Chapter 8

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 Teenage Love

Part 8

 She opened her eyes with a jerk when she felt his hands tried to unbuttoning her shirt and realization struck in her mind what she was doing and she tried to pull herself back from his strong grip.

 "Arna, leaves me"

She said in a low voice jerking away his hands from her body but he tightly held her hands, leaned and kissed her jaw bone again "I won't leave you"

He replied in husky tones, completely ignoring her plea, moving his hands randomly on her naked legs. She gasped getting her all wits and then placed her hands on his chest to create a bit space between their bodies but he was in no mood to listen her, he opened the lice of her shirt and she felt her shirt slipped from her shoulders, his lips were randomly moving on her shoulders kissing and licking her skin which was not giving her a feeling of sensation but disgust. She swallowed the dismay and choked the words.

 "Arnav I --don't want this" 

A tear rolled down on her cheek as he unheard her plea.

 "But I want this Khushi, I want to make you mine" 

She got shocked to hear his words he was kissing her passionately,squeezing her body under his touch, he dragged her towards the bed. Her mind had stopped working but she knew what she had to do. She pushed him back with full force and Arnav jolted at her sudden act, she pulled herself back wrapping her arms around her body to hide exposing front.Arnav gave her a puzzled frown who was now standing a bit away from him, her body was shivering badly and she squeezed herself under her arms.

 "Khushi!!!"he took steps towards her.

 "Stop there,Arnav"she screamed at the top of her voice, and then pulled the sheet and wrapped it around her body, her knees buckled, her breath coming in gasps and she placed her hand on the wall to keep herself stable.

 He looked shocked to see the flicker of anger gleamed in her eyes but he took a deep breath to calm down himself and again took steps towards her.

"Stop there don't you try to come close to me"she waved her hand in the air and some more fresh tears dwelled up in her eyes. Arnav frowned; an impatient sound escaped his lips as he met with her gaze.

"Khushi ,what happened to you? Why are you behaving like this? I'm not a stranger. I'm your Arnav, your lover"

He said loudly being irritated by her behavior.

 "You can't not be my lover, you can't love me, you can't be my Arnav whom I loved, whom I trusted" 

She tightly hugged herself weeping hysterically "Khushi,don't over react, we love each other so why are you over reacting at our intimacy.come one.. We are not children.we are young enough to take a big step in our relationship" He said stepping closer to her and she gave him a startled look which was more accusing than what her tears were showing.

"Love, relationship do you even know the meaning of these words?" she laughed out hysterically. 

"Stop it Khushi.. I don't understand what the problem with it if we will make love"

His tone was careless and it had hurt her like a sharp pain to think he had never tried to understand her.

 "The problem is, Arnav I don't want to do this.. Yes, I love you and you have right on me but it does not mean you will cross your limits" she spat angrily, wasn't in her senses anymore and he held her wrist tightly and pulled her towards him with a jerk she had taken aback at his sudden act,he pinched her against wall, leaning forward until their lips were a few inches away, she looked at him with widened eyes, hurt floating visibly there.

 "What limits are you talking about? There are no limits in Love. Everything can be done in love" He stiffened, eyes smoking with anger, he tightened his grip over her shoulders and as to prove his words dipped his face into the crook of her neck and nibbled her skin, leaving a red mark there. She gasped with pain.

"Leave me Arnav"she tried to push him back  but felt his hands slipped across her waist, he tightened his grip and then showing no mercy at her plea, he leaned forward and captured her lips with his, kissing her aggressively. Khushi did not resist when she felt his tongue entered in her and had let him do what he wanted so after he would've finished that, he would leave her, her silent tears gathered and made their way towards her cheeks,"There is no limit in Love, you are mine, I can touch your body, I can kiss you, and I can make you mine"he moved his lips on her skin, nibbling, suckling, leaving marks of  his assault on her body."I'm feeling disgusting, Arnav for loving you" she whispered.

 He loosened his grip over her and stared into her eyes "I hate myself for trusting you, I hate myself for thinking that you love me" Tears dwelled up in her eyes but she did not let them out. Arnav raised his hand to touch her cheek but she shrugged off his hands "don't touch me ever" she glared him angrily and Arnav stopped in a mid way.

 "Payal was right, you don't love me. You just want my body,Arnav"her words registered in his mind and he realized what he did a few minutes ago.

"I'm sorry Khushi, I was not in my senses I don't want to hurt'' he felt ashamed for saying those words but the deed had been done and as it is says that Spoken words can never return.

There wasn't a way to amend that mess.

 "You don't love me,Arnav. You just want me on your bed"

"Khushi, pleases hear me"he took steps towards her but she stopped him "Arnav, doesn't try to close to me,I know what you want but you can't get that"She said moving herself away from him"Hear me ,Khushi"he took a deep breath before taking steps towards her.."I don't want to hear you" she took her shawl and wrapping it around herself rushed towards the outdoor "Stop it Khushi..if you will go and  leave me here alone. I will break our relationship" her feet got froze at that place hearing his words , she turned back to look at him in disbelief,her eyes flashed with hurt and she swallowed the tears and Arnav turned his face other side to ignoring her hurt look. it was the last thing she ever expected from Arnav, "I knew it,Arnav"she spoke sadly, looking into his eyes ,Arnav met her gaze as she completely turned back facing him "but still I had some hopes, I had hoped one day you would know the real meaning of love but sigh!!! I was so stupid; dumb in your love that could not see that you did not love me even for once, even for a moment" she tried hard at that time to control her tears but they made their way towards her cheeks and Arnav felt pang of guilt to see tears in her eyes but he could not get courage to wiped off them "I did not mean'."he stammered taking step towards her when Khushi interrupted him raising her hands to signaled him to stop and he stopped at  his feet "I got it,Arnav what you said,I got it" she repeated in shaking voice and Arnav felt a needle pierced his heart "I am going,Arnav to leave you for forever, you don't need to break our relationship as I let you free from this meaningless relationship" A sob broke her voice  and a tear escaped from her eyes, whirling back she rushed towards the front door "Khushi!!! Please don't go"Arnav yelled behind her but it was too late to call back her as she had already slipped out from his house, slipped out from his life.

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