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Chapter 34
Khushi was too tired with whole day events, She avoided Arnav after their last encounter. Arnav yelling her in morning, pretending to pacify her, fight on road, Her telling him she don't want to live with him any more, He slapping her, him leaving her behind, her sitting and crying over her failed marriage, him dragging her back, karan Bhaiyyan and Tia came back, Lavanaya coming here, Arnav firing lavanaya from job, Him trying to make her understand about whole Lavanaya event...Alot much happen in a day.
She came to her room didn't found him in it, She changed into white night suit and retired for night.
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Arnav was sitting with Anjali who was very happy with Karan's arrival, Arnav was happy if his di is happy. Karan went to bed early as he didn't got time to sleep earlier.
Both sibling were sitting on terrace in moon light.
Chotte you know if mama was here with us today she would have been very happy to have daughter in law like Khushi, and son in law like Karan. She would have be very happy looking at us happy and content in our lives.
Arnav looked at her sister guiltily. Anjali looked at him he quickly averted his eyes and laid his head in Anjali's laps seeking her motherly warmth. Anjali knew when ever Arnav feel guilty or if he need her guidance or when he is missing their mom he lay his head in her lap.
She caress his hairs softly, You know though we literally forced you for this marriage chotte but i swear on mama we never regretted choosing Khushi for you. We always adored her. The first time i laid my eyes on her i made up my mind she will be the one who will be my chotte's wife. Her wide eyes dripping with innocence, nervousness, mischievousness in them, i liked her when we talked with her, i felt she isn't khushi by name just indeed she is khushi living one, walking talking one. She chuckled.
You know when she came to our house first time, She has unknown fear, nervousness in her eyes. Its not difficult to read her. When she saw your huge portrayed in your room, i saw her visbly shuddering She chuckled, turning red watch just your photo. She quickly averted her eyes as if you are really standing there watching her.
The day we went to her house deliver wedding Dresses, her red eyes told she was crying, her hands adored with dark maroon mehndi and your name written on them. I could see her scared yet hope full for her upcoming life.
but the night you left her chotte...she heard you talking, if you had seen her crying chotte your heart would have went out for her. I remember night almost 14 years back one when papa left us all...Ma cried, pleaded him for us...but he left. I hated you chotte, you reminded me of him, Anjali cried that moment if you would have been here i don't know what i would have done to you. She felt his grip tightening on her other hand.
She looked fragile doll who was broken, lying unconsciously on her bed...her dreams, her wishes all were crushed. She use to hide in corners to cry her heart. She never wanted Payal to see her sad or looking at her with wishful eyes seeing her and Akash romancing or taking care of each other, every girl has dreams and hope for her wedded life but you crush. them under your feet chottey.
it was heart breaking for us, Nani so wanted to see her cheerful like she saw her previously or heard about her mischievous behaviours...after her marriage with you we never found that khushi, it feels this is totally different person we have with us. I always pitied you for loosing her chotte. Yes i regretted one thing, for getting You married to that gem. If i had power of turning clock back i would have go back and undo this wedding. She said angrily, Arnav was surprised to see anger and hate in her eyes for him.
I don't know how long will you both pretend to be happy husband and wife, She saw Arnav looking at her in surprise. What you think chotte we will not get to know about your silly act. Happiness drips out from eyes, from smiles of a person if he or she is happy.
God gave you gem wife learn to value her chotte, Try to be happy what you got don't run after what you don't have. You hurted her beyond repair.What about my wounds di, i told you and nani i don't want to get married, what surprised me more was how come a family gets ready to give away their daughter in marriage to boy who never turn up in front of them until wedding ritual started but later i convince myself...ITS ALWAYS ABOUT MONEY. Arnav said gritted through his teeths he was getting angry his di was siding Khushi over him, her chotte.
I pity you chotte, your thoughts. She is deeply wounded chotte, i feel bad for her parents who gave birth to her but couldn't see what a gem they gave birth to and then left her behind. I feel Shashi uncle and Garima are lucky to have her as her daughter, who won't be feel lucky to have daughters like Khushi so much patience she have. Somewhere i felt your theory about people was right in some cases where i saw people could do anything for money, money is important for living, money is what everyone is after,but watching at gupta's i feel your theory goes wrong there your theory goes wrong ALWAYS ITS NOT ABOUT MONEY EVERY TIME ITS ABOUT LOVE.
Gupta's brought little khushi home, when no one came forward to put their hand on orphan kid who didn't knew she lost her parents forever and they won't return back ever. They brought her up more like their own daughter, they were never rich chotte, small sweet shop where Khushi too sat and sold sweets. She belong to well known family of lucknow they were quiet rich but not ready to give property and share to girl who would later married off and will take away everything to other house. Buaji told this to us Shashi uncle and Garima aunty picked Khushi and walked away when they brought dirty condition in front of them.
If it was some other girl in place of her she would have run away from the hell you created for her but she not only stayed back fought against it. I don't know why chotte but i have bad feelings for this if you didn't control the damage later don't come to me or anyone of us hoping help i am warning you now Control the things. She said in straight warning tone.
She paused for a while then inhale Cold winter breeze, Chotte i know you are attracted to her, girls you had in your life previously aren't meant to be for you, they were beside you just for their dirty purposes and needs. No one other than you knows this better. Khushi is million billion times better.
Chotte today or tomorrow i will leave your house and will start my live with Karan, what will you do. I fear what if you are late to pacify her, to make her feel loved ad wanted...you may loose her forever. I don't see her much hope full about her marriage.
I DON'T WANT THIS LIVING HELL, I DON'T WANT YOU, I WANT YOU TO LET ME FREE I DON'T WANT TO LIVE WITH YOU ANY MORE.
When its about you, you never cared what will your action or reaction cause others when its about me i have to bear it why because i belong to middle class family and my parents can't come and stand in front of you as they aren't much wealthy and powerful like Arnav Singh Raizada.
well may be this was my fate...my failed marriage...!!!
Think about it chottey, i am feeling sleepy i have to get up early tomorrow. Goodnight. Do go to bed soon. She left Arnav with his thought. Khushi's words were ringing in his ears.
He was already feeling guilty for today he hurted her again though whatever situation was how far she push his wrong buttons but he shouldn't have slap her and left her.
You reminded me of him chotte.
Ma did i turn out like him, His eyes turn bloodshot he stayed there shedding silent tears, trying to figure out himself and compare it with his father.
Next morning
Khushi woke up her eyes involuntary move towards bed which was plain and seems unused like last night she left before going to sleep. She stood up looked here and there but he wasn't anywhere insight. She went to balcony which had a beautiful view of colorful garden adore with different colours flowers, different fruits. Cold morning breeze hit her body goose bump arose He wasn't there as well she began to panic, where has he gone. She forget everything for a while, all pains, hurts, slap, accusation everything. her heart was beating erratically where he has gone. She came inside decided to check out in corridor, study room, living room, Baithak (Its urdu word used, baithak means a place where people sit, modern name drawing room but as Lucknow is traditional city of poets and tehzeeb i am going to use it.).
She check study and corridor he wasn't there she was walking downstairs When she saw him coming from left wing side which had two guest rooms a living room terrace stairs, Storing galleries.
She walk to him He was looking dull, hairs ruffled, eyes red as he didn't slept, He was holding back of his neck, he seems to be very uncomfortable. She sigh in relief looked at him with anger.
Arnav was at terrace last night didn't realise when he slept. He slept out there in cold in an uncomfortable position his whole body ached. He came down didn't notice Khushi standing there. He looked up when he saw Someone standing there he looked up and met Khushi's Angry fire spitting eyes.
What?? he said in small yet husky voice which send shiver down your spine.
Khushi closed her eyes for once his husky voice melted her, she wanted to hear his voice again but she remember again she needs answer from him. She open her eyes look anger returned in them. Her anger turned into burning rage he ignored her walk past her to their room. She followed him back to room closing door behind.
Where were you last night? She said in angry tone He stop with his back facing her. Why didn't you came to room last night? Do you know how much i was scared not finding you here in room? What if someone would have turn up here not finding you in room what would they have thought, answer me. Khushi said in authoritative tone.
Not Now Khushi He said softly but in strong tone.
Why not now Arnavji. I need answer NOW!!! Khushi said being adamant. She has had enough now she won't take his excuse now. If she needs answer he has to give the way he demands from her. She covered distance between then held his shoulder and turn him.
Arnav turn around looked at her, Khushi was little surprise to see soft eyes when she was expecting anger spitting eyes.
Look...Khushi not now...Arnav said softly once again.
Arnavji...what Khushi held his shoulder
Arnav walk passed quickly almost run to wash room. Khushi stood there stun what he is doing? She Heard him from wash room.
She heard him choking. He was throwing up.
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