Part 15

 

The sad and crying days were finally gone from my life. The sudden happiness in my life were unexpected, it gave me the hope of to live again… All this was caused by Angad, the person who bought the happiness in my life. He was more than a friend to me, in all these days of friend ship I began to have a different feeling for him, A feeling that made me blush, a feeling that made butterflies in my stomach, a feeling that sends chills down my spine, a feeling that I wanted to feel...

 

He thought me  to be confident, right to speak what I want and most of all not to be nervous which I was in my whole life. He gave me everything that I looked for, I seek during my life. He filled the gap of loneliness, isolation in my heart. I don't what it was but I knew for sure that it was not the sign for friends, it was more than that.

 

Despite all these things I did not what Angad felt, to him it could be same, he may have not felt the same thing but I sure did. Deep down I know somewhere that he also felt the something but again I was not sure.

 

It now became my routine; to get a lift from Angad   morning and afternoons to the college, we have lunch together and we can't sleep if don't have goodnight kiss and talked to each other.

 

The happiness was so much in life that I feared it may go away as it always do. I kept thanking God as he as finally listened to me, my prayer. It was like I can't wish for more there are already enough. Suddenly one day, it gave me more happiness than I expected……..

 

It all started in one day …..

 

After having a shower after a long hectic day, I went to bed for rest.

 

I was going to sleep, suddenly I heard noise, I was scared who could it be. It could not be Angad as I was with him all day and he sure was tired as well. I slowly tiptoed towards the bedroom door and locked but when I turned back, I screamed and went quite it was Angad!

 

K: Angad?

 

Angad smiled and simply nodded.

 

K sighs, what do you want?

 

Angad eyes were twinkling shining with something that I could not figure it out what it was. He was grinning at me that made me smile back. I can never resist at his charms,.  Suddenly I felt lucky that I have him, the most handsome man in my college, the man that every girl dreams of.

 

K: What are you smiling at?

 

A: KRIPA, You will never guess what, he exclaimed excitedly

 

K: What?

 

A: Have a guess.

 

I thought for few minutes but I can't get a slight idea what it could be.

 

K: No idea!

 

A: Come on, it's not that hard!

 

I shook my head.

 

A: You give up then

 

K: I nodded. I can never win you Angad

 

A: That true, he grinned

 

I stared at him.

 

K: I take it back, what I just said. But I m tired right now!

 

A: Okay let me give you a hint.

 

He took me towards the window that over looks that front of my house.

 

A: Can you see any change here?

 

Curiously I gave him a look as if I don't care!

 

A: Don't give me that stare!

 

I sighed, and looked around outside. Nothing has changed everything was normal. Suddenly my eyes caught some things; the sale board for house that's next to me was sold! This house was on a sale for two months and it's sold. I never liked those people because they always gave me the dirtiest look, moreover when I was young they never came to me ask about me. Suddenly it came up to me and  I looked at Angad.

 

K: OMG Angad, is it what I am thinking it is?

 

A: Kripa Darling, I don't have an X-ray in my eyes so that I can read all of your thoughts. I would be so lucky I have one.

 

K: Angad! She winced

 

A: Kripa!!

 

K: Tell me.

 

A: Only if you make me some food… I am hungry!

 

Kripa smiled at him. Angad was everything for her; she does everything for him, for making a food to etc.

She always laughed at his thought, he was pagal! But then again she loved to tease him. It was what their relationship made it stronger.

 

K: aww poor baby is hungry!

She made a face at him.

 

A: Kripa!

 

K: Angad, stop acting like a kid… It's two and you came here only for food?

 

A: No, I am here to tell you a surprise.

 

Kripa sighed and put her hands on her hips: You could have told me on a phone.

 

A: I know but seeing face to face is more fun!

 

K: Then you could have told me tomorrow..

 

A: Then I won't be able to sleep!

 

I smiled and nodded! Angad is Angad, he was different from others, sometimes he act so like a child and sometimes he was completely other man like a body guard and sometime he would behave like a husband! It was what compelled me to go form him.

 

K: Fine.

 

Angad followed me to the kitchen. There weren't any food left in the fridge or any left over so I have to make new. He sat on the counter watched me cooking. After few minutes it was done. This was normal for me to cook food at mid night because he would always come to me at the end.

 

This was not the real reason, I thought. He could have the food at home. Angad never told me about his family even though when I asked him, he always changed the subject. Till now I never came to know. I don't want anything wrong to happen so that our friendship would go away!

 

I smiled as I watched him eat the chicken sandwich. I felt sorry for him and angry at me, he was so hungry that he ate the entire sandwich in few minutes. He looked at me confused. I was angry at those who can't take care of Angad properly. I felt the urge to take the burden off from him even though he did not feel happy to tell me what it is; all I want is to take the burden off from him.

 

I kissed him in the cheek, I did not know why, but I did. He looked at me surprised and I brushed it off saying; Oh Angad, what are you looking at?

 

A: Nothing. He smiled.

 

K: So

 

A: So what?

 

K: What it is you want to tell me?

 

A: what do you think it is?

 

K: I don't know really

 

A: My parents have brought the house that is next you and we are moving tomorrow!!

 

At first I stared at him as if he was bluffing then I realized he was serious.

 

K: WHAT??

 

A: I am moving next to you!

 

K: really, she cried happily

 

A: yeah!

 

At this moment they both looked at each other with excitement in their heart, thinking what they can do together. Then they both started jumping up and down in excitement. Kripa then hugged Angad tightly.

After few minutes Angad pulled back, held her face in his palms and looked into her eyes, and kissed her all over her face.

 

I wish I could capture that moment forever, I felt so good close to him. At first I was surprised then I had the funny feeling that I liked it.

 

He then hugged him tightly, it was then I sensed something was wrong. It was time to know.

 

**

 

I then took his hands and walked up to my bedroom and let Angad sit on the bed. I kneeled beside him and looked at him. Angad looked at him confused and then broke into a grin;

 

A: Kripa I know I had lots of girlfriends but I didn't knew that you had bad intentions. Naughty! Naughty!

 

K: Shut up Angad..

 

K: Angad, I want to know something from you..

 

 

 A: What do you mean?

 

K: What are we? Do you consider me as your friend?

 

Angad looked at her, surprised at her question. This is something he never expected her to ask but why now? He loved her from the first site, from when he set his eyes on her, but what he did not want was to break their relationship. He can't afford to tell her that he loves her because he feared it may end up of both of them being strangers.

 

In the past few weeks, When Kripa opened up to him about her life, she cried in to his arms, him on the other hand was angry, felt the urge to kick those people who tormented her, weakened. Till then he vowed himself not leave her alone and bring her the happiness she deserves. During this course he not only gave her happiness but found him happy and smiling. It was then he realized how much he loved her, the true meaning of love. He cared for her as much she cared for him.

A: Kripa what are you talking about?

 

K: Come on Angad, I don't think we are friends?

 

Tears formed in his eyes, he gave her so much, he cared for her but what did she gave him back, betrayal?

Kripa noticed the tears in his eyes, felt bad and angry on her!

 

She immediately cuped his face in his hands, and kissed him on his forehead and wiped the tears.

 

K: Jaan, what's wrong?

 

A: What are you talking about; you said we weren't friend……

 

Before he can say anything, she put her hands on his mouth.

 

K:Haan. It's true we are not friends, we are more than friends. Angad you came into my life and gave me all the happiness that I can wish for, I don't know how to thank you.

 

A: Kripa, why are you talking like this?

 

K: Because I want to know, I told you all about myself but you did not ever told me about your family.

 

A: I don't want to talk about them.

 

With that he got up and went for the door. Kripa grabbed his hands from back and hugged him.

 

K: Angad, If you don't tell me then It's not fair!

 

Angad hugged her tightly, he loved being so close to her, sense her sensation and loose himself in her.

 

K: Angad…

 

A: Kripa

 

K: Angad

 

A: Kripa

 

K: Shut up!! Tell me what's bothering you.

 

They were still hugging each other, Kripa realized that Angad was about to break down because he was holding on to her tightly.

 

They pulled apart, he let Kripa sit on the bed and kneeled beside her, with his head on her lap;

 

A: Do you want to know why I never talk about my parents and family?

 

K: she nodded

 

A: Because they are dead for me!

 

Kripa was shocked.

 

A: Kripa, I know what you are thinking; you may be saying that I am lucky because I have got someone to look after me and so, right? But it's not. Since I have born, they never gave me the love that every child deserves from their parent; they always talked about my career and their business stuff.  When I was sing they appointed me a personal tutor to teach me sining still knowing I hate it! Now they are insisting me to sing, be a singer!

 

K: But Angad they want your best.

 

A: Kripa you don't know them. They don't even look after me when I am ill. That;s why I come for you at mid night when I am hungry because they don't care as they are always busy in their meetings or so.

 

Kripa was sad in hearing this as she thought she was the only girl who was not loved by parents but she was wrong there were other people as well. She felt angry on them, she wanted to show them how the child feels lonely and so.

 

Kripa made Angad face her and saw the tears in his eyes; Angad I am s…

 

Angad's hand was on her mouth, 'If you say one more word, I will kill you'

 

She understood and smiled.

 

A:'If you tell anyone I was crying, I will get you for it'

 

Kripa smiled

 

A: ' I am serious'

 

**

 

I hope this was the long part. The preview is same