MG FF ~ABHI NAHIN AANA ~ THREAD #8 - Page 33

She wriggled her hand, "let me go please.."

"until you speak out..."

She knew he wouldn't let go. She braced herself up and screamed, "just leave my hand damn it..."

He saw that anger in her eyes..those fiery glints! She pushed him back again and freed her hand, "dare you touch me..."

She slammed her door shut, breaking down completely and leaving him shattered on the other side of the door.

Pain--excruciating pain that shatters your heart and mind! it hurts immensely when you lose something precious and it hurts the same when you realize things! Deeper it goes, more it robs you off tears or any other emotion. A strong feeling that leaves you hanging between life and death!

She didn't want to hurt him yet the pain in her was indeed killing her. Ana was right perhaps...she was indeed a b*tch.. bloody f*cking b*tch! She had indeed f*cked up with their past. Arjun..why would he even approach her like this unless she had done something to him as well! she muffled her cries into her pillow, hearing him knock for the last fifteen minutes!

"Geet..open up jaan.. please..", his voice was weak and she buried herself deep into the mattress, not wanting to listen to him anymore. She had a really messed up life ahead and she hated him for coming back this early when she had been craving for him this badly! His kiss in the gym that day... ohh his touches so arousing. She craved, her body recognized those touches but she was in denial. His touches came alive even in her dreams, his kisses, his protective hold, his love..and she writhed in agony. Her head hurt. She couldn't sleep..she wanted him close, she was restless with the need. She woke up, panting. She just couldn't sleep. Wiping her tears, she rushed out to see him.

She rushed into the hall..there was no one. She checked the study and then finally to his room, which was empty as well. she felt like crying out... he was mad at her. indeed he was. She turned to leave, dejected that another person in her life had stepped away from her when she heard the click of the washroom door. Not even caring whether he was dressed or not, she turned and ran to him, hauling herself in his embrace.

He was surprised to see her here at this time of night but seeing her this much in pain, ripped him apart.. he held her close in his arms, not even caring the fact that he was only in his trousers and was wetting her with the water on his bare body. Warm tears from her eyes fell on his cold skin, making him very much aware of her condition. he straightened her and cupped her face, "tell me Geet.. I wasn't here for just two days aur kya ho gaya hain tumhe?"

She raised her head and let her tears fall, "I want to be with you maan...", she cried.

He wiped her tears with his thumb, shaking his head, "shh.. am right here, with you.."

She raised herself on her toes and pressed her lips on his, feeling him. she snaked her arms around his shoulders and took in his lips for a full mouth kiss. He knew she was restless and since she was recalling things, he really needed to calm her down for her own good. he breathed in sharply and kissed her back, opening his mouth, letting her lead. She felt relaxed, realizing his movements. Tears streamed down and she touched his tongue, with hers, letting him taste that salty fluid from her eyes that had rolled down.

"maan... kiss me..", she asked, desperately. How could he have seen his jaan so vulnerable? He pushed his tongue into her mouth and sucked out her breath. She let her hands wrap around him, trying to feel his skin..umm so hot and so desirable. Their kiss deepened as she sensuously lost herself, though temporarily, from this hurt. Her lips trailed down to his jaw and placed a desperate kiss there.

They parted for a while and he saw it in her eyes...the need for him! he couldn't believe what he was seeing but her words reverberated in the room...i must have loved that man so crazily that nothing else mattered. He had been dying to touch her all these months and now when she was trying to run away, he just couldn't let go. He pushed her down and fell on the bed. She wasn't even surprised. She looked at him longingly and raised her hands to him. he would surely not deny this open invitation. He fell on her, making her gasp and this time, kissed her wildly, "I love you jaan..."

She stilled...his words played in her mind again and again, echoing from the past..every time he had said those..rang in her mind like anything. He stopped and looked at her dazed self. She was overwhelmed with emotion...recalling their moments together..walk in the park, making pan cakes, him taking her out when she didn't want to do her lessons and what not. She felt like crying but arjun's words had been engraved so deeply into her. she had been a b*itch. Her eyes met with his concerned one, questioning her what was wrong. She shook her head and raised up to kiss him. she wanted him to be with her and she'd need it more than her own breaths right now.

He pinned her hands into her mattress as he broke the kiss, licking away the saliva from her chin and traced his lips to the hollow of her neck. She sighed in pleasure as he worked his way further down, not holding back anymore. Her hands itched to hold him and the chance came quick when he left her hands and rolled up her shirt over her breasts. Only he knew how much he had missed her. he let his entire weight fall on her as she gasped. His one hand dug into her cleavage while the other slid down to cup her hips, giving it a squeeze.

"maan...", she moaned out his name, getting back all those memories of their passion for him...those nights they had spent together making wild love and hearing his name on her lips again, filled him with so much desire, arousing him to no limits. He carefully drank her beauty with her eyes and dug his thumb into her left breast, over her bra. She hissed with the sensation he created. His lustful eyes watched her reaction as he circled his thumb gently over and over again, digging in deep into her, making her lips quiver. He dared to go a step ahead, lowering the cup of her bra, exposing her mound repeating the same procedure on her now exposed asset. She clutched his shoulders tightly, digging in her nails into her, screaming. He smiled satisfied with her reaction and lunged forward to take in the whole of her curve into his mouth. She closed her eyes, pressing her head into the pillow as he sucked hard yet gently, awakening those hidden desires in her. she felt herself throb deep down, salivating to get his mouth back on hers. But he bit into her flesh, making her writhe. He was indeed torturing her. she somehow managed to hold his other hand and rest it over her other breast, that was aching for his equal attention. He didn't even think once. his length was already at work, hardening to feel her all raw. Instead of snapping off her bra, he cupped her core over her pjs giving it a hard squeeze.

She gasped for air...the pleasure was just too much. she wanted him to undress her and not hold back. He was arousing her to no ends with clothes on. she pulled his head clutching his hair, until his lips touched her. she was desperate.. more than him now. she unhooked her bra while he bit into her lower lips, tugging at it. she threw the tiny fabric away and smiled into the kiss when her bare chest touched his, making her swoon in excitement.

"ohh Geet... please stop me..", he cried and pulled off her pjs. His hands went back to her breasts as he eased himself between her legs as she parted for him. she surprised him by wrapping her legs round his waist, making his hard manhood touch her core with their clothes on the lower part still on. her fingers scratched his back in ecstasy. He was indeed robbed off his sanity. He wanted to take her right there. she was totally red. Without a warning, he tugged at the elastic of her panties and slid his hand in. Another scream left her mouth as his fingers treaded into her slick folds and settled to measure her length. This was a way too arousing side of his passion she had ever known. But she had no time to think. He kissed her all over, like a mad person, anywhere and everywhere possible. her curves glistened with his moist saliva and his fingers seemed too desperate to explore her further.

He lost the track of time as he took his own sweet time to pleasure her. he was shocked to see her hands drop lifelessly by her sides. He withdrew immediately and looked at her. a calmness had settled over her beautiful face. her soft irregular breaths and closed eyes confirmed that she was asleep. He hugged her tightly..she had been mentally exhausted! He cocooned her in his arms and let her sleep, in his embrace, pulling the duvet over them, "I can't bear to lose you again..", he murmured and closed his eyes.

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She couldn't think straight!! She had found herself completely naked in maan room this morning. It was sweet and so desirous but when reality hits you hard, they shatter your best moments brutally. She had seem him smile and kiss her good morning. She was happy..until it struck her and broke her. he had professed his love for her yet she just couldn't. Her heart ached.. why there was so much pain? She could never forget that look on his face when she had pushed him away and ran out of the room, realizing the reality. He was anyways upset with her behaviour now, her not confiding in him has made him mad. How could she say him? she herself was scared to lose him.

She got ready to leave for office when she heard a knock on the door and then his angry voice, "Geet..get the hell out of that room and face me damn it.."

She trembled with that voice. He was hurt and why wouldn't he when she had been so cold to him and pushing him away after whatever happened last night. she dreaded to face him now.. her memories were all so jumbled up. The knocks became louder until she could take no more. With trembling hands, she opened the door and the next moment she felt herself pinned on to the wall with his tight grip on her shoulder, almost hurting her.

"maan.. it hurts..."

"shut the f*ck up and spit out..what is wrong..", he barked. He'd no way let his love be insulted.

"theres nothing..trust me", she tried to sound convincing. He held her tight with one hand and cupped her cheeks with the other. His fingers dug into her soft flesh, almost tearing away the flesh, "stop lying Geet.. I wont let my love be insulted. Speak.."

She breathed in sharply and thought for a while. she had to calm herself first. She pushed him a bit away and spat out, "I want to leave..."

"what?", he was shocked, "what the hell?"

"I want to shift from here.. I cant stay here anymore.."

He wouldn't even regret to strangle her to death right now. she was behaving like typical Geet handa and no ways he was letting her go this time. He just wouldn't be able to bear this separation again. he inched closer and towered on her dangerously, "no f*cking ways..."

She glared at him with equal intensity, "yes f*cking ways Mr khurana... let me leave.."

She walked ahead until he grabbed her wrists and threw her on the floor, "you are not going anywhere..."

She got up, feeling pained yet angry at the same time, "dare you stop me hotshot... I have got a meeting.."

He shot her such a glare, "no ways in hell you are going out of this room until you tell me.."

"..and you think I will stop..i need to clear certain things maan let me go."

"not even in hell"

His phone rang right at the moment. He just turned his head to check his phone and she made a dash towards the door. Staying with him was tough...painful...like she always had that premonition that something was going to tear them apart and it was happening right there.

He regretted his move..he should've known this girl, "Geet..you are not leaving...", he screamed. She was at the door when he shouted and the next moment, ran out. He followed her down the stairs but she was no ways giving in. She rushed with all her might. Tears rolled down her eyes, "am sorry..am really sorry maan..", she murmured and looked for the car. It was right on the driveway as everyone knew it was time for Geet to leave for office. She quickly got inside and asked the driver to rush out.

He screamed behind her until she was out of the gates. He immediately called Sasha to let him know about her schedule today. They had to talk.. he wont take anymore crap from her. Sasha wondered if there was something wrong between them but then she did mention Geet had some meetings lined up. He sighed and let her go.. this was the last time.

Geet shocked Sasha when she asked her to attend all the meetings on her behalf..

"ma'am...is everything alright?"

Geet sighed, "yea..i.. am just not feeling well."

Sasha didn't want to argue. She just followed whatever Geet said knowing she wasn't in a good mood. She came back in the evening and found a note from Geet that she had gone home. Sasha was not surprised to realize she had some tiff with maan.

Geet sat in the bar for god knows how long, smoking the cigarette and finishing off her third shot. The music was high.. it was dark everywhere but she liked it. soon people filled the lounge and so many things started taking place..it was late evening perhaps. She just walked out, crushing the cigarette under her heels. It felt so heavy.. carrying mountain on your shoulders. she looked around for the driver who came running and opened the door for her.

She wanted to get rid of this restlessness in her that emptiness she was feeling.

"I'll drive..", she just muttered out of nowhere.

"..ma'am do you know how to drive..."

"shut up and go away..", she spoke, dazed and angry. She took to the steering and accelerated. The wind hit her head right on her face and she loved this zooming speed. It soothed her senses... thrilled her, making her forget this world, until she saw a truck right on front of her, honking away. She panicked... realizing she doesn't remember how to drive a car..she had just accelerated and zoomed off. Her eyes widened in fear..the huge truck coming in full force...the bright light in front of her eyes blinded her. in a desperate need to save herself, she turned the steering so hard that the car almost took a 180 degree turn, skidding off the road, missing the truck by inches.

Her eyes snapped open as time became slow. She was still in motion...her hair ruffled! She had faced this earlier... yes she had! And there she saw in that nano second..the entire history of her life... maan, their passionate nights, her breaking his heart..her father's death..engagement... loneliness..the resort... arjun.. and then the car.. she was in tears, listening to his fav song on the radio and the lorry right in front of her.

The car skidded off and hit the lamp post by the road and she just pushed the brake hard as a reflex, panting furiously! Her entire life stood right in front of her...telling her how pathetic she was and how low had she stooped!!!

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