Chapter 8

Siddhant POV:

I just got down from the upstairs towards my room...

Sorry its her room right now...

I opened the door and entered into the room...

She was sitting in the bed keeping her hands wrapped around her knees...

Her face was resting on her knees...

On hearing the door sound she lift her face to look at me...

Her eyes widened seeing me and a smile appeared on her face...

OMG... why her face & smile disturbing me a lot...

I just turned my look from her face...

I went near her...

'How is your health now???' i asked her to start with...

'How are you???' she asked without replying me...

'What about me... i am all fine... you were only not well...' i replied...

'I am physically well with all your care... but...' she stopped looking at me...

I can feel she is looking at me & lift my face to look at her...

Our eyes met for a moment...

'My heart is not good...' she continued...

I know what she is going to tell and interrupted...

'When you are well now.. i wish to put you in some women hostel...' i told her leaving her shocked...

'Siddhant... you are going to leave me women hostel???' she asked to clarify...

'Yes Roli.. its not good to stay in our place... its not safe...' i said...

'What??? what you said??? its not safe... if i am not safe here.. then i cant be safe anywhere in this world Siddhant...' she said looking for my expressions...

'Roli.. you are talking without knowing about us... please understand.. you cant stay here for long.. you were here as you were injured.. not any more... i already talk to the women hostel and i will tell Harish to drop you there today...' i explained...

'Siddhant.. i dont know you... you know something.. i was not knowing my own Uncle & his family... that they were planning to spoil our family... but i dont agree i dont know.. what should one know about someone... about their background??? about their educational qualification??? about their financial position???  YOu know all these were there with my parents & me.. while my parents were killed and i lost my family & life... there is no use of having any of these i realised only that moment... I only know one thing about you Siddhant... you are good.. you saved my life.. what more you want me to know about you???' she questioned...

I was just speechless...

'Then what you said.. i cant stay here for long... Does this mean.. you dont want me to stay here... Tell that looking into my eyes.. then i will agree... And you will tell Harish to drop me in women hostel... of course i will go... but not with Harish.. it should be Siddhant.. Yes... I will go if Siddhant drop me himself in the hostel as you are keen to get rid of me.. ' she clarified and went to washroom...

I sat on the sofa...

Can i do that???

Can i drop her in the hostel myself??? 

Can i get rid of her in my life???

How can i when she is the only thought inside my heart & mind day & night...???

When i was in various thought she came out taking bath getting fresh up...

'I am ready Siddhant... you can take me to wherever you want and drop me anywhere and get rid of me from your life...' she said combing her hair standing in front of mirror...

I was still sitting speechless...

After combing her hair... she came near me...

'Come.. lets go...' she said looking at me...

OMG.. such a deep look questioning me very strong...

I was unable to either answer her questions by words or the questions of her eyes...

'When you decided to get rid of me.. then what are you thinking about.. come lets do it without further delay...' she said...

I got up from sofa & looked at into her eyes...

'Shall we start...; she asked looking into my eyes...

'Siddhant i saw you in the upstairs sitting looking at me yesterday night itself... Yes i was not knowing till i was returning to my room... but when i turned to close the door i saw you... then i realised you are inside the house only & whatever Harish told that you went out and will be returning in the morning is all fake... ' she said leaving me surprised...

When i continued looking at her with my eyes widened...

'I realised you are wanted avoiding me.. when Siddhant dont want to talk to me.. dont want to see me.. then what is the use even to stay here anymore... instead of playing this hide & seek.. instead of you sitting in the chair the whole night just because i am inside your room.. its better you life the life which you were earlier... i wont be in your life as hindrance anymore...' she said with tears...

'Roli...' i told with a jerk seeing her in tears... Yes i cant see her in tears...

'Lets go Siddhant.. Lets not even waste a minute... i already lost my whole family... i thought you as a spark of meaning of my life... now realised happiness is just a mirage in my life... i dont own anyone in my life... i am ok with it.. i am very well ok with it...'She said wiping her tears..

She also started taking steps towards the door while i hold her hand...

I pulled her inside the room and just rushed out of the door closing the door keeping her inside the room...