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Here is the next update. I am really not sure about the update being good. I was not keeping well this week and apart from that I was busy with my work also. So I think I have not been able to do justice with the update. But still decided to post it as it was quite lengthy and rewriting the entire update was not that easy.Hope you guys will forgive me if it is not good.

Chapter 28

Asad was shocked at what Zoya told.

As: " Jaan are you in pain?"

Zoya nodded her head in a no.

As: " Get ready soon jaan. We will go to hospital now. I will call Dr. Saira also."

Soon both left for hospital. Zoya was quiet. Tears were flowing from her eyes. Suddenly she clutched her stomach in pain.

Zo: " Asad, Aahh its paining"

As: " We are almost there jaan."

Once they reached hospital, they went to Dr.Saira's cabin

Dr: " Asad, its all normal in early stage of pregnancy. But still, bleeding is not a good symptom and more over pain, there can be chances of miscarriages in the first trimester. It is normal. Anyway we will get the ultrasound done so that we will get a clear picture."

Zoya was still quiet. She was scared. Nothing was registering in her mind.

As: "Miscarriage?"

Dr: "Not necessarily always"

Zoya was asked to change into the hospital gown and then she was made to lay down. Asad was also there by her side. The doctor started the procedure. And she said pointing to the screen.

Dr: " See here is the foetus.Inspite of the bleeding, foetus is still in the womb but it is not in its position. It has come all the way down from where it has to be."

After that,the doctor went to her cabin leaving the couple alone. Asad helped Zoya to get up. She was almost in tears. Asad kept his hand over her shoulder. Suddenly she hugged him and started crying uncontrollably.

As: " Jaan please don'tcry.Please" Asad didn't know what to tell her inorder to console her. He himself was in a situation, where he cannot think anything.

Zo: " Why me, Asad? Why me? Everyone cherishes the moment where they see the baby for the first time as it is supposed to be the most beautiful moment in a person's life. And me ..."

Asad was also in tears

As: " Please don't cry Jaan. We will talk to doctor. I am sure there may be something we can do."

Zo: "Do you think so, Asad?"

As:" Of course jaan. "

They both went to the doctor.

Dr: " Asad, beta now I would suggest a D&C. I mean we will clinically go ahead with the procedure because we cannot indefinitely wait."

As: " Dr. There is no chance to save the baby?"

Dr:" Unfortunatley no Asad. And it will be better if we do the clinical procedure as early as possible since Zoya is still having heavy bleeding.

Zoya burst out into tears.Asad was trying hard to console her.

Dr: " Beta there is no need to be upset. I know it is not easy for you but it is normal. Miscarriages in early stage are quite common."

As: " But Dr why ?"

Dr: " There is not specific reason for it Asad. It can be due to any reasons. And trust me, it will definitely not have any problems with Zoya's next pregnancy. She is fine. She will be able to conceive again. So you both don't worry at all.And Asad I have informed Dr. Rashid also. They have reached Mumbai. They will be reaching here soon. We can start the procedure after an hour so that Zoya can be discharged by evening."

Both Zoya and Asad were waiting in the corridor.Zoya had stopped crying also. But she was quiet.

As: " Jaan, you want something. Shall I get some water."

Zoya nodded her head in a no

Just then the nurse came and called Asad for formalities.

Zoya was thinking about all the happenings after she found out she was pregnant. She couldn't believe that the happiness was so shortlived. Even before she could be sure about the responsibility of becoming a mother, she lost her baby.

After a while, Asad came back.

As: " Zoya I have called ammi. She will come here soon. Abbu and Haider are not in town. "

Zoya nodded her head.

The nurse came and took Zoya along with her. After a while, Asad was called into her room. When he went inside, Zoya had changed herself into hospital outfit and she was sitting on the bed.Asad went near her and sat in the chair.He caught hold of her hand.

As: " Jaan, everything is going to be fine soon.I have complete faith in Allah. He will give us another baby soon. Please don't let .."

Before Asad could complete..

Zo: " Why would Allah give us a baby, Asad? when we never wanted one. He blessed us with a baby and unfortunately both of us did not accept it whole heartedly because the baby was not planned. For us it was a mistake and nothing more than that. And we even thought of getting rid of the baby for our selfishness. And see now Allah himself has taken away the blessing from us. And you know what, it is my mistake. I have forced you into all these. I know you always wanted a baby but since I always kept ranting about my career, you supported me in all these. It is just because for my happiness that you even thought of aborting our child. And now see everything is going to be fine. No baby and hence no hindrance to my career.I should be happy that my dreams are not going to be affected."

As: " No jaan it is not your mistake. Please don't blame yourself. And I agree, your pregnancy was never expected and hence I was not sure how to react. I never wanted you to compromise your dreams.And if ever anyone is to be blamed, it has to be me. It is mere my carelessness that we are in such a situation.It is just..."

Before Asad could complete, Rashid and Dilshad came to the room

Dilshad came and sat near Zoya.

Di: " Beta, there is no need to be worried. These all are normal. Hmm"

Zoya nodded her head.

Ra: " Beta every thing will be fine soon. And don't worry. It is just a minor procedure. There is no need to be scared of."

After a few minutes, Zeenat also reached there.She also tried to console Zoya.

Later Zoya was taken to the operation theatre.She was scared.

Just as Zoya was taken inside, the nurse handed over the consent for Asad to sign. Seeing that, he was taken aback, but then Ra: " Beta, it is just a formality. There is nothing to worry."

Zoya was made to lay on the operation table when Dr. Saira came with another doctor.

Seeing the Zoya was scared, the Dr said: "Zoya there is no need to be worried. You won't feel the pain."

Just then the nurse came and asked her to remove her chain and the ring. She was a bit hesitant but then she removed and handed it over to the nurse

Zo: "Dr, will I be conscious?"

Dr: "Of course beta. You will be conscious. It is only that you won't feel pain."

Zo: "Dr please I don't want to remain conscious. Please make me unconscious before the procedure. It is my request.Please"

Dr. Saira looked towards the other doctor and the other doctor nodded her head.

Dr: " Ok Zoya"

Now the other doctor gave her an injection and then gradually she felt her eyes heavy and she closed her eyes.

Meanwhile everyone waiting outside were upset.

As: " Abbu, how long will it take?"

Ra: " It is a small procedure. It will be over soon. "

As: "Can I meet Zoya immediately or.."

Ra: " Asad you can meet her immediately. Infact if you want you can talk to her also"

As: " Abbu, where is dadi? I forgot to ask about her."

Ra: " She was supposed to come with us but since yesterday night, she was not feeling good. So she cancelled her plan at the last moment."

Ze: " Asad beta, when did you find out about the pregnancy. I mean you both didn't tell me yesterday also. Infact I asked Zoya also whether she was feeling well or not. But she didn't tell me that time also."

As:" Ammi, she was not feeling good for the past couple of days. She was complaining about tiredness but we thought it may be due to the stress she had last week at work. But day before yesterday it was worse, she threw up many times. We had an office party but she was feeling ill that we left the party in between. She even fainted that night.Then she took the test yesterday morning which turned out to be positive. So inorder to be sure, we met the doctor yesterday and we came there after meeting her ammi. Zoya insisted that we will inform you only after the blood test results. Hence we didn't mention about this. It was only by evening, it was confirmed.And today morning"

Dil: "Its ok beta. It is normal. I had the doubt.You remember Rashid I even told you. The day we were leaving for Bhopal, I noticed Zoya feeling nauseating with the smell of milk and she even threw up.I should have asked her. I didn't do it because I knew you were not planning for a baby. I should have."

Ra:" See I am telling this to everybody. Nobody should talk to her about this, like I had doubt, I should have asked, you should have told, you should have been more careful and things of that sort. Whether she was ready for a baby or not, whether she wanted the baby or not, the trauma of miscarriage will be there. So we all should help her forget all this and not make her remember these things."

After sometime, the doctor came out.She was followed by two assistants carrying the stretcher and an unconscious Zoya.

As:" Dr what happened to her?"

Dr: " Asad don't panic. She is fine. She insisted that she wanted to be unconscious during the procedure. She will be conscious soon. Don't worry."

Zoya was shifted to her room and she gained consciousness soon.

Soon after Zoya was conscious, the nurse gave her medicines.It was almost by 4 in the evening the doctor came to examine her again.

While doctor was examining her, Zeenat, Dilshad and Asad were standing outside the room.

Ze:" Dilshaad, shall I take Zoya along with me if that is not a problem."

Dil: " Of course not. Infact I was going to suggest that to take her along with you. She will feel better."And looking towards Asad:" Asad, let Zoya go if she wants. She would want to be with her mother."

As: " Ammi, for me only Zoya matters and if she wants let her go. I don't have any issue. But ammi, you have to take me also along with your daughter."

Dil: " Beta try to understand she needs rest and I think it will be better if you don't go."

As: " Ammi but why ?"

Dil :" Asad no more arguments."

Just then, the nurse came and called them inside.

Dr: " She is fine. It will be better if she takes three to four days rest. And I have prescribed medicines also. And please come for another check up after 4 days. She may have dizziness for a day because of anesthesia given.And if there is any problem, like pain or heavy bleeding bring her to the hospital. Otherwise you can take her now."

Asad left to complete all the formalities. Zoya changed to her clothes and she was sitting on the bed waiting for Asad.

Ze: " Beta why don't you come with me? I think it will be better. You need rest also, beta. "

Di: " Zoya, if you want to be with your ammi, you can go.It is not that you won't get rest in our house, but in such situations, every girl would want to be with her mother.I know you consider me as your ammi, but still if you wish you can go."

Zo: "Asad?"

Dil: " Don't worry about him. I will convince him. Beta, you need rest atleast for a couple of days. And I know you won't be able to if Asad is around you. You will have to go behind him for small small things. I know my son well."

Just then, Asad came in.

Dil: " Asad, drop Zoya nd Zeenat and come back as early as possible.I will go with Rashid."

Asad handed over the medicines to Zeenat and was about to brief her about the medicines.

Suddenly Zoya took the packet of medicines from Zeenat. All of them looked at her questioningly.

Zo: " Asad, I am not going anywhere. I am coming with you. Ammi, I know girls would want to be with their ammi but I want to be with my husband. I will never get peace anywhere else other than being with him.Asad, take me home."

Ze: " Beta for me only your happiness matters. And if you want to be with Asad, then there is no problem.Take proper rest."

Dil: " Don't worry about that Zeenat. I will make sure about that."

After reaching home, Asad helped her till they reached the room. There was still dizzy spell.

Once they reached the room, Asad made Zoya sit on their bed.

Zo: " Asad, I want to take bath"

As: " Not now jaan. You are still dizzy. Take rest for some time and then later you can take bath."

Zo: " Aashu please."

As: "Then I will help you."

Zo: "I am fine now. If I need I will call you."

As: "Are you sure?"

Zoya nodded in a yes.

Asad did not argue with Zoya because he didn't want her to be disturbed.

Asad waited for Zoya but she was taking more time than usual. Asad was worried. Asad knocked at the door.

As: "Jaan, are you ok? Zoya...Zoya"

Hearing no response , Asad opened the door of the washroom. He had asked her not to lock the door as she was having dizziness.

The sight he saw inside the washroom tore his heart into pieces.

He saw Zoya sitting on the bathroom floor with her clothes on under the shower and crying. There was blood on the floor.

Asad ran near Zoya and lifted her

He closed the shower tap and tried to dry her hair using the towel.

As: "Zoya what are you doing? "

Zoya hugged Asad tightly and started to cry uncontrollably. He hugged her back and tried to console her.

As:" jaan please don't cry...please...Come on change. You will fall ill."

Zo: "I want my baby back Asad...I want my baby...What is my fault in all this...just that I was too shocked to accept the fact that I was going to be a mother. That I was scared about the responsibility.For that, such a big punishment...why Asad ...why me? Asad, what if I can never become a mother again? What if.."

Before completing, Asad interrupted her. He too was crying.

As: " No jaan.It was just an accident. Try to forget that Zoya. I know it is not easy but still you have to do it.And trust me we will soon have a baby. You can definitely become a mother again. Please Zoya stop crying. I can't bring the baby back. But yes, I promise you we will have a baby soon. Please Zoya. Please stop crying."

Somehow Asad managed to get Zoya changed and took her to the room. Even Asad was completely wet. He made her lay on the bed and went to change.

When he came back, he saw Zoya lying on the bed, and she was caressing her tummy and tears flowing from her eyes.

For a moment, Asad felt may be Zoya is in pain and he was about to ask her, but later he realized that may be she is feeling miserable of having lost her baby.

Asad went and sat near Zoya and wiped off her tears and kissed her.

As: " Zoya try to sleep. You need rest."

Zoya caught hold of Asad's hand and said: " Asad, please be my side. Don't go."

As: "Of course jaan. I will be here. Don't worry. "

Asad kept caressing her head and soon she drifted to sleep.

Since Asad had a very important meeting with the clients which he had to postpone as Zoya was in hospital, he had some urgent mails to be sent. He was trying to focus on his work but he couldn't . Some how he managed to complete his work.

It was almost 8pm when Dilshad came to called Asad and Zoya for dinner.

As: " Ammi, I will wake her up. I will come and get dinner."

Dil: " No Asad you both come and have dinner"

As: " But ammi, Zoya"

Dil: " Beta, she needs rest but not necessarily bed ridden all the time. She will feel better."

Dilshad was about to leave, but then she called Asad

Dil: " Asad, beta , she caressed his face, Its ok beta, it all happens in life, there is nothing to worry. Zoya will be fine soon. But she needs your support. I can understand very well what she is going through. It is not that easy for her."

As: " yes ammi."

After Dilshad had left, Asad woke Zoya and both went for dinner.

Seeing Zoya was not properly having food, Dilshad got up from her chair, went and sat near Zoya's chair and began feeding her with her hands.

Dil: "Beta, have proper food. Otherwise you will become weak."

Zoya looked towards Dilshad. And Dilshad saw Zoya tearing up.

Dilshad tried to distract her.

Dil: "Zoya, you don't want to see what dadi had sent for you."

Zo :" Ammi, where is dadi? She was also planning too come, na?"

Dil: " No beta, ammi was not feeling well. So she didn't come"

Zo: "What happened?"

Dil :" Nothing serious."

Some how Dilshad managed to make Zoya eat the dinner.

After dinner, Zoya and Asad retired to the room. Asad gave Zoya the medicines and made her lay down. Zoya was quiet than usual. Even Asad didn't have much to ask her.

Zoya soon dozed off to sleep. But Asad couldn't sleep. He was thinking how his beautiful world had turned upside down in a day. His Zoya, who always has a smile on her face, has been crying. He never wanted to see tears in her eyes and today he is the reason for her tears. Asad knew very well that it was his carelessness that Zoya was pregnant. And moreover he should have taken her to a doctor when he had doubt that she wasn't been keeping well. And he mentally cursed himself for having thought of aborting the baby. He felt may be Zoya is right, Allah had decided to take back the blessing he had given us as he didn't want the baby. He was not ready for the baby but if Zoya was happy with that, he was also ready. For him, his Zoya's happiness mattered most and nothing else. Even now, he was more upset seeing Zoya's tears rather than having lost his baby. Of course he was feeling bad about that but he was more worried seeing his Zoya in pain. He waslost in his thoughts, suddenly he heard Zoya screaming.

He ran towards her. She sat up in bed and was sweating badly.

On seeing Asad, she hugged him.She was crying badly.Asad hugged her back and made her drink water.He understood she had a bad dream.

He was feeling so helpless seeing his Zoya in such a state. He made Zoya lie down with her head resting on his chest.

He could feel the dampness of her tears, but he was tired consoling her. And she drifted to sleep gradually.

Three days went off like this, Asad had taken another day off but he had to go to office on Wednesday as he had some urgent work. And Dilshad Zoya was always with Zoya when Asad was not there, but Asad had asked her never to leave Zoya alone.

On Friday, Asad and Zoya went to the doctor.

The doctor examined Zoya.

Dr: "She is fine now. There is nothing to worry. I am prescribing some multivitamins, which she can continue for some more days."

As: " Dr Is there anything else to be taken care of?"

Dr: " Yes, both of you try to forget this and move ahead in life. Nothing else has to be done. She is perfectly fine. And she can be back to her routine. The only thing you need to be careful is if you are planning for another baby, it will be advisable after three months. Actually doctors advise for six months on a safer side, but since Zoya is healthy and there are no other issues, you can plan for the baby after three months."

It has been more than a month after the incident.Both were back to their routine. Though Zoya took care of all her responsibilities well, be it at work or at home, she was never back to herself. She was always lost in her thoughts. She talked very little. If ever someone asks her, her answer would be a yes or a no. Sometimes Asad doesn't even realise that she is in the same room.It seemed that that the Zoya they all know was lost somewhere.

Seeing Zoya like this, the most miserable and helpless person was Asad. He tried to cheer her up in all means he could, and she always acknowledged his attempts by a smile or behaving to be happy but Asad knew very well that she was just acting to be happier. Whenever Asad try to get intimate with her, he could feel that she is just co-operating with him for his happiness and that she was never involved in the process like she used to be. Hence Asad has literally stopped trying to get intimate with her.

He was really feeling helpless and seeing Zoya in this condition, he always felt guilty about this.

Tired of all these, Asad went to meet Dr. Saira and discussed about Zoya's condition.

Dr: " Asad, it happens with some girls, especially when they have miscarriage and that too the first baby. As from what you told, I can understand that you were not planning for the baby but still she was happy with the fact that she was going to be a mother. Girls get attached to their babies even before they are born about which you can only imagine. The feeling of having a life inside you is undefinable beta. I agree she didn't have much time to experience that. But the feeling is definitely not time constrained. They consider themselves responsible for having lost the baby or sometimes the fear that this will happen again, or the fear that whether they will be able to become a mother again.They will have all such insecurities. Only time heals the situation beta and the most important factor here is Zoya. No one else other than Zoya can fight her insecurities. And you may think things will change if she becomes pregnant again. But she will be more insecure next time. She will always have the fear of losing the baby again. But once the baby is born, things would probably change. So as of now, make her feel better and I am sure she will come out of this phase soon. And still if you find things are going out of control, we can opt for a counseling session."

As: "Thank you doctor. And please I don't want Abbu to know that I have been here. I know he is not there today. So please."

Dr: " Sure Asad don't worry about that beta."

Asad had made an excuse of a client meeting to Zoya. And hence Zoya had returned alone from office. After coming back, she prepared dinner and went back to her room. Dilshad and Rashid had gone for attending a marriage.

Zoya after coming to her room, rearranged her wardrobe and switched on the TV. Though TV was on, she didn't even know when she was lost in her thoughts.

It was almost 11 when Rashid and Dilshad returned. Since it was late and they didn't want to disturb Asad and Zoya, the used their key and opened the front door. Dilshad found there was light in Asad's room and the door was open. So she went to Asad's room. She found Zoya lost in her thoughts and TV was on.

Dil: "Beta, you didn't sleep?"

Zoya got up and walked to Dilshad.

Zo: "No ammi. Actually"

Just then Rashid came in and asked: "Beta, where is Asad? His car is not there. He is not back yet?"

Zo: "Abbu, he has a meeting. "

Ra: "Meeting till 11pm."

Zo: "11 pm?"

Dil: " haan beta its 11"

Zo: " Ya Allah ammi, I didn't know the time. Let me call him ammi."

Zoya went and took her mobile to call him and found there were 4 missed calls from Asad's number.She didn't even realise that her mobile had rang and she didn't even know. She tried calling him but his number was switched off.

She then tried calling their office but no one received the call. She called Asad's PA and enquired about the meeting. But she replied that she doesn't have any idea about the meeting.

She didn't know what to do. She kept on trying his mobile but it was switched off.Zoya was in tears. She was worried why he hasn't reached yet. Rashid also tried to call his number but of no use. Dilshad was trying to console Zoya.

Rashid called and enquired every possible place where Asad could be. But it was of no use. By then Zeenat, Haider and Anwar had also reached there. Haider went to look in search for Asad. After almost an hour, they got a call from Haider. He found Asad's car on the road but he was not found anywhere near by. Since it was late, all the shops were closed and there was no one whom he could ask.

Haider also returned after sometime. Haider told that they will inform police and there was no point in waiting so endlessly.

Zoya was in shock. Nothing was registering in her mind. Only thing which she wanted was to see her Asad. She was praying to her Allah Miya to safely bring back Asad home. It was almost 1 am and then the door bell rang.

Rashid opened the door to see Asad. His head was bandaged. So was his hand. There was blood stains all over his shirt.

Rashid hugged him: "Beta what is all this."Dilshad too ran and hugged him. Seeing Asad in that condition, Zoya was rooted for a second and then she went to him and hugged him so tightly and started crying.

As: "Zoya, there is no need to cry. I am ok. Please relax"

She made him sit on the couch.

Dilshad brought him water.

Ra: "Beta how did all this happen? And all these"

As: " Abbu I am fine. These are all minor injuries. I was coming back home. On the way I got down to get some fruits. But when I reached the shop, I realised that I forgot my valet in the car itself. And I was coming back to get my valet and then a car hit me. Luckily, the couple in the car were good enough that they took me immediately to the hospital. On the way, I got unconscious and hence couldn't contact you. I tried calling Zoya before I lose my conciousness but she didn't pick the phone. It seems they have also tried in the same number. Any how after reaching hospital, when they found out my wounds were not deep enough and I would be fine soon, they waited for me to gain consciousness. They informed that before they could find out another number from mobile, the mobile was switched off. They couldn't contact you as I didn't have anything other than my mobile with me. They dropped me home too. "

Ra: "Let me see Asad" Rashid examined the wounds. The one in his hand was not a deep one. But one in his fore head was quite deep. They had put four stitches also.

Ra: " Four Stitches Asad, pretty deep, Huh?"

As: "I am fine abbu. Let me change,"

Zoya helped him and they went to their room. She helped him to change his clothes and she made him lie down.

Zo: " I am sorry. You called me and I ..."

Before completing she burst out into tears.

As: "Jaan, Shhh. Its ok. See I am alright. Just a small accident."

Zo: "But still Asad... And I was so lost in myself that I didn't even realise that you haven't reached home yet and that you were calling me. And I was not there for you when you needed me.Please forgive me."

As: "Ok. On one condition."

Zo: "Yes tell me what I should do?"

As: " Please get me something to eat Zoya. I am starving."

Zoya smiled and said: " I will bring it soon."

Seeing Zoya's smile, Asad realised that after a long time, her smile was genuine.

Zoya came out of the room and everybody was sitting in the living room.

Di: "Beta, how is he?"

Zo: "He is ok ammi. He is hungry. I will get something for him."

Di: "Beta, you go and be with him in case he needs anything. I will bring the food."

Zo: "Ammi, I am sorry. Please forgive me. It is my mistake that we couldn't be with Asad when he needed us. I am really.."

Before Zoya could finish, Dil: "Beta, you don't need to be sorry. You didn't do it purposely and we all know that. And you were more worried for Asad than us. You go and be with him. I will bring the food."

Ra:" Beta don't blame yourself. And stop crying now. It is not your fault"Rashid said by caressing her head.

Anwar, Zeenat and Haider who were also present there, were happy that Zoya has got such wonderful in laws who supports and cares for her so much.

After some time,Dilshad brought food and Zoya fed Asad with her hands. Since Asad knew very well that Zoya might not have had her dinner insisted thet she should also have food in between to which she obliged.

After a while, Asad dozed off to sleep. Zoya also tried to sleep. Realisation dawned on her that she was so wrong. She was so much worried and upset about having lost her baby that she forgot to care about her husband, who loves her madly. She remebered how he has been trying to make her happy. But she was so lost in her guilt and sadness that she neglected the love that has been showered on her by Asad. And the thought of losing Asad, had made her realised that what she was doing. She realised that she should be happy for having the most lovable husband who loves her like crazy. And instead of valuing his love, she was giving him pain. She understood losing her baby was an accident which she couldn't have done anything to stop that but she is pushing away herself from the beautiful life she has and that is in her hands. She herself is spoiling the beautiful life she has.And she realised that nothing, no pain, no guilt, no insecutity is more important than her husband, than her Asad.Of course she was sad about losing her baby but she decided that she will never let her sadness overpower the happiness which she needs to fill in their lives again.

The next day, Asad woke up by seeing the most beautiful sight, which he had been missing for days, his Zoya, his beautiful wife waking him up with a beautiful smile.

Zo: "Wake up Aashu, Good morning. Its 8am"

Asad was more than happy to hear Aashu from her as it has been days she called him that.

Asad got up and sat in the bed.Zoya handed over him coffee.

Zo: "Is it paining? "

As: "No jaan. It is not paining. I am fine. Are you going to office?"

Zo: " Of course not Aashu. I have forwarded a leave application for a month"

As: "A month? But why? I am fine. I will be back to office tomorrow."

Zo: " No, my dear husband. I have also forwarded your leave application to the MD early morning which he had approved also."

As: "But how?"

Zo: "Aashu, you know very well I know your password. So I sent the mail to MD and he had approved it also."

As: "Zoya but one month why?"

Zo: "I thought you were taking me to Mauritius for honey moon."

Asad was really shocked at this. He had almost forgot about that.

As: " Honey moon? Mauritius?"

Zo: " Why you are taking your new gril friend and not me?"

As: "Jaan. Of course I will take you. But"

Zo :" No if's and but's Aashu. I want to spend sometime alone with you. Be it is Mauritius or anywhere. I don't mind. I know I have troubled you so much and have hurt you so much in the past few days. I want to forget all those. I want to start a fresh. Please..."

Asad was more than happy.He hugged her and kissed her which turned into a passionate one.

To Be Continued...

Thanks,

Sarita

I know most of you may be upset with the sad update. But as it is said Life is not a bed of roses', such situations are inevitable. But it is also true that we can win over any worries if we are determined to and above all if we are loved so much by our loved ones.

May be you will fell that I have described Zoya's condition in a loud way, but losing a child and that too the first one is something so painful that it always remains un healed.

And I promise no more sad updates because writing a sad update is very difficult rather than writing pleasant and happy ones.

Please leave your comments

Res

wow i came 2nd for the first time...🥳

Comeing back to update...😳

Emotional Update...😔

Poor asya they lose their first baby...

Zoya gone to depression because of loseing her baby and asad trying to bring her back to her realself...😊

And finally when asad got injured due to accident zoya come back to her scense...👍🏼

Finally they r going to honeymoon...😉

Waiting for nxt part eagerly so updatd soon...😃

I agree with you

Sad to hear that Zoya lost their baby but its the hard reality of life and her pain was beautiful described !! 👏 and it was not at all 'too much', losing a baby is not something trivial and u showed Zoya's emotions perfectly ! 😃 and finally Zoya realized that she wasnt hurting alone and now she wants to start afresh ! 😳
Amazing update ! ❤️

The realities of life - an emotional yet beautifully written chapter.

hey sarita thanq fr d long chap..
sad Zoya lost baby...
the helplessness on ASYA n their pain is beautifully penned..
I loved it when Zoe decided 2 stay with asad
bathroom scene made me sad
asad's accident made Zoe 2 come out of her depression
happy ...that ASYA r gng fr honeymoon.continue soon