Chapter 54

Another Chapter is here...
*SPEAKERS ON*

Monsoon already arrived in Mumbai...

Mohobbat Barsa Dena Tu, Sawan Aaya Hai
Tere Aur Mere Milne Ka Mausam Aaya Hai
Swayam was alone, roaming on the streets aimlessly... actually he ddin't feel going home... The thunder...the lighetening also coundn't stop him from being out... the rain drops started hitting him but least he cared... Actually he was getting drenched with deep emotions which were nil in compare to the rains...

Mohobbat Barsa Dena Tu, Sawan Aaya Hai
Tere Aur Mere Milne Ka Mausam Aaya Hai
Heading more, still getting wet, he went to an empty park...found a bench and sat on it.. No one was there since it was not evening but dark night... and sitting in that way felt as if he was not even himself...

Sab Se Chhupa Ke Tujhe Seene Se Lagaana Hai
Pyaar Mein Tere Hadd Se Guzar Janaa Hai
Itna Pyaar Kisi Pe Pehli Baar Aaya Hai
The thoughts in his mind revolved around Sharon... he wasn't able to divert his mind from her eyes who now spoke nothing from 4-5 days... and from "the same Evening" he started missing his smile also...
It was difficult for him to realize that his smile is hers because he was missing the love! A sure realization of this was still not there...

Swayam's mind eventually wandered around the the fiasco took place a few hours before... just in Evening what happened, flashed into his mind...

Mohobbat Barsa Dena Tu, Sawan Aaya Hai
Tere Aur Mere Milne Ka Mausam Aaya Hai
Flashback
Swayam was sitting in the Office... when Nilesh called him.
Nilesh- Oye tu chal nahi raha kya ?
Swayam- Kahan ?
Nilehs- Are..Sharon ke Academy ke students ne part liya hai Competition mein...jaldi chal..
Swayam *in mind*- Konsa Competition?? *to Nil*- Mein nahi aa raha...bohot important kaam hai.
Nilesh- Kyun? Tere liye Kaam kabse Sharon se zyada important hone laga huh? Tu chal raha hai...abhi nikal jahan bhi hai tu.
Swayam agreed sternly and got up to go.
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Sharon's student won the 1^st prize. Sharon clapped seeing her students...and smiled for them... but when saw Swayam from the stage no smile on her face for him...only tears brimmed in her eyes and he noticed that...
Flashback ends

Kyun Ek Pal Ki Bhi Judai Sahi Jaye Na
Kyun Har Subah Tu Meri Saanson Mein Samaaye Na
Swayam looked down and remembered the moments when the evening was to celebrate but their hearts were not happy... they were close but yet far...
Swayam- Sharon!! Aisa to nahi hai I didn't come to you later...
Both were so disturbed since some days that didn't even wishes each other in the Morning or Night...


Aaja Na Tu Mere Paas, Dunga Itna Pyaar Mein
Kitni Raat Guzaari Hai, Tere intezaar Mein
Tears flowed down his eyes..Rain surely hid those perfectly but couldn't hide the reason behind it...
Swayam- I want you beside me... I..know how I passed these days without you...tum samne hokar bhi nahi thi mere paas... I am waiting for you Shar...just you...

Kaise Bataaun Jazbaat Yeh Mere
Meine Khud Se Bhi Zyada Tujhe Chaaha Hai
Swayam *cry*- I..I can't express...the truth is I couldn't express the feelings... the situation, I was in, just didn't let me out anything the way it had to... but that time also I loved you and still I love you Shar..I love you dearr...
His words faded within the tears...

Sab Kuch Chhod Ke Aana Tu, Sawan Aaya Hai
Tere Aur Mere Milne Ka Mausam Aaya Hai
Swayam- Sharon...please..come back to me...or listen to me... See the rains also calling us together na...unki baat maan lo..plz...
He looked up at rains...and prayed to God that make his love leave every work and love him once again...

Sab Se Chhupa Ke Tujhe Seene Se Lagaana Hai
Pyaar Mein Tere Hadd Se Guzar Jaana Hai
Itna Pyaar Kisi Pe Pehli Baar Aaya Hai
Swayam banged his hand on the bench but no one was there to take his hand and soothe the pain...
Swayam *Silent tears*- Shar...I hurt you...I hurt myself...now I want you here... plz!
He just covered his face with his palms when he remembered how she ignored him or should say left him...

Flashback
The Competition ended and Sharon was moving down the stairs...Swayam came to her to talk but she didn't speak..

Swayam- Sharon..listen...
Sharon- I am busy with my students...we can talk later...
Swayam- Why...why not now?
Sharon- I am BUSY Mr.! My students WANT me...so I should be there with them...
Swayam- Sha...
She was going away when he stopped her by coming to front.
Flashback ends

Bheege Bheege Tere Lab Mujhko Kuch Kehte Hai
Dil Hai Khush Mera Ke Khayal Ek Jaise Hai
Swayam realized that he was the one who was at fault...he knew what her eyes spoke when they both were standing facing each other, wanted to say so much but couldn't convey it to each other being normal...

Roko Na Ab Khud Ko Yun, Sun Lo Dil Ki Baat Ko
Dhal Jaa Ne Do Shaam Aur Aaja Ne Do Raat Ko
Flashback
Swayam *soft*- Shar..don't ignore...just speak what you want to...plz...I am ready to hear...
Sharon- Why should I?? You did hurt me... and now itna simply asking me to say what I feel?? Wah...
Swayam- Sorry! I know you can't leave me like...this...

And before he could complete...she left that place... he could only clutch his fingers in disspointment.
Flashback Ends

Kitna Haseen Yeh Lamha Hai
Kismat Se Meine Churaaya Hai
The instant he came out of that flashback... he hallucinated Sharon infront of him... smiling at him...and then holding his hands close to her lips and kissing it...he smiled at it and forgot the reality which was totally opposite... he looked at where she kissed and touched his palm only...