Chapter 39

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Chapter 32: Belief

''I may be able to live without my soul, I may be able to live without my heart but I cannot live without you. After ages I got you, khushi..I cannot bear the separation once again..i won't allow you to betray me again... My life is already a burning hell but without you it would be worse than that, I would be nothing...'' He hugged her tightly closing his eyes in pain. He get swallowed when he didn't feel her heartbeat. He shrieked. His entire body jerked and eyes grew widen when he looked at her and then at monitor which is showing straight line.

No!!! he rubbed her hand urgently and then suddenly her palm slipped from his hand.

Doctor: ''I am sorry Mr raizada..'' He said dishearten while remove the mask and saline. Arnav looked on horrified.

He was standing like a statue without any emotion. He took khushi in his lap and shake her. But no response.

Arnav: ''Khushi, wake up!!'' She was staying in his arms like a dead soul. I said wake up dammit..you can't do this to me..'' He screamed. Tears was spilling from his eyes uncontrollably. Nurse started removing wires and machine when arnav stopped her.

Arnav: ''Don't you dare touch her..get the hell out of here..nothing happened to my khushi..'' He yelled making her snapped back in fear. Doctor tried to make him understand but he is not ready to listen anything and clutches her possessively like his life is totally dependent on him. If she is not then there is no meaning for his life.

Why I am alive? His heart cried. he had turned into a stone. Lavanya and anjali who entered along with jiya was scared to see him. Lavanya have never seen him going through worst but this was scary. He was alive and each second something within him was dying. She was clueless about khushi misery if she know she never bring jiya along with her. Jiya cannot able to comprehend what is happening around her and why all are crying. She was glaring her mother blankly who was laying in her papa arms lifelessly. Anjali cried her heart out and hugged her tightly closer to her stomach. Jiya lets go of her and went near her mumma-papa.

Jiya: ''Papa, what happened to my mumma?'' She asked innocently as she saw tears in his eyes. She was getting scared as he was not answering any of her query. His eyes glued on khushi.

Jiya: ''You promise me nothing happened to her..you can't broke your promise..you told me nah..tell me papa..tell me once what happened to her..i can't live without her..mumma, please open your eyes..you love me haina..for my sake please mumma..please!!'' She was stamping her foot and started crying bitterly getting no response from any of them. Seeing arnav condition, lavanya cannot hold herself and clamp her mouth to stiffen her sob. She have never seen him so distraught.

Anjali have no idea about khushi's current situation and when doctor inform her khushi is no more, she get stunned and cursed herself bringing jiya in hospital and making the situation more slaughter for him to bare. Due to jiya insistence she accompanied her and now it is getting difficult to handle a small innocent kid. Jiya was shooting with in-numerous question but she have no answer. Both was in dilemma. How they make explain jiya understand that her mother went to the place from where she can never be back. Arnav was glaring at khushi with sorrowful expression. Lavanya let go of jiya and went near arnav to support him.

Lavanya: ''Asr, say something, please! She urged. She have no idea how to handle him. He carried his eyes and bring jiya closed to him who is crying unstoppable. Wiping her tears off, he made her looked at him.

Arnav: ''She is alive. Nothing will happen to her. Don't cry!'' Arnav said slowly after sometime and lavanya couldn't bear it. He was going insane. This is beyond tolerance and no way anyone could handle so much. Doctor tried to make him understand that they need to shift her into other room for postmortem but he is not ready to let anyone touch her.

Lavanya: Asr? She called him holding his arm but he yanked it away.

Anjali: ''Accept the reality, chotte..?''

Arnav: ''She is alive!!'' He fought back confidently.

Anjali : ''Leave her and listen what doctor was saying..'' He was motionless. His heart bleeding seeing her not moving but he have full faith khushi cannot betray him even if the whole world tell him he won't believe. His had a belief on his love that true loves never die and if his love is pure then he can bring her out of the clutches of death. No one can separate them.

Doctor: ''Mr raizada, try an understand, she is dead and let us proceed the furthur formalities...we need to shift her in murda...'' Arnav didn't let him complete and punch him hard on his face. Both get stunned in terror by his sudden action. Anjali instantly scooped jiya in her arms and took her out of the room as she get scared by the violence occurring.

Arnav: ''She is alive..i know that...gave her last stroke once again..'' He commanded pulling his collar and began beating him furiously.

Lavanya: ''Asr leave him, khushi cannot be back..we lost her forever..face it!! She said in painful voice trying to pull him away from his hold.

Arnav: ''She is alive I know it...'' He is stubborn and no one can able to make her move.

Lavanya: ''How can you be so sure?'' She asked hopelessly. For a moment she wanted to believe on his faithfulness upon his love.

Arnav: ''Because I am alive dammit. She is alive because my heart is beating. Can't you see. Nothing happen to her. I will bring her back...'' Lavanya sank on the floor seeing his state and cried. She tried all possible way to make him understand but he is not in term to listen anyone.

Arnav: ''Doctor, do what I am saying..gave her last shock..got dammit!!''

Outside, anjali weeping bitterly closing his face with her palm then suddenly she realize jiya is missing. She get panicked and then her eyes fell on the small mandir where she was standing joining her hands in front of idol. She get swallowed hard.

Jiya: ''Devimaiya..meri mumma duniya ki sabse achi mumma hain aur ap toh jante hain nah vo apko kitna manti hain... Mujhe mumma ne bataya ki jo apko bahat pyaara hota hain ap usko apne paas bula lete ho par yeh toh galat hain na apse jyada mujhe aur mere papa meri mumma ki jarurat hain..aap aise nahi kar sakte, yeh ramanchi hain..agar apne mujhe mamma ko mujhse dur kiya toh main apko kabhi maaf nahi karungi..kabhi bhi nahi...samjhe aap!!'' (Devimaiya..my mumma is the world's bestest mumma and she worship you like anything..once mumma told me you took the the person to your world who is lovable to you but this is wrong more than you I and my papa need her..how can you do this this is called cheating I won't let this happen..if you snatched my mumma away then I will never forgive you..did you understand!!'') She barked angrily with red eyes.

Arnav: ''Khushi, enough is enough!! Get up right now..'' He cupped her cheeks bringing her closer but she didn't move. His hand was shivering. Eyes get blur as tears was continuously rolling from his eyes.

Arnav: Wake up please..this is not funny..'' he gave her mouth to mouth blow but of no use she is motionless.

''Khushi, for got sake open your eyes! At-least think about jiya, she loved you so much..how can she live without you? You have to be back for us..we need you..how many promises we made to live together...You can't leave me again... I will also die without you...'' He got up and grabbed doctor's neck . ''What the hell you doing, Do what I am saying else I will destroy your entire carrier!!''

Doctor gulped in anxiousness and hurriedly said nurse to again connect the machine to gave her last shock seeing his rage. With one swift motion, he gave her last stoke while arnav was rubbing khushi palm tightly with a ray of hope. Suddenly monitor screen showing horizontal line. Khushi look a long sharp breathe. Everyone get froze in shock. They can't believe the miracle actually happened. His heart swell in happiness and he immediately embraced her into his arms.

Arnav: I knew it nothing had happened to you...I love you so much..'' he began kissing her face crazily. Lavanya smile seeing the love that bound two soul into a strong relation. She hurriedly rushed out to informed jiya and anjali.

Ar..na..vvv? She hesitantly raised her hand to touch his cheeks. Tears sparkled from her eyes.

Arnav: No more tears..i will not let you shed a single droplet of tears from now..there would be only happiness in our lives'' He kissed her forehead lovingly and wiped her tears off. she looked on emotional by his unconditional love and but sooner that incident came before her eyes that crashed her soul bitterly. She gulped painfully and hitched touching her face where few bruises causing her pain. She titled her head away feeling cursed.

Khushi: Don't touch me..i don't deserve you!! She shurgged his hand off shifting to other side. Arnav tried to sooth her when jiya stepped inside cheerfully and quickly ran into her arms.

Jiya: Mumma..? She started crying loudly curdling into her lap. How can you think go away from me..do I am that bad..? She asked wiping her mumma unleashed tears with her small chubby hands that is flowing continuously. ''Promise me, you will not go away from me?'' Khushi nodded weakly and console her tucking her closer. She keep on talking with her avoiding her gaze with arnav.

Three days passed, khushi keep distance herself from him. Arnav trying to converse with her but she whenever he tried to talk with her she keep mingle herself with jiya and never allow him to come near her. He know she is doing it deliberately to keep herself away from him and the reason is unknown to him.

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The car halted but not in any other place but in front of Raizada mansion. Khushi shuddered more as he had brought her, a place where she always wished to live with him after getting married but fate always betray her again and again. Khushi refused to go inside and told him she and jiya going to her stay with her friend viji home until she not get her a place to live. He flinched by her stubbornness. Although doctor had inquire him she is suffering my mental trauma and it will take her time to let go of her grief and sorrow but he know how to bring old khushi back.

Khushi: ''I don't want to stay here?'' She spat again as he is not listening to her. How can she think he would let her live alone in this condition. Without giving her second chance to speak, he scooped her into his arms and began marching inside.

Khushi: ''Arnav, please you can't force me to live along with you..i am married and it is a illegal..'' She pleaded. He took her inside the bedroom without breaking eye contact with her and place her on the bed protectively. He cupped her cheeks tenderly.

Arnav: ''I don't care whether its legal or illegal..what is wrong or right I don't give a damn..you are my breathe..my love..my life..my everything and from now I won't let you go away from my eyes for a minute because you are mine- only mine. Every part of your existence is mine. He said looking into her eyes intensely. She instantly turned her gaze away.

Khushi: Why you always impose everything on me? What if I am not ready? What if I am not willing to accept you? Why everyone wants me to do what they want. I have my own will. Why everyone is forcing me? She spitted out. Those words were acid for him. Furiously, he whipped and took his hand away.

Arnav: ''So I'm forcing you to be with me?'' There is lot of hurt in his voice. She have no words to say anything.

Arnav: ''Look at me khushi and tell me don't you wanted to be with me? Don't you love me? Don't you wanted jiya to get her both mother and father love together? Don't you wanted to make family with me? Don't you want to get a better life?'' She looked down feeling terrible. She don't have strength to answer any of his queries

Arnav: ''I am asking you something, answer me, got dammit..how can you say you don't deserve me..no another girl can be more deserving than you...how can you think of killing yourself?'' He grabbed her shoulder and shook her. ''Do you have any idea what I go through when I seen you surrounded with pool of blood in front of my eyes..how many death I bare when doctor tell me that you...'' He cannot able to complete and hugged her instantly to make him believe she is safe.

Khushi: ''I am tired. I am unable to tolerate it anymore. Don't love me arnav...Don't love me''. She replied with a blank face and tried to move herself from his embrace but he is holding her so tightly that no air can passed between each other. They can only feel each other heartbeat. She closed her eyes and tried not to feel anything.

Arnav: ''Even if god come in between us..i won't leave you..'' He kissed her hairs soothingly and smoothed hair tendrils away from her face. She looked at him tearfully.

Khushi: ''I am not the same khushi whom you loved..i have changed a lot and these bruises on my face..it always make me remember what had happened to me...I cannot forget what he did with me..he literally killed me arnav..he killed me..'' she burst into crying brutally.

Arnav: ''Khushi.. khushi.. khushi! Its just a small cut, you behave like jiya sometimes. Mad, it will heal with time. And how can you think you don't deserve me. I don't love you due to your physical appearance...nor due to your face or body..i love you the girl that had a golden heart that always beats for me..'' She nodded lightly.

''You are the most beautiful girl in the entire world and I will erase all your pains with my love. She snuggled him closer feeling content by his small gesture. And that Jatin, his life would be a nothing like a hell in the jail..he would get each and every punishment for torturing you into tenfold..its my promise. Do you think I would spare him so easily after what he did with you? He kissed the marks on the face conveying her that she is most precious and special girl god had ever gifted him.

Arnav took his hand and placed it above his chest, on his heart. She could feel his heart was beating violently by her simple touch. She could feel his love in each heartbeat of his.

Khushi: ''Arnav, I am scared to come near you..i don't have strength to face the longing that I suffered without you, if you again go away then I can't bear the separation once again..i would be completely slaughtered...'' She confessed her inner turmoil.

Arnav: ''This will never happened..you had suffered enough but not anymore..until I am alive no one can harm you. I will marry you soon so that no one will dare to put their eyes on you. Because you are ONLY MINE...completely mine. Tears again started tripping from her face. She wanted to buried herself by his intense love.

Khushi(Cupping his face): ''Owe me completely..'' An authorized tone echoed on his ear and in next moment, her wrist was pinned behind her wrist. The grip was firm but he make sure he didn't hurt her or cause any pain on wrist and he slammed her lips passionately ignoring the two pair of eyes were looking at them with rounded eyes.

Jiya: ''What the..'' Anjali that was standing next to her get crimson red stepping in and she immediately closed jiya eyes grinning.

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