Chapter 18

Chapter 15:Let me go

Khushi began pacing in the room and think about the last night dream. She touches her stomach and began caressing it. You are the only one in my life, don't ever leave me..if anything happen to you... I will die. No.. what I am thinking, nothing will happen to you..i won't let this happen. The flashes of sanjay stabbing her stomach bring tears in her eyes. Shiver run down through her veins by imagining about it...he won't snatched you from me. No one separate you from me. If he ever try to harm you, I will kill him...i kill him.

All left your ma alone you are my only hope..i am eagerly waiting for you to come in my life. I will never be sad, she wipe her tears and was about to go out when nani entered the room.

Khushi: Arre naniji aap yaha, did you need anything?

Naniji: No I won't. I came to meet you. You Okay na.

Khushi: Ji

NAni: Actually since the day you came here, I am noticing that you always be in the room. Are you comfortable in the house? If you need anything do tell me?

Khushi: I am absolutely fine. Just feeling little headache. Nani cupped her face and smiled thinking about something.

Nani: You always remind me of my grand daughter-in-law,payal. She is just like you. She cupped her cheeks lovingly. I am missing her so much...she is coming in few days. By listening payal name, khushi get sad and unknowingly tears brought from her eyes.

Nani:What happen to you? Why you are sad?

Khushi:Nothing nani? Kisi apne ki yaad aa gayi. (I remember someone) I mean, payal is my best friend name hope one day I get a chance to meet her. Due to some circumstances I get separated from her. She get married and..!

A sudden phone call on nani mobile, interrupt her. Hello, ji arre haan hum toh bhul hi gaye the..thik hain hum aate hain kal. (Yah okay..ohh i totally forgot..yah okay i am coming.) Nani rang off the call and smiled cheerfully.

Khushi:Why you are smiling nani?

Nani: How can i forgot such a big thing. That necklace..!

Khushi: Necklace?

Nani: Yah..few days before I have given my daughter in law necklace for polishing. I wanted lavanya to wear that necklace on her engagement. Now she is going to become a part of her family, so i will gave her.

Woh haar arnav ki maa ne uski bahu ke liye banwaya tha. (This necklace is made by arnav s mother for her bahu) By listening lavanya name she feel Mixed emotion happy,sad, guilty. The thought of the person whom is her only hope is now going to someone else, shattered her soul completely but she quickly brushes her thought of being selfish. She should be happy..how can she think like this. He is no one to me..just a mere stranger with whom I committed a mistake who is unknowingly bonded to me.

Kya hua bitiya kis soch mein dubi ho? (Where are you lost?)

Khushi: Hum bas woh..kuch nahi. I am thinking about arnavji.. I mean her mother..i don't know before that she is dead. I am sorry. ..i...! she stammered.

Nani: No you don't need to..! Do you know with so much much difficulty, I have made him agree for marriage otherwise don't know if I will be able to see his marriage ever or not.

Khushi: Ji

Nani: Haan lavanya loves him very much. But he always run away from her so I made him agree to tie a knot with her.

Khushi: I am very happy for her..she is very lucky..she got she a lovely in laws who loves her so much. She smile as much as can but the pain in the eyes is still visible in her.

Nani: I always like her since the day I met her first time..how happy and full of life she is just like our andi. Khushi smile bewilderingly but fate play a very drastic game to her life..it snatches her all happiness and brought only darkness in her life. Khushi smile faded by knowing about her past.. nani tell her everything what has happen with her.

''Lavanyaji ke samne toh hamara dard toh kuch bhi nahi hain..bhagwan kare unhe apne jiwan mein saare khushiya mile''. (My suffering is nothing in front of her...God will always grace her life and she get all happiness in her life.) She thought.

Nani: I wan just wanted to mean that rascal once.. who spoil her life. I will never spare that person. How can someone stoop so low. Khushi feels bad thinking about her.Forget it..its good she came out from her depression soon.

Khushi: Depression?

Nani: Haan.. after that incident, she become completely broken and goes to the depression. Still now she is taking anti-depression pills. But god is not that unfaithful to her, Chotte brought her back to herself. She loves him wholeheartedly..he is her everything now. Khushi closed her eyes by the sudden revelation, how fate has played such a big game to her life.

Nani: ''Bhagwan kare ab uski zindagi mein koi dukh na aye badi mushkil se vo apne atet se bahar nikli hain''. (Hope no sorrow with came on her life..after trying so hard she came out from her depression.) I have just one wish to see her as chotte wife as soon as possible that's it. Khushi look at her with blank expression and goes near the window and control herself.

Lavanyaji is such a nice girl..she deserve all happiness in her life. I will never came in between her love and happiness. She touches her stomach and say, ''beta..i am sorry I can't able to tell you about your existence in me to your father. I know you need him but can't you see lavanyaji need him much more than us''. Tumhare pas toh ma hain tumhara khayal rakhne ke liye par unhe pas apke papa ke alawa aur koi nahi hain. (You have your mother to take care of you but lavanyaji she have one one other than your papa.) Today I will make promise to you, I will never come in between their lives.

If she came to know, I am caring arnavji baby, she will again shattered..no I won't let this happen. Before they came to know about me I will go away from their lives forever. But andi..she will not let me go. What I will do? Chahe kuch bhi ho I will make her understand and go away from here anyhow.

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Andi: Di how are you feeling now? Khushi make a serious face by looking at her and hugged her tightly.

Are why you become so senti..uff!!!

Khushi: I am going to miss you very much.

Andi: Really me too she kissed her cheeks instantly. Then her pea size brain realize what she listened. Wait a minute, why you are saying like this..where are you going? She made a mysterious face. Khushi chuckled by seeing her and smiled.

Now why you are laughing..don't gave me heart attack..something is definitely cooking in your mind..tell me now. Khushi kissed her forehead.

Khushi: Always be happy and make other smile. Thank you for everything whatever you did to me...not even my loved ones care for me but came as a angel in my life.

Andi: Lagta hain apka dimaag mein chemical locha ho gaya hain..kal tak ro ro ke apna bura haal kar rahe the aur aj itna smile kar rahe ho jaise ki kuch hua hi nahi..akhir majra kya hain? (I think your brain is having some defects..since yesterday you are crying like a maniac and now you are smiling as if nothing happen..tell me what's the matter?)

Come on let go to doctor..you really need check up. Khushi made a wide O mouth.

Khushi: What me mad? She hold her ears.

Andi: Aahhh its paining. Oh shit..I forgot..!

Khushi: Ab kya ho gaya? (Now what happen?)

Andi: I knew it you will forgot. Remember we have to go for checkup.

''Kab tak mera khayal rakhogi aj nahi toh kal mujhe akele hi jeena hain toh aj se hi suruvat kyu nahi..mujhe jaldi se jald yaha se jana hoga kahi der na ho jaye!'' (Since when you will took care of me...now or when I have to live alone then why not I start from today. I have to leave this house as early as possible) Khushi thought plainly.

Andi: Lets go! I talk to Dr. Gupta, we have to reached in hospital. shall we leave?

Khushi: Huhh yah but, I am feeling hungry. Can I ate then we will go.

Andi: Of course, main abhi apke liye kuch garma garam khana lati hu..just 15 minutes..i will be back...you go and get ready till then. She nodded in agreement.After she went, khushi quickly went downstairs and go out from house and look back with teary face.

I am sorry andi I have to go..hope you will forgive me. You will be very hurt when you came to know I leave this house without telling you but I won't have any other option. I don't want to bring darkness in this family because of me. Naniji, lavnayaji and arn... She control herself. Hope Lavanyaji fill your life with lot of happiness.

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Di ye lo khana. She look around and doesn't saw her anywhere. Where is she? Oh god?? She hold her head and get panic.

Khushi is walking in the streets of Delhi continuously since hours, holding her stomach. She feels hungry and thirty, her breathe become uneasy..sun rays make her feeling dizzy. No.. I have to be strong.. I am not weak. I have taken decision then I have to follow anyhow by facing all thorns in my life. She sat on the nearby bench feeling restless. Her throat get dry and face become pale.

Andi roaming in the house nervously. ''Don't know where she gone...I have search everywhere but she is no where''. Damn now how I find her? Bhaiya haan, he will help me.

She dial his number instantly. Arnav look at the caller id and rolled his eyes. Not again man.. she again eat my head with her stupidity.

Hello bhaiya..i need your help its very urgent. She spoke urgently.

Arnav: Listen andi, I am outside now..talk to you later. She was about to say something when he instantly cut the call. Andi is tried to call him again and again but he make his phone in silent mode. Damn this tire. He is going in the meeting when his SUV halted in between.

Arnav:How much time it will take mohan? Hurry up.. I am getting late for meeting.

Mohan: Bhaiya..garage mein le jana padega. (We have to take it to garage.)

Arnav: No.. you took the car with you, I am going in a taxi. He is standing in the road for the the lift when suddenly he rooted at his place by looking at the person sitting in corner of the roadside with pale face.

Khushi!! What she is doing here? His phone is vibrating continuously, he picked it up by glaring at khushi.

I have told you na..stop calling me again and again.

Andi:How dare you cut my call..ek baar mere samne aa jao apke tange todh dungi.(I will beat you like hell.) Arnav gave her half smile.

Really??He chuckled.

Andi: Shut up..i am not in a mood or a joke right now. Khushi is missing!!!!

Arnav: But she is standing in front of me? Andi straighten herself and get relief by listening she is fine.

Andi: Where is she? And where are you? I am coming there.

Arnav: I am near sarojini market.

Arnav goes near her and look at her puffy face who is sitting lucratively by closing her eyes. He was about to touch her when he hesitantly get back.

Uhh khushi!!! You okay? Khushi open her eyes instantly by listening the familiar voice and get surprise by looking at him. The person whom she wanted to go away again destiny made him in front of him.

Aappp!!!!!!!!!! She get shocked.

Arnav: Haan.. main...! What are you doing here? You have any idea, andi is so worried about you?She is calling me so many times and you...!

She started walking avoiding his talk. He followed her and quickly hold her hand. ''I am talking to you not any ghost''.

Khushi: Leave my way..go away!!!

Arnav: Where are you going? Just look at yourself..what you are trying to do?

Khushi:Apse matlab...hum kahi bhi jaye kuch bhi kare apko use kya? Hame akela chod dejiye (Just do your work..i will go anything and go anywhere why you are bothering? Leave me alone.)She spoke rudely and struggle from his grip but he hold her tightly. By seeing her attitude, he grabbed her shoulder and pull her near him.

No one dare to talk with me like this? Both looked at each other for sometime sharing an eye lock.

Khushi: Please let me go..its better I will go away. My presence only filled destruction in other lives...I want to go..please leave me. She don't have much strength..her body get weak and in mere second she fainted in his arms.

Arnav: Khushi!!!!! Khushi!!!!! What happen...open your eyes. He then looked at the marks on her shoulder and cursed himself for hurting her unknowingly. He wipe her tears that flows from the corner of her eyes and look at her with fondly. He hold her in his arms and rush to the nearby hospital.

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Andi: Hello.. where are you I reached at the place but I can't find you.

Arnav: Khushi loses her consciousness so I brought her in the nearby hospital.

What.. hospital?? She panic. What if doctor inform him about her being pregnant..no!

Hello bhaiya..how is she? Dunno doctor is checking her inside.

Andi:You just stay here..i am coming there. He send her address. Before its too late i have to arrived there soon.

Doctor came outside and looked at him groveled.

So you are her husband..How careless you are?

Arnav:What husband..no..i am..!

Doctor: Don't you know in this situation..you have to took care of her. He looked at him confusingly.

What do you mean? What happen to her?

Precap: Bhaiya please mujhe maaf kardo..i know mujhe apse itni badi baat chupani nahi chahiye thi, (Bhaiya please forgive me..i know I shouldn't have hide all this from you.) arnav looked at andi angrily.

How could you hide all this from me..Why dammit? he shouted at her with greeted teeth. She looked down getting scared.

Nani I have to tell you something very important about khushi.

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