Chapter 43

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A DREAM OR A NIGHTMARE...

PART 31 don't leave me alone...

Days passed... Randhir's obsession for sanyukta was increasing...he never left sanyu alone for any night.. Whenever he gets a chance he never left her.. He enjoyed her touch..
Even sanyu's feelings for him were getting stronger...

One night...
It was 9:00 pm..
Sanyu went to kaustuki's place directly from office.. She has sone work there.. Randhir knew about this.. He was at his home.. Just then Randhir received a call from.sanyu.. Her first mob. Call... Randhir was surprised.. He immediately picked up the call...
Randhir: Hello...

Sanyu: Hello Randhir... ( her voice was tensed)

Randhir: Are u ok??
Sanyu: M fine Randhir.. Can u do me a favour..?? Plz...

Randhir gritted his teeth.. He didn't like the word favour from her mouth for him...

Randhir( sarcastically) : Bolo...
Sanyu:Vo... Its too late now.. N kaustuki Ki car kharab h.. So can u plz pick me up from her place... I hope u don't have any problem.. M sorry Randhir if I disturbed u...

Randhir: Tummm ( he stopped.. He was irritated) a rha hoo . U be there . Will be there in 10 mins..
He hung up the phone...
Randhir's pov
Wat is wrong with this girl... M her husband.. Mujse favour.. Why cant she claim her rights on me?? She always behaves so formally with me.. As if me uska koi.. Koi.. ( he again gritted his teeth..)
he picked up his car keys and drove the car to kaustuki's house...he reached there and brought her to home... The whole journey he didn't talk to her.. He was so much irritated with her behaviour... On the other hand sanyu totally misunderstood him.. She thought he is angry becoz she bothered him n disturbed him.. She was scared.. As soon as they reached home Randhir entered his room without saying anything.. Coz he knew if now he will Say anything to her then that wont be good...his temperament will ruin everything ... He laid down on his bed ... Sanyu found it very unusual from his part.. He had never left her for so many days and nights like this... She laid next to him.. She wanted to talk to him.. But this time was not right.. She looked at him.. Found him sleeping... She twisted to other side.. And tried to sleep but couldn't sleep.. All night she was thinking about it.. She was feeling guilty..in no case she wanted to face all that bitterness from him.again..
Hours rolled.. It was 6:00,am..
Sanyu got from her bed.. He was still sleeping . Her eyes were swollen.. She cried for the whole night.. She entered her room and got ready for the office and entered kitchen to cook breakfast.. It was 7:00 am.. She heard Randhir calling her name ... He was screaming... She got scared.. She ran to his room... He was standing near the cupboard searching something.. He was shuffling his clothes.. Sanyu stood behind him..

Sanyu: Randhir kya Hua...??,( she gulped)

Randhir: (without even looking at her.. Still searching) meri files kaha h..?? Tumne mera Sara saman idhar udhar rakh Diya h.. Tumko mene pure ghar me allow kya kardiya tum to sar pe chadd gayi hoo.. Apni marzi se sab... ( he paused . He realised wat he just said. He turned around.. Looked at sanyu.. Who was crying)
Sanyu: M.sorry..
She moved forward went to another cupboard took out his files and kept them on bed... And came out of the room n rushed to her room.. She took out her cheque book and made a cheque of 60000 and went to randhir's room..

Sanyu: M.sorry Randhir.. My intention was not to hurt u... M sorry for last night too.. I shouldn't have bothered u... M really sorry it wont happen again.. ( tears made their way..
Randhir was just looking at her...) n take this cheque.. Sorry my two months rent got due .. Me bhool gayi thi.. ( she kept the cheque on the bed .. N started taking exit)
Randhir ran after her and caught her elbow..
Randhir : Sanyukta listen.. Plz m sorry..

Sanyu: Randhir m sorry (,she was sobbing) I know u are upset with me with the last night.incident... I bothered u... It was really late.. That is why I called u...

Randhir : Sanyukta u are getting me all wrong.. I wasn't upset with you for this..

Sanyu : ( she interrupted) u know wat Randhir..I haven't seen ur house fully yet... Sirf kitchen.. Ur room my room n living room.. I had never stepped into anyother area of ur house.. I had never called ur house mine.. Me sar pe Ni chadd rhe hoo... M.really sorry agar tumko bura laga to..

She got rid of his grip and ran to her room n fell on the bed and started crying bitterly..
Soon Randhir came to her room..laid down next to her.. She saw him and twisted to other side.. Randhir wrapped his arm around her... Hugging her from her back...

Sanyu closed her eyes... She was crying like a baby...
Randhir: ( pecked her cheek n kept her face on her. Their cheeks were touching) m sorry...
Sanyu: Randhir m sorry ..
Randhir: Sorry na.. But tumne meri bat Ni suni .
Sanyu just twisted and looked at Randhir.. He was over her now.. They both were looking into each others eyes...
Randhir: I was not upset becoz u called me to pick u up.. I was upset becoz u behave so formally with me.. Coz u think that u bother me.. M.ur husband.. Kitni bar yad dilana padega.. U can never ask me for favours.. Just say wat u want coz its ur right... ( sanyu was just looking at him) tum ese kyo behave karti Ho?? U were never like this before.. U daily used to fight with me... Ab tumhe kya hogya h?? Me kuch be bolta hoo tum maan jati hoo.. Right or wrong.. U have ur say sanyu... Tell me one thing are u scared of me??

Sanyu nodded in a yes...

Randhir: Really??
Sanyu: I don't want to hurt u Randhir.. I don't want to bother u... U are very unpredictable... Muje Ni samj Ata meri konsi bat tumko buri lag jati h... Shadi se pehle tum alag the.. But after marriage ur anger.. Becoz of me tumhe bhot problems hui h na... I always try to make sure that I wont bother u.. But ...

Randhir: No sanyu esa Ni h.. Ese chup rahogi to kese kam chalega.. We have to live together..I always try to make u happy.. I was irritated ... Or mene tumko Vo sab bol Diya.. M really sorry.. N next time me gussa ho to fight with me.. Don't give so much bhav to me.. ( he smiled.. Sanyu too smiled back)
She hugged him... He hugged her back..
Randhir: M sorry...

Sanyu : Bas Randhir.. Kitne bar sorry bologe...

Randhir: Not for today.. For everything which I did to u...I have taken away ur happiness.. Ur personality...
Sanyu: M happy now Randhir...
Randhir: But i want my old sanyu back..JoMujse Roz ladti thi...
Sanyu: Randhir I don't know Vo kaha gayi.. Now I cant fight anymore Randhir... Mujse Ni hota..

Randhir broke the hug and looked at her.. Her eyes were still wet.. Something inside him pained when he listened to her words...

Randhir: ( to make her happy.. He pecked her lips first and then) u come with me...
He got up from the bed and pulled her out of the house..
Sanyu: Where are we going Randhir??

Randhir: U want to see our house..??

Sanyu was confused...

Sanyu: Matlab??

Randhir:dekhna h ya Ni..??

Sanyu just nodded in a yes..

Randhir smiled:,so Mrs sanyukta Randhir Singh shekhwat...i welcome you to our home... ( he grabbed her wrist and pulled her inside the house... Sanyu was looking at him in surprise) u wanna see the whole house.. Let me show you...
( he pulled her more inside) this is our living area.. ( took her to balcony) our balcony ( then kitchen) our kitchen.. Wese u make wonderful food( he pecked her cheek n pulled her to her room) our guest room.. ( and finally took her to his room) and this is our bedroom.. ( he looked at her . Her eyes were filled with tears...)
He came behind her and hugged her from her back..
Randhir: U liked it??
Sanyu: I loved it.. Thanks Randhir.. OUR HOUSE..u made my dream come true...
She turned around and hugged him.tightly...
Days passed..
They both were happy in their marital life.. But sanyu.. She was still formal with him.. She always tried not to bother him at all.. She used to hide her problems from him.. Randhir was still not liking it...

Karva chauth day...

Sanyukta wanted to fast for Randhir.. But she knew when Randhir will come to know he wont like it.. He will tell at her.. She secretively kept fast for him... This day she came home early lying to Randhir that she has some urgent work so she Is leaving soon... She did all the preparations at her home... She was scared that how will she break her fast coz Randhir will be back home soon... Waiting for moon to come soon. .

It was 7:30 pm.

Door bell rang... It was obviously Randhir... She opened the door.. He smiled... She smiled back.. He entered in and hugged her tightly... And pecked her cheek and went inside the room to freshen up... She was confused... After half an hour he came out...

Randhir: Tum aj alag lag rhe ho...

Obviously today sh see was wearing red kurti choodidar.. Bangles... Sindoor... Mangle sutra.. Which she hardly used to wear.. Specially at home...

Sanyu: M always like this Randhir...

Randhir: May be.. Chalo lets have dinner.. M feeling hungry ..

Sanyu: U eat... I m not hungry...

Randhir : Ok.. ( today he didn't force her)

All this while she was constantly looking outside the balcony n windows hoping moon to rise soon..
It was 8:00 pm..
She saw moon from the window... She became happy.. She quickly served Randhir food..and came to her room.. Oops guest room.. She took Pooja thali n other Pooja materials n came to balcony... She followed the rituals.. Did arti of moon.. Then put net ring in front of the moon.. Looked at moon... And closed her eyes.. She moved the ring to randhir's photo.. Her eyes were still closed.. Just then.. She felt someone grabbed her wrist and moved it high in which she was holding net wring.. She quickly opened her eyes... And saw Randhir standing infront of her.. His face was visible through net... Sanyu's eyes widened.. She was losing her grip on net ring.. But Randhir caught it..

Randhir ( expressionless): Khatam karo Pooja... M here... ( he said calmly)

Sanyu was just looking at him.. She was surprised... She did his arti.. Put tikka.. And then..
Sanyu: Pani Randhir...
Randhir made her drink water n made her eat piece of sweet...

Sanyu looked down.. She was embarrassed...

Randhir: Kya hua..?? Come lets have dinner ...
He grabbed her wrist.. And pulled her towards the living area... He pulled the chair for her and made her sit for dinner.. Sanyu was just looking down.. She looked at randhir's plate which was as it is as she left.. Randhir took his seat..

Randhir served her food.. And...

Randhir: Khao...
Sanyu: Tumne ni khaya...

Randhir: U have not eaten anything since morning... How can I eat anything??
Sanyu: U knew... ( asked him in a shock)
Randhir: Muje pata tha sanyu... U cant lie to me... But muje samaj ni ata why do u hide things from me...??
Sanyu: I thought u wont like it.. If I fast for u...
Randhir: Obviously I don't like it.. But chupaya.. I felt more bad.. Plz sanyu promise me.. That u wont hide anything from me.. Ever...
Sanyu: I promise Randhir.. But ek bat poocho..??
Randhir: Hmmm
Sanyu: How do u know ??
Randhir: I knew aj karwa chauth h.. N subha se u were acting weird... Tumne breakfast be skip kiya.. Muje doubt to tabi hogya tha.. Ur get up today.. N etc etc.. U cant hide things from me all the time sanyu..

Sanyu: M sorry Randhir.. But why did u starve or me.. ??
Randhir: Agar meri life tumhare liye important h then tumhari life mere liye important h... Chalo khana khao.. M also very hungry.. U kept me hungry since morning.. ( he laughed)

Sanyu too smiled and they both had dinner together...

Next day...

Sandhir were in office .. Vardhan sir called sanyu and asked her to go to Chennai.. For some meeting... Next day.. She agreed and came out of his cabin...

In the evening.. Sandhir came back home...
It was 9:00 pm..
Randhir was in their room.. He was laying on bed.. He was completely unaware of the news.. Sanyu entered the room and took out a trolley bag to pack her stuff.. Randhir gave her a confused look...

Sanyu: Randhir I need to tell u something ..

Randhir: Tum ghar chodke ja rhe hoo kya..
He cracked a joke.. And laughed...
Sanyu: Randhir m going to Chennai tomorrow...
Randhir: U are not going anywhere.. ( he said casually)
Sanyu: Randhir m serious... I have to attend a meeting... I will be there for 3days...

Randhir stood up and came to sanyu.. Held her shoulders...
Randhir: U are not going anywhere... ( in a serious tone)

Sanyu: Randhir plz try and understand... I have to go.. Its important...

Randhir: ( tightened his grip) I said u are not going anywhere... ( his eyes were becoming darker)

Sanyu kept her hands on his shoulders...

Sanyu: Mat karo Randhir esa.. I have to go..

Randhir: Tum mana kardo..

Sanyu: Its not possible randhir...

Randhir: ( left her and came to the bed.. Took his mobile..) let me talk to vardhan..i know Vo esa kyo kar rha h.. ( he started dialing his no.)
Sanyu ran to him and stopped him..

Sanyu: Randhir plz don't... Sirf 3 din Ki baat h.. Its important.. Mera hona waha zaroori..

Randhir: 3 days sanyukta.. Me tumse door Ni reh sakta itne din.. U know that.. I cant live without u.. Office me.. Only I know how I control myself...

Sanyu: Randhir ... Plz... Don't behave like a kid..

Randhir: Kid.. Wat the hell... U are leaving me.. Or muje bol rhe hoo m behaving like a Kid... U tell me one thing... Can u live without me there??

Sanyu: Randhir dekho.. Just Calm down... Plz.. ( she cupped his face) its difficult for me too.. But we have other priorities too..

Randhir: U are my foremost priority.. I expect the same from.u...

Sanyu : Acchha u calm.down.. N sleep we will talk about this tomorrow...

Randhir:wat.time is ur flight??

Sanyu: At 4:00 pm...

Randhir: Theek h.. Vese be I wont let u go...

He pulled her in his lap and latched his lips with hers... Soon they both were on bed laying naked... Hours rolled.. They both were sweating n panting...