after that discussion between rantara...things were normal..
their relation din't become like as it was earlier.. they were not too frank.. but they were not too conserve now..
they were maintaining distances but without avoiding each other...
they were talking to each other but still were in a shell...
the misunderstanding was clear and they should have not stop talking to each other..
but they were still not able to confess what they really felt about that incident..
Antara and her feelings were closed in her diary..
and raghu was still fighting with his emotions..
they both wanted to see each other happy..so they both closed the chapter by themselves..
none of them talked about anything and tried to pretend if nothing happened..
that last one month was like a nightmare for them..
they just wanted to forget it..
they din't discuss it with each other but just decided to forget it..
it was a normal evening like before..
antara was preparing dinner.. when she got a call..
Hello.. Antara picked her phone and took the call..
hello antara beta...
namastey maa..how are you..?..
i am fine beta.. tum dono kaise ho..?
ji hum bhi theek hai.. she said...
achchha antara suno.. beta raghu se baat kar lena..
next month tum dono ko yahan pune aana hai..
tumhara pahla karwachauth hai..main chahti hoon.. ki tum yahan manao..
family get together bhi ho jayega... aur shadi k baad se tum kabhi pune aa bhi nahi payi..
ji maa.. main bol dungi unhe...
achchha chalo.. ab main rakhti hoon..
tum dono time se ticket kara lena apna..
ji maa.. namastey..
she cut the call and looked above..
raghu was looking at her..but as soon as she saw him.. he lowered his eyes and left from there..
she knotted her dupatta.. "pahla karwachauth..." those two words of mrs naik echoed in her mind...
it bring tears in to her eyes along with a meek smile on her lips...
she continued her work and after a few minutes she went into the room..
raghu was working on his laptop and was facing his back towards her..
"suniye.." she called him softly..
he smiled hearing that from her.. earlier he used to tell her to call him by his name.. but now he loves it more when she calls me "suniye"...and only his heart knew how much he missed this in last one month...
hearing her footsteps approaching towards him.. he turned and looked at her..
dinner ready ho gaya..
he passed a smile to her.. "hmm.. aata hoon..."
she too left from there..and came in the dinning room..
he came after two minutes and sat on his chair..
she served food for him and herself and sat on her chair..
he looked at her and noticed that she wants to say something..
you want to say something??
she smiled meekly.. and nodded in yes..
to batao...
umm.. maa se baat hui aaj..
achchha sab theek hai.. ?? meri bhi ek do din se baat nahi ho payi...
ve ghar bula rahi hai humein kuchh dino k liye...
ok..!!..
kya hua kuchh problem hai..? seeing her silent..he asked..
nahi nahi.. sab theek hai..
to theek hai chalte hai.. waise bhi kafi time ho gaya gaye hue...
balki tum to kabhi theek se wahan gayi bhi nahi.
ji..
kab jana hai...batao...
next month.. di bhi aa rahi hai...
achchha...?
ji.. wo kah rahi thi ki bade chacha aur unki family bhi aa rahi h..
to sab saath mein honge..
ok.. very good.. main baat karta hoon mom se..
waise kuchh khaas program h..?? mujhe nahi bataya mom ne... he complaint..and chukled...
ummm...
hmm...
wo actually...karwachauth h to..
oh!...ok..
ok...
wo kah rahi thi ki baki family members se bhi kabhi milna nahi hua..
aur mera first h to...
okay.. we will go...no problem...
main ticket dekh leta hu aaj...
she shook her head in approval.. and they both continued eating..
they both were sitting silently.. when raghu asked her..
"sab log aa rahe hai.. to kuchh din rukne ka program banayenge.. "
ji.. she replied..
"tumhe kuchh shopping karni hai apne liye... "
"nahi.. sab hai mere paas.." she smiled ...
hmm.. ohkay..
kuchh lena ho to bata dena.. main le chalunga..
ji.. she nodded in yes..
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new characters:
Sam (Sameer)- Raghu's cousin.. 3 years elder than Raghu,, married to Rashmi..and has a son "Akash".. age 5 yrs.
Abhi (Abhinav)- Raghu's cousin.. 1 year younger than Raghu.. married to Anjali..Anjali is expecting a baby..
Shikha- Raghu's sister.. 2 years elder than Raghu.. married to Siddhant (Sid).. (i introduced them during rantara wedding)... have a daughter "Nikita".. age 6-7
Sam and Abhi are real brothers.. their parents died when Sam and Abhi were very young..
So only mr n mrs naik took care of them and luvd them like Raghu and Shikha..
now they are settled in their families..
^ all 6 character.. full of fun.. loves raghu a lot..so now loves antara too..
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it was 9 PM...
Rantara reached their home in pune..
mr n mrs naik came out.. they both were happy seeing their son n daughter-in-law..
mrs naik opened the gate.. Antara saw them.. raghu was about to hug his mom..
Antara bent down and touched her feet.. raghu saw her and he too bent down with her and touched his mom's feet..
mr n mrs naik laughed.. rantara touched mr naik's feet..
they both gave them blessings..
Sam came forward hugged him.. raghu hugged him back..
Antara bent down and touched his feet.. he gave her blessings..
he held luggage from raghu and they all came inside..
it was a huge house...and very beautifully maintained..
Antara met them all for the first time.. she was very happy seeing raghu's family..
they all were very loving an caring..
when antara saw Shikha.. a smile appeared on her lips.. they both hugged immediately...
i missed you.. antara said..
yeah! me too.. shikha replied..
Raghu too smiled finally seeing her happy after so many days..
they all sat together in living room..
mrs naik was in kitchen with shikha and Rashmi...
Antara came in and asked if she can help..
they all smiled and nodded in no..
mrs naik came forward and kissed her forehead..
u hv just reached here.. go and take rest...
its almost done..
but she din't leave..
she joined them in kitchen and they all discussed so many stuffs..
mrs naik was so happy after having all her kids in her home..
finally after ages her home was echoed with the laughter of her boys..
she stood near the door of living room and looked at them all..
After a few minutes..dinner was served on table...
they all sat together and had dinner...
in a blink of eye an hour was passed..
after dinner Rahsmi and Shikha made their kids sleep...
Antara was very happy to see Raghu smiling and laughing after so many days..
he cursed herself for behaving rudely with him...
once they had their dinner.. they decided to sit in the living room and make plans for shopping and pooja..
raghu, sam, sid and abhi ran in the living room and grabbed their seats on couch...
Anjali made a face.. so Abhi came to her.. he held her hand and made her sit on another couch.. everybody teased him.. and Anjali blushed...
before he could sit with Raghu and Sam.. mr naik grabbed his seat.. Abhi made a face.. he was about to sit with Anjali..when Rashmi and Antara joined her..
he gritted his teeth and everybody laughed...
Anatra was sitting silently with shikha.. she came here for the first time and din't know much about them.. she was feeling a bit nervous..she was just smiling seeing all of them together and happy...
mrs naik sat on another couch and called him opening her arms...
yes..!! i'll sit with badi maa...
he said and laid on couch and placed his head in her lap...
she caressed his hairs and now he teased everybody..
huh!! Raghu and Sam made a face...
ok.. so what's the plan for tomorrow..? Sam asked to mr naik..
shreemati ji se puccho...and mrs naik looked at him...
so karwachuth is day after tomorrow na....Shikha asked..
yes...!
i have planned a small pooja for Raghu and Anatra.. since its antara's first karwachauth..
we will go to our deity's temple in afternoon...and will come after pooja.. and break the fast here in home only...mrs naik replied..
wo temple.. that is too far.. Abhi said..
its not even that far.. Sam said..
yeah! we can go there.. sid replied..
Sam bhaiyya.. Abhi is right.. that temple is too far.. and pathway is hilly too..
may be Anjali won't be comfortable.. raghu said...
oh! right..!! raghu sahi kah raha hai.. Rashmi said..
its ok badi maa.. we will go..i'll manage.. Anjali said with a smile..
nahi Anjali.. sorry..i almost forgot about this..
you might not be able to travel.. we should not take any risk..mrs naik said...
then we can go in some near by temple..sid said...
but badi maa.. me n rashmi bhabhi also went there..
antara bhabhi should also go..
please don't cancel ur program because of me...Anjali requested..
thats okay anjali.. we will go some other time.. Antara said.. she looked at raghu and he nodded in yes..
or we can do one thing.. u guys go.. me n anjali will stay here.. abhi said and winked at anjali.. she blushed n looked away.. Abhi smirked..
Rashmi caressed Anjali's hair and looked at Abhi.. "besharm ladke..bado ka to khyal karo bhai..."
everybody laughed on them..
n what's the plan for tomorrow..shikha asked..
what plan.. we will go for some shopping.. rashmi said with a wide smile on her face...
Sam hid his face behind mr naik's back..
rashmi threw a cushion on him...and everybody laughed..
Sameer..?? why are you hiding like that.. Rashmi is right..
u.. all 3.. she made abhi sit and pointed on them...take ur wives for some shopping tomorrow.. mrs naik said..
no we won't... Sid , Raghu, Sam and Abhi said together...
they have to get some mehandi also... mrs naik said..
yes!! i luv that.. Anjali said.. everybody smiled..
me too... abhi said and looked at her.. they both shared an eyelock...
raghu and sam rubbed their temple and sid couldn't stop smiling on his antiques...
mrs naik smiled and kissed his forehead...
nazar na lage tum dono ko..rashmi said...
Antara was enjoying with raghu's family..
they were full of luv n fun.. no wonder why raghu was like this in college...
she once again was lost in his smile..
and she came out of her trance when she heard her name..
Arey!! shopping se yaad aaya.. Antu!! raghu called her...
Antuuu??? everybody looked at raghu...
Antara lowered her eyes...
haan to?? naam hai uska... raghu said and cleared his throat...
Antu..!! can u plz bring those packs we got...
yeah! she nodded..and excused herself..
she opened his bag and took some packets outs..
they brought gifts for everyone..she gave packets to raghu...
while shikha and rashmi teased rantara...
"bhai.. hum bhi bula sakte hai antu inko.. ya bas aap bula sakte hai..."...
antara looked here and there.. she felt nervous..
"nahi.. bas main bula sakta hu..."... antara looked at him in awe...
he looked at her and raised a brow.. she nodded in no.. and he distributed gifts among all..
after an hour or so.. mr n mrs naik excused themselves and left wishing good night to all..
all guys sat together and talked about all the fun they used to have when they all were staying together..
they were missing old days..
antara, rashmi, anjali and shikha sat together.. they all discussed a big plan of shopping and all the fun they were going to have in next 3 days...
they all were enjoying each other's company...
after some time all guys excused themselves and went to their respective rooms..
Abhi helped raghu to keep their bags in the room... he wished him good night and left...
raghu came inside and dropped the bags on floor.. he smiled seeing his fvt bedsheet and curtains in the room..
luv u mom... he said...
he turned on the AC... and gave a flying kiss to it...
nice..!! he said..
he took off his shirt..removed his belt..and yawned opening his arms..
he switched off the lights and then jumped and lay down on his bed...
Ah! i missed this bed... he said and rolled over it...and in no time he dozed off...
Antara came into the room after half an hour...room was full of dark..
and as she came in.. her foot got hit by the bags..
"ouch!!" she hissed in pain..
she din't even know where the hell was switchboard..
she turned on the flash light in her cellphone and looked down..
"where is he???" she thought..
she switched the table lamp on and next sight made her to gulp her saliva..
raghu was lying on the bed.. flat on his stomach.. shirtless and only in his jeans..
she kept staring at him sleeping peacefully.. he had a smile on his face which made her smile too..
she looked at him and chuckled..she shook her head and sat beside his feet..
without disturbing his sleep.. she removed his slippers... but he turned here and there...
and she immediately got up from the bed...she kept the bags on their proper place..
suniye.. she called him..
*no response*
suniye..!! she called him again..
*no response*
she leaned over him a bit and was about to pat on his shoulder..but she stopped..her knuckled just got encountered with his bare shoulder...
and a shiver ran through her spine down..
she moved back.. and patted slowly below his knees...suniye..!!
he cuddled more and hugged his pillow...
she gulped her saliva seeing him... and again patted on leg.. "Raghu??"
ummm??
thoda shift ho jaiye...
umm..hmm!!..mera bed hai... he replied in his sleep..
she made an O face in disbelief... what??
to main kahan jau?? she asked...
*no response*
but he was asleep again... she rubbed her temple and went into bathroom to take shower..
she came back after 15 minutes.. wearing a kurti and patiala salwar...
and sighed seeing him still lying on whole bed...her breath got stuck in her throat when she saw her dupatta on his face..
she walked towards him in hurry and tried to take her dupatta back.. but it was wrapped on his hand.. she tried to pull it slowly without disturbing his sleep..
but she gave up when she saw it pressed below his upper body...
she knew if he is asleep.. he won't wake up.. no matter how much she tries...
she tried to move him aside.. and was about to touch his shoulder and waist.. but she stopped.. her fingers were shuddering...
she looked at his face.. and sighed...
so many things had happened between them in past one month...
she was angry with him.. still whenever she looks at him.. she forgets everything..
she looked at his perfect masculine body... and her heart skipped a beat..
she remembered that moment when she kissed on his bi-ceps and a lone tear escaped from her eyes..
she immediately looked away and wiped that tear drop..
she covered him with a duvet but he removed it immediately with his feet..
arey!! thand lag jayegi..she said and again tried to cover him.. but he again removed it...
"he will always be like this.."..she shook her head... and kept the sheet near him..
"where would i sleep..." she thought...
she sat on the corner of bed and leaned back..covered herself with a duvet..
soon she dozed off too...
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it was 2:00 in midnight..
raghu felt something on his legs and he removed it from his toes..
then he felt something on his feet and removed it with one foot..
but it was wrapped on his feet again... he got irritated even in his sleep..
he made a face and pushed it away...
but then his brows were frown..it seemed like if he hit something..
he was about to get up.. but he stopped...
he saw someone beside him..
he opened her eyes and looked at his right..
it was her... covered in that soft duvet..all cuddled up..
her dupatta was lying on his back..
she was lying there folding her legs and was reaching till his waist..
she din't even had the pillow..
half of her duvet was pressed below his legs..
and now she was feeling cold and which is why she again touched her feet with his and hid them below his leg..
a smile appeared on his lips seeing her like this...
she din't wake me up.... he thought and bit his lower lip..
'course she would have..
he rubbed his temple with a finger and chukled..
he sat on the bed and slowly moved her feet away...
her body was cold..
he moved her little and made her lie on the bed properly...placed a pillow below her head
and covered her properly with his duvet too..
and then he found her dupatta which was still hanging on his shoulder..
that feeling..!! sleeping while her dupatta was wrapped on him gave him so many sensations..
don't know what came to his mind that he laid on the bed beside her on her right side... placed his right hand below his head and left on his chest and looked at the ceiling..
he was lost in some thoughts when he felt her soft touch on his shoulder..
he looked at her with corner of his eyes..
she caressed his shoulder with her soft and shuddering fingers..
she slipped a bit towards him and her soft cheeks touched his biceps...
raghu felt so much warmth in his heart with her touch...
he removed his right hand and brought it in front...he kept looking at her...
he turned towards her and the touch of her butterly soft lips on his biceps sent shivers through his spine down..
a smile appeared on his lips.. he laid there comfortably facing her..taking support of his left hand below his head..
he placed his right hand on his waist.. and kept staring at her..
antara felt a bit warm and cuddled more in her duvet..
seeking for the source of that warmth and feeling his masculine smell she snuggled into his chest..
he felt her nose tip and then her eyelids getting encountered with his bare chest...
his breath got stuck in his throat when he felt her lips on his torso..
he bent his face over her..."ye kya ho raha hai madam??" he whispered in her ear..
she was in deep sleep.. so din't hear him...
"main kuchh karu to itna jhagda.. itni ladai..
aur ab..?"
raghu smiled meekly.. and moved back..
he moved her hair locks behind her ear.. and caressed her jawline with his index finger..
he covered antara properly in the duvet. and moved back..
"i should stay back.. she won't like she will find herself sleeping like this" he thought and rolled on other side of bed..
i wish everything could be as normal as it was before..in past few days i have hurt you a lot..
i hope now with mom n di.. u'll feel better.. u needed this..
its good we came home..he thought and opened his eyes to again look at the ceiling..
and the next sight was surprising.. he was still lying beside her..
he actually din't move a bit away from her..
she was still sleeping snuggling in his chest..
and he was still staring at her face..
did he just miss an elapse of time.. he thought..
he wanted to get up immediately.. want to move back..but he din't..
he knew this was wrong..he never came shirtless in front of her..but today he himself din't know how he became so daring that he din't move an inch away from her..
unknown to her.. he was lying beside her..that too like this..
she was unconscious.. but he is not..he knew everything...still he din't move..
he cursed himself for behaving like this...but still he din't move...
his heart beat was raising... "i should stay away from her... agar usne sun li to...?" he thought...
his mind commanded him to get up and lie on his side..
"achchha hai.. agar wo sun le..." his heart said...
thousands of thoughts were coming in his mind.. and half an hour passed but he kept lying like that...
in her sleep antara moved her hand downwards and pulled her duvet more closer to her face..
in process her fingers touched his jeans button...
raghu looked at her...and his heart skipped a beat...
at one moment he wanted to move back.. and another moment he wanted her close to his heart...
he stopped breathing when antara cuddled more and slowly folded her legs...
her knees just got brushed against his jeans and touched his ma****d...
he gasped ... a simple touch of her on his jeans made him aroused..
he kept staring at her closed eyes.. and then his gaze moved downward and stopped on her lips..
he stared at them with an urge to claim them as his..
his lips parted feeling that urge inside... he thought of something..and closed his eyes and laid flat..
he placed his hand on his temple in tension..
he wanted to touch her.. wanted to feel her..
he knew he doesn't love her.. nor he is a kind of guy who will claim his rights of being a husband..
he was not able to understand his own feelings.. but he knew that a simple touch of her burns a flame of desires in him..
he always respected antara.. still he was having all these thoughts for her..
he knew that nothing like this can ever happen between them...
esp after that cold war they had for a month..n then that big argument..
he din't want to lose her..but again his desires were betraying him...
she was so delicate.. so innocent.. so soft.. he closed his eyes feeling her touch..
and that moment flashed in front of his eyes.. when he showered his wet kisses all over her bare body in that dark stormy night..
he closed his eyes tightly remembering what that incident did to their lives.. and now they were doubtful if they are even friends now..
but he felt relieved again feeling her in his arms..
a smile appeared on his lips realizing the fact the no matter what he said earlier.. but he actually liked everything that happened that night..
and he din't want it to stop...
he opened his eyes...and turned towards her once again...
he had so many desires in his eyes.. that he actually wanted to wake her up to make love with her...
"i want to feel you in my arms..." he whispered
he slid his arm on her waist and pulled her more into him...
he knew if she will wake up.. or when he will calm down it will make him feel ashamed of his doings..
but still he din't stop...
he knew this act of his will hurt to the core...still he kept moving..
he wondered since when he became such guy...
all these thought came in his mind.. still he leaned over her and snuggled in her nape..
he took a deep breath and exhaled..smelling her fragrance..
he felt her finger tips on his chest sending currents in his whole body..
even her unconscious touch made him groan..
he moved more into her and his ma****d was pressed on her belly under his cloth...he remembered that night when she held it in her shuddering fingers and made him groan in pleasure...today he wanted her to touch it again.. he wanted her to hold it and pleasure him...
he caressed her arm and was about to hold her hand.. but when he realized that she is asleep..in next immediate moment he pulled himself back and got up from the bed in a fast move..
he entered in bathroom...and punched on the wall in anger...
he was feeling tight inside and now in middle of the night he needed a cold shower...
as cold water touched his body... he felt relieved and realized what he was doing or was going to do...
he again hit the wall.. and brushed his hand in his hairs..
how can u do all this raghu..how can u behave so cheap... she was asleep..chhii.. he felt disgusted on himself...
she lives in the same house with you.. she shares the same bed with you.. just because she trusts you..
and you were going to break that trust.. again..
how many times she will forgive you..
if she would know i did this.. after whatever happened.. and how our relation was just about to end..
she will never forgive you.. even you won't be able to forgive yourself..
he came out of the bathroom after 15 minutes.. changing in his tracks and tshirt.. he lied on another corner of bed and slower down the ac fan speed..
he looked at her just once before closing his eyes and realized what he was doing a few minutes back..
he cursed himself.. turned his back towards antara and tried to sleep brushing off all his thoughts...
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