Chapter 11

I was busy lavanya, so can't able to receive your call. He spoke with a grummy voice.

Busy!! How can you behave so irresponsible when I need you so much at this moment.

Umm..I was just...!

I never feel sometimes we are getting married. Do you ever love me? She asked hurtfully feeling with painful voice. He closed his eyes feeling terribly sad for playing with innocent soul but have no other way to get back his love.

Asr do you know in your absence what has happen? Everything is turn ups and down in my life. I need you asr.i need you''!

Lavanya what happen..you alright?

No asr I am not okay..please help me. I am feeling suffocating.

Relax..calm down. Meet me tonight at rose-world restaurant. She nodded weakly and disconnect the call by wiping her tears.

Whatever happen..lavanya is not at fault. How can i spoiled her life.She deserve much more better than me when my heart, body and soul only belong to my khushi. What you have done to me got dammit. Your love make me so selfish that I am playing one innocent girl life and using her as pawn. Your so called unnamed marriage have ruined how many lives you can never imagine.

''I love you khushi..i love with every fiber of my life'' He caught his bottom lips in between his teeth and after a moment he thought,'' today I promise myself I will settle everything back on track. You are so adamant not opening your mouth but its enough now...I will took the same path the way you make me yours 3 and half years earlier. He arched his eyebrow and gave a victorious sigh.

*Flashback*

Arnav..i really love you. I waited for this moment god know for how long. I love you arnav I love you very much.He bewildered by her confession.

She continued,''I want to marry you...will you be mine''.

Taking a deep breathe, She hold his hand standing on her knees and kissed the tips of his fingers keeping her eyes shut. Whole college crowd scattered there looking at the scenario with wide mouth and cheer up excitingly.

Will you do a honor to be mine? Will you marry me? She asked excitingly waiting for his answer closing her eyes.

No never..!He wave off her hand and flinched in anger.

Arnav! He showed his palm fumingly which irked her to stop speaking. She stood up being disappointed and glance her eyes down feeling terribly hurt by his rejection.

What do you think of yourself? Your childish infatuation make me fool in front of all. I warning you khushi..stay away from me it will be beneficial for your present or future..do you understand. He exclaimed sarcastically by pointing his finger across her and turned around to leave.

Arnav please listen...we need to talk. She began following him but he walked ahead hurridely without giving a single glint to her. After that incident khushi didn't loose hope every day and night she began followed him like a maniac but he always avoid her being frustrated by her childishness. After her confession in front of whle college, all started gossiping about them. His anger and frustration reached a height by her obsession. One day his anger reached the peak.He grabbed her hand and took her to a lonely place where no one will saw them he make her understand hopefully.

Damn what do you want? I already make myself clear i don't love you. Why the hell you won't got dammit? He flare his nose in anger and grabbed her arms by turning towards her. She smile merely making him groan in frustration.

I only wanted you arnav..i love you. She hold her hand by glaring at him with love filled eyes. A small smile creep on her lips.

''Khushi don't touch me I'm warning you''. She shook her head and pouted.

Do I am not beautiful enough and good looking? Why can't you love me? She pouted innocently.

Oh just shut up. Yeh pyaar vaar sab bakwas hain (Love is all bulshit)...I don't believe all this.

But I believe in it. Arnav..i will give all happiness in life. will love you more than anything... I want to be a part of your life... I want to spend my entire life in your arms..wanted to become mother of your child. How adorable it will look wasn't it? You and me together and our cute kids. She spoke dreamily getting lost in the dreamland.

Cute kids?Are you crazy? He expressed weirdly. She nodded her head firmly and smile sheepishly.

Yah I am crazy about you. She spoke by staring closely in his eyes without blinking her eyes.

You are messing with fire..jaal jaogi.

''Hame manzoor hain''. (I am all ready) She grasped intensely.

We just a classmate, khushi. You don't know anything about me. How can you love me?

Pyaar karne ke liye kisi vaje ki jarurat nahi. Jab se tumko jana hain, samjha hain tab se ek bhi pal aisa nahi gusra jab humne tumhe yaad na kiya ho. (Love doesn't need any reason. There is not a single day I didn't think about you)

I can never be happy with anyone else. You because a biggest part of my life. I can't breathe without you. You became my life, my happiness, my obsession.

Damn..i am fed up with you. Stop your filmy drama otherwise...!

What you will do? Its not drama arnav..i truly love you and can go to any extent to prove my love so that you believe the depth of my love.

You are unbelievable khushi, he arched his eyebrow amusingly.

It will be better if I talk with her politely may be she will understand.

Arnav...you also loved me..right? He get highly irritated by her continuous blabbering and turned towards to bark on her but get lost on her charming face for a moment. Suddenly wind started blowing in the open space of lawn with a high speed. Her hairs and dupatta is gloaming in air. Her eyes get flinched which make her difficult to see anything. He get mesmerized by her charming face and started admiring her face by walking few steps towards her. Her cheeks become faint pink when his intense gaze flare on her. He smoothed the strand behind her ears sweetly.

She closed her eyes feeling a warmth on his touch. Her heart is flickering dhak dhak by his touch.She threw her arms around him and dugged her face to feel his mascular scent. He came back to his senses and cursed himself by realizing what he is doing. He shrugged her away and hurriedly went away not before glancing at her last time.

How can I get along with her? No what I am thinking, she is such a mad girl. I am attracted towards her..its not love. I can't love her, I never love anyone. Its better I will make a safer distance from her as much as possible otherwise she will make mad.

She continue following him everywhere in canteen,classroom,bus wherever use to visit and tried make conversation with him. It irked him like anything. He stole few glance towards her sometime. Her childishness and madness took over him. He didn't realize when he also started falling for her. Being in same class and same batch, it is difficult for him to stay away from her.

Love and relationship never make a difference to him. Many girls tried to come near her but he never gave a damn to anyone but why he develop a soft corner towards this girl. He think being engrossed in thought deeply.

''Arnav singh raizada ko kisi ladki se koi farak nahi padta''! He scrunched.

Time passes like this but changed between them. He avoid her but nothing affecting her. He shouted and scream at her sometimes but of no use . She always gesture his anger with her adorable smile which make him frustrated even more. Nothing is affecting on her. He even falling for her more and anyhow controlling his feeling by giving the name of attraction but least he know its love not a mere attraction. He never realize when this attraction changes into love.

I need to get rid of this unknown feeling anyhow before she overpower my heart. After thinking deeply he came into conclusion to stop attending lectures. He is started falling for her more deeply and began missing her craziness. He rarely came to college and attend only few important lectures and assignments. On the other side, Khushi's situation is not less. She feel restless by his absence. She get hold of his address and started spending her time outside his house and waited for him to get a one glimpse of him.

''Khushi why you so adamant...forget him and move on''. Her friend vijaya (Khushi's best friend)rang her.

I love him.

Oh god stop your slogan I love him, I love him. Do you any idea if your papa came to know about your hidden love story what will happen? He will make his life miserable.

I will handle him later.

Oh really! How?

Atleast you support me. All scolding me to forget him but is impossible for me.

Forget it. Where are you now?

The place where I belong, in Raizada mansion.

What? You again go there? How many times you go there but he didn't gave a damn to you. You are crazy khushi..full on mad.

No doubt in that. She smile sheepishly with fluttering eyes.

Shut up!

Your welcome. Today I will not go anywhere without talking to him.

What you will do if he again reject to meet you?

He will definitely meet me..i have a belief on my love. I will come here repeatedly until he will not talk with me and today i am not going to back off. He has to accept my love.

''Agar mera pyaar sacha hain toh vo mujhe jarur milega'' (I will definitely got my love if my love is true.) She grasped in determined tone.

Now don't disturb me and yeah get ready to dance on my marriage. Very soon I m going to get married to my arnav. She disconnect the call happily by imaging her marriage with arnav. By listening her words,Viji get fainted and fell unconsciously on the bed.

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Chotte..akhir yeh sab kab tak chalega? (How long it will go like this?)

Now what I did? He asked casually.

Khushi is such a sweet girl. Why can't you accept her? Why you are hiding your feeling from her.

What rubbish di. Who told you I have a feeling for that stupid girl. He spoke indifferently.

Agar aise baat hain toh humse nazre kyu chura rahe ho..hamari aakhon dekhke bolo. Kaho kit um use pyaar nahi karte..bolo choote. (Is that so, then look into my eyes and tell me that you don't love her..tell me chotte.)

What wrong with you di. You already know I don't believe all this. Its just a waste of time nothing else.

How long you will run away from reality. Why don't you accept the fact that you also started loving her. She is trying to talk to you since ages but you a such a stone hearten person.

You really need check up di. Did that girl have did a black magic on you. I love her..really? He smile indifferently.

I knew you are afraid of being in relationship because of mumma..m i right? He clenched his palm by hearing her name. He tried to suppress his anguish and pain.

Chotte..whatever happen with ma was..!

Enough!! He paused and began going away when she held her hand and make him sit behind her..

No i won't..you have to listen. I will not let you destroy your life.Whatever happen with ma, its in her destiny but khushi..she is so innocent and pure. Chotte, she really love you a lot. I have seen a pure love and passion in her eyes. The way she daze on you and trying a reason to make a conversation with you. She is a perfect life partner for you.

She never cheat you like papa did to mumma. He shook his head painfully.

Chotte..before its too late, talk to her and confess what your heart feels for her. He rolled his eyes.

Do you even realize she is standing in front of our home god know how long.

What? She nodded her head.

Just look around its raining heavily..bichari khushi.

Khushi at this time of night? He get shocked can't believe how can a girl can be so crazy like khushi

*Flashback end*

''Tumhare Pagalpan aur madness ne mujhe bhi tumhara diwaana bana diya. Kya se kya bana diya tumne mujhe khushi'' (What you have done to me,khushi)

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Where is arnav? Whole day passed but there was no glimpse of him. So what khushi...you should be happy he wasn't around you. Khushi roaming around being agitated and pass her gaze on the wall clock again and again. Her desperation and restlessness increases in each passing second.

Mem sahab..your dinner! Maid entered the room while unlocking the door and keep the plate on desk. She began leaving when khushi stopped her from behind.

Listen..woh..I ..mean...arn..No nothing. She stammering by clutching the pillow. Maid took her steps and about to went outside when she again called her.

Where is arnav? She keep silence which irked her like hell.

I am asking you something..where is arnav? Answer me right now!! She raised her voice getting highly agitated by his absence.

Maid: I don't know mam but I have heard him talking with one girl, meeting somewhere.

Khushi: Girl?? She clenched his jaw a sudden hurt and jealousy rushed on her veins.

How dare you arnav!!!!!!

Precap:

Arnav: So you love me right?

Khushi: Apni jaan se bhi jyada. (More than anything)

Kuch bhi kar sakhti ho mere liye. (Can do anything what I ask?) She nooded.

Think before you regret later.

I trust you.

Kuch bhi kar sakhti ho na mere liye toh thik hain,''Apna top utharo''. (You can do anything for me hain na...okay then, ''remove your top''.)He whispered in her ears huskily. She stood there blankly and widen her eyes in shock can't believe her ears what she heard. Her heart sank uncontrollably.

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