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CHAPTER 35😲
Lavanaya took flight back to delhi. She was feeling humiliated. It was better to die then to get Humuliated there infront of Khushi.
She dialed a number. I am ready to do what you asked me but on my conditions.
fine tomorrow at Cafe 24.
//*~*~*//
Aa anjali left the terrace he fell into deep thoughts. He walked downstair to the private bar of Sheesh Mahal variety of famous brands of Alcohol were placed there.
He picked the first bottle he put his hands on carling less what he was drinking. He walk back to terrace drinking directly from bottle.
You reminded me of him chotte.
These words were piercing in his heart like hot knife digging in his heart. Anjali hit him there where it hurts him the most.
*flashback*
MAA!! MAA!! PAPA!! please stop don't beat her PAPA please!! I won't ask my pocket money please don't beat MAA papa. Little Arnav was crying he was locked up in room with his sister who was crying helplessly. Arnav was pleading his brutal father to leave his mother.
His drunk father was back home after 2 weeks he entered house started vexing his mother was money, whenever he come back home he ask money from his mother and when she refuse to give him some he started beating them everytime his mother lock them up in room. Alone she bear his heartless father's anamlistic beatings.
He helplessly witness this crying over his mother. Her mother bearing all those beatings until she fell unconcious and silently he leave the house after that.
*flashback end*
Arnav eyes were bloodshot with tears.
*flashback*
Maa why are aren't you eating your lunch Arnav asked his mother he love eating with his mother and sister.
Chotte i am fasting i can't eat its karwachaut today. His mother explained him.
Maa break your fast now, papa won't come, even if he come he won't give two hoot towards you he just want money from you.
Arnav!! don't talk like this about your father.
Maa how i wish he wasn't my father i would have killed him long back.
Arnav i will slap you if one more word comes out of your mouth. Respect your father.
Only if he respect you, respect us, his family. He left his food untouched.
Later in evening,
Grumpy Arnav, stood in corner of terrace. His sister was helping their mother, Ratna looked beautiful clad in sauce red chiffon saree with elegant thick golden embroidered borders and light embroidery in middle of saree. Her ears adored with elegant kundan earing, her hands adored with her favourite kangans she planned to give to her daughter in law.
There he comes, Alok Malik.
He saw his wife there looking gorgeous and his kids. Arnav was keenly observing him. Anjali shouted Ma moon is here as well.
Ratna smiled brought her Thaali forwards to perform her rituals.
Alok looked at her, I am not here to break your fast, infact i am here to break all ties with you and your children. I am happy with Shalini we married two months back. He called Shalini who came along with him. Shalini is my love my life my everything Ratna. I am here to give you these divorce papers and tell you i didn't got solance from you i needed from a wife. You wasn't a good wife.
Ratna was beyond shock her world broke apart, her husband...betrayed her, called her bad wife...he left her and his kids...he..ma...married some one else. Pooja's thaali fall down on floor scatter red powder all around, her diya and everything fall down.
She pleaded him to don't do this to her his family his kids but he was a man who just think about his happiness.
Alok if not for me, Atleast think about our kids they need us. Don't ruin their life. Alok please don't so this to us.
Alok!!! Alok!!!
he didn't listen to her and left with Shalini.
*FlashBAck Ends*
Arnav gripped bottle tightly in his hands breaking the glass in his hand hurting himself in process.
*FlashBack*
He married Ratna for her money. He belong to middle class family with high ambitions and higher dreams and bigger was his greed for money. Ratna was surprised sometime Sheesh Mahal where they lived was the house of Arnav's forefather his father tried many time to sell it but somehow he could infact he never tried with strong will power as well Ratna was relieved to this.
Ratna's Babuji, Pratap Singh Raizada was against this wedding but his wife and daughter conviced him anyhow. He helped him with business but every 3 months business goes into loss he was unable to understand where the capital goes, how company faces loss. Ratna was tired of this as well. With in intial five years of Marriage both Anjali and Arnav were born. Anjali was four years old were as Arnav was 7 month.
Ratna was tired and feel embarassed asking help everytime from her father she decided to work in local school. Salary she got from there hardly fulfill their nessacities. He started gambling, sleeping around with other womens, drinking Alcohol, whenever he comes back home he was drunk like hell. He scolds kids, beated Anjali and Arnav manytime. Atlast to save kids from this animal father she locked them in room.
Later he starts her harrassing her for money which lead into fight Alok end up beating Ratna sometime Brutally raping her. Her cries always effected Arnav. He was helpless he couldn't save her mother from his animalistic father.
*FlashBack Ends*
He threwed up, His hand was bleeding profusely Does he care. NO, he was imensely in pain. His sister's words stung him like poisionous snake. He was like his father...was he like his father...Thought only make him puke badly.
He didn't remember when he lost concious after threwing up and stayed at terrace whole night didn't realise when he slept and where. sleeping out in cold and in an uncomfortable position his whole body ached. He came down didn't notice Khushi standing there. He looked up when he saw Someone standing there he looked up and met Khushi's Angry fire spitting eyes.
What?? he said in small yet husky voice.
Arnav looked at her confuse, he wasn't in good mood and he don't want to hurt her in morning not after last night. He decided he need to workout alot on their realtion but for now he just want to lay down he was feeling hell tired as he walked 1000 miles. Arnav saw her hazel changing its colour with emotions, From anger to unknown daze to back to anger. He just don't want to talk now he walked past her.
She spoke in angry possessive tone but Arnav felt his energy drenched out his body aching badly. She was asking where he was last night, Arnav was feeling sick he don't want to bother her or anyone else. He took deep breathe to steady him self spoke softly yet strongly
Not Now Khushi.
Khushi being Khushi adamant and stubborn question him back why not now, she walked near him turned him.
When Arnav looked up in her eyes he saw surprised looks in those expressive hazels he again spoke softly, he was feeling sick, he felt bubbling feelings in his stomach that was making him feel sick.
Look...Khushi not now...
Khushi spoke again but this time she spoke with concern trying to ask him what happen. Before she could ask him anything he walk past her to bathroom he felt hell sicking he was choking and then he started threwing up.
Khushi called him few time but he didn't had energy to reply her. He didn't want her to come near him and feel disgusted. Khushi tried to come in but he blocked her way with his leg.
She looked at him who was almost losing his concious bended his head over toilet bowl. Khushi pushed his leg down and held his arm. She gasp looking at his hand covered with dried blood and cloth tied on his hand. She helped him to sit on washroom recliner. She realise he was burning with fever. His shirt was wet and smelly. Arnav was almost passing out.
Oh God Now what to do?? He might feel sick again with this wet shirt. He is buring in fever as well what to do. How can i change him. Khushi idiot there isn't any option is there huh?? She was talking to herself.
She saw Arnav shivering. Khushi its ok close your eyes and help him. Yeah i will close my eyes. I need to bring his shirt first.
Khushi left him there walked out brought his white T shirt. She closed her eyes and pulled out his shirt, she wetted the towel clean his torso. She was trying to make him wear his shirt. Khushi blushed and shivered when her hand brushed against his bare skin.
Khushi changed his shirt, helped him till to lie down on bed. His wound is still bleeding She tore her dupatta and tied it on his hand. Khushi was paniced seeing him like this. She rush downstair to get help from family to call doctor. She looked across hall, baithak, mandir but no one was tthere to be seen.
Ram singh Ji, Where is di and other family members.
Betiya Akash babuwa and Payal betiya gone to meet your Amma babuji, Where as other has gone to mandir.
Paniced khushi rubbed her forehead with her finger's she couldn't think straight, she don't know what to do???
Doctor, Ram singh stop again, Do you have doctor's number.
Are you alright betiya why you need doctor, Ram singh asked with concerned.
I am fine Woh Arnavji isn't fine he has fever.
Betiya wait i'll give a call to him you. Ram singh said.
Khushi nodded she rush to Kitchen to get cold water and first aid box. she rush back to room she clean his wound with dettol. tied a bandage on it. She dip cloth in cold water sequeezing it she placed it on his forehead.
God please protect him, She keep muttering a pray.
She kept repeating her action till half and hour Until doctor came.
He checked Arnav's temperature, his wound his sugar level. He cleaned his wound again and bandgaed again. prescribed some pain killers and medicines. Arnav looked pale and weak.
Doctor handed prescription paper to Khushi. His sugar level is quiet higher i guess he drunk alot. He has fever due to threwing up and cold. I gave him injection he will sleep for a while. When he woke up give him light supplements. Prefer soups and warm but light contents.
Khushi nodded and see offed him. She handed Prescription to Ram singh to get medicines.
She was Alone for a while, shewalk back to the room looked at his sleeping form, her tears follow down on its own why you did this Arnavji? Why you hurted yourself, i know you hurted yourself because of me. You don't want...She thought with utmost pain building up in her chest. She turn and left the room crying. She was feeling guilty when she wasn't on fault at all.
//*~*~*//
Arnav slept for good three hours. Anjali and family members were back. Anjali paniced when Khushi told her Arnav isn't feeling well. Khushi told them not to disturb him he is sleeping soundly. Anjali and nani looked at him but didn't disturb him.
Khushi made soup for him with few garlic breads. It was lunch time by now. Khushi laden trolley with soup bowl, Garlic bread. She walked towards the room. Anjali and others were busy with their lunch.
//*~*~*//
Arnav open his eyes looked around in dim light of sun peeking in from curtain. He looked around found he was in his room.
He was trying to remember how he reached here he faintly remember Khushi talking to him, he threwing up, Last he remember Khushi calling him.
He tried to sit up but feeling too weak to even move.
Door open Khushi walked in with Trolley. Khushi's gazes meet with Arnav's. She flet a knot tied in her stomach with his soft gazes. She stop near bed looked at him avoid eye contact as his looks were fluttering butterfly in her stomach. Her guilt feeling didn't let her to make eye contact
How am i here? He spoke in husky hoarse voice.
Khushi felt shiver run down her spine with his voice. She felt her heart beating erractically. She tried to breath normally.
Woh you fainted in bathroom Ram singh ji borught you here. She lied avoid looking towards him. Her cheeks turning hinting pink feeling his gazes on her. She tried hard not to make eye contact with him.
She sat beside him she lean to put napkin around him he lifted his bandged hand to tie it around himself he yelp in pain, Khushi looked at him quickly put his hand down, I'll do it you please don't...it will cause you pain...Arnav looked away.
Arna couldn't eat with his hands his right hand was bandaged. Khushi lifted spoon brought near his lip, he was looking at her intently gauging her every action. He open his mouth involuntary still lost in her. Khushi was feeling nervous with this un wanted attention of his. Spoon tittled a little and soup splatter on corner of his mouth. Soup was hot Khushi quickly Wipe his lips with her fingers. As she brushed her finger aganst his lips.She realise what she is doing she stop look at him who was looking at her without giving away much emotions.
Khushi resume feeding him Soup and bread and he quietly eat it without protesting. She gave him medicines. He was feeling better. She put bowl back to trolley and lead trolley out of their room.
Khushi!! Arnav called her.
Ji, She turn and look at him next moment looked down,
What happen to my shirt? Who changed my shirt? Arnav asked her
Khushi's head snapped up she turn beet red. woh...woh...she was nervously playing with pallu of her sarree She turn her back to him woh i guess di is calling me i'll be back. She ran away from there.
Arnav looked confused at her retreating back.
Anjali enter his room other follow her. Arnav saw Khushi was missing he was trying to find her. This was noticed by everyone.
Chottey how are you feeling now? What was the need to stay out whole night, Its all because of me haina i am a worst sister anyone could have. Anjali cried Arnav cupped her face shook her head no di its not your fault and you are the best sister anyone could have. He hugged her.
Why you drank so much when you know you are diabetic, why don't you think about other lives stringed attached with you. Why you always do this.
Di...Di relax please i am perfectly fine. Arnav tried to calm hyper Anjali. What relax Chottey you are fine i can see that if it wasn't Khushi you would have stayed in bathroom. We wouldn't have known. Thank God she called Doctor on right time. Now this was shocking news for him. Why Khushi lie to him. He was thinking about this. He saw Khushi on door at end so no one can notice her presence.
How did you injured your hand. Anjali asked him But he was busy looking at his wife who was trying to hide from him. Anjali followed his gazes and looked at him looking at his wife. She bit her lips to control smile that was itching to come out, she knew her words effected her brother alot and this will help him mend his mistakes.
Chottey you take care we should leave now. Anjali usher everyone out of room.
Nani kissed his forehead, take care betwa. she said with teary eyes.
Everyone left the room Khushi came in, Arnav was looking at her.
Why did you lie to me? He asked her softly.
She turn to him turning red. Erm...i thought you will not like it me helping you. She replied softly.
Why do you think so? Arnav said in amused tone.
Because i know Arnav singh Raizada has big fat ego that he cannot let anyone crush it even little bit. khushi said gritted through her teeths
Is that so, What else Arnav singh Raizada has. Arnav was enjoying her furious looks and angry words He wanted to laugh on her so decided to play along.
Arnav Singh Raizada has his big hot head that will blow off any moment with its heating tempera...She stopped realising what she is saying and to whom. She look at him with fear.
He held her hand pulled her on bed, Arnav held her chin to see her face especially her expressive eyes. Khushi...He spoke in alerting tone.
Khushi's eyes were welled up.
Why are you...I am...did i hurt you...He was shocked why she started crying.
You don't have to do this, You donn't have to punish yourself because of me. You shouldn't have hurt your self because of me. She sobbed loudly. I know you can't stand my presence, you want me to go away from your life forever. I already promised you i will go once jiji deliver her baby and Anjali di Gets married i will walk out from here. Why can't you just wait for some more months.
Khushi...No please...Arnav tried to talk but as usual he was short of words. He didn't thought for another moment he pulled her crying form in his warm embrace. She didn't resist him. She was burning in guilt since morning. She fisted his shirt tightly buried her face in his chest cried her grief, her fear, her guilt out.
After good some 10 minutes she came out of his embrace embarrassed, she looked into his eyes she felt like she will drown in depth of those eyes. She tried to stood up but he gripped her wrister tighter. She looked at him surprised.
Stay please. Arnav said in hoarse whipser
Khushi looked at him taken a back, she composed herself and nodded. Taken off her slipper she slip beside him.
In evening
Arnav was sleeping due to sedative effect. Khushi who stayed there beside him later she walked out of room it was 5 in evening. Everyone was gathered hall for evening tea.
We have to leave by tomorrow Akash said everyone you should pack by tomorrow My important meeting is lined up at start of next week.
It was so blessful to stay here after so long Nani spoke dreamily, this city helds many memories. She got many happiness here in this city and many pains as well. She lost her daughter this was deep wound which won't ever heel. She missed her at every step of her life.
Khushi came with tea trolley. mami looked at her.
Khushi did you had fight with Arnavbetwa last night, Taken Khushi aback with her rude tone. I guess he hurted himself in anger because of her isn't it. Why don't you keep your tongue in check when you talk to him what have you said to him that angered him so much huh??
MANORAMA MIND YOUR TONGUE. nani spoked loudly in stern tone.
Khushi who was already feeling guilty stood up and ran from there crying and sniffing.
Mami see what you have done, If anyone who should be scolded its me i hurted chottey last night taunted him to remind me of our papa.
Nani mami Akash and Payal gasp at Anjali.
Karan, yash, Tia and Shalani weren't present there they were out for some work.
I know i shouldn't have but i just can't bare him involuntary following his steps. Anjali got up limped behind Khushi.
Dinner was silent affair, Khushi eat silently with others after feeding Arnav. Everyone reitred to their room by 10 pm.
//*~*~*//
Arnav felt suffocated here in room, he opened Balcony door winter evening cold breeze wash over him cause him shrudder with goose bums but he felt better here then his warm coz room. Which was getting suffocating for him. He don't know if it was room temperature or his inner guilt eating him up causing suffocation.
A flash of Khushi walking in clad in wedding attire run through his mind.
A soft voice he still could feel mlody playing in his ear. when he call home to inquire about Nani's health,
A falsh of confident girl who walk in to face her husband who abandon her on her wedding night.
A flash of angel sleeping in moon light with teary streaken face
A flash of teary Khushi when he insulted her for buying expensive dress,
A flash of innocent child like Khushi lit up which immediately dimed because she didn't had money.
A flash of angelic Khushi who came to her husband to sympathise to him on his parent's anniversary, A husband who didn't left any stone turned to humilate her.
A flash of those painfilled eyes of Khushi who felt betrayed finding her husband holding another women in his arms.
A flash of angry Khushi who try harder to save her diginit her self respect from Her husband but cruel husband always hurt her.
Arnav turn around in anger. Punch on balcony railing
Dammit. How could i steep so low. Di was right i hurted her, hurted her in a way no one did to her, He still remember his wedding when he tied mangalsutra how she shivered with his touch.
He stood there out at side he don't know for long. HE wanted this strange feeling to be out and make him feel lighter. He fear to voice that feeling to acknowledge that feeling because he was Arnav singh Raizada and Arnav Singh Raizada never feel this but he want to pull this burden down which weight hell alot today.
He hurted her at every moment, every stage of their relation of 5 month everytime she reciprocate him with her care and kindness. He don't deserve her at all.
Hey buddy, His thought broke with pat on his shoulder.
He saw Karan standing there.
You look tensed Arnav, Karan came to direct point.
No...its...not like that...I m fine Arnav stutter.
Karan sigh remember we are friends before i m your jeeja and you my Saale sahab. karan said
Arnav looked at him nodded lightly.
Khushi taking good care of you Arnav. I am happy you both decided to give chance to your relation. Karan pretended not to know truth. Love her in a way no one did to her, You know she is girl who will return your love with interest infact you will feel all your pains will get heeled up.
Anjali had me beside hernow she isn't Anjali who was few years back. When she is with me she so carefree and happy like i want to see her. Its not just you Arnav Khushi too have dark past, She has been through alot in young age. Provide eachother solance which you both need from eachother.
He left he got call On his mobile. Leave Arnav in his thoughts.
//*~*~*//
Khushi was exhausted with whole day incidents. She walked back to their room. Arnav was no where to be seen. She went to bathroom, after quick shower she changed into white cotton night suit he waist length hairs opened, Arnav walked in from balcony they looked at each other for a while, Khushi broke eye contact, she walked to bed to pick her pillow and move towards couch.
Khushi wait...Arnav said in urgency in his tone
Khushi turn to look him.
Don't sleep on couch...Arnav said but Khushi cut in
please i am already very tired i just want to sleep did .
Fine but...Before Arnav could warn her more she walked and threw her pillow on couch and laid down.
Dhummm,
Arnav looked at O shaped mouth opened Khushi whose innocent almond shape eyes were wide with shock he couldn't hold himself and started laughing loudly. He was laughing his eyes got moist. Khushi for a while was mesmrised by his laugh, She saw him laughing like this for the first time.
Khushi stood up with her hands on her hip frowning a little, Ap ko hassi a rahi yahan hum gir gaye. She pouted her lips cutely.
(you are laughing and here i fall down)
Anjali walked in saw a beautiful heart warming sight. Arnav was laughing heartly. Chotte she said dreamily not believing her eyes.
Di, He couldn't control his laugh agin started laughing, Where as Khushi was standing with mix looks of anger, mesrization, disbelief amusemesnt a slow smile on her lip.
Kya howa chotte. Arrey yeh couch ko kya howa yeh kis nay toora. Anjali said concernly.
(What happen chotte, Oh What happen to couch who broked it off)
Arnav control his laugh Khushi nay, he just manage to say this much both siblings started laughing. She was going to sleep on couch i was telling her to stop she didn't listen to me i was about to tell her Akash and Jeeju were here while ago you Know how both gets clumsy when both are together i heard cracking sound when they were here. I told them you two broked it. Khushi was angry with me for morning thing. She refuse to listen to me and sit with force and he again laughed loudly.
Anjali cupped his face. Chottey do smile often you look very handsome. She turn to Khushi, and my bhabhi thankyou so much for breaking couch if you hadn't broken it my chotte wouldn't have laughed like this.
Khushi gave her small smile, Arnav was watching her he could see sparks of anger and embarrassment as well he suddenly has and urge to tease her.
Why are you thanking her if such a fat lady and over weight lady will sit on poor couch like doing favour on poor thing this is exactly going to be the result everytime. I pity poor soul May couch your soul rest in peace. Arnav said with mischevious glint in his eyes.
Anjali put her finger on her mouth to hide her smirk. She knew Arnav was teasing his wife she saw Khushi spitting fire from her eyes.
Ap nay humain motta kaha, hamara wazan zyaada kaha. Hum ap ko mottay nazar atay hain, She went close to him completely ignoring Anjali, Han bola main nay tumhain motti, zyaada wazaan wali.
(Did you called me fat, over weighted. Do i look fat to you. She wentclose to him completely ignoring Anjali, Yes i said fat and over weighted to you)
They forget about Anjali who quietly slip out of their room closing door behind her.
She tried to grab him to beat him but he slip away from her. Khushi tired to catch him but couldn't she tried her best way to blackmail him which she always used with her jijji and friends.
Jaiyee hum ap say baat nahi kartay
(go i won't talk to you) Khushi said huffing.
Arnav Smiled at her. Already tired see tell me if i am saying anything wrong, you eat jalebi's often when ever i see you are in kitchen eating sweets or something oily.
Haww ab ap ko hamaray khannay saybe problem hai. Khushi said showing her hurt (now you have problem with my eating)
No Khushi not at all i am just concerned for servants you see they have to work extra because of your eating habbits bring more ration after every 15 days you see.
She gasp showed him her anger, Arnavji...rehndeijyee ap say baat karna he fezool hai. Ap kabhi nahi samjhay gaye. (leave it, its useless to talk to you, you won't understand) she turn to go, arnav held her wrist to stop her. Her heart started beating heavily, she felt jolt run down her body, sensation spiral down, knots getting tied in her stomach, building anxousity in her to just run away to save herself she feels she will die if he continue to hold her like this. She looked back at him with nervous and confuse looks.
He pulled her close holding her tightly. Khushi's breathes were heavy, Her heavying chest brushes against his hard well built chest.
Arnav looked in her eyes move his eyes to her lips. Khushi saw desire in his looks which send sensation down her body.
Arnav lean down, their warm breaths mingling making them more curious to taste each other. Khushi shuddered with the feeling or their warm lips touching each other.
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