AR FF: I_Want_U_To_Hate_Me_thrd3_Rest Of The Story 4.11.14 - Page 21

Originally posted by: sakshiksg

OMG...what a part...

Riddhima's past is more painful than I thought...

she faced a lot...

its heart wrenching...

cont soon...

Originally posted by: mishtypiya

nice update... continue soon...

Originally posted by: Gudduluvs

Awesum update...thnks...

Originally posted by: --Orchids--

hopefully will update in this weekend..😳

Originally posted by: snha

hopefully you would keep your promise..😉

Part - 28

"cuse me.. can u make it a lill faster, please?" armaan requested the cashier one more time during last 10minutes.. He is now out of his house leaving riddhima alone there, just to bring some medicines & food which she'll need as soon as she gains senses.. though medicines didn't take more dan 5 minutes to collect but damn this restaurant! He requested three times already to hurry & give him the parcel 1st as he has an emergency out there & this soup is specially for a patient but this stupid cashier.. he's doing nothing but saying "just 5minutes, sir!" for god knows how many times..

He checked & rechecked his phone to see how long he's been away from his riddhima and needless to say that each passing minute was doing nothing but making him more & more hyper.. She will need him.. she will need him badly by her side as soon as she wakes up.. He's already witnessed how devastated she's today & his instincts were warning him again n again that she won't be in her stable condition this time again wen she'll open her eyes after her 2^nd unconsciousness.. he, indeed, needed to hurry.. the thought of his riddhima all broken, shattered, alone in the room was making him restless.. at any cost he had to reach home before any thing fatal happens.. but alas! He's stuck here waiting for her food in between counting seconds impatiently.. He knew how weak she is & how badly her body will need these food & medicine but thanx to his carelessness towards himself, his weekly stock for groceries finished long ago & as usual he didn't care to restore them on time & today he's paying for his misdeed.. "I swear I'll keep something at home from now onwards.. if I had had something there, I could have keep an eye on her! oh god! plz keep my riddhima safe.. I just wish she's not doing worse.."

But his chain of thoughts broke wen next moment his cell started vibrating in his hand.. thinking it might be riddhima, he looked at the caller's name hurriedly but his panic subsided wen he discovered it as Abhi..

"haan aabhi.." He said as soon as he accepted the call.

"umm.. armaan wohh riddhuu..??" came abhi's tensed voice.

"mere sath hai buddy.. don't worry.." armaan reassured abhi while indicating the cashier again by his free hand to know how long it'll take still.. "2minutes sir!" he replied apologetically. 2minutes! Now this is an improvement, isn't it! armaan thought nodding his head disapprovingly.

"I know dat armaan nd I'm not at all worried about this.. in fact I'm happy ki tu aur riddhi ek sath hai, par.. par tu ne then kaha tha ki she fainted! Buddy, wohh thik toh hai na?" abhi finally cleared his actual reason of worry making armaan feel again how fortunate riddhima is to have someone like abhi by her side..

"I too hope ki wohh thik ho.." armaan mumbled truthfully though his tone was too low but abhi caught it perfectly.. "kya matlab armaan??" his voice dripping fear.

"actually abhi wen she fainted in sanjeevani main ussey mere sath ghar le gaya tha.. fir beech mein she came back to her senses par pata nahi kyun lekin wohh aaj bahot disturbed thi subah se.. nd may be dat's the reason dat she again fainted after some time.. abhi main ussey ghar pe chod ke bahar aya hoon kuch medicine aur food lene ke liye.. I just hope riddhima abhi tak so rahi ho warna pata nahi kis halat mein aankh khulegi uski.." armaan sighed but again continued.. "I'll take care of her, abhi.. main riddhima ko kuch nhi hone dunga.." armaan said the last two sentences more to himself than abhi..

"ek baat puchoon armaan?" abhi started.

"hmm.." came his unmindful whisper.

"u hve confessed to her, didn't u?" and as soon as abhi fired those impactful words armaan's world froze. Wat should he say now? Should he say the truth or should he wait for some time more.. armaan was all busy battling with his emotions wen he heard abhi's soft, reassuring voice again.. "kab?" he just spoke a simple word but armaan's ear shot up.. "abhi.. mainey toh.." armaan started hurriedly but he was cut in between before he could even get enough time to build an excuse.. "kuch nhi kaha.. I know.. and dat's the reason which cleared my doubt! warna tu answer dene mein itna time kabhi nahi leta.." nd as soon as abhi finished, armaan sighed audibly.. "yes.. I confessed." Armaan not only surrendered to abhi's instincts but also effortlessly created a satisfactory smile across his lips. He thanked god in his heart & hoped nothing wrong went there after. Though armaan didn't speak for next few seconds, but abhi didn't probe either, he simply waited patiently for armaan to clarify the matter lill more so that he could rejoice this revelation & fortunately, he wasn't disappointed as next moment, armaan continued slowly.. "I confessed to her on the very same day wen I went with u in search of her.." armaan paused again to slow his maddeningly beating heart. Did he do wrong? Was it right to reveal these things to abhi now? But he'd guessed it already, didn't he? But then abhi haven't said a word after he supported his intuitions.. god, abhi! Are u angry with me? Have I hurried the matter too much? Of course I did.. I shouldn't have confessed to riddhima this soon.. I'm sure abhi is distasting my stupidity now.. armaan's guilt was getting better of him but still he managed to voice his point of view next moment.. "trust me abhi, I didn't want to say all those that momemt.. I still don't know how but the situation completely changed while we're heading back & unknown to myself, things started slipping away from my hands! That day for the first time riddhima opened a lill in front of me.. and.. and I think that was so unexpected dat it took me over the edge and I made the biggest blunder.." armaan paused. "aur mainey wohh sab keh diya abhi, joh ki main knowingly shayab kabhi nahi keh pata! I'm really sorry buddy.. mainey unknowingly situation ko aur complicate kar diya.." armaan paused again. "kash mainey wohh sab nahi kaha hota toh riddhima aaj iss halat mein nahi hoti.." finally armaan voiced the guilt which was bugging him from hours.. if he had had showed a lill more patience, the situation would have been something different.. but as alwaz the reality is too uncertain.. we do exactly those things that we never plan to do!

Armaan closed his eyes remembering their conversation on that day.. it was still crystal clear in his subconscious mind.. each move, each reaction, each word was still too prominent in his heart n soul dat he doubted whether he'll ever forget that fateful day in future.. but on the contrary, he didn't want to forget anything of it either.. it was the most beautiful moment of his life.. the moment wen he voiced his rawest feelings to the girl whom he loves unconditionally, irrationally or may be too insanely to care for his own life.. all, he wants, is to secure each moment spent with her in the deepest corner of his heart so that nothing can wipe those moments away from his life ever.. may be he'll never get her to himself but at least he can guard these precious moments so that he'll be able to live his life no matter how far life takes her away from him..

"armaan.." abhi's slow whisper finally broke his chain of thoughts and he realized dat the cashier was calling him for his parcel again n again.. thanking to his stars, he hurriedly collected it only after mumbling a soft "sorry" nd then rushed to his bike to reach his love as soon as possible..

"I'll talk to u later, buddy.. I need to reach home fast.." nd he hurriedly cut the call before he could hear any accusations from abhi for his misdeeds.. no ways, he could afford any distraction that moment.. abhi could wait but his riddhima couldn't.. nd so, he zoomed his bike mumbling an earnest.. "I'm coming riddhima.. just hold on a little.. please.."

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"thank u mr. gupta.." abhi uttered professionally as soon as Mr. gupta signed the papers for riddhima's admission..

"thank u so much Mr. gupta.. I knew dat u'll definitely come for ur daughter.." Dr. Avasti, riddhima's psychiatrist, said honestly.

Abhi winched. He only knew how much fuss he's faced to make him agree for riddhi's treatment. But still he didn't try to reveal the truth. Not because he wanted to guard this heartless father, but for the poor soul who was sitting next to him and was staring at her father unblinkingly as if she never knew this person before, as if their still some hope to get her share of parental love..

Mr. gupta got up from his seat & without any words, started to go out of the cabin. Abhi sighed thanking his stars. He pleaded this ruthless man numerous times not to taunt or retort back harshly.. He couldn't afford his lill riddhi sinking deeper in her loneliness but though he requested too many times, he wasn't sure mr. gupta will actually listen to him. It indeed surprised him in a pleasant way.. His unexpected generosity made him question his hatred towards this man.. Is he actually dat bad or he still has some love for his daughter somewhere in his heart..

But abhi's all doubts, all questions got wiped away wen next moment riddhima whispered a painful.. "papa.." her voice was too longing, too traumatic to wrench any beating heart and as expected her father turned only to glare at her with utmost hatred & disgust..

Riddhima froze. How could she expect her father to engulf her in his embrace? How could she expect him to caress her head lovingly while encouraging her to get well soon? Oh! Nothing has changed.. nd nothing will ever be..

Mr. gupta turned back nd then closed the door with a loud thud as soon as he got out of the cabin..

Riddhima was still there staring at the door blankly, thinking & re-thinking wat had happened just.. her father came to make her admitted so that she becomes normal soon.. but then again he left like alwaz without a word, just showing how distasting his daughter is to him.. If his gesture is true then he shouldn't have come here in the first place.. may be his gesture was not wat he actually feels.. may be deep inside his heart, he cares for his daughter, for her! nd riddhima ran, getting up from her seat, leaving an awestruck abhi & fearful mrs. modi behind..

riddhima ran maddeningly to hold the last straw of support.. may be there's still someone on whom she can put her head & find the much needed solace of her life.. "papa.." she shouted in between her deep panting.. but HE never looked back.. again she shrieked.. "papa.." but he simply got into his car nd the driver drove him away from her extinguishing that faded ray of hope completely may be forever.. "papa.." she mumbled in between her silent tears gazing in front till the moment HIS presence went out of her vision proving how much she's over estimated her luck..

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Armaan slowly unlocked the door nd stepped inside. Though he wanted to open the door with an audible push & barge inside but he managed to make it slow, without any nuisance.. wat if she's still sleeping, he didn't want her to get up fearfully or with an unwanted menacing headache.

Leaving the parcel on the dining table, he then turned to his room.. the very room where his life was laying.. He felt his heartbeats rose.. panic started to accumulate.. heart started to fear to witness something painful all over again.. but still he couldn't wait there thinking the unthinkable.. he had to face it & he'll..

Finally gathering all his courage he opened the door. No light.. No sound.. She must be still asleep. He exhaled his long held breath & switched on the light only to get his biggest nightmare all true in front of his eyes. The bed was empty. He panicked. Or may be panic would be an understatement as all color from his face got wiped away & he stood there spot-rooted being completely perplexed.

It took seconds before his senses started working again.. and then without wasting another moment, he rushed towards the bed hurriedly.. where has she gone? The get was locked so she has to be in here but where? May be in the washroom.. his head suggested while his heart agreed to the option hungrily & he decided to check her there but stopped when he heard a soft whisper. He couldn't get wat the whisper meant exactly but he knew whose whisper it was.. nd getting close he examined other side of the bed only to see HER laying unconsciously on the floor while whimpering & shaking alternatively. "oh riddhima!" he mumbled and reached to her side with a lightning speed and knelt beside her.. he extended his hand to put it on her head but paused seeing how miserable she was.. she was completely sweaty in stead of A.C. on while her eyes were doing nothing but shedding silent painful tears.. her breathings was erratic but shallow where as her limbs were shaking in utmost uneasiness.. He drank every detail of her pain but still didn't dare to touch her.. his own heart was bleeding seeing his life being tortured like this.. he wanted to hurry nd bring her close but how could a vulnerable person himself can soothe the one who was suffering in front of him.. he didn't have the courage to protect her.. He thought he was strong enough but now seeing her like this, he highly doubts his confidence..

"wat the hell, pick her up, armaan!" he felt his mind shouting at him again n again but he was too shaken to follow anything.

"pa..pa..." he finally caught wat she must have murmured a few minutes ago.

"papa?" armaan felt stupefied. Oh no! as soon as he registered wat she must be going through, all his fear, all his hesitation got evaporated as he pulled her unconscious body against his heart, the very place where she resides.

He engulfed her tormenting body with utmost security & affection while kissing her head in between.. "sshh.. riddhima.. sshh.." he whispered near her ear while trying his best to provide the support she needed badly.

Gradually, her whimpers subsided, her face calmed, her breathings got normal and next she put her arms around his torso trying to pull him closer but she was so weak that the amount of pressure applied then couldn't even shift a feather, forget armaan! but as always, reading her mind armaan tightened his arms more while putting his head over hers this time.

He was sitting there on his kneels from long nd obviously it started hurting after some time.. but again he was too tangled with riddhima's weak body that he couldn't afford moving without disturbing her.. he craned his neck sideways to find any way to stretch his legs but next moment, wen his gaze accidentally fell upon her now satisfyingly sleeping face he forgot everything else. No pain could matter wen it gives her satisfaction & so he dropped the idea of changing his sitting position.

"armaan.." as soon as he heard her soft whisper, he peeped into her face hoping to see her getting awake but surprisingly he found her still fast asleep.. but the thought that somewhere she knew the reason behind her peaceful sleep is HE, made his heart jump in joy, his lips curved displaying his gorgeous dimples, while his hands held her too preciously than before.. she was looking like an angel in his arms, all glowing under the veil of his love, completely satisfied & relaxed.. he could spend his whole life admiring this beauty but for now he needed to sacrifice this solace & make her wake up.. she's still pale & weak and needed some real food in her system.

"riddhima.." he whispered softly while shaking her softly.. but she didn't response. "riddhima, plz get up.. dekho kuch kha lo, fir u can sleep again.. main mana nahi karunga.." he said gently while shaking her even more.. but still no result.. "riddhima.." he tried again nd finally she stirred only to open her eyes after a few seconds too slowly too painfully.

She blinked & blinked hoping her illusion to wiped away but nothing happened. He was still bent over her face, inches away, staring at her with his utmost love & care.. "armaan.." she whispered, this time in her senses.. to her pleasure, he smiled at her brightly nd then bending a lill placed a small affectionate kiss over her forehead.. next moment, she was in his arms again and he gently tugged her under the duvet placing her half-seated body on the bed while supporting her back with a bundle of comfortable cushions. Then without saying a word he went out of the room leaving a dazzled riddhima behind who didn't get enough time to come back to her senses, as soon she found him sitting in front of her holding a bowl full of steaming soup in one hand while extending a spoonful near her mouth with another.

The feeling of being offered to eat from the hands of the person who loves her unconditionally, made her so overwhelmed that she kept on staring at her offered food unbelievingly still trying to believe dat he's actually feeding her. Never in her life, someone came with a morsel of food when she was laying on her bed half-conscious whimpering in extreme pain & uneasiness.. she did have a family but there was no one whom she could claim as hers nd now wen this stranger has become too integrated part of her life, she still doesn't know how to react to this shower of love..

"riddhimaa.." armaan whispered soulfully bringing her back to the reality nd next moment he fed her lovingly wen she just kept on looking at his affectionate gaze.. nothing in the world mattered to her then, it was only him & his unconditional love for her.. for the first time, she felt blessed.. she felt alive!

"good girl.." he declared smiling broadly, only then she registered that she has eaten the whole bowl of soup without even realizing it for once.. surprisingly, she felt touched. She felt loved!

"now these medicines.." armaan extended two tablets and a glass of water coating them perfectly with the sweetness of his love while she just took them without any objection. It was still a dream to her & she'll do nothing that will bring her back to the bitter reality.

On the other hand, armaan felt overwhelmed. She not only showed any minor objection, but actually let him show how he feels for her actually. and obviously, he felt happy. He felt hopeful.

"abhi tum so jao, ok? Main bahar hoon.. kuch bhi zaroorat ho toh bass awaz de dena.." armaan was about to leave wen riddhima stopped him, "is it right to be little selfish, armaan? Kya kabhi kabhi bass apne liye jeena galat hota hai??"

Originally posted by: --Orchids--

dekhte hai..😳😆