Chapter 10

Siddhant POV:

OMG.. how can i handle her if she is this close to me clasping her hands around my neck...

Moreover she moved towards my face & placed a tight kiss on my cheeks passing shivering through the spine hitting every point on my body...

Added to that.. what she said.. did i heard it right...

'Siddhant i love you...' she said looking into my eyes...

I just closed my eyes for a moment to breathe in her words into my heart...

I felt a cool effect filling my whole body while hotness was already gifted by her touch & kiss...

I was in a strange feeling given by her without able to express anything for a moment...

Then i came back to my senses and opened my eyes...

I realised what she did while what i didn't want to happen...

Yes... i didn't want this to happen.. that is why i was staying away from her for days together...

Then decided to drop her in a hostel without giving any such chances even further...

But all my tries went in vain & she finally confessed her love...

Can i accept it??? No way...

'Roli.. what are you doing... just move away...' i told in a warning tone...

'Siddhant.. if you want me to move away why cant you just push me to the floor... are you weak than me to do that...' she asked...

'Roli.. i dont want to do that.. that is why i am warning you... Please get out of here...' i warned again...

'Siddhant.. you know this doesn't suit you... Are you forgetting i have seen love in your eyes already since i saw you in that bungalow and now even if you are trying to show yourself angry.. it wont work out...' She said tightening her grip more around me...

Oh God.. this girl is a beast... she wont leave me without killing me... I scolded inside...

'Roli.. Just stop talking all this... you dont know i am not any love boy to love & romance...' i clarified..

'I am not teenage doll too to come behind a teenager to confess my love... and do all these romance... i know we are grown up...' she said without any effect of my harsh words...

'Roli... I am not good as you think... i am gangster... my life is not a normal one.. i am not suitable to do any love or romance...' i tried to explain...

'Hello Mr. Gangster... i know what type of gangster you are... you are not the one who spoil any life or anyone... instead you are someone who carry the mission of saving like you did to me.. am i right.. i am ok with this Gangster... As such danger is in anyone life... Did i expect my parents to die just like that leaving me.. where they Gangster to lose their life... Same way if your facing risk by doing good to others.. i am ready to face it with you...' she expressed...

I am fed up... i understood she is not going to understand in whatever way i tell...

'What you are expecting from me Roli??? why are you not understanding anything...' i asked...

'I am only expecting your love Siddhant... understand that you are the light on my darkened life and i cant let you go off my hand... I am understanding you very well.. its you who is not understanding me... not only me.. but also you... ' she replied...

'What you want to understand about me now???' i asked...

'Understand that you too love me...' she said firmly looking into my eyes...

'Roli.. I already warned you its too dangerous to love a Gangster... think well before pushing me hard to do that...' i warned finally...

'I am ready till sacrifice my life for you Siddhant... Only thing i cant lose for anyone is my femininity which is only for my love.. Yes... i am all yours... I believe you wont let me to lose that for any reason.. its enough Siddhant...' she too told her final version...

I just looked into her eyes deeply...

I forward my hand towards her head and slide my finger into her hair & pulled her very hard towards me...

I moved towards her lips for a tight kiss...

Yes deep & rough kiss to let out all my emotions on her lips...

I kissed every mm of her lips and bite too...

She moan a little on my love torture i gave on her lips...

I realised blood started oozing out of her lips... where i bite...

I know i turned very wild for which i was unable to help it...

When we were out of breathe i left her lips and moved apart...

'You didn't understand its not good to love me.. now i will prove you that i am not good...' i said...

I left her and moved away and started taking steps away from her...

'Siddhant.. i know the kiss is not out of anger & its out of the suppressed love you got on me... you are welcome to prove you like this...' she said with a mischief smile...

I just rushed out of the room leaving her behind...