Chapter 17

chapter 17: finally...

Khushi spends all the day, busy with her studies...

Today was her back to university and all the day, she was so taken with her classes...

Finally, she finished all her classes and she finds the time to check her phone. It was Arnav who drops her university this morning and he promised that he will come when she finish to drop her home

She finds a message "I miss you already", that was from Arnav's number...she smiled and blushed...

and a second one and that was from a different number that she doesn't know: "I should talk to you soon, you choose the time and place, it's important and it's about your husband"

she thought a little...who wants to talk with her? And about Arnav??

She felt all troubled but she decided to forget about this for now...

She knows that Arnav is waiting for her outside and she walked out in a hurry

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Yes...

Arnav was there waiting for her in the car, she gets in and she smiled to him:

-hi!

-hey!

He leaned and kissed her forehead

-how is the day?

-so busy!

-so busy that you didn't answer my message!

He said looking at her for a second than concentrating at the road

-sorry! I...was so absorbed today by lot of work...I missed already two days and I...

-shhh...it's ok! I understand!

He said smiling at her trouble and then he silently drove the car, she smiled too:

-and how is the work?

-great! Thanks to your help, we finished all so soon! Our fashion show will be for so soon too!

-for when?

He smirked

-it's a surprise! I will tell you that in time!

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When they enter, RM was empty, there is no one around

Arnav called HP...

-Arnav bahai, all went with Shyam ji, to his family mansion

-oh?

Arnav acted like he was surprised

-oh? they left? With shyam?

He repeated the question again looking at khushi

-but why? they didn't say anything this morning!

-I think they planned that after we go, actually, I know that shyam's family wants invited all of us to spend some days, they missed everyone but you have university and I have work, they can't take us!

Khushi nodded

-HP, you can take this day off!

HP nodded and went from there so fast, feeling all happy about this sudden holiday

Khushi looked at Arnav:

-they will stay for so long, you think?

-no idea, are you hungry?

-I think we should call them first!

-I think we should change and have dinner first!

She looked at him and smiled

-I think you're so hungry; I will go and prepare the dinner!

-no!

-no?

-we are having dinner outside!

She pouted

He planned all this but she's not excited

They are alone...and she's not really happy about it...

Actually, he informed Shyam about what happened and shyam decided that he should take all the family out to that both of them (Khushi and Arnav) stay at home alone and to that Arnav finds more time to show his feelings to khushi...

Well, all is perfect now...

He planned a dinner outside in an elegant restaurant and then...he wanted to this night to be romantic...to be special...

But...

-I don't feel like going out...

She said simply, looking at the phone

-I will call Anjeli...I want to see how are they

He silently looked at her as she called Anjeli and then Nani...and spends almost an hour talking with them...another almost hour calling her mum...and then messaging her friends during their dinner time at home...

What is happening?

It's been three days since that meeting with sheetal...

And since that day...he doesn't notice any change in her behavior...and every night, she slept only in between his arms and he thought that...

That...He has her already for him but why he could feel that something is wrong today...

She's behaving all childishly only to avoid him...

-I have a lot of work to do!

She said after she comes back from the kitchen

Oh yes...after dinner, she insisted to arrange all alone and refused firmly his help...

He looked at her seriously, trying to discover what's going on in her head...

He nodded and she left...

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Oh god...

She's feeling all hot...

She knows it...

She knows what will happen now...

Now that the home is empty and there is only them...

His eyes say it all...

She doesn't know why she refused to go out...

At least, out will be safer than being here with him only...

Why she's feeling all troubled???!!!

She was with him in their honeymoon and she didn't felt like this, before, in that time...

But now...

God...

She changed into her white salwar kammiz and then made her white dupatta covered her neck very well...

Yesterday, he told her how much he couldn't wait anymore...

She asked him wait for what? And he just smiled...

He just smiled and hugged her

-what happened khushi?

She sighed hearing his voice

She was so lost in her thoughts that she doesn't hear when he comes in their room...

What happened is that I'm in love with you Arnav singh Raizada and that I know that you feel the same...

And that we are alone here in our room and that...if you get closer...

If you get closer...I will be lost...

What happened is that another woman is just trying to take you back and...

-khushi?...are you ok?

-I...

He walked towards her but she stepped back

-khushi...

He walked further and she walked back again

-are you...stop

Actually, the wall stopped her...

She finds herself pinned in between the wall and Arnav

-khushi...are you avoiding me?

She nodded negatively without daring look straight at his eyes

-look at me!

She looked for awhile and then she looked down

-khushi!

He said firmly pulling her chin up

-what's going on?

-nothing...

-nothing?

-nothing

-you're avoiding me!?

He's not really asking her, he knows that but he wants an answer

-no...no...I'm not

Till now he doesn't touch her, he doesn't pull her to him...

Their bodies are so close...but not touching

She could feel his fast and warm breath but he's so busy finding out what's going on...

-you know how much I hate lies! Even if it's not important! I want to know...why you're avoiding me! you're barely looking into my eyes, since the moment we entered here!

-no ...no...

-khushi look at me...are you sill doubting me?

-NO! No!!!

She said looking straight at his eyes

-it's not like that! I told you...

-so?...I'm not moving until you tell me! we are standing here till you tell me

-Arnavji...I...

She bitted her lower lip...feeling confused

-she sent a message to me...well I'm not sure it's her...

-what?

His expressions transformed into pure anger

She shows him her phone

-she's an absolutely insane person! I can't believe...

-I'm not avoiding you for this! I forget this...but when you said now that you hate when I hide something from you, I felt like I should tell you about this!

He took a deep breath

-yes! yes! we should forget this! I don't want to this...this...to ruin this night!

Walking towards her, he pinned her again against the wall...just by coming closer...again, not touching

But only barely touching

-so, what is the reason you're avoiding me?

She looked at his closeness...

His familiar sent...his strong body

-khushi? answer me!

-I'm...we...we are alone here...

He was about to talk but he stopped

What?

What???

She's avoiding him because they are alone here...

-what?

He asked trying to hide his amusement...

Trying to retain himself from just...just...

He doesn't know how he could for all the past days, resist her...

How???!!!

Now...only hot images of taking her in between his arms, undressing her with his own hands so slowly and sweetly...touching every parcel...kissing every inch...are hunting his mind

-I know I'm so...well...it's just that I'm...afraid

-afraid?

-no...

She nodded negatively

-it's not like that!...I'm shy...

She confessed finally, biting so hard in her lower lip

-I understand...you thought that once we are all alone here then...we probably goanna...take more freedom...and...

Her heart is biting so fast that she felt like he goanna stop biting any moment

-that's a naughty thought, khushi!

He said finally after some second of silence and then, suddenly, his hands finally touched her waist and he pulled her harshly against his hard body

-but you're right!

He smirked while she's blushing furiously

-once we are alone, it's a second chance for a second honeymoon and you're really able to understand that I'm not goanna let go of this chance, this time khushi!

-why?

She asked looking down...she doesn't know why she asked this...she doesn't even thought about asking this in real...she thought that she asked this silently

-why?

He repeated her question while his smirk vanished

-you don't know why?

He closed her from him the more

Their bodies were so close that even the air couldn't get in between them

Arnav made sure that he could feel every inch from her

She nodded negatively

She doesn't know??? Really?

-because I love you damn it!

He answered angrily

-that's why I want you this much khushi! that's why...I want you...I want to feel you...against me...just this way and...I want more! I can't stop wanting more from you because I love you!