recap: antu goes to her parent's home for pay phere rasam.. raghu already missing her on the very first day..
next two days were too difficult for him.. he barely eat.. he din't like canteen food anymore..
in morning he went to office in hurry..so skipped his breakfast.. n in night he was too tired that he couldn't make anything for himself...
he ordered pizza for both the times...
"oh god! antara.. i miss you yaar..."
today finally he was happy once again.. today he woke up early in morning and checked all his stuffs..
though antara already packed his bag before leaving.. so he din't need to check anything..
but he did and kept daily use stuffs in his bags..
he got ready for office...so that he can come back soon...
today he will go to Delhi to bring his wife back here in their home...
he was super happy...
he was having his breakfast and tying his tie...when his phone rang..
he put a bread slice in his mouth..continued tying his tie with one hand...
and picked his phone..
it was antara...
he placed his phone on his ear supporting with his shoulder...
jhwfjhkfe
hello??
jhkufhwe
kya bol rahe ho..
hmm hmm...
he ate that bread slice completely and then sat on chair..
heyyy...
hi...
what r u doing..
m missing you...
antara blushed.. a smile appeared on her lips...
that means you're having your breakfast... n u're getting late..
that was rude you know..
yeah!! sorry.. she smiled..
hmmm...
u packed ur stuffs...let me know once u leave from there..
okay..
achchha suniye...
hmm???
kya khayenge aap dinner mien..
kuchh bhi...
nahi wo.. it's been 3 days.. dunno how r u managing...
o..h..k..a..y..
bt m such a good S-I-L.. so m nt gonna trouble any one..
bt once we will be bk here.. den i'll not spare u..
yeah!! i know u very well..
yeah???
yeah!!
they both laughed.. n then hang up the call as he was getting late for office...
antara was super happy today..
raghu was coming to her parents house for the first time after marriage..
finally everything was sorted out..
n now finally it feels like a family..
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it was 8 PM..
antara was working in kitchen. her mother came and asked her to go and change her clothes..
antu.. what r u doing here..? i told u to change ur clothes..
raghu will reach here in no time..
n u're wearing this night suit.. go n change..
mumma m good.. n i wear this type of clothes on home..
he is not seeing me for the first time..
i know bt it doesn't look good...
go now..!! i'll do this work..
antara gritted her teeth in anger..
n get ready properly..
in her room..
antara was getting ready..she wore a royal blue saaree.. and did some light make-up.. cursing her mother for all this..
she heard the horn of his brother's car..
they have come.. her heart skipped a beat thinking of meeting after so long..
yeah!! right.. so long!!...3 days!! .. i know...
she came in balcony.. and looked down...
Awww.. he was wearing her fvt white shirt.. her heart was beating on a super fast speed...
she stood there.. and kept staring at him.. as if waiting for him to see her...
raghu came forward and touched her parent's feet.. they blessed him and called him inside..
raghu noticed antara was not there..
he looked antara's nephew and passed a smile to him...
he too smiled.. raghu picked him in his arms..
he was about to come inside the home... bt then he stopped..
he looked above and saw her staring at him...
he passed a smile to him.. and to his surprise she ran turned and ran inside her room...
"ise kya hua".. raghu wondered...
antara checked herself in mirror and came downstairs..
her mom stopped her and checked her if she was looking good... she smiled at her..and allowed her to go inside..
antara came in the living room.. and joined everybody...
raghu saw her again and smiled... he was happy to see her again.. he shifted a bit on couch offering her a seat..
her heart was beating fast.. she din't sit beside him bt actually sat near her father... raghu surprised again...
he din't even got a chance to say hi to her...
n she?? she is sitting there lowering her eyes.. what's wrong with her...
n she is dressed up like a newly married girl. he smiled thinking of that her mother would have forced her for that..
they all sat together and talked for some time..
they had some light dinner and everybody asked raghu to take some rest as he might be getting tired..
bt raghu insisted them to sit together as he met them after so long and came home for first time..
they all were happy... they sat together and talked for hours...
meanwhile raghu tried to talk and sit with antara numbers of times ..bt all in vains..
he was getting irritated with her behavior..esp when she nodded in no to sit with him for dinner...
she was busy in kitchen with her bhabhi...she came once or twice in room only to serve food.. =(
she kept smiling or lowering her gaze whenever she went in front of him..
after dinner raghu came in kitchen to have some water and then he found antara alone in kitchen..
he came to her and antara took two steps backward... she immidiately lowered her gaze...
what's wrong with u antara...
ji..? .. nahi.. kuchh nahi...
why r u behaving so weird..
nahi.. nahi to...
raghu heard some footsteps approaching towards kitchen...
uggghhh!!!!
n he left from there...
as soon as he left. antara turned and placed her hand on her heart...
she smiled.. bt as she saw her bhabhi.. she calmed down her self and continued her work...
after dinner they all had a healthy family discussion..discussed abt rantara's life in bangalore..
their job.. family..
talked abt their school and college life...
(i suck at this part.. i can write only abt rantara.. no one else.. so nothing abt their convo..)
it was 12 AM.. n then everybody decided to go to bed and planned to go for some outing tomorrow..
beta raghu.. u n antara can sleep in guest room..
its ok mom.. no need to worry.. we will sleep in antara's room only..
beta.. its a very small room.. its okay..
guest room is ready. it will be fine for both of u..
don't worry mom.. i'll be fine..
antara dragged raghu in side and said...maa is right.. u won't be able to manage in my room.. n there is no ac..
i know u can't sleep without that..
raghu patted on antara's shoulder..
u're trying to ruin my image in front of them..
shut up.. n m nt interested in talking to u..
suniye... !!! antara tried to talk to him.. bt he din't listen to her...
raghu came bk to mrs kaul..
mumma m fine.. u go and please take rest.. we will sleep in her room only..
it's perfectly fine..
they all wished good night to each other.. and went to their room..
antara's room was upstairs.. antara picked raghu's back and he followed her to her room..
he came inside.. and antara laughed as she saw raghu's face...
see, i told u.. its a small room..
we won't be able to manage here...
raghu rolled his eyes...though it was very neat and beautifully decorated room
bt there was one single small size bed..
it was a bit hot in night.. as there was no ac...
raghu looked at antara...
u know.. i don't like AC.. so..
if u want we can still go in guest room..
no it's fine..
n anyways m nt gonna talk to you...so u also don't try...
huh!!!!
he said and took his bag from her hand..
what???
he opened the bag and took his boxers and tshirt...
he opened buttons of his shirt..and was about to leave for taking bath..bt antara stopped him..
she pulled his hand and made him turn...
what do you mean?? ...
leave my hand...
no first u tell me. what do you mean..that u won't talk to me...
huh!!! raghu said and made a face to her...
arey!!!
what arey??? mujhe kahne se pahle apna behave dekho..
tum kaise kar rahi ho...?
what did i do.. abhi tak to bilkul theek the..
ab kya hua...achanak kya bura ho gaya mere behave mein??
ab kya hua???
haan..!! ab kya hua...
raghu showed her a finger and warned her.. "mujhe pareshan mat karo.. m very tired...n as i said.. i dun wanna talk to u..."
bade ajeeb ho... aur mujhe laga tha itni saari baat karoge mujh se.. yahan to jan...n...
before she could finish.. her throat got dry...
raghu threw his clothes on bed and held her arm tightly
y...e...!! she uttered very softly..
shut up!! he said in husky voice...and pinned her to wall...
she gulped her saliva..
she tried to move.. bt raghu held her arm very tightly.. she hissed in pain..
he saw that in her eyes.. so he left her arm bt leaned over her blocking her way from both sides...
her eyes started fluttering...
she tried to remove his hand and walk away..
bt he held her from her waist... and pulled her into him..
for antara it was all going in slow motion.. she felt his fingers sliding on her waist..
she was dying with his closeness..
bt raghu..??? he was angry with her..
though he couldn't express his anger in anger actually...
bt he wanted to crush her down for ignoring him for past 4-5 hours.
he din't know why he was upset with her behavior.. he din't even tried to think why she did that...
it's just he was expecting her to come and hug as soon as he reached home..
he wanted her to smile when she see him on her doorsteps..
he wanted her to ask for his well beings..
as much as he was thinking abt her and that shy smile in front of all..
his grip was getting tighter on her waist...
she placed her right hand on his chest to stop him.. bt he was in no mood to stop...
he placed his left hand on wall.. and pressed her towards wall holding her waist tightly..
she felt pain in her hand.. bt he was standing so close to her that she wasn't able to move her hand..
she trembled with the touch of his hands on her bare waist..
she got hit with wall with a thud and was pushed back into him...
she closed her eyes in pain and fear..and clutched his already opened shirt below the collar with her left hand...
her breath was getting harder...they both stood there like that only...
she touched his bare chest gently.. and roamed her fingers downwards...
they both were loosing their senses..raghu closed his eyes feeling her soft yet trembling fingers on his body...
they both were unaware what came over them.. raghu held her right hand and pushed it downwards making her closing her fist.. and scratching his bare chest...
he placed her hand on his waist.. he again placed his hand on the wall
when she din't feel any movement from his side.. she opened her eyes..
and looked at his face...his face was just few centimeters away from her...
raghu looked at her with so much love and a bit of anger in his eyes...
he din't say anything.. bt his eyes were complaining for something...
antara felt losing herself in his eyes.. she opened her fist... and touched his back inside his shirt..
he lifted his left hand.. and walked more into her.. though there was no space for air even...
he touched her hairs with her left hands. and moved her locks behind her ear..
she was melting with his proximity..
he was unaware of what he was doing on her..
he slid her hand in her locks and held her neck from behind very gently and firmly..
her eyes were fluttering continuously... she tried to hold him for support making her rubbing his back...
though he decided not to speak to her.. and was supposed to be in anger..
yet he had so much happiness on his face finally being with her...
he moved more into her..
rubbing his body with her's...
he roamed his fingers on her bare waist...she was getting weak with his touch..and wasn't able to stand on her feet...
all this happen in a drifted moment.. and yet it felt like ages passed.. and they were there only..raghu standing locking antara in his arms..
antara's bhabhi called her name standing on her door.. bt she din't get any reply..
she knocked it gently... bt none of them replied..
door was open.. where are they..? should i go inside..? she thought..
she called her name again.. bt no response again...
she came inside and her eyes got widened.. she closed her mouth with her hand to control her laughter...
rantara was unaware of her presence..
raghu slid his left hand downwards on antara's back...
her grip was getting tighter on his back.. except lifting her face above a bit she had no space left to move her body...
wha...what are you doing..?
he din't reply her...she lowered her eyes..
lea...ve me.. she uttered with very difficulty..
no!!!.. not now...
she looked above straight into his eyes...
he nodded in no.. not now... he said..
her eyes got widened with his answer... (i was wondering uske dialogue se her eyes got widened bt not by his actions.. :P :P)
her throat got dry.. he pressed her more.. her lips were brushed on his throat sending shivers to their bodies..
Antara!!!!! he said in his husky and seductive voice...
i missed u so much....he said and bent over her...
her bhabhi was about to leave bt she got hit with door and she glass was dropped from her hand...
rantara heard that sound...
raghu immediately loosened his grip and released antara..she straightened herself...
m so sorry..
i was just leaving...
bhabhi wait..!! antara said and came forward..raghu turned his back and buttoned his shirt...
ji.. kahiye..
sorry to interrupt u both.. actually u forgot this in kitchen..
she gave her a water bottle and glass... u might need this.. she giggled..
antara smiled weakly..
she was dying with embarrassment..
aap bula leti mujhe...
yeah!! i knocked twice.. bt...
antara lowered her gaze.. her bhabhi giggled and pinched her..
which wasn't unnoticed by raghu.. he looked at antara.. and she looked at her bhabhi in shock...
ohkay.. m leaving.. sorry once again..
no.. it's okay.. antara said...n nodded in no...
u guys carry on...they both looked here and there in embarrassment..
good night... she left giggling...
good night... antara said.. raghu din't said anything..
once she left.. antara closed the door.. and locked it from inside...
she took a deep breath and turned to raghu..
though she was not able to look at him.. still she tried..
and raghu was ready for next phase..
what the hell was that...??
what???
what???
yeah!! what what??
oh god..what would bhabhi think about us... she rubbed her forehead and got tensed..
what would she think??? raghu asked raising his brow...
you know what would she think..!! she said in a pissed tone
so that's good actually.. ! raghu replied
what?? antara was losing her mind...
yeah!! you're my wife.. i won't do this with you.. then who is it supposed to be...
you know... what kind o.... raghu cut her in between...
yeah! but she doesn't.. and if she thinks opposite of this.. then that's not good for us..
got that...?? raghu said and smiled...
anatra shook her head in confusion.. and her brows were frown..
still.. she wasn't here at that time...then why did u do that...
what were you trying to prove...???
nothing. i was just trying to tell you that i am mad at you...
why...?? what did i do...
that i won't tell you.. he said and picked his clothes and walked into bathroom..
fine!!
fine..!! he said and closed the door...
she sat on the bed and took a deep breath...
n then moments of past few minutes flashed in front of her eyes...
she felt his touch on her waist.. his hands roaming on her back..
what was he doing...?
she felt his closeness when her lips brushed on his throat...
she touched her lips with her fingertips..
a smile appeared on her lips.. she closed her eyes remembering his proximity..
the way he pushed her.. n she got bumped back into him...
her body getting rubbed with his bare chest...
her hands roaming on his rock hard chest and holding his back for support..
she looked at her fingertips and smiled...
bt she came out of her trance with his voice and cursed herself for thinking about all this..
when this is not true and never gonna be true.. a lone tear escaped from her eye...
Raghu...
as soon as he entered in bathroom.. he cursed himself.. he was lost in his thoughts..and just hang the clothes...
he din't remove his clothes and turned on the shower...
he stood under it and brushed his hairs with his hands...
"what the hell was that..." raghu asked himself...
how can i do that with her.. what would she be thinking abt me...
how i can loose my control like that...
i was a bit angry on her..
bt that...???
bt it's her fault only... she made me to do that...
no she din't... i should have controlled myself.. raghu was fighting with his own thoughts...
though i din't react in front of her..bt it was so embarrassing..
n she din't do that to me...right??
'course she did... !!!
once again all those moments flashed in front of his eyes...
he could still feel her.. melting with his touch...
her useless attempts to make her free from his grip and finally taking a deep breath after getting tired..
he could still feel her hot breath on his chest...
another moment flashed in front of his eyes.. and he closed his eyes in guilt...
when he held her small fist and placed her hand on his waist making her rubbing his back with her butterly soft fingers...
how can you do that raghu.??..
dude.. that was too much... i can't do that with her...
n then his mind played with him once again...
but then.. she is my wife.. whom i supposed to do that with...
shut up!! just shut up!!! raghu brushed his fingers in his hairs..
he was trying hard to make himself calm down..
s..she ...she is Antara dude.. Antara..!!!
oh god!! what will she think about me...
he increased the water pressure and removed his shirt...he noticed her nails marks on his chest.. he touched his throat and felt the touch of her soft lips...
moments from flashback came in front of his eyes..
when he tried to kiss her in her sleep..when he slept hugging her in that rainy night...raghu brushed off all his thoughts immediately...
he turned off the shower and looked for his towel..
he once again cursed himself...
"isi ki kami thi..."...
he took a deep breath... and called her...
Antara!!!
she din't reply...
he opened the door a little.. and called her again..
this time in a very gentle and calm voice..
Antu...!!
Antara was lost in her own thoughts but then she came out of her trance hearing her name...
haan..?? she asked...
umm.. ... i forgot my towel there.. can u plz give it to me...
oh! ohkay..!
wait!! first you need to tell me.. why r u mad at me...
antara.. m feeling cold..its not time for all this..
no.. first u'll tell me.. or stay there only...
fine..!! it's some night gown of urs here.. i'll use it then...
what??
u know.. i'll do that...
dare you touch that..
n dare you try to play with me..
now give me my towel..
huh!!! she made a face and gave him his towel...
he came out after a few minutes...
antara had already set the bed.. it was a single bed..
n no matter how hard they try.. it was difficult for them to manage here...
don't u think it's too small..raghu dried his hairs with his towel and said..
antara rolled her eyes.. and picked her night dress and went in to the bathroom..
ok.. yeah! i know it's my mistake..
after few minutes..
ok..u sleep now.. it's very late and you must be tired.. antara said standing beside him near bed..
raghu din't reply her..
2mrw we have this outing with whole family.. n then day after tomorrow we have to go back..
you'll get tired.. n for whole day u were in office..
so it's better that u take some rest..
raghu again din't reply to her...
he was lying on the bed.. doing something in his phone..
antara rolled her eyes in anger and snatched his mobile..
what the hell.. give it back to me..
no..!!
first u tell me.. what did i do.. that u're so angry with me..
u're not even talking to me..
raghu made a face to her.. and leaned back to the bed..and closed his eyes..
antara threw his mobile on him in anger..
raghu looked at her in anger...
tears rolled down on her cheeks..
i hate when you do that.. raghu said.. she turned her back to him...
i was so happy that you're coming today...
you think i wasn't..
i missed you so much in these 3 days..n u're behaving so weird..
me???? it's u who is behaving weird...
i thought when you'll come.. i'll talk to you so much..
i'll tell u.. how i felt when i met my parents after so long..
bt u???
u're behaving like u din't even want to see me... antara said and was about to walk away...
raghu gritted his teeth in anger..
he held her elbow and turned her making her look at him...with sudden pull she fell on him...
he was sitting on the bed.. and she fell on him..
trying hard not to properly fall on him...
her one hand was on his shoulder..
raghu pushed her down and she fell on the bed..
he came on top of her from side... she tried to move.. bt he blocked her way..
what did u say...?? i din't want to meet you...
u think i din't miss you...
i was dying there without you... i missed u so much...
antara saw some kind of pain in his eyes.. she was confused that what happened to him suddenly...
she looked in his eyes and tried to find answers.. raghu left her elbow and caressed her arm...
a few minutes before they both were feeling guilty of their proximity and again they both were losing themselves...
raghu bent completely over her.. she was feeling his weight on her body...
she tried to get up.. bt he din't let her move... antara wasn't able to understand him...
what is he trying to do...
when i came here.. i thought u'll hug me as soon as u'll see me...
bt u din't even smile..
antara frowned her brows... "what???" she thought...
i tried to talk to you so many times.. u din't even look at me..
as if i din't matter to you...
i asked u sit with me for dinner.. bcz i missed u for three days.. when i sat alone for breakfast or dinner..
i thought u'll serve me today.. bt u din't even come there...
antara din't realize that unknowingly she did hurt him..
i din't m... she tried to say.. bt he din't let her complete..
u forgot me in 3 days only.... raghu said and loosened his grip over her hands and moved back..
a lone tear escaped from antara's eyes in happiness... she was happy seeing this possessive side of his husband..
raghu was about to get up.. bt antara held his hand.. and made him sit beside her...
she cupped his face.. and place a gentle yet loving kiss on his cheek...
raghu lookedd at her in surprise...
what was that for..? he asked..
i'm sorry...that i hurt u..
bt u shudn't be mad at me...
how m i supposed to come n hug u in front of bhaiyya n mumma-papa..
yeah!! raghu rolled his eyes..n thought...
'course i missed u.. n i was happy to see u...
bt everybody was there downstairs.. what would have they thought.. if i sit with u for dinner..
did u want mumma n bhabhi to cook everything..
no...
then...??
n u started imagining that u don't matter to me...
i was just...
i'm sorry...
huh! u know hw much it hurts when u held my elbow..n pulled me..
antara rubbed her arm.. n raghu looked at her...
n that time also..it was hurt so badly.. bt no.. once u're angry.. u don't care abt me anymore..
u pushed me on that wall so badly..
raghu lowered his eyes in guilt.. and so did she remembering their proximity...
she moved back.. n he sat on the bed..
raghu held her hand and looked at her arm.. there were his finger prints on her wrist... and some red marks.. those were printed when he pushed her on wall and held her arm tightly...
is it paining...? he asked..
hmm.. thoda thoda... she nodded in yes...
raghu caressed her arm softly..
and asked her for ointment..
its' okay...she said and nodded in no..
raghu held her hand firmly and placed a wet kiss on her arm...
antara closed her eyes.. raghu kissed her twice and blew air...
is it still paining.??.. he looked straight in her eyes and asked...
no... not now.. she lowered her eyes...and nodded in no...
r we good..?
hmmm.. she nodded..
okay.. u know what... raghu said and lay down on the bed.. he opened his arm.. and asked antara to lie there..
she din't look at him.. and moved her hair strand behind her ears...
it's okay... i know i was behaving a bit possessive today.. bt i promised u.. i won't do that again..
a bit???
yeah! a bit..!!.. now shut up..!!
antara lie down on the bed keeping her head on his biceps..
we both share each other's pain and happiness..
hugging or kissing each other and soothing some one's pain doesn't always mean being physical with him/her..
when he was scared that night and he asked me to sleep beside him.. we slept hugging each other...'bt he never touched me in wrong way..
or with wrong intentions..
bt today what i saw in his eyes was more than concern.. i never expected him to be so possessive for me.. that if i won't talk him for once he will get so angry...
antara was lost in her thoughts.. when raghu called her...
they both kept talking for some time and soon they dozzed off...
precap: rantara's outing and then bk to home...
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