Chapter 6:
"kripa, how are you beta?" kripa stared at angad, she recognized the voice, of course who couldn't, the voice belonged to her "so-called-mother," she continued staring down, in fright of looking up and reliving those dreadful memories, that almost took her life, and separated her from angad. Angad, on the other hand, looked up, anger rushed throughout his entire body, his hand turned into a fist, his calm-like eyes once, were now filled with anger. He stepped forward, but was stopped by kripa. She grabbed his hand and signaled him to sit down again. "kripa, im sorry beta, im sorry for always hating you, for blaming everything on you and not giving you any love, please kripa forgive me, give this mom, the right to love her daughter, please kripa, the day you married angad, was the day I realized the truth, but my heart was too weak to meet you and tell you how much I love you, even though that is my only desire, I still couldn't muster up the courage…..gayatri choked as she continued on. Suryaban held her by her shoulder, as tears ran down his and gayatri's eyes, only they knew the true meaning for all the hatred, there wonderful and caring daughter grew up without love and turned perfect, where as the kids they loved turned out like monsters, and didn't give a damn about their parents.
Kripa looked up, tears and flashes of horrible memories began streaming down her eyes, no one could stop her, today she was going to let it all out, no matter what. Anger rushed to the tip of her nose, as she spoke in a cold and yet almost calm voice. "you want me to forgive you, huh, for all the horrible memories, for all the nights I cried myself to sleep, for all the tears that fell down my eyes and angad's eyes, only because of you two, did you ever wonder how many times I cried my self to sleep, (her voice began rising as she continued) OR EVER THINK THAT YOU HAVE A MIDDLE CHILD, WHO IS DYING TO GET A HUG FROM HER PARENTS, OR A KISS, OR PERHAPS A MERE "GOODNIGHT KRIPA, WE LOVE YOU!" OR EVEN A SIMPLE "I LOVE YOU!" DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES I DIED TO COME UP TO YOU AND HUG YOU, I TRIED SO HARD IN SCHOOL, AND DESPITE THAT I WAS ALWAYS HATED, WHEN JOSH AND ANJALI NEVER TRIED YOU SAID A MERE, "BETTER LUCK NEXT TIME" HECK I NEVER EVEN GOT THAT, WAS "I LOVE YOU" THAT HARD TO SAY, WHY WAS I ALWAYS RESTRICTED FROM BEING ABLE TO LIVE, WHY WAS I KEPT LIKE I WAS IN JAIL, WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CAME TO ME AND HUGGED ME, HECK WHEN WAS THE FIRST TIME YOU EVER HUGGED ME, NEVER! I WAS ALWAYS THROWN AROUND LIKE A SERVANT, YOU NEVER GAVE A DAMN ABOUT ME UNLESS I WAS SICK, BUT EVEN WHEN I WAS SICK YOU WOULD SAY, "GO TAKE YOUR MEDICINE" BUT WHENEVER IT CAME TO JOSH OR ANJALI, YOU TWO STAYED UP ALL NIGHT AND LOOKED AFTER THEM, PRAYED FOR THEIR WELL BEING, BUT YOU NEVER DID SO FOR ME….DID YOU EVER REALISE THAT YOUR DAUGHTER AT ONE POINT COULD THINK OF SUICIDE AS A WAY OUT, WHO COULD COME SO CLOSE TO KILLING HERSELF, DID YOU EVER ONCE THINK THAT BECAUSE OF YOUR BEHAVIOR I WOULD WANT MY LIFE TO END…..NO RIGHT? (Kripa looked up disgusted)….WHAT HAD I DONE TO YOU, WHAT HAD I DONE, WHAT WAS MY CRIME IN IT, WHY DIDN'T I EVER GET THE LOVE I THRIVED FOR ALL THESE YEARS, AND THAT LOVE WAS COMPLETED BECAUSE OF ALL THE LOVE ANGAD GAVE ME AND FROM MY FRIENDS, IF IT WERENT FOR THEM I WOULD HAVE DIED A LONG TIME AGO!" kripa shouted, but as she continued the tears were becoming hard to hold back, nothing could stop her today, angad looked at kripa she looked horrible, she looked as though someone tried to kill her. It hurt him so much he felt as though his heart had stopped beating, he rushed forward to kripa and hugged her, so tight and safely that no one could touch her or separate them ever.
Gayatri looked up from the ground and cried, she looked up to suryaban and gave herself and him a disgusting look, the truth was they didn't ever want to live her, but why? Why should they blame the poor child? Suryaban spoke, "kripa beta, forgive us for all our sins, if I could I would go back in time and change our lives, if I could I would go back and give my life up the day gayatri and I began hating you, the truth is that we never loved you, because you were the child that almost took gayatri's life, and when you were born calamity had struck, our life was ruined, our business was gone, you were like the devil's child for us, you took everything from us, but we had never once thought, that it was all because of our friends, who deceived us….it was never your fault, were sorry kripa were sorry." and he walked out followed by gayatri who no longer had the courage to look her daughter in the eye.
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Guys I hope you liked this part, I will continue soon, and thanx for all of the replies.
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eternal @eternal
+ 2
16 years ago
two new parts up in like an hour or two and all of you will be happy because there arent any SAD PARTS LEFT YAH YAHA
sameira @AKForever
16 years ago
hey great part.....continue soon
Ridhi @ridizzz
16 years ago
Awesome part.
liked it.
so this is the reason...business...for their material loss...they started to hate an innocent child...who was not even at fault...
plz cont. soon
Supernatural_10 @Supernatural_10
+ 2
16 years ago
Awesome Part Sukhi
It was really sad finally the parents realize their mistakes
Rima @Rimsie.
+ 3
16 years ago
wow!!!!!! ok i understand that they got loss in business but that doesn't mean they should blame their new born baby who just stepped in this worldi think its so sad
Amnu @Eternized_Blues
+ 4
16 years ago
i think i m the world's worst sister...sorry princess wasn't able to comment in last parts but i just caught up...this ff is going tooo well...your are improving with every part...keep up the good work and cont soon
sorry once again and love u more than u
Asever
Amneet