Chapter 1

LostLove

Every day was harder than the earlier one. He didn't know how long he could go on like this. They say time heals all wounds but maybe some wounds are not meant to be healed. Maybe people like him didn't deserve the luxury of living without pain. He had resigned to the fact that this was his life now. Being alone without anyone. His phone buzzed for the 10^th time now. But randhir ignored it. He didn't care who was calling for now he just wanted to be left to himself.

Randhir entered his room and switched off the lights making it completely dark. He closed his eyes inviting the darkness to envelope him into it. There was a time he had hated this place which had given him only pain and loneliness. But today wasn't the same he liked the loneliness, he wanted to be alone and he felt he deserved all the pain the world could give him. He hated himself for the person he was. Randhir singh shekhawat rank no. 1 of F.I.T.E the coward who was incapable of love. He hated himself for he had broken the heart of the one person in this whole wide world who had understood him, cared for him and given him the love he had been looking for. The tears in her eyes still hurt him like shooting arrows through his heart. Her heartbroken state was haunting him.

His hand fell on the flower vase beside him...and he threw it to the wall in frustration...he placed his hands on the broken pieces to feel the pain thinking maybe that would take his mind off of her. Blood started coursing out through the injured parts of his palm. But he had no feeling whatsoever.

Its nothing compared to what I am feeling in the heart sanyu for hurting you he confessed to himself.

The buzzing of the phone took him out of his reverie. For a second he contemplated answering it. Kya fayda he thought to himself taking a photo of sanyukta from his wallet.

Tum toh ho nahi aur nahi tumhari koi news. Itni door ja chuki ho mujhse ke itna dhundne par bhi nahi mil rahi. And today the last hope of kaustuki died as well. Even she wont tell me where you are. Itni badi saza mat do sanyu mujhe..I am sorry sanyu...I am sorry that I hurt you... he whispered to the wind. If only it could carry his message to her.
Her thoughts, her memories pushed his pain to the threshold limit and he finally broke down into tears giving in to the pain. He sent a silent prayer to the god he never believed in to lead him to his sanyukta. If only he got one more chance he would make up for all the wrongs he had done towards her.

His phone beeped again and he had had enough of it now. Couldn't a guy think of his love in peace. He lifted it without even seeing the name in a fit of anger to give the person on the other end a strong lashing. But what he heard next made him left him numb. He couldn't believe his own ears. He couldn't find any words to mouth his feelings. After about 10 minutes randhir was still in shock. Jignesh was getting worried now

Randhir bhai ? kya hua? Aapne suna mene kya kaha? Aap thik toh ho na?

Ha...annn...jig...nee...shhh...tu..nee ...ky...aa...bo...laa...phir..see...bo..ll... was all he could string together from his incoherent mind

Randhir bhai sanyukta ka pata lag gaya hai. She is in Mumbai.