Chapter 13
i'm tooo busy...every second i am working. i am on break...but my parents gave a list of stuff to do and since i'm going to medical...i need to study. so thats why end this because this will take time for me to write because i'm not good at sad stuff...i like writing fun stuff...because the khushi in my other half and what you do to me is the actual me in life.
Final Chapter.
Khushi stares at her hands. ( her outfit: http://www.bargello.com/Shocking+Pink+Aurang-290-Bridal+Wear-107-3443.htm ). Which had his name written on both of them in hindi. Arnav Singh Raizada. It was surrounded by small tiny hearts. She stares at her hands, as the world around her was dancing with joy. Today was the mehendi rasam and tomorrow was the wedding. So he wasn't here because it was wrong for the bride and groom to see each other the day before the wedding. But she wanted to see him. She wanted to see the man she was going to spend her entire lifetime with. She wanted to hear his voice, but she couldn't. She was restricted from hearing him. So all she could do was stare at her hands that looked as if there weren't burnt. Burnt with blood. Burnt with blood of love and happiness that her husband would give her.
"Smile. You never know Arnav might be watching you from somewhere?" Muskaan says to Khushi.
Khushi smiles as she gets up. She wanted some alone time. Alone time before she would get wed. She wanted alone time before she left this house. Khushi walks into the backyard and sits down on the swing and smiles as memories come to her mind. Memories she shared with her families. Memories of the beautiful gatherings they had over the holidays, memories of her happiness and sadness she shared with her families. Her eyes go blurry but she wipes her tears of happiness and sadness. Suddenly, she thinks of him. How they first met when she was on the top shelf in her massi's pantry and fell into his arms. Khushi laughs as she remembers she blurted how hot he was and how he tilted his head and chuckled. She laughs how they always fought but loved each other again. She smiles how she remembered he was the first one to actually talk to her when she arrived; she smiled as she kept seeing his face. She smiles at how their love life was full of twists.
Khushi swings as she smiles with memories. She looks to her right and sees her papa coming to her. She pats him to sit next to her. As he father just sits down, she hugs him very tightly. Her papa. Her everything. He kisses the top of her head and rubs her shoulders. "You were this little. When I saw you. Those tiny foot fingers were wiggling and you were smiling so broadly, even then. That's where I thought of Khushi. Khushi, my girl, who would spread the world of happiness." Khushi eyes go blurry as her father continues to tell her childish acts and how he's proud of her. "Tomorrow is a big day. It's a new day with a starting of a new life." Her papa hugs her as he kisses her again. Khushi nods her head as tears starts forming in her eyes. "Arnav will be your future, he will be everything. We are not...Khushi." Her papa says as Khushi shakes her head, knowing what her father was going to say. "We were to give you just guidance, nothing else. You are now a stable woman, you can live by yourself besides our support. We aren't you support now Khushi, Arnav is. Our life is half over, but your life has just started. Your life is just Arnav and your future." Khushi kisses her papa's forehead as he cries a bit. "He has no idea about a wonderful pari he is getting." Khushi wipes his tears as she starts crying with his dad. His dad wasn't good at explaining or talking about these things, but she didn't care. She could read it from his eyes.
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Khushi stares at the baby in front of her. It was Avinash's older sister's son. Khushi stared back at him as he stared back at her. Everybody else was downstairs as her Arnav came. Today was the big wedding, the wedding she dreamed about since she was a child. And the best thing was when she always dreamed about her wedding she saw his face all the time even when she was a child and didn't know him. She just saw his face and now that same face she saw was to whom she was marrying. Khushi stared at the baby in front of her, that wiggled his toes, trying to say something but he couldn't. The little creature just stared and stared as Khushi stared back. Khushi was nervous when everybody left her, but the baby's stare just kept making her more and more confident. Like it was screaming to her that don't be nervous.
Khushi fixed her bridal lehenga again for the tenth time in the past five minutes and millionth time in the past one hour. It was a simple red lehenga with a golden shimmering dupatta, and with red-golden-green accessories. This was Khushi's style, simple but sophiscated. http://www.evercoctail.com/images/2011/12/Indian-Bridal-Jewelry-Set.jpg .
As Khushi took a deep breath, Muskaan http://www.sanginionline.com/off-white-and-black-gorgeous-saree-p-10561.html , Avinash http://www.sanginionline.com/images/VVAC5026.jpg , Anjali http://www.sanginionline.com/aqua-blue-cream-faux-georgette-lehenga-style-saree-p-11496.html , and Payal http://img.xcitefun.net/users/2010/01/143251,xcitefun-chiffon-saree-with-heavy-zari-work-party.jpg came running in with laughter. Muskaan sits next to Khushi and nudges her, "Ready?" All of the girls stifle a giggle. Khushi nods her head as she starts blushing from nervousness and excitement.
Avinash helps Khushi down the stairs, just as Raj and Armaan come and stand by the railing to hold Khushi. She smiles as Raj bends down and kisses on her forehead. Khushi's vision blurs a bit as she sees Raj's eyes filled with tears but stops as she sees him.
There sat Arnav Singh Raizada staring right at her. She stared right at him as she approached the stage where he sat next to the pandit. He was looking like a prince with his delicate platinum sherwani on with maroon turban http://www.bargello.com/Style+M557-325-Bright+Shades-323-5374.htm . She stared into his dark intense eyes that were sending her both quiver and comfort at the same time.
As Khushi approached the stage, her father came and took her hand and walked her to sit next to him. Khushi stared straight ahead but she felt his gaze on her. Somehow she didn't have the ability to look at him, she was going to be his fully today. She didn't have the ability to look at the man she would be spending her entire life with. She didn't have the ability to look at him because she was scared that her prince charming would vanish. She was scared that if shook her head one bit; she would come back to reality. So she stayed there focused and looked straight.She sat there looking straight as she held his hands to finish the ceremony. She looked straight as she got up to do the pheras.
They started there seven rounds of vow. First round, they vowed to take all necessary steps in life to provide nourishment to their family and provide without any harm. Second round, they vowed to build and develop physical and mental powers that would leave them a healthy life. Third round, they vowed to earn wealth for their family in right ways. Fourth round, they vowed to love, trust, and understand one another. Fifth round, they vowed to have children and raise them responsibly. In the sixth round, they vowed to maintain self-control and self-discipline to which they lead to a healthy marriage. Lastly, in the seventh round, they vowed to truly love each other and remain with each in the good and bad times. It was it. They did the seven vows together. They were now written as soulmates.
They both took there seats. The pandit gives Arnav a small golden round box that holds a red/orange powder. Sindoor. Arnav took a small amount of sindoor and put it on Khushi's head, giving one symbolism of marriage. Next, the magalsultra which he put around Khushi's neck, giving the second symbolism of marriage. And that was when they looked at each other. They hadn't seen or talked with each other for two weeks. That's when Khushi turned her head and stared at the handsome face that now only belonged to her. She stared at him as he smiled back at her. She smiled back and thanked her Devi Maiya for letting it be reality and not a dream. She smiled as she cried from tears of happiness. Arnav leaned into her, "You okay?" Khushi shook her head. "Then why are you crying?" Arnav said with nervousness written on his face.
"I'm not crying. I'm shedding tears of happiness." Arnav sighed as he smiled back at her. He touched one of her tears and put it to his lips, not caring if anybody was seeing or not.
"Then I should have those too, huh?" Arnav says as Khushi giggles at his facial expressions
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(I didn't want to waste time...so straight to the night)
Khushi sat there on the bed, staring at the bed patterns. Everything in the room was dark except for the candles that were lit around the room and the beautiful sunset. Khushi was surrounded on the bed with flowers that hid her from seeing anything outside. Khushi fidgeted with her dupatta, scared of what might happen next. Just as she thought of him, the door opened. She fixed her dupatta fast and hid herself under it. She heard his heavy stops that gave a large dhak-dhak feeling telling he was approaching close. Khushi closed her eyes from nervousness and listened as the flowers that were connected with small bells rang telling her that he was near. For some reason, Khushi stifled a giggle from nervousness and felt his warm breath as lifted the dupatta to see her face.
Khushi slowly opened her eyes and saw his intense thirsty eyes lingering on her ever feature. He leaned as Khushi grabbed the bed sheet for support. He leaned in more, making Khushi fall on the bed. He chuckled as he leaned in more, making her giggle also. Khushi looked away while blushing, but Arnav leaned into her ear and whispered, "Now I have you all to myself, Mrs. Arnav Singh Raizada." Khushi blushed and looked away but Arnav turned her face toward her. She slowly looked up as he leaned in and kissed her on her succulent lips that were also thirsting for him.
They kissed passionately but slowly as Khushi felt Arnav making her sit up. She grabbed his soft messy hair and twirled it as Arnav took off her dupatta and unpinned her hair. He kissed her earlobe as Khushi moaned softly and grabbed his ear from the relish. They kissed slowly as they undid their clothes. __________________________________________________
Khushi turned crimson red from the sight of her and Arnav. She hid her head on Arnav's bare toned chest from nervousness. Arnav kissed her forehead and whispered, "I love you Khushi Singh Raizada, I love you more than I love this world." Khushi leaned back and kissed him with such passion that she had never shown before.
They made love slowly (srry if I skipped...my face is crimson red from writing this...and especially me being surrounded by my family...ahh!) on and off as the darkness outside grew. Suddenly, the world was dark but the Raizada room was full of sweet scent from the burning candles. The room was dark but somehow Khushi could see Arnav's twinkling crystal eyes. She stared into those eyes as she slowly by slowly fell to sleep in his muscular arms that held her.
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i do have two other sweet ff;s and will write another one. u'll probably see it tomorrow.
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