AR FF 'TALAASH' new Part 20 on Page 123 (26/02/2015) - Page 80

first of all i am sorry , i am really very sorry for keeping this ff on hold for so long i am sorry all my readers

and then again thanks a lot for all your comments i am glad i have so many new readers here is my new part fully fresh after a long long times as in many years i am updating this ff again a compensation for being late with a maha update

part 13 on page 77

PART 14

The morning sun was like a sigh of new life for them

Armaan came down from his room to have a view of krish , when he entered the room, he saw krish peacefully sleeping on the bed while riddhima was sitting on the floor , her head was kept on bed and she was asleep holding krish hands there

Armaan first thought of waking her up , but then he went out without getting near them , and sat in the hall , when a devil head , I meant naina malik came down , after her long beauty sleep , unaware of all the happening in their house after rahul arrival

"Hey good morning son" she said , but then our armaan was surely in no mood he didn't replied

"so everything fine , hope baby didn't created much trouble in night" , asked naina again trying to start with convo

"as if you care about it" , finally armaan replied rudely

"why won't I , offcourse I care about him , he is my grandson" said naina , trying to defend

"well for your information your grandson , was down with fever yesterday night and I think he is still not well properly" armaan said just merely giving her info , not much sarcastic

"what , he had fever , hope he is fine now , sorry son actually I was soo tired yesterday that I never knew when I slept , you should have waked me up , if you needed my help" , said naina , trying to be all good

"it was not required mom , krish mother was here to take care of him" said armaan sarcastically

"what ! his mother , you mean that girl riddhima , hell , why is she here , and what the hell is she doing in here with him" naina said sarcastically

"taking care of your grandson" said armaan sarcastically

"no armaan what have you done you yourself let your son in the hands of that lady who was responsible for you being away from your own son for so long" said naina

"as if I did had a choice, krish state was getting out of control and his fever as well, if I had not let him be with riddhima then there was nothing to calm him down, but you don't worry this time I wont let my son get away from me, whatever happens krish will stay with me" said armaan determined

"yes he should and he will, but for that you have to get that girl out of his life and yours as well, just tell that riddhima to leave" said naina

"no mom riddhima wont go anywhere, I have offered her a job of a care taker, and she will work here from today till krish will accept me as his father" said armaan

"this is absurd foolishness like this you will never be able to get close to your son, she wont let him come close with you" said naina

"no mom this time nothing can come between me and my son, mom please can I make a little request, you just stay a little away from all this for a while, as in let me handle everything this time the way I wanted , already I have seen a lots of consequences of lots of your decisions till date" said armaan

"armaan I was just not planning anything at all" said naina

"that will be better if you don't even think of planning anything ahead in this, as for now I want to make a little thing very clear, krish is my son and he will stay with me here, riddhima will work here for few months as a care taker of krish, and as for you I really don't want you to do anything in this situation, just that try and get close to your grandson, make him love you back , after all you are his grandmother and hope you will make him love you back soon" said armaan

"offcouse baby I will do whatever you want , and if you want I wont say a single word to that governess, as if I care, and krish I will try and make him close to me" said naina, changing her style, she knew that now the tables have turned and its no use to fight back with this determined armaan now

"and one more thing I want that special guest of yours to be out of my house as soon as possible" said armaan, [talking about his ex wife , maya who was still living in the same house on naina insistence]

"armaan look now when everything is settled and started fresh and again, look you got your son today and maya have realized his mistake cant you forget all the past and start again, think about krish he also needs a mother" said naina making her last few attempts to get her plans of getting maya again in armaan's life

"my son needs only me, and maya is not his mother remember krish have nothing to do with maya cause she was not a part of the decision to get our baby in this world ,that's why krish was born like this and he have nothing to do with her, even if you talk about biologically of emotionally krish mother is riddhima" said armaan

"I knew that son and i understand everything its ok right now we are so happy with the fact that we got krish back , we will discuss everything later" said naina

they were talking when riddhima came out of the room , holding an empty milk bottle

"actually krish have a habit of drinking milk the moment he got up, so i wanted to fill this bottle" said riddhima

"the kitchen in straight in the left" said naina normally as she knew armaan was here so she cant say much

and so riddhima went from there

"i still think you need to be more sure about your decisions anyways i have to go today a social fare is been organized in the club i will be back soon" said naina and she left the room

while armaan still there in the hall when he saw riddhima coming out of the kitchen with a filled milk bottle

she was just a little away from the room when they heard krish loud crying sound

riddhima immediately rushed inside the room only to see krish waked and crying looking everywhere , maybe his sleep just got over and on waking up h found himself all alone and cried feeling scared

"its ok baby shhh be quite" said riddhima calming him down

"mumma mumma" krish hugging tight her while crying

"shhh mumma is here with you baby stop crying, i am sorry i just went to get your milk , here come we will drink the milk" said riddhima lovingly making krish calmed

after a while armaan also got inside the room when riddhima was still making him drink the milk from the bottle

"you could have said any servant to get milk for krish when you knew krish will be scared so why you left him alone" said armaan as he didnt wanted to see his son crying anymore now, already they all have done enough to get this little angel in pain

"its not like this, everyday i myself made milk for him he never cried ever its just that this place is new for him so he got scared" said riddhima lightly didnt wanted to disturb krish and his early morning meal

now that krish was fresh and up, he still sticking to riddhima only , moreover he was still weak because of the fever he had last night

armaan still standing there he felt very unwanted and left out there so he preferred to leave right now, he turned to leave when riddhima called him

"sir , actually sir we came here like this and so we have not got any stuffs of ours, i wanted to ask i mean can i go back home and get our belongings here" riddhima asked hesitantly

"you can go where ever you wish, i will ask other servants to take care of krish till you are back" said armaan

"but i cant leave him, i mean krish is still too weak and scared , if i will take him out he will feel better and relaxed we will be back soon" said riddhima

"no you are not going anywhere alone taking krish with you, i cant trust you so i am not taking that risk, and if you cant leave him so forget about going ,you ask anyone here to go and get everything required here" said armaan

"sir i would have, but then there are few important things that krish needs over there and only i knew what is required and what not to be brought here let me go i will be back within an hour " said riddhima

"ok fine, come with me I will go with you both , and then you have just 30 minutes pack whatever you want" said armaan and he moved out of the house riddhima following him with krish in her arms

They both sat in the car , armaan started driving , riddhima all the time taking care of krish who was in his lap sitting sometime making sounds sometime opening the mirror switch, he just loved car ride, and started his part of masti in it, trying to open the dashboard in front of him and then sometime looking out and then inside

"mumma bhooo bhoo" said krish excited looking at some random street dog sitting in the corner of the road, krish just loved looking at dogs

"yes bhoo look there so cute dog said riddhima smiling making him happy and busy In his work she put the mirror down and made krish stand in her lap, and krish happily standing holding the door

"bhoo bhooo, bhooo" krish shouting loud in excitement and then smiling to himself he was enjoying him little ride and his both parents were so happy to see him happy and back to little normal finally

The poor little child was actually the one clubbled like a sandwich in this

"oh wow look a dog , bhoo bhoo, my baby loves a dog , look its so cute" said riddhima smiling, making krish smile with her

and then krish turned her focus to the other side, and here comes the road seller holding a big bunch of balloons for sale

"boon mummaa boon" said krish in excitement shaking riddhima that he needs that balloons now

and riddhima like always behaving back like the typical Hitler mother of him

"no krish you always needs them and the moment we will reach home you through them away, no need to waste them again" said riddhima to krish

while armaan calling the balloons person and purchasing all the bunch he had got and bringing it near krish , who being a kid immediately took that bunch in excitement that time he didnt even cared who is actually giving him that

"there is no need to say no to my son Miss gupta, dont forget he is armaan singh malik's son and his father can buy the whole world for him, and my son will now never feel disappointed each and every little or big all his demands will be fulfilled" said armaan

"how can i forget this sir , this is the biggest truth of my life which have changed everything in mine and my baby life forever" said riddhima sarcastically

and after sometime armaan parked the car in front of riddhima house

"you have 30 minutes , i will be waiting for you in the car , pack all the stuffs required today only cause this will be the last time you taking krish here in this home , after this he will never be here" said armaan

so riddhima immediately rushed inside the house taking krish along with her, as she got inside buaji was waiting for her in the house

"riddhima bitiya is everything alright, krish , you got krish with you that means armaan bitwa let krish live with you" said buaji looking krish with riddhima

"no buaji i wished , but nothing like that happened i will tell you everything but please first help me with packing me and krish are going to live in armaan sir house from now krish as armaan sir sons and me as a caretaker , caretaker of his son" said riddhima breaking down

"what have that person gone insane, he said a mother a caretaker of her child, riddhima bitiya please control yourself i am sure soon everything will get fine and same like it was always" said buaji trying to calm riddhima

"i wish anything can , i wish buaji , why me , why always it have to be me who have to face all this, why do I always get stuck at a dead end where there is no way ahead for me to move" said riddhima crying

"no riddhima bitiya be strong , this is like a your testing riddhima which god is doing with you, he just love to test his followers patience , that's why he always give them pain, but I am sure this will be fine , this time will also pass and then there will again be happiness in your life" said buaji assuring

While riddhima looking at the clock

"I better pack the required stuff fast I am only allotted with half hour time for all this" said riddhima, looking at armaan still sitting in the car waiting for riddhima

So riddhima immediately started packing in all the rush just putting and loading her bags with all the stuffs she got

and after a while she was ready, she took everything required and meeting buaji for the last time she came out of the house herself putting everything inside the car she came and sat in the front seat when buaji handed krish to her

"you came out in just 25 minutes , its good that now you are following all my orders seriously it will be good for you" said armaan

"lets go sir" said riddhima looking away , she knew him and his double meaning warning well, but it was not the right time for her to act like anything

armaan started driving again , he himself didnt knew why was he doing all this, being him he never cared for anyone except his close friends he never cared of what effect his acts were making on anyone , but with riddhima it was different , he knew his sarcastic comments his ordering all the time acts were making riddhima irritated as well as angry , and on the same time she was having hard time to control her anger and behave normally in front of him ,

he was finding it a kind of fun right now he very well knew his comments will irritate her and she really wanted to blow on him in anger anytime , but then all the time she use to control herself , and this was really started becoming a fun for armaan that Miss gupta even gets angry and irritated

She have so successfully hidden herself her real self behind the mask of a mother , yes she was a mother that was true but beneath that she was a girl, a young girl who was forced to became over mature and double her age because of the hurdles and problems of her life , but behind this mature mother there was another riddhima , a fun loving carefree and always staying happy riddhima , who sometimes get reflected in this riddhima when she get irritated and angry and armaan was really enjoying that

This somewhere make him remember that old riddhima , the eight year ago riddhima a full of life girl whose smile was magical which made armaan serious life blow away

He never understood and never tried to understand as well why he use to see her all the time , why he followed her everywhere for that two months, he just knew that was like a stress buster for him , looking at her and her smile , he use to relax a little from his over burdened life all cause of his family issues , armaan have always seek for that real smile that genuine happiness in his life which he have seen in riddhima at that time and that was one reason he use to watch her smiling face at that time

And after he left India for his higher education still he remembered her , whenever he was sad or stressed he used to remember her that smiling face it would automatically bring smile on his face, and then with the passage of time slowly slowly her smile and memories got faded or deep buried somewhere inside his heart, but now meeting her again after 8 years and specially the situation they both were in he himself didn't knew why he remembering that part of his life , cause for now in this present situation she was his culprit , the reason for his suffering from past 2 years but then she has also been a reason for his smile years ago

Armaan mind and brain were at huge fight over all this discussion since morning today , after their last night talks and listening to riddhima part of story armaanv somewhere understand that whatever happened it was not her mistake alone somewhere they both were equally responsible for all this, riddhima was the reason for his situation but on the same time he was also somewhere the reason for riddhima life today, but his mind didn't let him accept this fact right now, armaan was so annoyed with this heart and mind fight so he stopped thinking after that neither he listening to his mind nor to his heart

In all this fight and thinking he never realized that they reached back home armaan parked the car outside the house riddhima was sitting quietly looking outside the window all the time , and in the middle taking care of krish during the ride,

As they reached back home riddhima got out of the car holding krish

"mumma boon my boon" said krish pointing towards the bunch of balloons armaan bought earlier for him

"yes baby they are for you only wait I will take them out" said armaan smiling getting the balloons in his hand getting them near krish while krish for once didn't reacted to this intervention of this bad bunny in between his and his mother , but then the moment armaan offered him the bunch of balloons the little soul forget everything and happily holding his balloons and playing with them

"come inside I will ask some servant to get your luggage" said armaan and started moving inside

While riddhima irritated following him behind holding krish busy playing with his balloons

Here in armaan house a little surprise actually four surprises were waiting for armaan rahul and muskaan along with atul and anjali were also present inside the main hall waiting for armaan

"what a pleasant surprise you all four so early in morning at my place" said armaan happily meeting everyone

"well who said we all came to meet you we are here for meeting the little prince" said muskaan happily

"I am so happy armaan that you got your child I am glad that your faith won and look here you got your happiness" said atul hugging armaan tight

"well where is the prince of ours , I am dying to see your son and specially to see how he looks , I am sure he also must have the same killer looks like you" said anjali smiling

"look there anjali here comes our junior armaan" said rahul looking at riddhima entering the hall with krish

While she was standing quietly on the door looking at so many people standing there in front of her , when anjali came towards her, riddhima also recognized anjali , she was her boss where she used to work in Delhi

"oh my armaan he is so cute exactly your carbon copy" said anjali looking at krish and trying to hold him in his arms but our little prince being stubborn didn't left his mother at all

When anjali looking at riddhima , with a little distress she use to love her this employ a lot two years ago, riddhima was a very nice worker , but right now all her good feelings for riddhima were turning into a kind of hatred for her after the fact that she was the one who ran away and armaan who was like a brother to her have suffered so much cause of her,

"i really liked you as a friend riddhima and never wished it to be you the girl i have cursed till date for armaan's suffering" said anjali

"i also liked you so much not as a boss but like a friend and i also never wished to be that girl and get in this situation ever , but thats what is called destiny , if anything could be changed the first think i would ever change would be coming here with krish, and me and my son would have a happy life somewhere else in this world alone" said riddhima looking at krish

"in your dreams riddhima dont even think of calling krish as yours he is mine and will be only mine son now and you can never get him" said armaan

"and you think that by just your saying everything can change , what kind of a person you are, correction do you even have a heart of a human, krish is a baby not a commodity which you can claim or tag as yours, in all this my baby is suffering the most" said riddhima in frustration

"and that is just cause of you and your mistake, you took him away from me, only if krish was born here in front of me and till date known the fact that I am his father he would have been happy with me" said armaan

"there could have been the other side as well, only if you would have never came here in mine and krish life and this fact that you are krish father have never been disclosed , then also our lifes would have been simple and happy for everyone" said riddhima

"not for me cause my happiness is associated only with krish" said armaan

"and my life is associated only with krish" said riddhima with same anger

"ok ok relax guys please can we have peace" said rahul coming in the middle looking at the topic getting hotter now

"armaan please, and forget all this riddhima you knew anjali already here meet him he is atul anjali's husband" said rahul trying to lighten the atmosphere bringing atul ahead

"rahul sir I am just an employ as in just a caretaker of armaan singh malik's son, do you even think I am worth it to be introduced to any of friends and family of my boss, anyways I wont say its good to meet you still I have no choice, krish is hungry sir can I take your son inside to make him eat something" said riddhima sarcastically

And with that riddhima went inside the room

"wow I never knew that the sweet and all the time quite girl riddhima can have that much guts to equally fight against the great armaan singh malik" said rahul smiling while armaan looking at him in anger

"that was not riddhima who said all that it was the mother in her saying all this, its said that a girl have got a great tolerance power in her, but when it comes to her child she can take the most rebellious and violent role as well" said muskaan smiling

"stop that muskaan" said armaan

"oh please armaan you stop this, even if we all agree to everything here still you can never change the fact that she is krish mother , mother armaan mother do you even knew what kind of a bond do a mother share with a child, my baby is still making inside me and have not came out yet still from now only I have been so possessive for him or her , I knew I will love cherish take care and above all protect my baby and be by his side forever you can never understand being a man what situation riddhima must be going through right now" said muskaan

"what is up to you both husband and wife , why are you all the time supporting just riddhima , you are my friends or her" said armaan irritated

"guys chill look we all knew that its an intense situation, and we all no one between us can do anything in all this , we cant change anything, so let it goo like this, let it go with the flow maybe with passing of sometime everything can get sorted out" said atul

"I think you are right atul, right now we all are jammed we have no option with us maybe wait is the only option with us, and I think that if armaan gets his son love just on the condition of riddhima being around taking care of krish than there is no harm, we can give this much for having krish with us for the time being we all need to be happy and celebrate for getting armaan's baby in our life" said anjali smiling

"you knew what you all are my best friend, I am lucky to have you all with me and over that now I got my son with an exception but that's ok , I feel really relaxed and complete today" said armaan hugging atul and anjali

After sometime rahul and muskaan left as muskaan needs more rest now, atul and anjali were staying with armaan only armaan and atul were in armaan little office inside the house only discussing some projects, as since armaan was here living in Shimla from past few days atul was handling all the business from Mumbai

"I am glad atul that you send me here on your insisting I came here to shimla for relaxing for some days and look I got everything here, everything I ever wished for" said armaan smiling

"you are so right armaan you got everything here, everything you ever wished for in your life , everything you ever wanted to be in your life is here in front of you now, its just that you have to add them to your life now" said atul with deep meaning

"I will get atul I will get krish in my life soon , he will love me like a father to him soon" said armaan

"and what about your other wish, which you wished to be in your life" said atul

"what which wish I am really not understanding what are you saying" said armaan confused

"the wish you made 8 years ago, SK College 8 years ago you use to visit college a lot even after our graduation, remember the wish you made then" said atul

"I don't knew what are you talking about atul I have no idea" said armaan looking away he didn't knew that atul knew about his seeing riddhima at that time or not cause he never told about this to anyone not even him

"is your memory so weak or are you trying to challenge me and my memory , your little sweet secret was not a secret for me ever armaan I knew why you use to visit our old college again and again for that 2 months before we both went to London for further study , I knew everything since day one, it was not only you who was looking at her I also saw you staring her, and following her many times I don't knew that your memory is so weak that you cant recognize her but mine is not that weak i remembered her the moment I saw her today she is the one , the same girl right, riddhima was the girl you use to follow 8 years ago" said atul

"I think you are just over thinking in all this atul nothing like this ever happened" said armaan completely backing off

"really armaan nothing like this ever happened, I was always curious where you use to go at that time and one day I followed you as well and saw you coming to our old college and looking at her hiding behind the walls , why armaan why was it so important for you to look at her I knew you did that many times armaan, but I never knew that you will be so dump to never come ahead to face her or ever talk with her and it was my mistake I should have talked to you at that time to just for once talk with her be with her before we went to London, but then it was too late I suppose I wish you would have let given your life a chance at that time, maybe then your life would have been different" said atul

"it was nothing like that you are thinking atul it was just I like her smiling face so watched her sometime so what , whats a big deal in that I even forgot about that today only on your making me remember I got to knew she was the same girl" said armaan looking away

"oh is that so whom are you trying to fool armaan , me or yourself, cause if you are trying to fool me then forget that I am not a fool like you armaan to notice what you felt for her at that time, and that you never forgot her , in your life in your pain you always remembered her and her smiling face didn't you, when your life became a mess all thanks to naina aunty and that maya , I so regret that I wished for once I should have searched for riddhima and got her in your life , maybe you would have a peaceful and happy life today and krish wont have to be born like this he besides being your and riddhima surrogated son could have been your and riddhima son in real sense you guys would have been a happy family" said atul

"stop , stop it atul do you even have any idea what are you talking about , this is just impossible" said armaan

"why , why is it impossible armaan why are you scared of giving your happiness to your life why have you stopped putting efforts to keep yourself happy armaan only if you would have taken little efforts 8 years ago you could have been happy, but no you never cared to be happy you let your life be handled by everyone else except you and look at the result at the end its you who have suffered, but god still put hope in your life armaan , god don't give second chances always but he did that to you, just imagine why in this whole world from all the girls its riddhima and only riddhima been chosen for this surrogacy , why god made riddhima as surrogate mother of your baby, you knew why cause god also wanted you both to be connected like this, you missed your first chance you liked her or I could better say at that time it was love for you right armaan, but you let it go and today look god again joined your destiny together with krish , and this time this cant be broken , you denied your love once and its again in your life" said atul

"quiet atul what love , I mean where does this love think came in all this, you are giving all your assumption , ok I agree it was just a attraction 8 years ago, but it eas 8 years ago and it was long forgotten you are just mixing and adding things" said armaan in frustration

"ok fine it was not love and was never ok , still armaan you cant change one fact in all this that riddhima is the mother of your child , she and only she was destined to be called as a mother to your child and maybe you can deny everything else but can never separate her name from your life now, if you try it with you but from krish never, she is his mother and you can never separate this fact ever, so don't even try deny that" said atul

"ok I got everything , ok whatever you said I got all this still what can I do in all this, I mean why are you even raising this topic today , there is no meaning of getting in discussion" said armaan

"I just said all this cause I want you to give your life a second chance armaan , think over it for yourself or if not for yourself than for your family , your son and your son mother I am just your friend and give you advise rest its your life you have all the rights to handle it the way you wanted" said atul

And after that atul left the room leaving armaan in deep thoughts

Ok that's all for now HOPE YOU LIKED IT

will update ahead really soon coming up ahead krish little scene armaan and krish getting close and riddhima running away