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Arshi's Index
EPISODE 228
Raisin in Time...
"Khushi's bullet train" which I think most of us are
thinking has no direction but why?We can blame for so many things but I am not
thinking the way she is acting , I am thinking the reasons why is she doing
that? I think we are neglecting the true image of her character..I am not going
to say that I am a master but because this is my character and truly depicts me
and my actions & reactions towards life over these years.I did a lot of
things which are/were not my trait but I did to reach to some target no matter
what,which made me restless day and night under my egoistic self respect banner
or for any reasons.I feel her pain right from my heart and how is she coping
with that.You can't understand any one's pain in a true manner till you are in
that person's shoes.
There
is no doubt the execution of each and everything in this track is pathetic but
the true meaning is really touching and that's what I am feeling here.CVs has
completely gone insane putting so many hidden meanings through nonsense which ,a
common person can't connect .They went too far this time as connections and
meanings are hidden in metaphoric dialogues like a puzzle pieces.
I don't think that CV's
have totally jeopardized Khushi's sweet ,innocent and caring side.Not at
all.She is impulsive by nature and always acts first and thinks later.But when
she puts two and two together, no one can beat her.Today,Her hugging the rude Bubbly with her
charmed nature of becoming Bubbly which melted the kiddo right away shows her
friendly nature , "thode paagal hain par hum kum
thoda hi hain"... [that was the
connection to show her interaction with kids just like in Beauty & the
beast and right after her engagement
when a small boy reminded her of Arnav who never says sorry.] ...Second, when she
was in the office and her Jalaibi talk was making sweet connections with others
as Jalaibi is her sepeciality,"sweets, Food...meaning she is still same old
Khushi who thinks this office as hers now because of her LG and don't forget he
didn't close her Dabba service either...Third, she is sweet with every member of
the family except Shyam and Arnav... Now the question is,Then why is she not
doing anything about that piece of dirt Shyam who misbehaved with her
disgustingly ? and why with only Arnav...
Hear
me out calmly..., Shyam was her culprit but after her marriage , He is out of
that category...She thinks and said it loudly..."Aap
shaadi shuda rahain ya nahin magar hum aapki zindagi ka hisaa nahin ban sakte...and her declaration...Apney
sukh keh liye Anjaliji ko aapko chodna chahiye..."...That triggers the mind
that she is done with him ...chapter closed...and now he is Anjali's convict and felon
and she supposed to punish him...,"Anjaliji aankhain
kholiye...kahin baithe baithe na so jayega" ...very deep meaning here...
Here comes Arnav's words"tum har kaam akaile nahin kar saktin..."...as Khushi had
two moments where she could set things right about Shyam, First, when she found
out and she couldn't tell Anjali and Second on marriage day , after Payal made
her realized and she wanted to tell Arnav but Anjali's pregnancy stopped her as
well as Buaji.She might do something later but then WHAT happened,her dreamsgot interrupted and
snatched away from the very same man who set those dreams for her.BUT remember
she also has no clue the change in her Prince is because of this Scorpion's
poisonous bite at this point.She did take care of him really good later after
knowing his TRUE abilities during kidnapping.So in her eyes, Arnav is her
delinquent who shattered her dreams and at the same time she loves him
regardless of her hate.
PONDERING CONNECTED DOTS:Her dreams...
Today's epi is raising a beautiful point to look upon,Kishmish...
RIASINS, lots of em.Why do we have again em after Episode 109. Symbolism and connection"mewe ka halwa"
[raisins sweet]Raisins are symbolic of the passage from the bitterness of
sorrow to sweetness of new beginning, forgiveness and solace and comfort in the
eternal salvation and freedom of the departed soul.
That day Khushi brought this Halwa for
Arnav to free him from his sorrows to bring his departed happiness and
sweetness back but he shattered her dreams , her hopes.
Just like yesterday Anjali said"Khushiji apni khushiyan talash karne ki koshish kar rahi hain..." ...
Kishmish,a dried grape...as halted dreams
, stalled hopes of Khushi...lots of em..."Charon
taraf khushiyuon ka mahol, tare, phool, Rajkumar...these are her hopes and dreams which she starts her day from and
hopes that her oath which she took by holding her manglasutre that she will
bring her Arnavji back to her will come true...she is living and burning day by
day in this ...yeh sawal humain din raat khata rehta
hai..."
Khushi who is an orphan, and started her life and became mature
way too early but didn't loose her childish side which Arnav adores and always
takes care of her and even in his absence he will remind Akash to do so and
later will tell her "I love you the way you
are"
From episode 1st,
on the road , a boy asks hher "Where is your Rajkumar?" and helicopter passes
by.Her destined Rajkumar and she was in her fancy attire...on her scooty.Did she
think anything but to save her family from trouble...She is a fun living and
optimistic as could as she be but her dreams are started getting shattered or halted
the moment she met her Rajkumar...since the epi 1st.He shattered them like those pearls.
Her first shattered dream was
on Diwali night where her Rajkumar showed her the way to him and she did give
him her heart which he broke in million pieces and she stood there on Eternal
heaven to find his reasons...but did she
stop there, No she came to him to ask him the answer"aur
woh sab.." But he did not give any answer.Halted...postponed...and when he
came after her...just shattered her more to make her meet the reality and her
unborn hope and dream got detained.But did she stop dreaming, NO...she tried to
move on and got engaged with Shyam may be for the sake of her family but she
decided to stick on... but fate brought her back to him.
Her second shatterd dream, Her Rajkumar came into her life a-gain
and showed her the meaning for her Dhak Dhak and it's reason...why because her
dream of this Rajkumar never vanished.He started weaving a dream for her this
time and when she became ready to hear it on the terrace waiting for her
Rajkumar,she got entangled within evil's embrace.The evil made her forgot every
dream at that moment and she ran for her own survival, realizing later to tell
her Rajkumar about Shyam but again got halted by Anjali's pregnancy.The day
which could have been the happiest day of her life has turned out to be the worst day of her life.A girl who dreamt of a wedding with her Rajkumar, waited
for 18 years, survived one heartbreak to another, finally finds her Rajkumar
under the cloak of Shaitan who put her sister's life in her hand.Do or
Die...without telling her any reasons again...
She took all this and still is standing on her feet in her senses...I
won't expect at all at least for a girl aged 18.
Now comes to the third shattered dream, Heer-Ranjha, the story eternal lovers. Just
imagine how Khushi must have felt there?She is not shedding any hope she comes
to him and asks him" jo jo bura kaha uska koi matlab
nahi... main hamesha hanesha tumse kya ..." but Pathetically the girl who is
yearning to hear from her Rajkumar " simple words of hopes" but
always ends up with no answers ... Her frustration shows here in this scene when Arnav
asked "batana
mujhe kab aana hain" that "phir aapke
zindagi ki sabse aachi ghadhi aayegi ... Hum mar jayenge".She is
seeping into this reality that may be this dream of her's has a dead end.But
the very next moment, her Rajkumar confesses, "Tumhare bina Ranjha kuch nehin hain Heer",and
again her dead end sees a way out.She was longing to hear these golden words
from his mouth but he proves her wrong again and in return screamed at her to
shatter her more but she is still standing on her hopes and dreams.Can anyone imagine her "State of mind"?
Then comes Holi fourth crappy moment, her Rajkumar
did show her way to his heart which she feels and has a vague memory but again his
denial leaving her confuse more than ever.
The moment she seems to
come back to life, this "Rajkumar" comes
back to hurt her again. No one can maintain "Sanity"
after this much heart break... Absolutely not...
She is irritated with the one person who rules her heart; the one person
who is her heart's Rajkumar and now she is understanding
that her Rajkumar and Shaitan are one so how to tame em to accept or blurt the truth ...Today's epi is giving us hints about her
halted dreams and how is she reacting towards it after that much of her heart
break.But she is an optimistic girl and always sees good in evil.When your
dreams are shattered then your heart might explode and that is happening with
her.This epi makes us ponder so much after Diwali.
Arnav is her culprit who married her in a
wrong way and not even telling her the reason...The REASON of the "Chot" because of which he married her.She knows he will
never give her any answer easily so she is trying everything in her hand to
make him blurt it out.She is testing his small patience to make him angry..."ghuse main dimagh band" Arnav who will
tell her the truth..."hum
peh ghussa karne ka koi bhi bhana chalega..."...but
she is forgetting something, this is not her trait and she can't separate
herself from those roots.She is giving him, tit for tat treatment by tainting his self respect [ Promo 4...humain humare kapde banate hain...in his office...]...
Today she took his clothes away, his identity...the way he rooted out her
values..her identity on the day of marriage.Today she did all in his office,
his Mandir, his second home...the very same way he deprived off her dignity in her palace, in mandir, in her
DM's house. He is
doing it for his sister but she is doing it to find the truth.
Khushi who is really
Buaji's titliya and sanka and for her ,others' smile is a real gift and joy
.Who can't even think to give anyone any kind of "Chot" and she has been accused from the very same man who
she can't even imagine to do such a thing and for her to understand the
magnitude of his "chot", she has to
first understand the magnitude of His love for Her..."jisee
jijaan se chahte hain .To understand that love, she has to let
go of all of her anger, hurt, and frustration behind her hidden smile."apne kartavye se peeche nahin hatna.." This can only
be done when she can differentiate in between her extreme out of box antics
from extreme harmful actions which can jeopardies HIS life. This is the build
up where she will learn and snap out of it after seeing her man's health down
the drain because of her foolishness.
Pause here: She stops her all of her extreme pranks
after Arnav's fainting incident.Huge difference in between her pranks now and
later.She changes her strategy and GH track shows the new level of
understanding in between them. When he tells her the reason of their marriage ,
she connects all of these dots, his true , genuine concern for his sister and
that's why ...when she questions herself...of his wrong doing"WHY he did that?..." She couldn't remain angry with
him and try to make her side clear regardless of her acceptance or rejection by
Arnav because she can't live with this thought that he thinks ill about her"jab aap humare barey main itna ghatiya sochtey hain.."...again
her trait, her self respect her dignity..."hum ney
aisa khuch nahin kya jiski aap humain itni badi saza dain..."...She repents
for not telling about Shyam earlier..."Khushi tum ne
mujhe batana zaroori nahin samjha" ...That is her repent which she feels
and wanna clear her side later on but then their separation takes this whole
thing to a new level of their love where all this becomes MEANINGLESS.
My
grabber is today he is accepting all of her irritations patiently because it is
way better than her silence. Yesterday , his Di applied Tikka on him and he
accepted it unwillingly and today Anjali's hints are running in Khushi's brain
as bullet train.She is on her "101 mission" to annoy him more, pretends to
apply Tikka from her own forehead without realizing the HEAT of this contact is
ready not only to melt her but also is
ready to liquefy him , to disintegrate him in his own desires.Desires to hold
her forever while she is doing all of this just to go away from him.She gets
possessed by her desires and stays there holding him so gently and firmly like
there is no tomorrow and this is the first time when ARNAV sees this familiar
possessiveness in her which he does for her.That ignites him and melts his
pounding heart which only holds LOVE for her which always makes him weak, damn
weak.His lascivious and sensuous "khushi..." by
gulping all of this proximity and her brushing breath on him shows how deeply
he is affected by her and so is she as she couldn't separate herself either .Both
brushes off their raw vulnerability.He walks away by rubbing off her tikka
applied by Khushi..again his rejection...
Pause here:That
shows how he sees Anjali and Khushi.Anjali is at higher pedestal and Khushi is
a betrayer for him now and one day he will descend for her just like he is
doing for his sister.She will be illuminating his dark world and will bring his
dreams out and those dreams will be associated with her.
I
loved this picture for its significance and symbolisms for so many reasons. She
was bending towards him and he was looking up towards her. There will be one day when Khushi will bow down to his PURE LOVE which is
noble and important as her DM.Here comes
Naniji's words.."chote jab kissi se pyar kart haimn
aur unki khatir khuch na kar sakat hain tou khud ko hi saza daiwat hain..." That
day she understands the depth of his love for her and that takes her to
understand his "chot"...She remembers how he saved her in guest house
broken building putting his life in danger, he saved her in the rain and tried
to give her warm coat by making himself drench in the rain,she remembers his
worried concern when she hurt her wrist with bangles,how he came after her to
put bandage on her injured finger,and how it was hard for him to detach himself
from her while leaving and she jerks up from this slumber.She finds the answer.
For
Arnav, sky is the limit and he is always climbing, always looking up regardless
negative traits around him try to pull him down. One day Khushi's love will be his limit, he will wish
for it, he will always want it, he will always look towards it and when time
comes, he will climb towards it and achieve it.
PONDERING
CONNECTED DOTS:After kidnapping , Khushi wants to leave
him because of her self respect and his past taunting attitude but he never
lets her leave"tumhaim paa kar rahoonga and aur apni
zindagi ka hissa banaoonga hamesha hamesha keh liye..."
Symbolism and
connections:Bindi on forehead as Shiv's third eye, as a spiritual eye
which evolves the process of thinking and acts through inner vision but
evolution is never easy ...it goes through with nasty phases till its
completion...It is associated with chakarvyue, chakra...inner enlightenment but it
is circle ...which brings changes through confusion process, with mistakes.This
track is entangling with Khushi's exploration.Episode 254-255 "Nafrat keh iss mahol main kuch tou hai..." She figures
out all since the day one and that day when pearls are scattering from her Dori...they
are opening each layer of their relation in front of her to feel the real
essence of it.AND that light will show her the path to her Arnavji.
Come on the last scene , again she is the one
who tried every thing to get out of this mess but he forced her to retreat for
not telling any one and now .."To Know the truth and to get out of the house "
All of her attempts got backfired and Arnav did not get irritated enough to
throw her out..she did not give up yet and today her smile in the office
at the end because she is seeing a glimpse of her success.Don't forget he told her , he will eat pasta and she mocks him with geela geela pusta to make him angry.When she will find out he didn't eat and take his meds, she will repent and will stop...Just like Hot tea thrown scene.
Pause here;From becoming a halwai to
nainital trip to empty his tank to make him stop.From desi girl to crashing his
office for her fight for being right to fight for La. ...what has changed now ?
..Khushi's character remains the same what has changed is Arnav's reaction and
that makes us thinking that Khushi has changed and losing her edge..
She is using Arnav's weakness to extract the truth.The only problem
is the way it is being narrated..they are complicating a straightforward story
with unnecessary comedy ...The way it is being directed and presented seems to
be going off track.
Today Payal's worry, curiosity, fear , jealousy, insecurity all
getting erased as she realizes that the girl her husband is humming over
is just a 9 year old
Moment of the day
[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X7OFCKUbDcw[/YOUTUBE]
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