Chapter 1

Heyloo people , this OS is a comined effort from arsha_vrushan ( rachel ) n myself . hopefully u like this attempt .

Sweetly awkward !

Times have never been stable n smooth for swayam and Sharon they always seem to be abrupt and unsteady . era of hatred , times of friendship , and days of love passed . their have been so much affection between them since the times of distances , distances increased decreased but the feeling stayed through . lovely beautiful aura of love has surrounded them n hatred kept them attached but something that still brings sweetness between them is an fine awkwardness during periods between love and friendship ."love se kam friendship se zyada" this phase has always been so evident and important in their relationship that never tends to break . an unexpected closeness or moment that becomes sweetly awkward !

sharon sipped the coffee letting it tingle her taste buds... today was indeed a hectic day.the affiliation was back on track and the whole gang was on a high... why wouldn't they?? this would be the start of a new beginning. new beginnings... her phone beeped. the name brought a smile on her face. meet me in the college at 8 pm want to discuss about the routines kriya and rey will join us too. hmm of course what else could it be about? things had for certain changed between them. so much that she thought swayam's feelings for her had changed. she knew that it could not have been so but his behavior told a completely different story. the memory of him allowing her to sleep on his shoulder was enough to make her realize that things were not like that in a relationship or that when she used to ignore him..this was something intermediate and maybe necessary for them to be together again. she quickly takes her bag and hops on in her car... she reaches the gate and finds no one there... hey.. the voice startled her.

Sh-ah Swayam..mein toh dar gayi..

Sw-tum mujhse kab se darne lagi?? Koi aur nahi aaya?

Sh-nahi mein bhi abhi abhi aayi...

Sw-acha chalo hum ander chalet hai...

They approach the gate to find it closed.

Sh-abhi kya kare??watchman bhi dikhayi nahi de raha...

Sw-chadkar jaate hai!

Sh-what!? Nahi..mein kaise..

Sw-are chalo toh..mein help karunga

Swayam helps Sharon climb the gate and get inside the college... but Sharons foot slips from the gate and she falls over Swayam...they momentarily get lost in each others eyes. Their arms feeling like paradise. Swayams eyes couldn't make a move away from her face , oh watching her was such a bliss n he could go on forever like this but realizing their condition he breaks the eyelock forcing Sharon to do the same. They again give it a try n manage to cross the gate . They walk in silence till the basketball court. They both stop remembering the moments they spent there. the skate dance, the physiotherapist, the fight, Sharon dreaming about Swayam . they look at each other and realize both of them were thinking about the same thing. Feeling the awkwardness between them Swayam started walking making Sharon get out from her thoughts and join Swayam. They reach the rehearsal hall.

swa : so start Karen

sha : nahi

swa : kyu

sha : bhuk lagi hai

sw-bhuk lagi hai??

Sh-haan bhuk lagi hai mujhe kuch khaana hai

swa : aabhi iss waqt abbhi toh college canteen bhi closed hoga

sh- toh kya hua?? chalo pani puri kaate hai

sw- pani puri?? Uske liye bahar jaana hoga..waise bhi bahut kam time hai humare pass

sh-ok so hum nahi kayengi mein bhuke peth hi kaam kar lungi

Swayam couldn't see Sharon upset. He just wanted her to be happy

Sw-mere pass parle g biscuit hai isse kaam chalega ?

sh- parle g?? isse todhi mera peth barega?

Sw-aabhi filhaal yahi hai mere pass khana hai toh lelo varna..

sh- chalega dedo , (snatches the pack from him )... u noe wat swayam mai bachpan mai parle G khati thi tea ke saath aur jab voh zyada hi soak hojata tha aur chai mein gir jata tha mai rone lagti thi

swa : sharon tum roti bhi ho

sh- ofcourse tumne mujhe kabhi rote hue nahi dekha??

swa : mai tumhe bachpan mein rote hue imagine kar sakta hun

they both share a hearty laughter but suddenly stop and look at each other

sh-swayam tume yaad hai hum dono kab aise hase the??

Sw-yaad toh woh karte hai joh hum bhul jaate hai. Tumhare saath spend kiya har moment mein kabhi bhul nahi sakta Sh- mein bhi kabhi bhul nahi sakti...

Sw-haan... hmm...rey kaha reh gaya??

Sh-mein call karti hoon... (she calls him , rey informs her that he is wid kriya n both r fixed in traffic .she returns to swayam )woh time pe nahi pahuch payega...

Sw-thik hai fir hum...

The lights go off and they stand in complete darkness

Sharon : swayam yeh yeh light ko kya hua

Swa : pata nahi mai bhi toh yahi tha naa Sharon

Sha : abb kya karen I can't see anything mujhe darr lag raha hai

Swa : aree Sharon yaha tumhare aur mere siva koi nahi hai

Sha : I noe but phir bhi mujhe andhera pasand nahi

Swa : one sec Swayam pull out his mobile n turns on the flash light

Sha : swayam kaha ho tum I can't see u

Swa : yaha hun Sharon turning the flash towards her

Sha : thank god tumne flash light on kardiya varana mai toh...

Swa : khoobsurat .. ( her face was as glorious in the dark as it is in the the brightest light , again he stared her face in awwness , for a moment he lost the connect wid darkness in the room and the darkness in their relationship blabbered in her praise )

Sha : kya

Swa : khoobsurat

Sha : tumne mujhse kuch kaha ?

Swa in head : nai mai toh andhere se baat kar raha hun .

khub ... I mean khub Acche se mujhe tumhari Surat dikh rahi hai the flash is pretty strong

Sha : haan mujhe bhi tum aache se dikh rahe ho

Swa : how cool -_-

Sha : haan ?

Swa : cool naa I mean dekho naa mai tumhe dekh sakta hun tum mujhe dekh sakti ho ham dono ek dusre ko dekh sakte hai

Sha : tum theek toh hona ki college ke saath tumhare dimaag ka bhi fuse udd gaya 0.o

swayam-dance??

sh-(thinking)sach mein iska fuse udd gaya hai

sw-sharon??

sh-haan

sw-i was asking about dance...

sh-abhi??

sw-aur kab...kal se rehearsal suru karni hogi ... bahut mehnat karni padegi iss bar mere dimaag ka fuse toh grp dance aur affliation ko lekar uda hua hai

sh- chill sab sort out ho jayega

sw : i noe , but u noe studies bhi cover karni hai exams sir par hai farewell ki arrangements its gonna be tough , aur abb yeh light bhi chaligayi rey kriya bhi nahi aaye aur ek rehearsal day waste

sha :calm down swayam , i noe its too many thing , sab ek saath tapak gaya hai lekinek cheez jo haamien ongoing rakhegi voh hai tumhari smile so smile ! i cant see ur smile

sharon flashes the light on swayams face swayam smiles

swa : thanks sharon u noe wat , shayad tumse aacha yeh koi nahi kar sakta

sh-kya ?

swa : yeh situations ko handle karna , sab kuch control mein rakhna , nobody can do it better than u

sh-waise yeh sab mene tumse hi sikha hai positive rehna supportive hona...har baat ko thande dimag se sochna..i have really learned a lot from you .

swa : yahi toh life haina Sharon ,kuch ham dusro ko sikhate hai kuch dusre hame seekhate hai , maine bhi tumse bahut kuch seekha aur samhja hai jo mai kabhi nahi bhulunga .

Sharon realises wat swayam is talking about and remembers the break up...the pain of being separated from him..her one mistake cost her the most precious thing of her life...

sharon ka face lights down , swayam flashes light on sharon .

sh-kuch nahi woh kuch yaad aa gaya

swa : kya yaad aagaya ?

tear drops out from sharons eyesswayam notices it .

swa : hey sharon , plzz purani baatein bhul jao , aaj tak jo kuch hua voh past tha . aree sharon plzz calm down tum yaha baitho

sha : kaha baithu , kuch dikhai nahi de raha

swayam: ek sec mai mai stool dhundta hun (he revolves flashlight )yeh dekho mil gayi stool , tum tum baitho yaha plzz

sharon tries to sit but falls down.

Swa : sharon tumhe stool pe baith ne bola tha tum direct zameen pe baith gayi (trying to control his laughter)

sha : tum tum has rahe ho , how dare , ek toh tumhari vajhe se mai giri

mai jaa rahi hun !

swa : arre sharon , ruko tum kaise jaogi . sharon ruko toh toh sahi kaha jaogi itne andhere mein

sha : chali jaungi tumhe kya( she rushes in the direction of the door but bangs on the wall ) aaaoooch !

swayam again starts laughing

sha :tum ...tum phirse has rahe ho , how could u swayam , mujhe lagi hai aur tum aur zor se has rahe ho how insensitive

swa: aree par sharon

sha :i dindt expect this from u

tumne jaan buchkar mujhe pehle mujhe giraya

swa :sharon listen

sha :wat listen haan , mujhe hurt dekh kar tumhe hasi aa rahi haina

swa :ayesa kuch nahi hai meri baat toh suno sharon

sha : kyu ... kyu sunu mai tumhari baat aaj tak tumne meri baat suni hai , kitni baar tumhe vapas relationship mein laane ki koshish ki kitni baar tumhe sorry bola .

swa :sharon tum baat ko kaha leke jaa rahi ho

sha :mai baat ko khich rahi hun yaa tum iss relation ko aabtak khichte aa rahe ho

kitna convience karne ki koshish ki magar nahi ..

swa :sharon will u stop

sharon starts panting her breathing goes abrupt ...

sha :no i wont stop ,...kyuki

swa : SHARON !

he pull her from waist n looks in her eyes (flash )

sharon still breathing badly

sha : mera ...mera inhailer !

she fails to find it in darkness .

swayam pulls one out from his pocket n flashing the liht towards her gives it to her .she takes the inhailer n calms down

sha : tum abhi tak yeh apne saath carry karte ho

swa : haan pata nahi kab mujhe bhi zarurat padh jaye

sha : hehe , tumhe kyu zarurat hogi isski

swa : jaise fatafat tum baat karti ho naa , kahi mujhe asthama attack naa aajaye , iss baat se darke apne pass rakhta hun ( trying to divert the situation )

sha : i cant help it , u noe

swa : yeh i noe it very well

sha : bohot aachese jaante hona mujhe

swa : hmm aur yeh bhi jaanta hun ki iss asthama ka sirf ek hi ilaaj haisha : kya ?

swa : dance !

Swayam extends hands

Swa :Dance

Sha: no music

He shows his phone

Sha : itne andhere mein

Swa : toh kya hua ham black n white gaane pe dance karenge . Abb batao Dance ...

so how was it , tell us ur comments, suggestions . thank you :D

rachel - sanskruti

Sanskruti_tanha2014-04-26 11:31:56