Chapter 25

         Part 25          

Kripa opened the door to her small apartment, she turned closing it behind her , she turned the lights on , and looked around her dull , depressing home might I add empty, she walked into her bedroom and sat on the bed , she picked a photo frame up that was standing on top of the bed side draw , she ran her fingers over it , yes it was none other than Angad , she felt drops running from her eyes , she smiled remembering Angad saying, A- kripa you know what I wish I was your tear If I could be anything I would be your tear, so I could be born in your eye, live down your cheek and die on your lips, kripa cried loudly this time sniffing, "why angad" she said, maybe her decision was made to hastily , maybe they were separated for no reason just plain stubbornness , kripa put her hand on her stomach and smile faintly in pain.

Kripa wiped her tears, and got read y for work, she was doing part time at star bucks, it wasn't that bad but coming home to be by herself was, she had moved from the Khanna house two months or so ago, her place was an hour or so from there, her dad had brought this apartment for her, he on the other hand was disappointed with the two but believed that they'll work it out not now but later, she wasn't divorced, they were just separated. Kripa took a shower and came out in her uniform, she combed her hair , dried it and tied it up in a ponytail and left in her car her dad had given her , she drove to work and reached their on time , P- hey kripa how are you, said a sweet girl, none other than Prachi Kapoor, kripa and her met on their first day working at star bucks which was a month a go , kripa and her had bonded really well, she was the closest friend she had at this time, K- I'm good you, P- stupid boss said I have to do long hours today , K- ooohh well in least you'll keep me company , P- true , okay you take the register I make today, K- okay and they got to work.


They had a busy shift, when the door opens, kripa strangely feels weird inside , but continues to count the money in the cash register , when her counting was broken by a voice she recognized , V- one cappuccino , kripa immediately looked up, and their eyes met, after two whole months they had come face to face , the moment she could die for just to see his face, kripa felt like leaning over , hugging him , touching his face, yes it was none other than angad , but he looked different it appeared he was back to his djing days, wearing baggy jeans with a black A/X tee shirt with his sliver chain and stud , kripa again broken out of her thoughts, A- hey I said can I please have a cappuccino , he said rudely, why was being so stranger like oh wait how she forget what his last word were o her " if you really love me then get out of my site and pretend we never met fell in love and got married", K- sorry coming right up , she said her voice about to crack, prachi had notice and was sure to ask her later during their break, kripa continued to count as prachi made his drink, when she noticed he was still wearing his wedding ring, angad also noticed her wear her ring he was happy , when his ego came and shoved that feeling away , P – here you go she said handing the drink to angad, A- thanks beautiful , kripa felt a pang in her heart but just turned around to go into the back while Angad left , he opened the door of his car and sat down driving towards home sweet home, but was it really sweet?


Angad parked the car and walked into the house, heading straight for his room, he went in and closed the door behind him, landing on his bed turning the tv on , along day at the club organizing for tonight , angad looked around stopping at the cupboard where he had hid everything hat reminded him of kripa and their love, he was trying to move on , it was hard as living without oxygen , but he tried being the stubborn person he was , when he phone rang , it was raj, R- hey when are you leaving, A- two hours or so I'll be there at nine , R- okay bye I'll see you there , A- yep bye and he hung up throwing the phone on the bed , but picked it up and looked at his wallpaper it was of kripa , it was taken on the night she had told him that he was becoming a father , he put the phone down before he would let tears run from his eyes , why should I cry over her he said to himself with anger. And this was life for Angad everyday, djing at night coming home at late, he tried to move on, he did flirt even tired to going out with a few girls but couldn't even kiss them, basically he life was empty he needed his love back as much as kripa needed him but they were letting their ego come in the way big time.

While kripa stood at work thinking about angad

(Mariah carey – we belong together)
'Guess I didn't know you
'Guess I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt
The feeling that I'm feeling
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or have your touch and kiss your lips
'Cause I don't have a choice
Oh, what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here, 'cause baby

[Chorus:]
When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please, 'cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough?
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up?
Who's gonna take your place?
There ain't nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

k- Angad You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but u cant close your heart to things you don't want to feel.   She said to herself wiping a tear that escaped her eye and turned to get back to work.

Angad got up fro the bed, throwing he shirt off, he blasted the radio up, and went into the bathroom, he stood there under water, all he could think about was kripa and seeing her today,

(bow wow ft ciara- like u)


I ain't neva had nobody show me all the things that you done showed me
And the special way I feel when you hold me
We gone always be together baby that's what you told me
And I believe it (Cause I ain't neva had nobody do me like u)


And every time I think about you (I cry)
When you ride when you call when you come I (around)
Your love is a-mazing to me
Can't wait til I see you (I wanna be wit you again)
And every time you're out on the road (I make a trip)
And whenever I'm doing a show (Don't you forget)

Angad ran his fingers through his hair, A- kripa there were moments we laughed and cried, staying by each others side those days we spent together they will always stay in my heart forever but you had to go and ruin it , he turned the shower off and wiped himself with his towel getting ready.


K- here you go sir, have a nice night, kripa looked at her watch it was nine finally they could close up , she stacked the money in order after recording the amount they made for tonight and lock the register up , she took her hair out and walked to the back where prachi waited for her with two hot chocolates, P- finally today is over, K- I know my legs are so tired , I think that's the busiest we've been all week, P- yeh, K- mmm it tastes good she said sipping , P- thanks, and there was a small pause before prachi spoke, P- kripa who was that guy that came in the afternoon , he was wearing jeans with a black A/X t-shirt , kripa knew she was talking about Angad , maybe she should tell her, her story , K- he was my husband , well still is, P- what, do you still love him?, k- of course I do I will always , P- then what happened ,I mean I understand if you don't want to tell me then it's totally understandable , K- no no , I tell you but in short. K- we were married for nearly a year , and one day I had found out I was pregnant , we were both so excited especially angad , he just couldn't wait, he pampered me to bits , she said laughing with tears brimming up , K- when one day we found out his little sister and his best friend were in love , we were happy of course, finally we didn't have to put up with their fighting, I mean trust me they fought like cats and dogs , prachi smiled, K- actually I still remember the day we found out well actually the day they found out they were in love with each other ,


We all were at a party, I was sitting on Angad's lap , while he was arguing that we would have a girl , but I said a boy, when from the corner of my eye I noticed aaliya giving a very evil to this girl that raj was dancing with, apparently they knew each other , anyway so raj was totally ignoring aaliya he hadn't even made a pass at her by annoying her as usual which to seem like aaliya missed , well I was getting tired and so angad told aaliya that we were going , she decided to come with us and me and Angad both left for the car, aaliya came behind us slowly watching if raj would notice , but he was busy dancing. She was very moody, she marched right over to him, Aa- we are going if you want to come then come if not then find yourself transport, she turned to leave when he grabbed her hand trying to make her dance, aaliya spur of the moment in a very heated mood slapped him and walked out, raj followed behind, they were outside, he grabbed her hand and turned her around as aaliya came crashing down against his chest,

r- What is your problem? , Aa- let go, R- no not until you tell me why you slapped me, I've had enough , Aa- no , R- yes, Aa- NO, R- YES, AALIYA HONEY THIS CAN GO FOREVER, aa- just let me go , I hate you , you pig, R- why don't you just admit it, Aa- admit what, R- that you were jealous, Aa I wasn't and she bit his hand letting herself go when he grabbed her around the waist and turned her around kissing her full on the lips , R- I love you he whispered coming apart, aaliya for the first time actually blushed in front of him, while my husband who was with me watching from a distance was going to pass out.

K- so that 's how we found out , anyway moving on , everything was going good my pregnancy as well but when mishti came back into our lives it created a storm , P- who was she , K- oh she was an innocent girl that loved Angad a lot form child hood, she was quite sad when we got married but tried to hide it but I don't think she ever got over it but then again I might be wrong, anyway mishti had come to stay with us for a couple of weeks , everyone was quite excited , but when I had told her I was pregnant I don't know why but I started getting negative vibes from her as if her coming to see us was a plan to accomplish a goal of her, anyway during the first week , I had found aaliya crying in her room,

Aa- *sniff**sniff*

K- Aaliya what is the matter,
Aa- kripa she said hugging her, kripa glanced over to mishti who was looking back at her, Aa- Kripa raj is cheating on me, k- what now way he wouldn't do that, m- yes he did I have proof, k- but how do you know it could just be a misunderstanding , M- look at these she said showing her phone with pictures of a girl , Aa- why did he do that to me kripa, K- aaliya let's just see , M- I know I heard he was going to a club tonight let's see and spy, K- how do you he is going , M- I heard him talking to angad but angad isn't going , only aaliya and him , K- okay we will go but I know raj won't do this to yo, Aa- I hope so, M- yeah. So the three went to the club as they entered they looked for raj but couldn't find him at the bar , they looked around when mishti pointed him out aaliya turned and felt her heart break into two pieces as he saw a girl all over him , dancing all close when she was about to kiss him, aaliya couldn't take it and ran out from the club mishti ran after her , while kripa went towards raj and found out the truth , that the girl was pretending to be drunk but really was sent to do this as a job.


I was completely shocked but also suspicious of mishti , I asked raj who was devastated , he had said the girl said someone had told her to do it , but she was not willing to spill the name out , but I knew it had to be mishti , because all this happening was too much of a coincidence , so I tried to explain to aaliya what she saw don't believe I mean what your eye see can always deceive you, but she didn't listen she was too heart broken , Angad on the other hand hated raj's guts, I tired tell him that he was innocent and , then this is where we began to have many quarrels as days passed by I felt that we were growing apart ,


K- Angad please try to understand some is trying to split aaliya and raj up, A- kripa just ssh , how can you be on that jerk's side , now just drop it here, he said walking out of the room angrily .
Or the one time I nearly fell, A- kripa what the heck is wrong with you that ****** cheated on my sister and you want me to believe you what is wrong with you, K- angad your blind t the truth , A- what truth, K- trust me, A- kripa , K- what don't you trust me , A- kripa it's no that , K- wow you don't do you, you rather believe mishti jus because she has evidence , A- no he said coming closer, while kripa moved back not seeing the shoe behind her, A- kripa he said raising his voice fortunately saving her , A- see why are you trying to harm our baby by stressing yourself , kripa just stay out of everyone's business you have no right , that had hurt her a lot , K- sorry, and she went to bed


And then one day I knew with confidence it was mishti and so I went to Angad to tell him, and explain raj was innocent when I saw him trying to console aaliya

K- angad it's all a lie, raj I telling the truth I was right, mishti was making this plan, she was trying to break them apart , I don't know why but she is, A- kripa how may time have I told you, K- please believe me , A- what has gotten into kripa can't you see my see is hurt here and instead of being a good friend on his side how could you , K- Angad why can't you just trust me please, Angad just continued to look at her , A- why do you think I don't trust you, k- because it's the truth nothing comes ahead from seeing aaliya in pain but please believe me raj is innocent , A- KRIPA JUST STOP IT BEFORE I LOOSE MY TEMPER , K- please angad just listen why aren't you listening to me, A-BECAUSE YOUR TALKING BULL**** he said practically yelling at her, K- Please angad believe me if not for me then believe me for our baby, and that's when he had said it , not knowing what had come out, A- WHY DON'T BOTH OF YOU JUST GO TO HELL, kripa stood there numb , feeling her eyes releasing tears , Aa- bro how could say , K- no just stop aaliya your brother doesn't want to believe or trust me and I thought we loved each other so much , fine Angad we will both go to hell don't worry you won't have to see our face , good bye , and sorry for helping


After I had heard that from him mouth I was completely heart broken I felt as if my life had shattered into pieces , and that was the night I had left, she paused as tears just began to roll down her cheeks , P- I'm so sorry, K- it's not your fault, well I had no where to go , when I was walking on the road I felt my head spinning and I fainted , when I woke up I saw a furious Angad and raj and aaliya hugging each other I smiled knowing that raj must have proved his innocence and he did I found out later. When I looked back at Angad

A- I want to talk to kripa alone , raj and aaliya nodded and left , A- WHAT the hell kripa how could you do that kill my kid, K- well isn't that what you wanted I'm sorry he couldn't go to hell but he made it to heaven if that pleases you, A- just shut up , you knew I didn't mean that , K- if you really didn't mean that then that thought wouldn't have crossed your mind in the first place , anyway in least our relations with each other finally died today she said sarcastically, A- Kripa shut up, I'm never going to forgive you killed our kid , K- but isn't that what you wanted, angad slapped her tightly , A- just shut up, K- Angad you know what, you know why god created our eyes to be in front so that we could look ahead and not back, and that's what I want , I want to move on with out you I mean what's left between us, nothing you can't even trust me, A- please kripa if you think I was going to take you back , forget it you not me killed our kid you did all on purpose, I hate you get lost, Kripa just smiled through her tears, K- you know I never thought of this day but Angad let me tell you something , you never know what you have until you lose it , and when you realize you have lost it it's to late to get it back, and today you have lost both me and my love and our symbol of being in "love" our child, it is true I still love you but maybe we were not destined together , A- kripa if you really love me then forget we met fell in love and got married", he got up with anger, A- good bye , and that was it.

After that conversation , I knew it was over , I mean I know he loved his sister I did to that's why I was helping her by not loosing raj, but the fact that Angad couldn't trust me hurt a lot, what was a relationship without trust and then he was accusing me of killing our baby , when he was the one that said " why don't both of you go to hell" , maybe we did make a decision stubbornly and mindlessly but we did, maybe I should have stayed out of it , I mean there I was trying to save someone's love where I had no time to save my own but I still have hope they maybe one day we will be one but I doubt it but I can't after all I had made a promise to never come into his life and that to by showing him how much I love him, but I mean you could tell just by today how distant I have gone from him , oh well I guess everything happens for a reason , she said laughing though her eyes were letting her down by overflowing tears, P- aww kripa please don't cry she said hugging her, K- I'm so glad to have a friend like you prachi , P- no I'm so glad I met you, no tomorrow you are coming with me to cheer up we will go to a club so don't say no because you really need to cheer up I'm not saying forget about the past because I know how hard it is but I want you to enjoy life as well, I mean why should he live a happy life when you're here crying over him, kripa tired to smile but she couldn't. P- Btw hat happened to mishti, K- I'm not sure she probably went back happy succeeding in her plan, but what they she doesn't know is I have my life with me she said placing her hand on her stomach and smiled through her tears looking at a very shocked prachi, P- so wait your still, kripa nodded, K- yes I 'm still pregnant luckily when I fell I didn't get that hurt, when I reached the hospital I had woken up before angad and the rest came to see me , the doctor's informed me and I told them to say I lost the child I was very upset at that time heartbroken and when angad came to see me and started accusing me I was happy I had lied p- aww kripa don't worry I'm here for you and jnr, Kripa she said patting her stomach while kripa tried to smile as if she were happy but she needed some one else not prachi.

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