Chapter 101
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PART 58 :
Shilpa kept pacing in her room from one side to another while glancing at the clock frustratedly... It has been now 4 hours since he left.. Still no sign of them.. How she wanted to spent some precious time with him today.. It bothered her the way Esha kept coming between them.. Taking him more away from her.. Making her feel insecure... In her heart she knew how much she needed him right now..
Putting away her thought Shilpa walks downstairs into the kitchen.. Wondering what to cook for him in dinner she takes out some food items and gets into her work.. Maybe tonight they could spent more time together.. Surely he would love to see his favorite food made for dinner.. Just then the door bell rings.. She smiles as she knew it would be him.. Before she could move Ariya runs to the door and open it slowly.. Shilpa looks up to see Esha entering the house while laughing with Armaan.. As Armaan noticed Shilpa his smile faded from his face knowing how much she would have been upset.. Shilpa gets back into her work avoiding them.. Esha walks into the kitchen and gets some water for herself..
Esha : ( Happily ) Goshh Shilpa.. YOu donno how much we had fun today.. Right Armaan...
Armaan gives a nod to her and look at Shilpa who stood silently doing her work.. He wondered what she might be thinking right now..
Shilpa : ( softly ) Thats good...
Esha moves close to Armaan and hug him..
Esha : Really such a nice day Armaan.. We should go often for shopping and have some fun..
Armaan hesitantly looks at Shilpa who stood looking at him sadly.. Instantly he understood she didint like the closeness of Esha with him..
Armaan : ( Moves away from her ) Uhh Sure.. We will take Shilpa and Ariya next time too.. I would love to buy m,any gifts to my sweethearts..
Esha forces a smile and looks while Armaan moves to Shilpa hugging her from behind..
Armaan : What are you doing.. Didint i tell you to rest..
Shilpa forgets her insecurities and look back at him lovingly..
Shilpa : I am fine Armaan.. I just thought maybe i should cook ur favorite food for dinner..
Before Armaan could talk Esha interrupts..
Esha : Armaan.. Remember u promised u wud bring pizza tonight... I want Pizza..
Shilpa looks at Esha and notice how well she acted infront of Armaan.. She looked at Armaan who stood not knowing what to say..
Armaan : Ya .. Ya sure..
Shilpa feels a anger rise within her.. She looked at the food she cooked for him.. Without saying a word she leaves the kitchen in tears..
Armaan follows her inside the room.. He notice her crying while sitting on the edge of the bed.. He felt his heart twitch in pain seeing her tears.. Slowly he walks near her and tries to hold her and when Shilpa gets up pushing in away..
Shilpa : ( Between sobs ) Dont touch me Armaan..
Armaan : ( Worriedly ) Whats wrong Shilpa.. Why are you..
Shilpa : ( cuts his words ) You really donno Armaan..
Armaan looks at her in a guilty manner..
Armaan : I am sorry for today.. I really wanted to come home soon.. But Esha was insisting...
Shilpa : ( Turns away from him ) I dont want to hear any explanations.. You dont need to give me any..
Armaan : ( Pulls her closer ) Yes i do need to give.. I cant bear this tiff between us..
Shilpa push his away from her arm..
Shilpa : ( shouts ) Why are you giving explanations.. Do you even know how i feel Armaan.. You dont even understand..
Armaan : ( Desperately ) Then make me understand.. Tell me whats bothering you..
Shilpa : ( In tears ) Everything is bothering.. You dont have any time for me now.. Since she came here you spend more time with her..
Armaan : Shilpa tahts not true..
Shilpa : Ofcourse thats true.. Do you know how much i waited for you today.. I kept waiting for hours..
Armaan : ( Sadly ) Shilpa.. I am really sorry for today..
Shilpa : ( cries out loud ) But you promised me you would be with me today..
Armaan helplessly looks at her cry.. He tries to get close but she keeps pushing him away...
Shilpa : You dont want me.. Its just me who keeps expecting more from you...
Armaan : ( stunned ) Thats not true Shilpa.. Ofcourse i want you.. I really love you...
Shilpa : NO NO NOOO... You dont have any memory of me Armaan.. You dont even remember who i am.. What i was in your life.. You spend more time with her cauxe She is in you Memory.. Why wud u want to spend you life with a stranger you dont even know.. Rather than that you would prefer to..
Shilpa comes halt stopping her words when she notice the hurt in his face.. Just then she realize what he have said.. She have hurt him with his words.. They stood in silence staring at eachother with the rising tention...
Armaan : ( In a hurt voice ) You really think.. You think i dont love you.. You think i would go after some other girl..
Shilpa turns away from him with tears flowing from her eyes.. She knew she have hurt him badly.. Suddenly turns back to face him.. She saw tears and hurt in his eyes.. She tries to move close to him but Armaan moves away...
Armaan : You dont trust me right.. Fine.. You can think whatever you want Shilpa.. But you dont have any right to doubt my love for you...
Shilpa : ( sobs hard ) I.. I am.. Sorry Armaan..
Armaan moves to the door and opens the door.. Before going he looks at her in tears..
Armaan :( Softly ) You have seriously hurt me today with your words...
Shilpa stood rooted to the stop as he left the room.. Suddenly she felt totally lost.. Her insecurities had taken over and hurt him.. She never wanted to hurt him.. All she wanted was to clear out the misunderstanding.. Speak her heart out for him.. Shilpa slides down while her sobs kept getting loud..
Shilpa : I am so sorry Armaan.. I am Sorry ..
After making Ariya sleep Shilpa lies down on her bed while thinking over their fight.. Her eyes were swollen due to constant crying.. She didint dare to go downstairs afterward.. Soo she stayed in her room quietly.. She knew he would be with Esha probably enjoying their dinner together.. Shilpa close her eyes painfully blocking away the thought.. Just then she hears a click of the door and notice Armaan walking inside the room.. Shilpa sits up desperately expecting to do a talk with him.. For a long time they kept staring at eachother silently... He stared at her blankly which made her wonder what he might be thinking.. Without a word Armaan comes and gets into the bed getting close to her.. Shilpa's eyes get welled up instantly as she tries to talk...
Shilpa : ( In tears ) Armaan.. Today watever i said..
Armaan : ( cuts back her words ) Dont talk.. I am not here to talk to you.. I want to talk to my baby..
Without looking in her eyes he pulls up the t-shirt she wore making her belly bare.. Slowly he caress her stomach which makes her tremble.. But she knew the love wasnt for her.. It was for the soul growing withing her.. This makes her more cry silently..
Armaan : ( softly ) Hi baby.. This is your Daddy.. When will you come.. I am waiting for you to come here and love me.. No one loves me here..
Shilpa : ( cries ) Plss dont say that Armaan...
Again silence stretch between them for sometime.. Only Shilpa's silent cries kept running within the room.. With a long pause Armaan talks again..
Armaan : Baby.. Your mamma thinks i dont love her.. Yes she really thinks.. Tell her how wrong she is...
This makes her sobs more harder.. Armaan feels a pain hearing her cry badly.. He gives up and look up at Shilpa who kept sobbing desperately.. Slowly he reach up and takes her in to his arms while caressing her beg.. Shilpa holds him tightly while crying her heart out.. He keeps saying soothing words to her until she calms down.. As her sobs subside fully he moves away and clears her face fully..
Armaan : ( Slowly ) I am sorry for everything Shilpa.. I didint knew i was hurting you badly.. Am sorry for that..
Shilpa : ( softly ) Armaan.. I am sorry i hurt you with my words today.. Its just that..
Armaan : ( caress her cheeks ) Speak up Shilpa.. Tell me what is bothering you..
Shilpa : ( looks up in his eye ) I dont like to see Esha getting close to you Armaan.. I feel insecure.. I am really sorry but i do.. I know she is your friend.. But when you spend more time with her i feel neglected.. I know i should feel..
Armaan : ( cuts her words ) You sound perfectly natural.. I am sorry i didint understand how u felt before.. i should have given u more time.. its just that i wanted make Esha comfortable here.. Maybe i overdid it.. I am sorry for that.. But i promise i wont neglect you.. I would give you more time.. And most importantly i will...
Shilpa : You will...
Armaan : ( Smiles ) I will maintain distance with her just as a normal friend cauxe i love you a lot...
Shilpa smiles at him as a another tear falls from her eyes.. Armaan chuckles and slowly leans and captures the falling tear in his lips.. He slowly moves his lips down on her.. Slightly brushing with hers.. Making her tremble with the single touch.. Once again she felt like she is home.. She moans as he deepens the kiss while caressing her cheeks lightly... She respond back to him while caressing his thick black hair with her fingers.. Slowly they come out of the kiss with a smile.. Armaan takes her hand lightly kissing it...
Armaan : ( Lovingly ) I was hurt with you words today Shilpa.. Thats true.. Yes i have lost my memory.. i dont remember anything about you.. But there is onething within me which havent forgotten you at all..
He slowly takes her hand and place it on his heart..
Armaan : This heart... It hasnt forgotten you.. It loves you still the same way like before.. Nothing has changed Shilpa.. The love for you is still the same..
Shilpa : I.. I love you Armaan... Will you always love be like this..
Armaan : ( Kiss her cheeks ) I will always love you.. I dont need any memory for that.. you will be always my love.. I will be always beside you.. Always..
Shilpa kept pacing in her room from one side to another while glancing at the clock frustratedly... It has been now 4 hours since he left.. Still no sign of them.. How she wanted to spent some precious time with him today.. It bothered her the way Esha kept coming between them.. Taking him more away from her.. Making her feel insecure... In her heart she knew how much she needed him right now..
Putting away her thought Shilpa walks downstairs into the kitchen.. Wondering what to cook for him in dinner she takes out some food items and gets into her work.. Maybe tonight they could spent more time together.. Surely he would love to see his favorite food made for dinner.. Just then the door bell rings.. She smiles as she knew it would be him.. Before she could move Ariya runs to the door and open it slowly.. Shilpa looks up to see Esha entering the house while laughing with Armaan.. As Armaan noticed Shilpa his smile faded from his face knowing how much she would have been upset.. Shilpa gets back into her work avoiding them.. Esha walks into the kitchen and gets some water for herself..
Esha : ( Happily ) Goshh Shilpa.. YOu donno how much we had fun today.. Right Armaan...
Armaan gives a nod to her and look at Shilpa who stood silently doing her work.. He wondered what she might be thinking right now..
Shilpa : ( softly ) Thats good...
Esha moves close to Armaan and hug him..
Esha : Really such a nice day Armaan.. We should go often for shopping and have some fun..
Armaan hesitantly looks at Shilpa who stood looking at him sadly.. Instantly he understood she didint like the closeness of Esha with him..
Armaan : ( Moves away from her ) Uhh Sure.. We will take Shilpa and Ariya next time too.. I would love to buy m,any gifts to my sweethearts..
Esha forces a smile and looks while Armaan moves to Shilpa hugging her from behind..
Armaan : What are you doing.. Didint i tell you to rest..
Shilpa forgets her insecurities and look back at him lovingly..
Shilpa : I am fine Armaan.. I just thought maybe i should cook ur favorite food for dinner..
Before Armaan could talk Esha interrupts..
Esha : Armaan.. Remember u promised u wud bring pizza tonight... I want Pizza..
Shilpa looks at Esha and notice how well she acted infront of Armaan.. She looked at Armaan who stood not knowing what to say..
Armaan : Ya .. Ya sure..
Shilpa feels a anger rise within her.. She looked at the food she cooked for him.. Without saying a word she leaves the kitchen in tears..
Armaan follows her inside the room.. He notice her crying while sitting on the edge of the bed.. He felt his heart twitch in pain seeing her tears.. Slowly he walks near her and tries to hold her and when Shilpa gets up pushing in away..
Shilpa : ( Between sobs ) Dont touch me Armaan..
Armaan : ( Worriedly ) Whats wrong Shilpa.. Why are you..
Shilpa : ( cuts his words ) You really donno Armaan..
Armaan looks at her in a guilty manner..
Armaan : I am sorry for today.. I really wanted to come home soon.. But Esha was insisting...
Shilpa : ( Turns away from him ) I dont want to hear any explanations.. You dont need to give me any..
Armaan : ( Pulls her closer ) Yes i do need to give.. I cant bear this tiff between us..
Shilpa push his away from her arm..
Shilpa : ( shouts ) Why are you giving explanations.. Do you even know how i feel Armaan.. You dont even understand..
Armaan : ( Desperately ) Then make me understand.. Tell me whats bothering you..
Shilpa : ( In tears ) Everything is bothering.. You dont have any time for me now.. Since she came here you spend more time with her..
Armaan : Shilpa tahts not true..
Shilpa : Ofcourse thats true.. Do you know how much i waited for you today.. I kept waiting for hours..
Armaan : ( Sadly ) Shilpa.. I am really sorry for today..
Shilpa : ( cries out loud ) But you promised me you would be with me today..
Armaan helplessly looks at her cry.. He tries to get close but she keeps pushing him away...
Shilpa : You dont want me.. Its just me who keeps expecting more from you...
Armaan : ( stunned ) Thats not true Shilpa.. Ofcourse i want you.. I really love you...
Shilpa : NO NO NOOO... You dont have any memory of me Armaan.. You dont even remember who i am.. What i was in your life.. You spend more time with her cauxe She is in you Memory.. Why wud u want to spend you life with a stranger you dont even know.. Rather than that you would prefer to..
Shilpa comes halt stopping her words when she notice the hurt in his face.. Just then she realize what he have said.. She have hurt him with his words.. They stood in silence staring at eachother with the rising tention...
Armaan : ( In a hurt voice ) You really think.. You think i dont love you.. You think i would go after some other girl..
Shilpa turns away from him with tears flowing from her eyes.. She knew she have hurt him badly.. Suddenly turns back to face him.. She saw tears and hurt in his eyes.. She tries to move close to him but Armaan moves away...
Armaan : You dont trust me right.. Fine.. You can think whatever you want Shilpa.. But you dont have any right to doubt my love for you...
Shilpa : ( sobs hard ) I.. I am.. Sorry Armaan..
Armaan moves to the door and opens the door.. Before going he looks at her in tears..
Armaan :( Softly ) You have seriously hurt me today with your words...
Shilpa stood rooted to the stop as he left the room.. Suddenly she felt totally lost.. Her insecurities had taken over and hurt him.. She never wanted to hurt him.. All she wanted was to clear out the misunderstanding.. Speak her heart out for him.. Shilpa slides down while her sobs kept getting loud..
Shilpa : I am so sorry Armaan.. I am Sorry ..
After making Ariya sleep Shilpa lies down on her bed while thinking over their fight.. Her eyes were swollen due to constant crying.. She didint dare to go downstairs afterward.. Soo she stayed in her room quietly.. She knew he would be with Esha probably enjoying their dinner together.. Shilpa close her eyes painfully blocking away the thought.. Just then she hears a click of the door and notice Armaan walking inside the room.. Shilpa sits up desperately expecting to do a talk with him.. For a long time they kept staring at eachother silently... He stared at her blankly which made her wonder what he might be thinking.. Without a word Armaan comes and gets into the bed getting close to her.. Shilpa's eyes get welled up instantly as she tries to talk...
Shilpa : ( In tears ) Armaan.. Today watever i said..
Armaan : ( cuts back her words ) Dont talk.. I am not here to talk to you.. I want to talk to my baby..
Without looking in her eyes he pulls up the t-shirt she wore making her belly bare.. Slowly he caress her stomach which makes her tremble.. But she knew the love wasnt for her.. It was for the soul growing withing her.. This makes her more cry silently..
Armaan : ( softly ) Hi baby.. This is your Daddy.. When will you come.. I am waiting for you to come here and love me.. No one loves me here..
Shilpa : ( cries ) Plss dont say that Armaan...
Again silence stretch between them for sometime.. Only Shilpa's silent cries kept running within the room.. With a long pause Armaan talks again..
Armaan : Baby.. Your mamma thinks i dont love her.. Yes she really thinks.. Tell her how wrong she is...
This makes her sobs more harder.. Armaan feels a pain hearing her cry badly.. He gives up and look up at Shilpa who kept sobbing desperately.. Slowly he reach up and takes her in to his arms while caressing her beg.. Shilpa holds him tightly while crying her heart out.. He keeps saying soothing words to her until she calms down.. As her sobs subside fully he moves away and clears her face fully..
Armaan : ( Slowly ) I am sorry for everything Shilpa.. I didint knew i was hurting you badly.. Am sorry for that..
Shilpa : ( softly ) Armaan.. I am sorry i hurt you with my words today.. Its just that..
Armaan : ( caress her cheeks ) Speak up Shilpa.. Tell me what is bothering you..
Shilpa : ( looks up in his eye ) I dont like to see Esha getting close to you Armaan.. I feel insecure.. I am really sorry but i do.. I know she is your friend.. But when you spend more time with her i feel neglected.. I know i should feel..
Armaan : ( cuts her words ) You sound perfectly natural.. I am sorry i didint understand how u felt before.. i should have given u more time.. its just that i wanted make Esha comfortable here.. Maybe i overdid it.. I am sorry for that.. But i promise i wont neglect you.. I would give you more time.. And most importantly i will...
Shilpa : You will...
Armaan : ( Smiles ) I will maintain distance with her just as a normal friend cauxe i love you a lot...
Shilpa smiles at him as a another tear falls from her eyes.. Armaan chuckles and slowly leans and captures the falling tear in his lips.. He slowly moves his lips down on her.. Slightly brushing with hers.. Making her tremble with the single touch.. Once again she felt like she is home.. She moans as he deepens the kiss while caressing her cheeks lightly... She respond back to him while caressing his thick black hair with her fingers.. Slowly they come out of the kiss with a smile.. Armaan takes her hand lightly kissing it...
Armaan : ( Lovingly ) I was hurt with you words today Shilpa.. Thats true.. Yes i have lost my memory.. i dont remember anything about you.. But there is onething within me which havent forgotten you at all..
He slowly takes her hand and place it on his heart..
Armaan : This heart... It hasnt forgotten you.. It loves you still the same way like before.. Nothing has changed Shilpa.. The love for you is still the same..
Shilpa : I.. I love you Armaan... Will you always love be like this..
Armaan : ( Kiss her cheeks ) I will always love you.. I dont need any memory for that.. you will be always my love.. I will be always beside you.. Always..
Saathiya ... Saathiya
maddham maddham teri ye geeli hansi
saathiya ... saathiya
sun ke ham ne saari pee li hansi
hansti rahe tu hansti rahe hayaa kee laalee khilatee rahe
zulf ke neeche gardan pe subah-o-shaam milatee rahe
hansti rahe tu hansti rahe hayaa kee laalee khilatee rahe
zulf ke neeche gardan pe subah-o-shaam milatee rahe
sondhee see hansi teree khilatee rahe milatee rahe
peelee dhoop pahan ke tuum dekho baag mein math jaana
bhanware tum ko sab chhedenge phoolon mein math jaanaa
maddham maddham hans de phir se
sona sona phir se hans de
taazaa gire patte ki tarah sabz lawn par lete huey
saath rang hain bahaaron ke ek adaa mein lapete huey
saawan bhaadon saare tujh se
mousam mousam hanste rahnaa
maddham maddham hanste rahnaa
saathiya ... saathiya
maddham maddham teri ye geeli hansi
saathiya ... saathiya
sun ke ham ne saari pee li hansi
kabhee neele aasmaan pe chalo ghoomanein chalein ham
koi abr mil gayaa to zameen pe baras lein ham
teri baalee hil gaee hai kabhee shab chamak uthee hai kabhee shaam khil gayee hai
tere baalon kee panaah mein is siyaah raath guzare
teri kaalee kaalee aankhein koi ujalee baath uthare
teree ik hansee ke badale meree ye zameen le le meraa aasmaan le le
saathiya ... saathiya
maddham maddham teri ye geeli hansi
saathiya ... saathiya
sun ke ham ne saari pee li hansi
barf giree ho vaadee mein
oon mein lipatee simatee huyee
barf giree ho vaadee mein aur hansee teree goonjee
oon mein lipatee simatee huyee baath kare dhuvaan nikale
garam garam ujlaa dhuvaan naram naram ujalaa dhuvaan
maddham maddham teri ye geeli hansi
saathiya ... saathiya
sun ke ham ne saari pee li hansi
hansti rahe tu hansti rahe hayaa kee laalee khilatee rahe
zulf ke neeche gardan pe subah-o-shaam milatee rahe
hansti rahe tu hansti rahe hayaa kee laalee khilatee rahe
zulf ke neeche gardan pe subah-o-shaam milatee rahe
sondhee see hansi teree khilatee rahe milatee rahe
peelee dhoop pahan ke tuum dekho baag mein math jaana
bhanware tum ko sab chhedenge phoolon mein math jaanaa
maddham maddham hans de phir se
sona sona phir se hans de
taazaa gire patte ki tarah sabz lawn par lete huey
saath rang hain bahaaron ke ek adaa mein lapete huey
saawan bhaadon saare tujh se
mousam mousam hanste rahnaa
maddham maddham hanste rahnaa
saathiya ... saathiya
maddham maddham teri ye geeli hansi
saathiya ... saathiya
sun ke ham ne saari pee li hansi
kabhee neele aasmaan pe chalo ghoomanein chalein ham
koi abr mil gayaa to zameen pe baras lein ham
teri baalee hil gaee hai kabhee shab chamak uthee hai kabhee shaam khil gayee hai
tere baalon kee panaah mein is siyaah raath guzare
teri kaalee kaalee aankhein koi ujalee baath uthare
teree ik hansee ke badale meree ye zameen le le meraa aasmaan le le
saathiya ... saathiya
maddham maddham teri ye geeli hansi
saathiya ... saathiya
sun ke ham ne saari pee li hansi
barf giree ho vaadee mein
oon mein lipatee simatee huyee
barf giree ho vaadee mein aur hansee teree goonjee
oon mein lipatee simatee huyee baath kare dhuvaan nikale
garam garam ujlaa dhuvaan naram naram ujalaa dhuvaan
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