Chapter 51

Hey all am up again with the next part of "A DREAM OR A NIGHTMARE".. from now on I wud want u all to read my chapters form Indiaforums that too from lappy or pc coz I have a surprise for you all... you all will enjoy more there...

Also I have to make a confession this chapter is really close to my heart... when I started writing it I was completely blank.. but today I don't know what happened to me I wrote this whole and i was myself crying with this update... hope u all like it too...

Part-36 new saplings..

Harsh pushed randhir out of his house.. he also threw his bag on randhir's face and slammed the door on his face... randhir picked up his bag and turned around to leave.. he was cryng.. he was sobbing.. he looked down.. and then turned back and looked at the house.. then again turned around and started walking to leave... he was walking slowly.. looking at his feet... all those moments which he had spent with her were flashing in front of his eyes.. his eyes were brimming with tears.. he wanted her badly.. his heart broke into thousand pieces..

on the other hand , sanyukta came to her room.. she sat down on the floor ...buried her face her palms..and sobbed bitterly.. she knew he cant live without her .. even she can't live without him.. she loves him a lot.. he needs her but not more than her baby.. she too needs him... she knew he is alone now.. he will ruin himself.. he is no less than a baby for her.. she was already missing him.. the moments of togetherness.. moments of love care and affection..

they both were crying .. craving for eachother..

An hour passed..

Randhir was sitting at the airpot waitimg for his flight.. he was looking down at the floor.. broken.. shattered.. his eyes were red due to continuous crying.. he was all lost with no movement.. then suddenly his phone rang.. he didn't pick up.. again it rang and he came out of his thoughts and pulled out his mobile from his pocket ... he looked at the screen ,it flashed sanyukta's name.. he picked it up immediately..

Randhir: hello (he spoke in a stern voice resting his elbows on his thighs.)

Sanyu was sobbing on the other side.

Randhir: why are you doing this?? I know you love me.. (tears escaped from his eyes) don't do this to yourself.. don't do this to me.. I know you cant live without me... (he kept his palm on his lips)

Sanyu: (sobbing) randhir.. (she spoke in her soft voice)

He closed his eyes.. he felt relief listening to his name from her mouth...her voice was soothing his pain.. he gulped..

Sanyu: you please take care of yourself... have food on time.. don't take too much stress.. take proper sleep ok... stay away from dust u will catch cold and randhirr don't consume alcohol.. promise me that you will take care of yourself..

He opened his eyes and looked to his side... he was not able to reply... he then composed himself..

Randhir: sanyukta... I wont give any promise... coz you wont be there to take care of me...

Sanyukta: don't do this randhir... if u have ever loved me , you will take care of yourself..

Randhir: hmmm... you too take care of yourself... and take care of (he paused for a few seconds) the baby too... (he finally spoke)

Sanyukta closed her eyes now.. and cried again...

Sanyukta: I will randhir.. yaha itne log h mera dhyan rakhne k liye...

Randhir: but mere pass to koi nahi h na sanyu... I am all alone now.. (he too sobbed)

Sanyukta: (sobbing) esa nahi h randhir... (she gulped)

Randhir: come back naa... (sliding his hand in his hair)

Sanyukta: bye randhirrr...

Randhir: plz don't cut the phone... (paused his hand)

Sanyukta: bye randhir.. take care...

(she hung the phone )

Randhir: sanyukta don't.. don't sanyukta... (he pleaded)

The he realised that she wasn't there...

He removed the phone from his ear and sobbed again...

Two months passed...

Sanyukta have now started living with randhir's parents as Harsh singh shekhawat didn't allow her to go from there, he was really guilty at his son's deeds so he requested Anju to allow her to stay with them . Anju too gave her consent as kishore was still not aware of anything.. Harsh and Renuka were taking good care of sanyukta.. where as randhir was not allowed to talk to anyone in the there.. specially to sanyukta, as strict instructions were given by Harsh.. but still he was Randhir.. he was secretively in contact with Renuka.. he knew everything about sanyukta.. Renuka used to tell him everything ... Harsh and Sanyukta were completely unaware of it... he used to call Renuka in the afternoon when Harsh and Sanyukta were not at home... he used to send Renuka money so that she can give that money to sanyukta without even telling her that it is Randhir's money... sandhir used to miss each other a lot but holding themselves back... he had engrossed himself totally into work... he had started working for longer hours to avoid her thoughts.. everything was becoming normal now... but still they both were not happy somewhere... even their parents were not happy to see their kids like this.. sanyukta used to pretend that she was really fine.. but her heart knows what she was going through.. the pain of loneliness in this condition was eating her.. she needed her baby's father with her... she want her baby's father with the baby...

It was 2:00 pm...

Usually at this hour only Renuka stays at home.. as Harsh and Sanyukta go for their work out... but Co incidently sanyukta was at home that day... she came back from her routine medical check up ... she was sitting in her room resting just then landline phone rang..

Sanyukta (screamed) : maa phone baj raha h...

No reply...

Sanyukta (again screamed) : maa... koi hai...

No reply...

she came out of her room and went to living area where the landline was kept.. she pulled the speaker and spoke

sanyukta: hello..

no reply...

sanyukta: hello kon bol raha h?? (she spoke in irritation)

no reply..

then she realised who was that person...

sanyukta: randhirrr... (she spoke)

randhir: hmmm...

it was all silence for a few seconds.. their eyes automatically welled up... suddenly all those memories of togetherness flashed in front of their eyes... this period of two months was the most difficult time for both of them.. they both were craving for each other... missing each other's voice.. eachother's touch.. missing each other's face.. each other's embrace..

randhir: how are you?? (he broke the silence )

sanyukta: (looking down) theek hoo...

randhir: hmmm...

Sanyukta: tum kese ho??

Randhir: me be theek hoo...

They have nothing to talk rightnow.. nothing to discuss.. they were feeling awkward but still something was soothing them... after a long 2 months they were listening to each other's voice.. sensing each other closing their eyes...

randhir: how is the baby??(broke the silence)

sanyukta: (opened her eyes) fine...

randhir: hmmm... you need something??

Sanyukta just wanted him nothing else . she knew its not possible...

Sanyukta: nothing (spoke in her low voice.. suppressing her sobs) ..

Randhir: mom kaha h??

Sanyukta: maa .. (looking around.. ) wait let me call her...

Randhir: no its ok... (he didn't want her to go anywhere rightnow)

Sanyukta: randhir I wanted to tell you one thing...

Randhir: ha bolo...

Sanyukta: randhir ... I am pregnant with twins...

Randhir: huh... twins.. (he whispered)

Blood rushed into his brain... he didn't know how to react now.. it was neither a shock nor a surprise for him... this was the most unexpected news for him... he had goosebumps for a few seconds.. he was feeling unusal.. he was somewhere happy.. somewhere afraid.. somewhere lost.. somewhere angry.. somewhere emotional.. all mixed emotions he had...

He gulped then manage to speak...

Randhir: ohh that's great...

Sanyukta got confused .. did he just say that?

Sanyukta: are you happy??

Randhir: of course..

Sanyukta: why are you like this randhir??

Randhir: I can ask the same question...

Sanyukta: where are we going randhir..?? alone we both are...

Randhir: only I am alone.. you have my babies.. you have my parents.. I have none...

Sanyukta: hum sab h tumhare sath randhir...

Randhir: where?? I cant fine anyone...

Sanyukta: I think you should... you should...

Randhir: what??

Sanyukta: you should move on...

Randhir: (gritted his teeth) move on... yeah right... and how ?? can you plz explain??

Sanyukta: (hesitating) find someone..

Randhir: else.. (he interrupted)

Sanyukta: hmmm...

Randhir: listen sanyukta... I don't need your suggestions.. do you see mom around?? If not then cut the phone... I am not interested in talking to you... vese be I am not safe for you.. if dad comes to know about this he again blame me... and I really love you.. I don't want to put in any kind of trouble... (he spoke in one breathe)

Sanyukta: randhirrr...

Randhir: is mom there??

Sanyukta: no...

Randhir: ok then bye...

He hung the phone down... closed his eyes.. a lone tear escaped from his eyes... where as sanyu too was crying on the other side...

6 months later...

Delhi...

Randhir: (on phone) mom , when is her due date??

Renuka: (replied) the doctors said 25^th november.. but 9^th month has already started so anytime it can happen...

Randhir: mom.. I am going to America next week... I just wish it happens in this week only.. coz once I reach there I wont be able to come back in less than a month...

Renuka: one month... tu mana nahi kar sakta...??

Randhir: what do you think..? mene mana nahi kara hoga... I work here.. they are not ready to listen to me.. and they are paying a lot this time.. so I thought it wud be good.. coz I have invest this money in an F.D. for the babies... kaam ayega unke...

Renuka smiled...

Renuka: bas ye sab jaldi se khatam ho jaye... sanyukta is not able to walk properly now... its twins now.. so its more difficult.. also bhot moti be ho gayi h...

Randhir: (giggled) hmmm.. dekha mene.. apne photos beje the... she is looking very cute...

Renuka: but I want the babies to resemble you... your looks are better than sanyukta...

Randhir: hahahaha , mom... ap vesi ki vesi ho... kisi pe be jaye.. I just want them to be healthy...

Renuka: sab theek hoga randhir...

Randhir: mom I am really scared... I mean she is alone.. I know ap waha ho... but fir be...

Renuka: you don't worry... sab accha hoga...

Randhir: apne dad se baat kari??

Renuka: I tried... but he is not ready to listen... he is still upset with you...

Randhir: mom I really wanted to be there when my babies come out... I don't deserve them... but still... (his eyes welled up)..

Renuka: eveything will be fine beta... he is keeping you away from her becoz he has his reasons..

Randhir: (interrupted) that I will cause harm to her... mom why cant he just get this thing that I love her now... I can never harm her... I will die before that happens... I am already dying here... (he screamed)

Renuka: calm down randhir... I will again try and talk to him again...

Randhir: hmmm... I will send some money tomorrow.. and take care of her... bye..

Renuka: bye beta,,,

They both hung the phone..

One and a half week passed...

Randhir had already left for America... where as sanyukta was admited to hospital for delivery...

In doctor's cabin...

Renuka : doctor... how long will it take..??

Doctor: mrs. Shekhawat.. actually we are waiting for labor pain... if that doesn't happen in next 5 hours we will operate her..

Renuka: operation...??

Doctor: yes operation.. it wud not be good if we wait for normal delivery for long...

Renuka: ok doctor...

5 hours rolled... doctors took sanyukta to operation threatre for delivery... Hasrh, Renuka and Sanyu's parents were outside the OT... all were nervous.. all were praying.. renuka on the other hand was constantly trying randhir's no. but he remained available...

After half an hour , they all heard a noise of baby crying... all became happy...

Anju: agaya mera bachaa... (she cried out)

Harsh: bacha nahi bhabhi bache... (all smiled...

After a few minutes two nurses came out each having a baby in their hands wrapped in pink clothe...

Nurse 1: congratulations... you are blessed with two princesses...

And they both handed over the babies to Renuka and Anju...

The babies looked exactly like randhir... their eyes were closed... their small hands were closed in fists.. their skin was pink and soft.. a tear escaped from Renuka's eyes...

Anju: sanyu kesi h??

Nurse: doctors are putting stitches now.. you will have to wait...

Anju: ohh...

Everyone was happy ... Soon doctors shifted sanyukta to normal ward... she was still unconscious...

Renuka again tried randhir's no. but this time he picked up her call...

Randhir: yeah mom...

Renuka: where were you??

Randhir: sorry I was a bit busy with work... bolo kya hua.. sanyu kesi h??

Renuka: you are a father now... (she screamed on phone..)

Randhir froze... he became numb... he was lost ... he was breathing heavy...

Renuka: randhir..?? are u there?? Randhir (she screamed again)

Randhir: hmmm mom I m here... (he had a lump in his throat... he choked for a while.. his eyes became moist.. )

Renuka: u are bless with two daughters randhir.. (she laughed on phone)

Randhir's heart beat increased...he sat down... he was just looking in front... he was crying... I was not able to speak...

Renuka: and dono bache tuj pe gaye h...

He closed his eyes... he started sobbing loudly on phone...

Renuka: randhir?? Beta kya hua,,, arent you happy??

Randhir: no mom... no... I am the happiest person on this planet now... I cant express how I am feeling now... (he gulped and wiped his tears) ... mom how is she??

Renuka: (smiled) which "she" are you talking about randhir?? You now have three she's (she laughed again... though it was a bad joke but randhir felt good)

Randhir: I am talking about sanyu mom...

Renuka: ya ya.. I know..i was just teasing you.. she is fine.. she is sleeping...

Randhir: photo bejo na.. teeno ki...

Renuka: abi bejti hoo...

Randhir: hmm I am waiting...

Renuka forwarded pictures of the baby and sanyu to randhir... he saw them.. he was smiled looking at them with some moisture in his eyes...

Randhir: (keeping the phone again on his ears) they are beautiful...

Renuka: honge hi.. tuj pe jo gaye h...

Randhir: mom... can I come there?? Plz ask dad na... next month... plz...

Renuka: tu bas aja... me dekhti hoo tuje kon rokta h... u are the father randhir...

Randhir: hmm... I will come there only if she wants me to be there... I really cant hurt her anymore...

Renuka: hmmm... when she will regain her consciousness.. me baat karwati hoo teri usse...

Randhir: yeah...

Renuka: ok.. chal bye beta.. I have play with my grand daughters now...

Randhir: (giggled.. ) hmmm...

They both hung the phone...

Precap: sanyukta sees the babies and talks to randhir.. and she will go to delhi again...

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samridhigoodiez2014-11-06 07:35:40