bare me kyo keh rahe ho..tumne khud bhi toh riya se aisi hi baate kahi na..?
Arjun:ha..par uss waqt club me..mein bahot gusse me tha..aur meine jo kuch bhi kaha gusse me hi kaha..
Arjun's aai:gussa kisi bhi galat baat ko justify nahi kar sakta arjun..
Arjun:aai..mein uss baat ke liye bahot hi sorry feel kar raha hu..aur meine riya se sorry bhi kaha...
Arjun's aai:arjun..sirf sorry kehane se kuch nahi hoga..apni galatiyo ka pryaychit bhi karna padta he..
Arjun(again put his head on his aai's shoulder..n close eyes..in mind):bahot galat kiya arjun..tumne bahot galat kiya..riya ki feelings ke sath khelkar tumne bahot bada gunah kiya he..yahi nahi tumne toh apne shadi ke rishte ko bhi dhoka de diya..shadi ki bhi kadar nahi ki..usse har gam diya..tuzse pyar karne ki itani badi saza di tumne usse..usane toh sirf muzse pyar kiya tha..aur badle me meine usse dhoka diya..damm..it..ye kya kar diya he meine...?kitna selfish ban gaya hu mein..??insaaniyat bhi nahi bachi muzme..?
Arjun's aai:arjun..?kya soch rahe ho..?
Arjun(with teary n guilty eyes):aai..muze khud ko yakin nahi ho raha ke mein itana gir kaise gaya..?mein itna selfish kab ban gaya..?apne pyar ko pane ke liye meine riya ke pyar ko isatemaal kiya..?sach kehati he riya..mein ek ghatiya inssan hu..mein sach mein ek ghatiya inssan hu..
Arjun's eyes filled with tears..he could not able to hold his tears more..n tears started flowing from his eyes..
Arjun's aai keep looking to her son..
Arjun:aai..sach keh rahi he aap..meine..meine riya pe..usake aur sam ke bare me ghatiya ilzam lagaye..par..mein khud kya kar raha hu..?mein khud bhi toh roshni ke sath ek hi ghar me..ek hi room me..ek hi..(he pause..)meine usake aur sam ke bare me aise baate sochi..par mein khud bhi wahi kar raha hu..mein aur roshni ek sath reh rahe he bina shadi ke..
Arjun's aai:toh tum dono ne ab tak shadi kyo nahi ki..?
Arjun:mein toh roshni se tabhi shadi karna chahata tha jab riya aur mera divorce hua tha..par roshni ready nahi thi..she said that she is not ready for taking responsibility..she wants to concentrate on her careear..so we decided to get marry later..
Arjun's aai(in mind):kash tum ye samaz jao..ke tum roshni se pyar nahi karte..thats may be just a attraction..
Arjun(still thinking about riya):meine kitna dard diya he riya ko aai..mein toh usake mafi ke bhi kabil nahi..meine usaki life barbaad kar di he..
Arjun's aai cup arjun's face..
Arjun's aai:arjun beta..riya ke liye tumhe maaf karna aasan nahi ye mein janti hu..shayad puri zindagi lag jaye riya ko tumhe maaf karne me..par tumhe apni glati ka ehsaas hona hi badi baat he..agar tumhe dil se apni galti ka ehsaas hua he toh usse maafi mango..tumhe maaf karna he ya nahi ye faisala riya pe hi chod do..apne galati ka pryachit karne ki koshish karo arjun..sab kuch thik karne ki koshish karo arjun..
Arjun:kaise maafi maagu mein riya se..?mein usake samne kya mu leke jau..usake samane khade rehane ke bhi mein kabil nahi hu aai..
Arjun's aai:tumhara dil jo karna chahata he woh karo arjun..dil se agar usse maafi maangana chahate ho toh jao..riya ke pass jao aur usase mafi maago..
Arjun fall in thinking..
Arjun's aai:mein chalti hu..tum bhi ab ghar jao..raat ke 3 baj rahe he..
Arjun just nodded..
Arjun's aai leave..
Arjun close his eyes..the very first thing he wish to do is to say sorry to riya..
He started driving towards sam's home..
Here arjun's aai come to her home(arjun's parents home)
Suryakant:are kaha thi tum..?kitani raat ko kaha gayi thi..?
Arjun's aai:woh..woh..muze nind nahi aa rahi thi toh meine socha thodi der garden me ghum lu..
Suryakant look her suspiciously..but don't say anything..
Arjun's aai:chaliye so jate he bahot der ho gayi he..
She too try to sleep but her mind wont ready to sleep..
Arjun's aai(in mind):sorry suryakant ji..aapse nahi keh sakti thi ke mein arjun se milane gayi thi..aap gussa ho jate..(she sadly take deep sigh)kash suryakant ji aap arjun ko police force join karne ki permission de dete..kash aap usse hamara ghar chodne se rok lete..toh aaj arjun hamare sath hota..aur agar arjun hamare sath rehta toh ham usse kabhi riya ke sath itna bada khel nahi khelne dete..ham usse galat raste pe jane se rok lete..hey bhagwan ab meri sari ummeede aap pe hi he..mere arjun ko sahi rasta dikhayiye..ab usse apne galati ka ehsaas ho gaya he..kash ab sab thik ho jaye..
Here arjun come to sam's home..he call sam..
Arjun:sam..mein tumhare ghar ke door pe khada hu..door kholo..
Sam was shocked by this..but he open the door..
Sam(in sleepy voice):rawte..??itani raat ko tum yaha kya kar rahe ho..??sab kuch thik he na..??
Arjun:muze riya se milna he..
Sam(his sleep get broken completely):kya..??pagal ho gaye ho kya..??
Arjun:Sammy plz..muze riya se baat karni he..abhi..kaha he woh..?
Sam(irritedly):itani raat ko sab sote he..
arjun was about to say something..when riya come to hall n saw arjun n sam standing on door..
riya:arjun tum..??iss waqt..??yaha..??
arjun:woh riya mein...
riya(thinks that he has come to take arnav to him):dekho..plz..arnav so raha he..tum subah usse le jana..ab usse sone do..(emotionally)aaj ki raat usse mere pass rukne do..
arjun(puzzled):arnav..??yaha..??
then he remember how he left party..
riya:tum arnav ko lene aaye ho na..?
arjun:arnav tumhare pass kaise ruka he..?
riya:meine hi bola roshni mam ko ke arnav mere sath rahega aaj ki raat..
arjun:ok..lekin mein yaha tumse baat karne aaya hu..
riya get puzzled that why arjun don't say anything as she keep arnav with her..now what he wants to talk to her..
riya:kya..??
arjun:riya mein janta hu ke mein isake kabil nahi..meine tumhe bahot dard diya he..meine tumhe dhoka diya..tumhara dil toda..par kya plz tum muze maaf karogi..
riya look to him shocked..but make up herself..
riya:achanak aisa kya ho gaya ke tum muzse mafi maang rahe ho arjun..??ab kya chal chalna chahte ho mere sath..??ab kya chahiye muzse..??mere pass ab tumhe den eke liye kuch bhi nahi..
arjun(with tears):nahi riya..tum de sakti ho..tum muze maafi de sakti ho..i know ye namumkin he..par muze atleast mafi maangne se toh mat roko..i am really sorry riya..from bottom of my heart I m sorry..
riya:tumhe toh mein sapne me bhi maaf nahi kar sakti arjun..
arjun(tears rolled down from his eyes):-mein janta hu riya..tum muze kabhi maaf nahi kar sakti..par muze apni galatiya confess karne se mat roko..tum sahi ho riya mein ek ghatiya insaan hu jisne na tumhare pyar ki kadar ki nahi rishto ki..mein tumse mafi kya..par tumse naare milane ke kabil bhi nahi..
riya(angrily):oh plz stop ur drama..aur chale jao yaha se..arnav ko subah tumhare ghar pahocha dungi..aur ek baat yaad rakhna tumhare kisi bhi drame pea b mein bharosa nahi karne wali..aur rahi baat arnav ki toh mein arnav ki custody tumse leke rahugi..mein bas altaf ke pakade jane ka wait kar rahi hu..now..(yell)get lost..samze ya samazau..
arjun keep looking to her with guilty n teary eyes..
riya angrily leaves to her room..
arjun fall on his keens..n tears continuously started flowing from his eyes..
sam who is looking whole scene silently..saw arjun in such broking state..
how could he see his friend like this..
he put hand on shoulder of arjun..arjun look to him n get up..hug sam..
arjun:sam..yaar I am really sorry..mein sach mein dil se guilty feel kar raha hu..
at the next moment sam remember how he had seen riya crying almost every night remembering how arjun cheat her..n remembering arnav..
sam broke hug..give stern look to arjun n went to his room..
arjun stand in broken state for some minutes n then leave..
arjun come to his home..n went to his room n found roshni sleeping its almost 5 in morning..
her sleep get broke when she hear arjun entered in room..
rosh:arjun..??kaha the tum raat bhar..??
arjun don't give any answer..
rosh:arjun for god sake answer me..
arjun(sadly):rosh..meine bahot bura kiya he..meine riya ke sath bahot bura kiya he..meine usse dhoka diya..usake vishwas ka fayada uthaya..mere gunaho ke wajah se usse na jane kya kya zelna pad raha he..logo ki zali-kuti baate..ghatiya insaano ki galat nigahe..aur na jane kya kya..
rosh:arjun..ye tumhe ho kya gaya he..tum ye sab kya soch rahe ho..apne pyar ko pana koi galat nahi he..all is fare in love n war..
arjun:no..no..rosh..aisa nahi hota..jo galat he aakhir galat hi he..n I realize my mistake..meine riya se mafi bhi mangi..aur..
rosh(shocked):kya riya ne tumhe maaf kar diya..?
arjun(sadly):nahi..
rosh take sigh of relief n smrik..
arjun:sach kahu toh woh muze maaf kare ye ummed bhi nahi thi muze..meine jo kuch kiya he usake baad toh duniya ka sabse kind insaan bhi muze maaf na kare..sach kahu toh woh muze maaf kar de issake bhi layak nahi mein..
rosh (getting angry):stop it arjun..pata nahi ye sab kya ho gaya he tumhe..aaj kal tum mere bare me kam aur riya ke bare me jyada sochne lag gaye ho..jab dekho tab riya..riya ..ye sab abhi band kar do arjun..aur waise bhi jis riya ko hurt karne ke liye tum khud ko itana kosh rahe ho..itana sad fel kar rahe ho..woh riya usake aashiq sameer ke baho me aaram se so rahi hogi..
arjun(angrily,shout on top of his voice):roshniii...(he raised his hand to slap her..but stop in mid)
rosh just shockingly looking to him..
arjun(angrily):don't...dont...aaj ke baad riya ke bare me..aise ghatiya baat agar meine tumhare muh se suni.. toh anjaam tum janti ho..
he take his raising hand down..n leave to another room giving her deadly glare..
while roshni keep looking towards the direction he went with upmost shock..
Precap:
Altaf:bahot bura kiya tumne...muzse panga leke tumne bahot bura kiya..india me mera sara business tumne barbaad kar diya..isaki saza toh tumhe milegi..aur aisi saza dunga ke tum zinda toh rahogi par jaan nahi baki hogi..
Riya:apni bakwas band karo altaf..aur koi secure jagah dund lo apne liye..kyo ki mein aur meri team jaldi hi ab tum tak pahochane wale he..
Altaf:pehale zara apne ex-pati ke ghar toh pahoch jao..suna he waha tumhara beta rehata he..
He laugh evily..riya's eyes get wide in shock n fear..
Altaf:dua karta hu..ke tumhe.tumhare ex-pati aur tumahri etf team ko tumhare chote se pyare se massom se bte ki lash dekhkar jyada sadma na lage..
He laugh evily n cut phone..
His words ringing in riya's ear who is numbly sit on floor...
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