Chapter 1

[MEMBERSONLY]

[NOCOPY]

Ok, I am not completely insane, as you will be thinking of me. I can give you a sane reason for starting a new SS. The reason is that, I have written this long time back, when I was a frustrated viewer of this show. And to remove my frustration I had typed it down. But I had forgotten as were I had saved it. So today I caught hold of one of my old Pen Drive and while going through it's content I found this. My first ever piece of writing. It isn't in parts. Just 30 pages of MSWord. So it's not like I have all the parts ready. I will have to do some work before posting. So for now the first part is ready, and here I am posting it for you all. This SS is a continuation of one of the intense scene of IPKKND. Which scene? Go through the first part and you will get to know.

Part 1

"Because you don't have a character, Khushi!!"

"Ek baar bhi khayal nahi aaya ki jis insaan ko tum fasaane ki koshish kar rahi ho, who kisi ka pati hai, Raizada khaandan ka damaad hai. Uss Raizada pariwaar ka damaad hai, jis pariwaar ne tumhe kya kuch nahi diya"

."Mai apni Di ke liye kuch bhi kar sakta hoon, tum jaisi ladki se shaadi bhi. Aur wahi maine kiya."

"Ab bas intezaar kar raha hoon ki cheh mahine kab khatam ho aur Di aur unka baccha safe ho jayen. Taki main apni zindagi se tumhe hamesha hamesha ke liye nikaal ke bahar fek doon."

Garima Gupta saw her daughter entering the door of her house.

"Arre, Bitiya! You came back? Where is Arnav Babua? " Garima Gupta asked her daughter, confused.

Khushi looked at her Amma.

"Amma, Arnav ji had some important work and he needs to go out of town. So he said that I can live some more days with you all. He will pick me when he returns back" Khushi smiled as she bluntly lied to her Amma.

Garima Gupta nodded her head at her daughter and saw her moving towards her room.

Khushi bolted the door securely and looked at the bed through her empty eyes. She went and crept inside her bed. Cuddling herself in a ball, she stared at the empty spot at the white wall in front of her. There were no traces of tears in her eyes. She just stared at the emptiness. The emptiness which has flooded her life. She had loved that man. She had loved him with all her mind, heart and soul. She is ready to even die for him. But he? He is not even ready to trust her. He thinks that she is a characterless girl. Khushi's nail digging in the pillow. She wanted to remove the anguish she is feeling now. But she can't do that. She really can't do that. He had made her helpless. But she loves him. What will she do without him? Why doesn't he trusts her? Khushi closed her eyes. She don't know what to do anymore. She don't know if it will make any difference to anyone if she dies. But it will definitely make no difference to him. He hates her. He had said that to her, loud and clear. Her presence suffocates him. Then why is that she loves him? Why can't she hate him too? But she knows she can't. And she found herself losing . From where? To where? She don't know that. But she felt herself losing. And at this time she desperately needed a thin thread, anything to hold on to this world. She doesn't want to get lost. She really hate the feeling of getting lost. Please please Devi Maiya, help me , save me, I don't want to get lost. Was the silent plea of a lost soul to her favorite deity. And with that Khushi lost herself in an exhausted slumber.

Khushi felt something soft on her cheeks and she opened her eyes. Her eyes felt heavy with the unknown tears that had slipped without her permission. She saw a hand touching her cheek and she opened her eyes fully, to see who the hand belongs to. Her eyes traveled up and there she saw him. The first love of her life. The man for whom her innocent heart has fallen for.And oh! How hard it has fallen! She looked in his eyes, shining with love. Was that love for her? She wanted that to be for her. She can give anything for his one yes. Anything! He just has to say. She dragged herself near him. Her hand on its own record went behind his back as she brought him closer to her. Her hold on him tight as she clung to him like a lost child.

"Hum ne...Hum ne Kuch ...Kuch nahi kiya...Kuch nahi kiya hai, Arnav ji...humara bharosa kijiye...please...Hum devi Maiya ki kasam khate hai...hum ne kuch nahi kiya hai..." came Khushi's vulnerable and broken cry as uncontrollable sobs wrecked her body.

Khushi felt Arnav ji's hold tighten on her waist and she willingly went closer to him.

"I know...I trust you..." Khushi heard Arnav ji's reply and she smiled through her tears.

"You trust me?" came Khushi's desperate question.

"Yes, I do." Khushi again heard him say.

"You will not leave, na?...I will die...die without...without you...please ...please hum mar jayenge...hume characterless mat kahiye, please...hum kuch bhi karenge...bas ...bas ...bas humare pas rahiye...I need you..." Khushi sobbed against her Arnav ji's neck.

"I will not leave you neither will call you characterless, I promise" Khushi heard other condolence from her Arnav ji.

"You love...love me...love me?...please say that ...that you love me?...I love you very much...aap humse pyaar karte hai, na?" Khushi desperately asked for the next assurance.

"Yes! I love you." Khushi heard Arnav ji's confession, a confession which flooded her heart with a joy she had never felt before.

"Hum bhi aap se bohot pyaar karte hai...hume chhod ke kabhi mat jaeye...hum ...hum aaap ke bina...aap ke bina nahi reh sakte...please..." the lost soul wants to mend her broken heart. She wanted nothing more than her Arnav ji.

"I will not let you die..." came the much wanted assurance for Khushi.

Khushi looked at her Arnav ji, her heart rejoicing seeing the love for her in his eyes.

"You ...you...you will not let me die?...you...you will hold...hold me?" Khushi asked, leaning close, her breath fanning his cheek. Khushi's hand caressing Arnav ji's cheek.

Her Arnav ji nodded at her and she bent and rewarded him with a kiss.

She moved back and saw him giving her his cutest smile. She smiled back and kept her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes, hugging him close.

"Khushi Bitiya!! Khaana lag gaya hai!! Aao khaana kha lo" Garima called her daughter for dinner.

Khushi's eyes jerked open listening to her Amma's call. Her eyes instantly going to her right side. And there he was, smiling at her. Her thudding heart becoming regular seeing it's owner.

"Khushi Bitiya!!!"

"Ha, Amma, aate hai!!" Khushi shouted back.

Khushi turned to look at her Arnav ji.

"Arnav ji, I am going to have my dinner. Do you want to come?" Khushi asked.

She saw him shook his head as he said.

"No, Khushi. You go, I will wait for you" he smiled.

Khushi looked at him, uncertainly.

"Aap jayenge nahi na?" Khushi asked in a soft and vulnerable voice.

"I will not go anywhere. I will wait for you here" Khushi got her assurance.

Giving a soft peck on her Arnav ji's lips, she got up from the bed and exited the room to have her dinner.

...

"Aree Khushi, jaldi ka hai? Aaram se khao" Buaji said to her niece who was having her Dinner as she has a train to catch.

But Khushi not paying much attention to her Buaji, she finished her dinner and got up from her chair.

"Aree, aren't you going to help us cleaning the plates and kitchen?" Buaji asked as she saw her niece bolting towards her room.

But Khushi not paying a heed to her Buaji, entered her room.

"Arre! Dekho toh Sanka Devi ki sanak? Hum kuch bol rahe hai aur uu phurrr" Buaji said with her eyes wide at her niece's weird behavior.

"Jaane dijiye na, jiji. Lagta hai bohut thak gayi hai. Hum sab kaam kar lenge" Garima Gupta defended her daughter.

Buaji just shook her head.

...

Khushi entered the room and closed it securely.

She immediately turned around, her eyes searching for her Arnav ji. And she soon found him at the same place she had left him.

She ran towards the bed, climbing on the bed, she threw herself in his arms.

"Aap nahi gaye. You waited for me. Thank you...thank you.." Khushi said in a desperate tone. Too happy to see him waiting for her.

"I will never leave you!" Khushi heard him say.

She laid on the bed with her Arnav ji.

"Sleep, Khushi. I am here. Take my hand in yours and sleep"

Khushi took his hand in hers, in a tight grip. Taking in the loving face of her Arnav ji, she closed her eyes.

Her heart finding peace in the arms of her love. She doesn't need anything else. Nothing! Devi Maiya had heard her desperate plea. She had sent her Arnav ji for her. And with that content thought, Khushi gave into the slumber.

So, guys! How was it? You wish to read further or not? Because I will continue it only if you guys want. So please do let me know. And ya, if any one is still confuse than let me clear it, the scene from where I am continuing this SS is the terrace scene where Arnav reveals the secret behind his sudden marriage with Khushi, to Khushi.

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