Chapter 3
Part 3
He was still sitting in that position and looking at me expectantly and I... I was also looking into his eyes but my mind was somewhere else. My heart clenched painfully with the mere thought about the pain, sorrows, loneliness after losing his loved ones, he had went through but still didn't show it and hide it brilliantly.
I was so much guilty on my own behavior towards him; all the time I was avoiding him thinking that he is a heartless creature who thinks about himself only but the fact is... Definitely, he behaved that way, becomes jealous and dominating but I never felt scared or insecure, instead I always felt safe with him because I knew he never hurt me, intentionally.
I was lost in my own thoughts remembering all this along with our beautiful moments which we have spent together but suddenly I felt his grip tighten on my hands, then only I came out from my thoughts. His eyes were reflecting pain now which were showing a hope some moments ago. I frowned at his sudden change but then realization drowned upon me. Till now, I was looking at him silently and hearing him without saying a word because I wanted him to poured out his every pain in front of me so then he will feel better and after that I was lost in my thoughts but he took my some moments' silence as a rejection.
"I'm sorry, Taani... I'm really very sorry... I know I don't deserve you... par main kya karu, main tumse bahut... pyaar karta hoon aur... tumhare bina nahi rah sakta. I will die without you..." He was shuttering in choked voice without even looking at me but his last words made me angry, forcefully releasing my hands from his grip I cupped his face I smacked my lips on his and start kissing him, aggressively.
I could feel he was surprised with my sudden move but what can I do..? I was so much hurt how he could say like this that he doesn't deserve me. However he behaved being over possessive about me and always being jealous from everyone around me but still it didn't change the fact that I love him and always do. I was biting his lips furiously to ooze out my anger. He took some moments to understand but after sometime he starts kissing me back, wrapping his arms around me, pulled me close to him. The kiss turned into passionate one. There was longingness for each other in it which created because of out separation.
"I love you." I whispered against his lips as we broke the kiss. There was a happiness twinkling in his eyes hearing my confession and his lips curved in a bright smile.
"..And don't you dare to say that you doesn't deserve me.." I again said angrily pulling him by his collar. He stared at me for a moment, shocked but then smiled at me and nodded.
"I love you too... I love you so so much.." he kept chanting this while kissing all over my face while I was giggling and then he hugged me tightly, I hugged him back. My heart swelled with happiness seeing him happy.
"I missed you a lot." He spoke after sometime and dropped a kiss on my head, still hugging me close to his heart.
"I missed you too." I replied with pout, breaking the hug.
"Really...?"
There was a mischievous glint in his eyes and smirk on his lips, slowly he stood up but before I could understand he scooped me in his arms and starting to climb stairs. I looked at him with wide eyes.
"What..? I want to know how much you missed me..?" he replied to my unasked question which made me hide my face in his chest in shyness.
As we entered in his bedroom he made me stood on my feet and locked the door. He pushed my back against the wall as he held my hands in his, either sides of my head and starts kissing me softly yet passionately. I responded back with equal passion. He starts sucking my lips and left my hands and slides his arms around my waist and pulled me close to him so no space left between us. I flew my hands and brushed them through his hair and pulled him to deepen the kiss.
He bit my bottom lip causing me to moan that gave him entrance to explore my mouth. His kiss turned hotter with more desire and passion as he slipped his tongue into my mouth swirling around my own tongue. He held me tighter as if he did not want me to let go.
He pulled back after some moments which felt like eternity when he felt my grip went tight on his hairs. I was breathing heavily and my eyes were closed. I could feel his breaths on my face.
"Taani.." he called me and I opened my eyes. He was looking at me with so much love.
"Promise me, you won't leave me...kabhi mujhe chod kar nahi jaogi, hamesha mere sath rahogi... promise me, Taani." His eyes were pleading and there was desperation in his voice. I could feel he is still scared of the thought of me leaving him.
"I Promise... I will be with you, Always." I promised him as I cupped his face and kissed on his forehead.
"Thank you." He whispered after kissing my cheek.
He took one step back but didn't left me and again lifts me up in his arms and walked towards the bed and laid me down on it gently. He joined me on bed and came hovering top of me. He was looking into my eyes intensely. A shiver ran down my spine as I looked into his darkened eyes which were filled with desires.
He leaned down and kissed me on my forehead then on my both eyes, sliding down he kissed on my cheeks and stopped near my lips. He cupped my face in his strong masculine hands and starts kissing me hard, covering my lips with his. He was not giving me chance to match up with his pace. He was dominating but I let him do whatever he want to do because somewhere in my heart I loves his this dominate possessive behavior but his extreme jealousy was the reason which forced to turned me off from him. But then I pushed that thought out my mind because that was the past and now I want to live in present... in our beautiful present. At this moment I only wanted to feel his love for which I was craving.
Leaving me breathless he then attacked on neck with hot urgent kisses. His hands were working on own accord. He pulled down the zipper of my dress with his one hand behind my back as he pulled me little up by his another hand. He then yanked down the dress off my shoulders and pulled down it till my waist. He bent down trailing off open mouth kisses from my neck to throat then till my cleavage. He cupped my breasts with his hands and starts fondling them through the fabric of my inner wear.
After sometime our cloths were lying on the floor and we were lost in loving each other. He was showering my whole body with his kisses and love bites. I was lost in his pleasurable touch which caused my senses to go numb. He came down upon my breasts, taking them in his mouth starts sucking and biting them causing me to arch my back sharply throwing my head back into the bed farther as sensations of desires explode within my abdomen.
And then the moment came when he marked me his... again. He parted my legs with his and then looked deeply into my eyes before in one swift movement he entered into me causing me scream out his name in an unbearable pain. He cupped my face and starts kissing me to divert my mind until the pain went subsided and the pleasurable feeling toll over me which he was giving.
After some hours of passionate love making we both were so tired and were laying there in each other's arms, wrapped in satin sheet on our naked bodies. His one hand was wrapped around my waist possessively and other was on my hand which was wrapped around his torso. My head was rested on his chest close to his heart. I could hear his heart beats.
"I love you." He said as he pulled me more close to him and kissed on my head, softly. There was a content smile on my lips as we both drifted off to sleep.
*
I opened my eyes lazily next morning as bright sunrays fall on my face. Immediately I missed the warm feeling of his arms. I looked around for his glimpse and turned my right side of bed then only my eyes caught his sight. He was looking at me already as if waiting for me to open my eyes.
"Good morning." I said as I gave him a sleepy smile but it turned into frown when I noticed he was sitting beside the bed on his knees.
"Why are you sitting there..?" I asked as I got up and sat on the bed.
He was still sitting there without saying a word and just staring at me which made me confused and worried too that... Is he alright..? But soon he broke his silence and the words escaped from his mouth shocked me.
"WILL YOU MARRY ME, TAANI..?" he asked me... No... his PROPOSED me for marriage and that too with beautiful diamond ring in his hand.
I was staring at him with moist eyes. The love of my life had proposed me. It was so overwhelming that I couldn't describe in words. Though I had dreamt of my life with him but didn't expect this so soon.
He was still looking at me hopefully for answer. I literally threw my arms around his neck and hugged him tightly. He balanced us with difficulty and then he moved up and sat on bed beside me still hugging me in his arms.
"Yes." I murmured in his embrace and immediately I could feel his muscles got relaxed and a smile formed on his lips. His hold on me becomes tighter as I buried my face in his chest.
I was fully satisfied and happy with my decision to being with him and looking forward to our beautiful future together.
"Life will be interesting with him." I thought.
THE END
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