Chapter 13

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Part 13

In these past few weeks, many things had been changed in their relationship,Khushi wasn't any longer feel uncomfortable or shy in their proximity and now they often shared passionate kisses that sometimes would've lead them towards the point where Arnav would've felt a great urge to lead that passion at its ending point, But a little hesitation was coming in his way though he had been seen Khushi response to their intimate contacts but still he was feared to ask her if she was ready to take that big step in their relationship. He tried many times to confess his desire but he couldn't get courage.Although, he often gave her signals in their intimate moments about what he wanted but either she was naive to understand his signals or she wanted some more time He didn't know exactly what she wanted.

Khushi blinked repeatedly in an effort to escape the sunlight stabbing against her closed eyelids and like every morning a husky voice greeted him kissing her cheek.

"Good morning sleepy beauty"

His fingers intimately stroked the curve of her neckline, then he did what he never got courage to initiate,moving towards her cleavage he traced a finger on her flesh, startling she cranked open her eyes giving him a startle look, her body burned at this intimate touch, a color flashed over her cheeks to think what he was doing,gasping to cover the effect of his touch she blinked open her eyes giving him a fake glare"its a bad habit to disturb others sleep"

Arnav raised his head and smiled.

"And what if the person is your wife and you wanted a morning kiss" giving a mischievous smile, he pulled her towards him with the swift movement and she taken aback but then sensing his intention she lowered her long lashes until they lay like golden butterflies upon her pink cheeks.Arnav stared at her a full minute admiring her innocent beauty before fixing Khushi with passionate look, His hands slowly slid around her waist as he nuzzled the warm curve of her neck, "you know you're the most beautiful woman in the world" his voice had sounded shaky with the emotions as he kissed her earlobe and then raised his head to look at her face, she opened her eyes slowly and stared back at him, "sometimes I fear to think what if you didn't come into my life"

She stared into his eyes, seeing the deep expression in their dark depths, stunned that if he was experiencing those same emotions that she was experiencing with him from the day they bound in the most sacred bond.

"You became my life, part of my soul"

He confessed stroking her cheek,and She gasped to think what she was hearing it wasn't just a simple confession of a husband to his wife in gratitude but there was something more in his tone, something more in his eyes that made her heart beat fast she didn't know when he leaned over her and touched his lips with hers, she had heard her own moan and roused from her thoughts ,opening her lips to give his tongue a full access, his mouth demanding things she was willing to give.Then Khushi had lost the will to think as his mouth and tongue worked magic on her sensitive inner flesh, dipping, sucking inside her and exploring roughly, tenderly, with maddening thoroughness.slowly, he had regained his control over his senses and lifted his head dropping his gaze at her still panting for breath, her flushed cheeks, those rosy lips slight swollen from her passionate kiss she was looking an innocent desirable creature whom he wanted to claim as his desperately, he knew he was loosing battle against his desires but these weren't just desires there was something more'something that a deep from his soul he had started feeling for her, for his wife but he didn't know what name he should give to those feelings, a realization had struck into his mind after stabling his composure what if he was imposing his desires on her?what if he was going too fast in their relationship as he knew Khushi wouldn't ever stop him if he would confess what he wanted.

"Did I hurt you?"his voice held a note of concern and Khushi tried not to get lost in the depth of those eyes but she couldn't help and stared back him with an admiring look , "you know you're the best husband in the world that do care so much about his wife"

He smiled and then taking her hands he intertwined them with his kissing her palm, "I'll always care for you,I won't hurt you,I'll give you all the happiness that you dreamt of" he promised and a tear spill out from her eyes that he quickly banished from her cheek with his fingers ,her lips suppress into smile she knew whatever he was saying he meant that.

"Can I've one more kiss?" His voice lowered to a husky whisper which brought colour on her cheeks and she nodded lowering her lashes,after her approval there was nothing to wait, His mouth came down on hers, demanding, parting her lips with his wet tongue and then it swept hotly into her mouth, creating a fire that threatened to consume her.spell bounded by his touch she didn't know when her hands raised and moved towards his back, Arnav groaned to aware the physical contact between their bodies. She was flush beneath him, and through the barriers of their clothing he could feel her every curve,her small waist,he knew he couldn't fight with his desires anymore, he wanted her'he wanted to claim his rights on her at the very same moment but something stopped him doing that,No he couldn't take that step without her approval'never.

Abruptly, he pulled back tried to gain his composure,she lifted up her gaze at him panting for breath as he held her head between his large hands,he seemed to fight with his emotions and her heart had thud loudly under her chest.

"Khushi, you know I can't hurt you ever and---"he gasped struggling to collect the right words to confess his desires as he didn't want to her to take his intentions in a wrong way.She regarded him with the puzzled look as he breathed and lowered his face close to her.

"I want you,I want to make you mine in every senses but I don't want to hurt you'I can never. despite the fact i'm struggling hard to keep control on my emotions but I'm a human being like any other in the world i can't stay away from you long as you've been become a part of my soul and I wanted to complete our relationship"

A Shiver ran down in her spine as he confessed her intention though she knew it would come at one day in future and she willingly wanted to give his right but still a twinge of fear rushed into her veins to think they were going to take that big step in their relationship. She gasped lowering her lashes,when she couldn't get courage to speak a word Arnav lifted her chin and made her look at him

"If you didn't want it I won't force you ever as your happiness comes first than mine"

He said so lovingly that she couldn't help but stared at him,he leaned and kissed her forehead and then again looked at her intently, "i'm going tomorrow for a week"

"Where?"Her voice choked with the sudden emotions that overtook her.

Arnav caressed her cheek lovingly before giving her a peck on her lips.

"there is a seminar going to held in Dehli and I'm going to attend that and after the seminar there're couples of meetings that I'll attend"

His sudden announcement didn't go well with her heart, she felt a strange longing to just think he wouldn't with her for a week."is it necessary to attend the seminar?"

He smiled at her pouting expressions,"sweetheart,yes its necessary that's the reason I'm going there"he kissed her eyes and she gulped down the tears, It had been become her habit to feel his arms every night around her and she wanted to confess to him he also had been become a part of her soul and she didn't want to spend a minute without him.

"Will you miss me?"

He had asked almost in husky whisper and she roused from her restless thoughts, she could see what his eyes was demanding and determined to give him her everything willingly.

Maria.2013-07-23 02:25:14