Chapter 56
UNSPOKEN LOVE
CHAPTER 51
[NOCOPY]
[MEMBERSONLY]
Arnav caressed Khushi's hair she was sleeping deeply. Coco was slkeeping beside her on the bed after having his meals from her hands. Looking at her relieved face he himself couldn't comprehend how relaxed he felt. He still feel responsible for her condition and just watching her in pain make his heart lurk in pain. There was a connection between them. her pain, sorrows and happiness were directly-indirectly related to him but this connection was not just unknown but was hard to admit for him. how can he fall for a girl he once demise.
But time changes everything and his opinions for no exception. But at this point he doesn't want to give her any further hopes when he is himself unsure about his feelings. He don't want to see her hurt further. She took a sharp intake of breathe and her eyes soon flustered open. As she opened her eyes her vision was met by her anxiously waiting husband.
Arnav- "Better?" he asked her and she nodded.
Arnav-"I have to tell you something which will make you feel the best." He told her and she looked at him uncertainly.
"Arnav- "We are going home." He told her and her eyes widened.
Khushi- "What??" she said loudly trying to sit up but a sharp pain rose in her chest making her cough vigorously.
Arnav- "Khushi..." He stood up from the chair and rubbed her back trying to calm her down. it took a while for her to breathe normally and the pain to subsidize. He made her back rest on the pillows comfortably and she shut her eyes tight feeling both exhausted and pained.
Arnav- "Khushi you are not well...I think you should stay here for one more night." he told her in soift voice holding her hand gently.
Khushi- "Please take me home..." she begged making Coco sit in her laps who was worried with hif friends sudden fit.
Arnav- "Only on one condition." He said and she opened her eyes to look at him. this was the moment she would do anything to go back home.
Arnav- "You would do everything I'll say...you will only rest and wouldn't do anything." He instructed her.
Khuhsi-"I always to what you want Arnavji..." she said I a feeble voice. she didn't intended to dig their past but every memory where he dominated her and forced her to do things which landed them in thi situation today made him look away from her.
The deeper he analyses the situation, the deeper he realizes that sorry' isnt enough for whatever he did to her.
Arnav- "I bought your clothes...I'll call the nurse in...get ready meanwhile I'll do all the formalities." He informed her and without looking at her he left the room.
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Khushiji..." Anjali hugged Khushi as tight as possible with her little baby bump.
"Di please...not now..." Arnav interjected forcing his sister to break he hug.
"Every minute since yesterday was so torturous Khuhsiji...even the baby couldn't sleep...all night she keep kicking me asking how her Mami is." she told Khuhsi making her give a small smile to her.
"I am fine baby." Khushi said touching her belly gently with her fingertips. She was scared of touching her as she don't want to hurt the baby in any ways.
"Khushi...no more standing now...come let's go to the room." Arnav interjected again.
"Relax Chotte..."
"No Di...Doctor had strictly said that she need bed rest and look at her face. She looks tired." He told his Di.
"Arnavji..i am okay." Khuhsi told him.
"No you are not..." he said and without giving any scope for her arguments he scooped her up in his arms without any warning which made her gasp.
"Arnavji..." she said with embarrassment.
"Chotte...take her to the room and no messing around...she is not well." Anjalji warned playfully and let them go into their room. he made h er comfortable on the bed keeping pillows comfortable under her head.
"It's 5.30 now...you need to take some juice." He told her and ordered HP to get her some pineapple juice. She drank it without much fuss in small sips and after that he gave her the medicines.
Although he bought her home and she was happy, but he wasn't pleased with the visitors knocking their door everytime. Sometime Akash, sometime his Di, sometime Shyam sometime her family just disturbed her rest time which aannoy9ing him. although he was okay that her family came to see her as she wanted to see them but he don't want things which would have to compromise with her health.
Once the clock striked 8, he made her drink the soup and closed the door not letting anyone ion now.
Khuhsi- "Don't close the door, Di said she'll be coming." She informed him.
Arnav- "Enough of the meet and greet session for today Khuhsi, the sun will rise tomorrow as well." He sia din deadpanned voice.
Khushi- "But I..."
Arnav- "Khushi ever since you stepped in the house you didn't even blink your eyes...look at you face...I didn't bought you back home to fall ill again." he scolded her for the first time in a while. She bit her lower lip and looked down.
Arnav- "Kh-Khushi...I am.."
He began realizing he just said a lot more than required hurting her in the process.
Khushi- "It's okay Arnavji...you are right." She said in a feeble voice and slipping down in the blanket she closed her eyes. Arnav reached for the recliner and lay on it. as he was about to lay down he heard her voice again.
"Arnavji...wait..."
"What happened Khushi...are you okay?" he asked full of concern.
"How can you sleep their...you sleep here on the bed." she said and he huffed loudly. She fully knows how to scare him to the roots.
"I can mange Khushi...you just sleep." He told her.
"No...it's your room and your bed...you cant sleep on the recliner." She told him and his own words came running back to his mind. How rudely he had behaved with her for his things. Today he felt the difference between my' and our'.
"Khushi...please don't say like that...it's ours okay...as long as you are leaving here we will share everything." he said and she looked at him.
"Okay?" he asked and she nodded biting her lower lip.
"Good." he said to lighten the tensed atmosphere and as he was about to lay again she called for him again.
"Arnavji..."
"Yes Khushi..." He said in an exaggerating tone.
"You can come on the bed." she said in a low voice.
"Khushi I told you I can..."
"No I mean...we can share." She interjected him and he looked at her with uncertainty and he looked at her with surprise.
"Khushi...you don't have to do this." he told her.
"Arnavji...you yourself said we will share everything...so why...so why not this...bed." she questioned him uncertainty.
"Khushi..."
"Pplease..." she interrupted him.
"Okay..." he said and gingerly walked towards the bed and she shifted in the corner to give him the space.
"Are you sure?" he asked and she nodded. He laid beside her and she gave him a small smile.
They both lay down together and waited for the slumber to take them over. They both were staring at the ceiling not sure hat to say.
"Khushi..."
"Hmm..."
"Did you forgave me?" he asked from suddenly and waited for her response. When she didn't said anything he realized she hadn't forgiven him yet but suddenly her voice reached his ears.
"Arnavji...you were not at fault." She said and he frowned.
"Khu-"
"From the very beginning you didn't wanted me and this marriage...you had told me not to have any hopes from it and the whole pretend thing but I was so stupid that I started believing that we are for real."
"Khuhsi...I..."
"Yo never like me and now I know the reason...that you like someone else...I don't have any problem Arnavji...and I don't have the right to forgive you...because you weren't wrong." She added without letting him say anything.
Her words made him realize how deeply she was hurt. His heart was screaming to correct her, to let her know that he likes her...he feels strange when she is around but his mind was against it...he can't do this...love is not is way...he never walks on the path which would make him weak in anyways. Love will make him bounded, tied up and he doesn't believe in all these things. But when she is around him, unwillingly, she forces him to reconsider his opinions. His heart craves to love someone, to be loved by someone, to settle down but all this was way to hard for him to accept.
To be continued.
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