Chapter 47

Part- 34 broken dreams...

Randhir: she doesn't know that tumhara affair mere sath chal rha h...

They both giggled... then Randhir stopped laughing...

Randhir: sanyukta ek baat poochuu??

Sanyu: hmmm...

.

Randhir: tum kabi kuch bolti kyo nahi hoo... I mean its very painful for you... I hurt you so much... then also you keep quiet...

Sanyu: esa nahi h randhir... m fine...

Randhir: yeah right... I can see those marks... and that is not the only place right.. there must be more like these all over your body...

Sanyu: (she cupped his face) its ok randhir... don't think too much...

Randhir: wear ur shrug back... and I promise I will be careful next time...

Sanyu smiled and wore her shrug back... randhir left the kitchen ...

Days passed...

Sandhir were happier than ever... randhir's extension in her office was at its expiry... he was sad... but he was happy that she will always be with him... their relation was turning more mature and he too started understanding her... he became more caring for her... his possessiveness was turning into protectiveness...

Randhir's birthday...

it was 4:00 pm...

Randhir was sitting on the couch and sanyu was sitting in the middle of his legs.. they both were watching their wedding pictures... cherishing the moment...

Sanyu: look at this picture randhir... tumhe haldi lagi h... ye neeta massi h na??

Randhir: hmmm... Neeta massi ... I don't like her at all...

Sanyu: kyo??

Randhir: unke bacche ... I so hate them... they are so naughty... actually I don't like kids at all...

Sanyu became serious... she gulped...

Sanyu: randhir ek baat bolo??

Randhir: bolo...

Sanyu: (closing the wedding album turning around) I think we should plan our family...

Randhir became serious...

Randhir: family... u are my family sanyu... I don't need anyone.. aren't we enough for each other...??

Sanyu: randhir dekho... kids are important...

Randhir: who said kids are important... ?? aren't you happy with me...?? Tumhe or log kyo chahiye...

Sanyu: its not like that... But family is important... I always wanted one... a small happy family... (she smiled)

Randhir: even I want a family... or I have one.. just you and me... I don't need anyone else.. also bache honge to tum meri taraf dekhogi be nahi...

Sanyu: esa kisne kaha...?? Why do you think like that??

Randhir: see sanyukta I have three reasons due to which I don't want kids.. one am not ready for kids... second I don't like them and last I cant share you with anyone.. not even my kids.. I want you to only focus on me... (he pulled her closer)

Sanyukta remained quiet... she knew arguing with him will be of no use... he is very stubborn... she smiled and changed the topic...

It was a month of march...

Tuesday...Sanyukta came back to home early... She was sweating... she was scared... she was shivering... she was marching in her room... Randhir came back home at his usual time form his office.. (I must inform you all that now he is working in his own company... the project is over now) he went to his room... and changed his clothes and came out for dinner... sanyu served him... she was behaving weird...

Randhir: you are not eating...

Sanyu: am not hungry...

Randhir: are you ok?? Not feeling well??

Sanyu: yaa thoda sa head ache h...

Randhir: have something... Thoda sa to khao... I wont let you sleep empty stomach... you will fall more ill...

Sanyu: am fine... muje bilkul bhook nahi h..

Randhir: mere sath be nahi khaogi...(he made a puppy face)

Sanyu: (smiled) tum bhot ziddi ho...

She served herself... and they both had dinner... After having dinner randhir was as usual waiting for her for another make out... he was laying on his bed... soon sanyu entered and laid next to him... randhir immediately came over her... and kept his palm on her forehead and other one her stomach...

Randhir: abi headache theek h...??

Sanyu: hmmm... m fine now...

Randhir: ok... good...

He moved down to kiss her... but she turned her face away...

Randhir: what??

Sanyu: aj nahi plz...

Randhir: kyo?? Tum theek ho na... ?

?Sanyu: (looking at him again) am fine.. bass mann nahi h...

.Randhir: (this came as a shock to him... coz she had never done this before) its ok... you take rest...

He moved away and slept... but sanyu couldn't sleep at all...

3 days passed..

during which sanyu was avoiding him... giving him different excuses every night... randhir was obviously not liking this... he was getting irritated by her behavior... He was finding something fishy about her ... he knew she was hiding something from him...

It was a Sunday morning... (pick up ur tissues guys.. )

7:00 am...

Sandhir were sleeping... just then sanyu woke up and ran to washroom... she vomited... listening to her,,, randhir too woke up and looked at his side.. he saw she was not there... he ran to washroom... she was still vomiting... randhir came behind her and started rubbing her back...

Randhir: oh god sanyu... (he was patting her back) let me get u a glass of water...He ran out of the room and brought her a glass of water... sanyu stood straight and gulped the whole water...

Randhir: sanyukta u are not well for so many days.. lets go to the doctors today...Sanyu: (her eyes widened.. she was scared) no randhir m fine... me bilkul theek ho...

Randhir: yeah right I can see that... (he snapped)

Just then sanyu's head started spinning... she kept her palm on her head... she was losing her balance.. but randhir caught her before she wud fall...

Randhir: oh my god sanyu... tumhe ho kya rha h... you are so not well...

Sanyu again stood straight... and..

Sanyu: ese hi randhir.. thoda weakness h.. I am fine...

Randhir knew she was lying...

Randhir: sanyukta are you hiding something from me??

Sanyu: (looked away) why will I be hiding anything from you...

Randhir: tum kuch dino se bhot weird behave kar rhe ho.. you are avoiding me.. and ye sab... what is wrong.. ??

Sanyu: rrandhir.. dekho.. m fine.. esa kuch nahi h.. why wud I avoid you..??

Randhir looked down... then something stroke his mind...

Randhir: sanyukta... are you pregnant...?? (he looked at her.. frowning)

Sanyu looked at him.. he caught her... she gulped.. she was shivering...

Randhir: bolo.. are you pregnant.. these symptoms are reflecting that you are pregnant/.

.Sanyu: randhir vo... vo ba,,,,

Randhir caught her shoulders...

Randhir: yes... you are pregnant sanyukta... oh my god... (he left her and face palmed himself... he turned around) oh shit!!!! NO NO NO... (he screamed) ye kese hogyaaa... (he said down on his toes and buried his face in his palms) f$$k man... (he got up and looked at sanyu again... he gritted his teeth ) why were you hiding this form me?? Ha..?? bolo...

Sanyu was hell scared.. her eyes became moist...

Sanyu: randhir vo me batane hi wali thi...

Randhir: (clutched her shoulders and pulled her closer) kab batane wali thi haa... kab?? (he screamed)

Sanyu: randhir plz calm down... Plz

Randhir: calm down sanyukta... u are pregnant and you want me to calm down... kitna time hua h.. which month..??

Sanyu: randhir... 20 days... (she looked down)

Randhir: oh my god... tumne mujse abi tak chhupa k rakha... how dare you??

Sanyu: randhir muje be 5 din pehle hi pata chala... trust me...

Randhir: 5 din... tum mujse 5 din se chhupa rhe ho... muje pehle kyo nahi bataya...

Sanyu: I was scared randhir... tum gussa hote,,,

Randhir: so you want me to celebrate...??

sanyukta didn't I tell you that I don't want a baby...

Sanyu: randhir dekho..

Randhir: no sanyukta... tum dekho ab... we will go to doctor now.. and will get rid of it...

Sanyu: randhir ni plz.. plz nahi randhir...

He dragged her out of the washroom...

Randhir: change ur clothes we are going to doctor now...

Sanyu: doctor kyo randhir...?? (she was sobbing)

Randhir: are you dumb..??for abortion...

Sanyu became numb... did he just say abortion... she was shocked...

Randhir: sun rahi ho na tum... we will abort this child as soon as possible...

Sanyu: (breathing heavy) randhir no... I wont abort this baby...

Randhir: me tumse pooch nahi raha ho.. m telling you... get ready fast.. (he said pulling out his towel form the cupboard... )

Sanyu: randhir plz... I wont do it...

Randhir went to her...

Randhir: sanyukta I said get ready fast,,, m going to bathe... then its ur turn...

He went to washroom... sanyu was shattered... she was scared.. she knew he is very stubborn... he cud go to any extent today... she sat down on bed... folded her legs and started sobbing bitterly... after sometime randhir came out of washroom and saw her sobbing..

Randhir: ab rone se kuch ni hoga.. ur condition will be worse... just get ready... we have to leave soon...

Sanyu: I wont go randhir...

Randhir: sanyukta... don't be stubborn.. you know we cant keep this baby... its been only 15 months of our marriage... also bola tha na... I don't want baby... I can never be a good father... nor do I want to be...

Sanyu: but randhir I want a baby...

Randhir: am I not enough for you?? Tumhe ek baat samj ni ati kya??

Sanyu: randhir don't do this to me... (she got up and walked upto him)

Randhir: dekho sanyukta... this baby and all... isme dono partners ki marzi hoti h... and I say no to it..

Sanyu: and I say yes to it...

Randhir: fine (throwing the towel on floor)... go a head.. akele kar paogi... it's a baby sanyukta not a joke...

Sanyu: randhir I cant believe this... how can you be so insensitive about ur own baby... its ur baby.. our baby... (she sobbed)

Randhir: stop this mellow drama sanyukta... (he took a deep breathe) listen... I am not ready for this baby crap rightnow.. may be in future we can plan.. as of now... hum hospital jayege and abortion karwange...

Each word of his was piercing her heart... she didn't know what to do.. how to react... her small world was shattering in front of her eyes... she was breathing heavy... she could feel a storm round the corner... she was just looking at him...

Sanyu: crap... (she whispered)

Randhir: or nahi to kya... kids... I hate them... and me hoo na tumhare liye... (he pulled her and wrapped his arms around her back... he was trying to convince her... adopting every single means)

Sanyu: leave me randhir... (she snapped)

Randhir: no... ese kese chhod doon (he giggled and kissed her cheeks)

Sanyu: I said leave me... (she started pushing him... randhir was irritated... and sanyu finally pushed him hard.. and came out of his grip)

Randhir was stunned...

Randhir: what the hell..?? how dare you?? (he screamed.. then he again took a deep breathe and calm himself down .. spoke softly ) listen baby... plz try and understand.. we cant keep it.. that's it... (he cupped her face ) baby.. plz try and understand.. we are still immature to keep a baby...

Sanyu jerked his hands off.. she was annoyed... enraged..

Sanyu: randhir I will not abort the baby... (she declared)

Randhir: fine then... YOU MAY LEAVE THEN... (he just snapped... he himself didn't know what he just said to her)

Sanyu was in utter shock.. she couldn't believe her ears.. what he just said...??

Sanyu: you want me to leave.. ?? (she enquired)

Randhir realized what he just said... he never wanted this.. but he thought this wud help him to get rid of the baby so he continued...

Randhir: yes.. now you have to make a choice... either me or the baby... (randhir was sure sanyukta will now bend down in front of him... he was sure she wud choose him)

Sanyu: randhir... ye kya bol rahe ho tum... (sanyukta was in utter shock... she was just looking at him..)

Randhir: cant you listen...?? I said choose between me or the baby...

Sanyu: (looking into his eyes) randhir... (tears made their way.. she gulped... she didn't know what to say..) you want me to choose... ??(she gulped again)

Randhir: yes...

Sanyu: ok randhir... today I got to know where I stand in your life...

She turned around... and started walking to her cupboard... randhir was confused what was she upto... and he saw her taking out a suitcase from the cupboard... he was shocked...he ran to her... and grabbed the handle of suitcase... he looked at her and pulled it from her hand..

Randhir: tummm... you chose this over me?? I cant believe this... how can you do this to me sanyukta??

Sanyu: leave it randhir... u don't need me... u never needed me... (she was speaking with a stern look)

Randhir: (pulled her and grabbed her shoulders) sanyukta... how can you think like that...??

Sanyu: let me go randhir.. we are not meant to be together...

Randhir: you are not going anywhere... we are going to hospital that's it...

Sanyu: (jerking his hands away) you know what randhir... you never loved me... u only wanted to satisfy ur desires... u only lusted me... (tears made their way)...

Randhir: how can you think like that sanyukta... ?? this is what your problem is... you always want words... tumko bina bole samaj nahi ata... and you think I lust you... oh my god.. Fine you want me to say in words then sunlo... I LOVE YOU sanyukta... and I only love you... (his eyes became moist) tumhe ho kya gaya h... mene tumhare liye itna sabkuch kiya.. and you think I lusted you..

Sanyu: (she was sobbing now) randhir ... you don't love me... you only love yourself... tumne humesha vo kiya h jo tumhe chahiye... no this time randhir... not anymore... now you have to make a choice... choose both of us or none...

Randhir: tum iss bache k liye muje chhod rahi hoo... bola na we will plan our family in future... kitna sa time hua h humari shadi ko,... its been only a few months since we are together... Don't you love me??

Sanyu: tumhe kya farak padta hai randhir... just answer my question... me with baby or none...

Randhir: (gritting his teeth ... he was fuming) why don't you kill me sanyukta... ?? I love you... and you think muje farak nahi padta... tumhare bina me ek second nahi reh sakta... how can you think like that...

Sanyu: me with baby or none?? (she screamed closing her eyes)

Randhir: I want only sanyukta... that's it... and me tumhe kahi nahi jane dunga...

Sanyu: I got my answer randhir... Randhir: matlab?? (he was confused ... frowning)

Sanyu: am going... I will leave soon... it was my mistake that I loved you... I marry you... but thanks a lot for giving me this precious gift... we both wont bother you any further...

She turned around and started pulling out her clothes out of the cupboard...

Randhir: ye tum kaya kar rhe ho... ?? listen... sanyukta ... (he moved forward and snatched clothes from her hands) tum kahi nahi jaogi... don't argue with me (he showed her fingers)... bina apne saman k kese jaogii...

Sanyu: mat karo esa randhir.. let me go.. its high time now.. you don't need me... you need someone who can handle you... who can fulfill you requirements.. and unfortunately its not me...

Randhir: listen sanyu... don't argue with me.. I know what I want... u are my life.. kese rahunga me tumhare bina... ab to mene confess be kiya that I love you.. tum ab be muje chhodke jana chahti hoo...

Sanyu: randhir...stop it... stop it now.. me tumhe handle nahi kar sakti... not anymore.. it was my fault that I was thinking that we can be together... you don't want this baby... but muje chahiye... I have fulfilled all ur demands.. but not this time... this time you are wrong randhir... you know what you only love yourself... I know if I will stay here for more... you wud kill my baby... (she sobbed)..

Randhir: sanyukta.. its my baby too.. and muje nahi chahiye to isme galat kya h.. why are you over reacting...?? most of the times I use protection... I don't know mujse ye galti hui kese... (irritated)

Sanyu was just looking at him numb... she threw her clothes and came to another room silently... randhir too followed her... she laid on the bed and started sobbing... randhir looked at her... he was relaxed.. he knew she wont go now.. and he will any how convince her for abortion... he left her alone.. coz he thought she needs some time alone and came to his room...

Hours rolled..

he came to her room.. and ask her to eat something... initially she refused and but randhir forced her.. so she ate... and slept...

the whole day passed like this..

Next day...

It was 7:00 am...

Randhir woke up early and went to another room...

Randhir: sanyu.. wake up.. (he spoke softly )

Sanyu looked up at him.. her eyes were red... swollen... she was still crying...

Randhir: (adjusting her locks) are you ok baby...??

Sanyu sat up and looked away...He sat next to her and pulled her in his arms and pecked her cheek...

Randhir: I know mene meri sanyu ko bhot hurt kiya h... m sorry baba...

Sanyu looked up at him.. she was surprised looking at him like this.. he was completely a changed person...

Randhir: come.. get ready for the office...

Sanyu: am not feeling well... (she looked down)

Randhir: ok... you wanna have rest...

Sanyu: hmmm...

Randhir: its ok,,,, tum rest karo.. I have to go to office...Soon he left for the office,,,,

sanyu was relieved that he doesn't have any problem with the baby now...

It was 4:00 am...

Sanyu was laying in her bed... just then randhir called her up.

.Randhir: hello.

.Sanyu: hello randhir...

Randhir: how are you now??

Sanyu: feeling better..

Randhir: hmmm... accha sanyu listen...

Sanyu: hmm bolo..

Randhir: lets go for a dinner tonight...

Sanyu: dinner??

Randhir: yaa dinner.. just you and me... tumhare favorite restaurant me.. and wear saree...

Sanyu: ( blushed...) ok...

Randhir: fine I will be at home in half an hours.. tab tak you be ready... we have to leave sharp at 4:30...

Sanyu: abi se hi,,, itna jaldi,,,

Randhir: yaa,,, we have to go to doctor na.. mene appointment liya h... we have to be there at 5... so tum ready ho jao...

Sanyu: appointment??

Randhir: listen sanyu.. bhot questions poochti ho tum...just do as I say... m coming in half an hour.. tab baat karte h,,, bye..

He hung her phone...

Soon after randhir came back... he saw the door was open... he entered the house... he felt something weird... he frowned... he entered in.. and called out her name...

Randhir: sanyukta,,,,..

No reply...

Randhir: sanyukta where are you...??

No reply...His heart started beating fast.. he entered his room... and found out the everything was finished...she was gone... he ran outside the house.. but she was nowhere... he tried her no. which was also no reachable... He broke down... and sat on his knees and cried her name...

Randhir: no no no... sanyukta you cant do this to me ... why did you leave me...?? SANYUKTAAA... (he screamed)... I have always loved you... you chose the it over me... (he was sobbing... crying)

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As the miles increase my heart just sinks...

Precap: mission sanyu ko dhundo... (lol) and drama...So guys this was it... hope you all liked it... Plz leave your precious comments below...