Chapter 31

It woz a very cold morning today...The raindrops were hitting the windowpane which woke Kashish up...She saw herself in Sujal's arms and then looked at him for a moment and smiled...She held onto him tightly feeling a shiver which made him open his eyes....He smiled and tightened his hold on her...

Sujal: Goodmorning Jaan...

Kashish: Goodmorning.....

Sujal: Kya baat hai...aaj subaah achanak tumne muje itni zor se pakda hai?........irada kya hai.......

Kashish: bas aise hi .....aaj kitni thand hai......

Sujal: haa wake me bohat thand hai..Par don't worry...main hoon na tumhe garam karne ke liye...

He moves closer to her and wraps his arms around her holding her tightly towards himself

Kashish: woh to tum hamesha hi rehte ho......

Sujal: aur hamesha rahunga...ab chalo issi baat pe muje ek sweet si morning kiss dedo........

Kashish: mood nahi hai mera.......

Sujal: arre yeh kya baat huyi....Kiss dene me mood kaun dekhta hai...Mood to apne aap hi ban jaata hai...tum kiss to do........

Kashish: nahi deti kya kar longe......mera mood nahi hai to nahi........

Sujal: tum nahin dogi to main zabardasti le lunga...Soch lo........

Kashish: tum aisa nahi kar sakte.........

Sujal: aur main aisa kyun nahin kar sakta........ek waje do muje aisa naa karne ki...........

Kashish: hmm...woh....hmm.....nahi hai......

Sujal: ab jab waje nahin hai to tum muje nahin rok sakti...tum chaho to main aankein band kar sakta hoon............

Kashish: zaroori hai dena........

Sujal: Bohat...Warna mere din ki shuruaat kaise hogi

Kashish smiles at him........and than with her hand she made him close his eyes.....she comes slowly to his lips and than went to his ear and whispers....

Kashish: I Love You.......lekin itni aasani se nahi dungi..........

He opens his eyes and rolls on top of her...

Sujal: Tum asaani se nahin dogi to na sahi par main to asaani se le sakta hoon na...

Kashish: Sujal......nahi.....Sujallll........

He just smiles and moves closer to her tightening his hold on her hands....He slowly brought his lips towards hers and she closed her eyes...He moved and kissed her cheek...

Sujal: Tumne soch bhi kaise liya ki main tumhare saath zabardasti kar sakta hoon...agar tum nahin chahti to main nahin dunga...

She opens her eyes and looks at him and pulls him by his collar putting her lips on his...... He smiled whilst kissing her...Deepening the intensity of the kiss he drew even more closer to her as though he never wanted to end it...... after sometime she just moved back and lookd at him .....He smiled at her...

Sujal: I love you...

Kashish just hugges him while saying I love you..........

He hugs her tightly...

Sujal: Thanks for making my morning so beautiful

Kashish: Thanks for making my night so peaceful........

Sujal: Tumhari nahin balke hamari raat...Jab tak tum chain se meri baahon me nahin so jaati main kaise so sakta hoon?

Kashish: aur jab tak main tumhari baahoin me nahi soti muje kaise neend aa sakti hai......ab chalo bahot baatein ho gayi........muje jane do......

Sujal: thik hai...Ab nahin rokunga tumhe...

He moves back

She gets up and ties her hair and went to closet and gets her saree and went to washroom to get ready,,,: After sometime she came out and sat at the dresser getting ready when he got up and got his clothes out from the cupboard...He walked towards the washroom when he looked back at her...He walked back towards her and bent on his knees infront of her and filled her maang with sindoor smiling at her

Kashish: thanks jaan........ab tum jaldi se taiyaar hoke neeche aa jao.......

Sujal: thik hai...main abhi 10 minute me neeche aata hoon taiyaar hoke..

He kissed her forehead and went into the washroom to get changed......... After 15 mins he came down and they both have breakfast togather and than he leaves for his office..........

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It was 5:30 PM ...........Kashish was sitting in her room while reading novel........when Nandini calls her asd tells her to pick up the girls from school bus stop........Kashish says she would pick them and then closes her novel and leaves for the bus stop........She was waiting at the bus stop when a bike passes by her and make a reverse and stops an inch away from her........ The man takes off his helmet...It was Abhay smiling at her...

Abhay: Hi Kashish....

Kashish moves back two steps and try to aviod him.....He gets off the bike and walks up towards her...

Abhay: tum jawab kyun nahin de rahi?

Kashish: dekhiye.....hum ajnabee se baat nahi karte.....aap ple muje pareshan mat kariye.......

Abhay: lekin main to tumhe jaanta hoon aur tum muje...Aur main tumhe pareshan kahan kar raha hoon..

Kashish: dekhiye maine aapse kaha na ki main aapko nahi janti........aap ple mujse baat mat kariye aur mujse durr rahiye...........

She started to go to other side.......when he comes and blocks her way..

Abhay: main tumse door kaise reh sakta hoon...

Kashish: yeh aap kya kar rahe hai.....rasta chodiye.........

Abhay: pehle mujse vaada karo tum muje kal milogi coffee shop me thik 2 baje....

When Ria and Sia come running to Kashish...

Abhay: main kal tumhara intzaar karunga...

Saying this he leaves from there...

Kashish: chalo beta.........hume ghar jaldi jana hai........

Ria+ Sia: Yeh kaun tha Aunty?

Kashish: woh....pata nahi.........woh rasta bhul gaya tha......ab chale.........ghar pe tumhari mama tumhara intzaar kar rahi hogi..........

Ria+Sia: Ji Aunty...

They leave from there but Kashish was still worried..

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It was now 6pm when Sujal and Angad reach the land..Sujal parks the car and picks up a file..They both go towards the land where they see the Landlord..

Landlord: besharmo ki bhi had hoti hai...........

Sujal: Maine pehle hi kaha tha ki main laut ke aaunga.........aur is jagah ko khareed ke hi jaaunga............

Landlord: kyun baar baar aap yaha aate hai aur apni hi beizzati karate hai.......maine aapko pehle hi kaha ki main kisi bhi hal me yeh zameen nahi bechunga...........

Sujal: Aur main bhi in papers pe sign liye binna aaj nahin jaaunga...aapko yeh zameen muje deni hi hogi ............

Landlord: kyun saab itni zabardasti kar rahe hai aap is zameen ke liye........are thodi durri pe isse bhi achchi jagah mil jayegi........

Sujal: Magar muje yahin jagah pasand hai...aur jo cheez Sujal Garewal ko pasand aati hai woh usse paa kar hi rehta hai...ab aap in papers pe sign kar dijiye warna main qanoon ki madat lekar yeh jagah haasil kar lunga.........

Landlord: hamare yaha bhi sirf hamari chalti hai......hamari zameen pe koi policewala apne pair nahi rakh sakta........yeh police ki dhamki kisi aur ko dijiyega.........ab nikaliye......warna dhake marke muje nikalna hoga..........

Sujal: Maine aapse kaha na ki binna in papers pe sign liye main nahin jaaunga..Aap jo chahe kar lijiye

Landlord: lagta hai aap hamari bhasha me hi samjenge........are bhai logo inhe dekho........hamari zameen pe kabza karne aaye hai........inhe bhi bata do ki hamari baat na manne ka kya natiza hota hai.........

When four men come infront carrying spades and other items...Sujal looks at Angad...The men move forward and attack Sujal and Angad..They got into a big fight...One man was about to hit Sujal with a spade when he held it and hit the man with it..When a man came and pushed Sujal from the back...He fell over and hit his head on a stone...Angad punched the other man and ran to Sujal...The men backed off and ran away...Angad saw that Sujal was almost unconscious and helped him up taking him towards the car..He made him sit on the passenger side and sat in the driver's seat...He got out his mobile and phoned Kashish...

Angad: Hello Kashish...

Kashish: Hello Angad......tum itne ghabraye huye kyun ho......sab thik to hai........

Angad: Kashish tum bas jald se jald City Hospital pahoncho...

Kashish: Angad baat kya hai.......Sujal kaha hai woh thik to hai........

Angad: Dekho Kashish...tum please pareshan mat hona...Sujal ko kuch chot aayi hai...Woh behosh hogaya hai isliye main usse hospital leke ja raha hoon...Tum bhi jald se jald pahoncho...

Kashish: thik hai main jald se jald aati hoon........Sujal ka khayal rakhna......

she cuts the phone and runs to her car........

Here Angad reaches the hospital and carries Sujal inside...He puts him on the stretcher and calls the doctor...The doctor immediately takes Sujal inside and Angad sits outside the ward looking worried..

Kashish rushed to the hospital and sees Angad and goes to Angad.......

Kashish: Angad......Sujal thik to hai na......

Angad: haa Kashish tum fikar mat karo...Doctor bas usse dekh hi rahe hain...

When the doctor comes out...Angad and Kashish rush to him...Doctor points to Kashish whilst looking at Angad..

Doctor: Yeh kaun hain?...

Angad: Doctor yeh Sujal ki patni...Sujal thik to haina?

Doctor: Ji ghabrane ki koi baat nahin...bas sir pe thodi chot aayi thi par maine stitches kar diye hain...Abhi unhe injection diya hai maine,unhe kuch waqt baad hosh aa jayega...

Kashish: kya main Sujal se mil sakti hoon.......ple Doctor.....

Doctor: thik hai....Magar aap dono me se bas koi ek hi ja sakta hai...hum nahin chahte ki patient ko zyada stress mille...

Angad: thik hai Doctor...Thank you so much...Kashish tum jao...

Kashish: hmm......

She slowly opens the door and looks at him and tears started to run....... She went and sat down next to him and just looked at him for a moment...She held his hand in his and started to cry holding his hand against her forehead...He slowly opened his eyes and saw her infront of him...He tried to get up..

Sujal: Kashish...

Kashish looks up and sees him looking at her......she just hugges him so tight and started to cry........He just holds her tightly against him and runs his fingers in her hair trying to calm her down...

Sujal: Kashish tum please rona band karo...Maine tumse kitni baar kaha hai ke tumhare aanshu se muje kitni takleef hoti hai...Dekho main thik hoon ...Please tum rona band karo...

Kashish: kyun karte ho tum aisa.........agar tumhe kuch ho jata to...kabhi tumne mere bare me socha hai.........

Sujal: Kya tumhare hote huye muje kabhi kuch ho sakta hai Kashish?........Kya tumhara Sujal tumhe kabhi chod ke ja sakta hai...tum apne dil se pucho...Woh bhi achchi tarah jaanta hai ki main zindagi bhar tumhara saath nibhaunga...

Kashish: tum jana bhi chaho tab bhi main tumhe nahi jane dungi.......lekin Sujal yeh sab hua kaise....itni sari chaute.....

Sujal: Woh darasal pichle kuch dinon se maine tumse ek baat chupayi hai...main tumhe pareshan nahin karna chahta tha...jis zameen ko maine mere dream project ke liye finalise kiya tha,uska malik hume bechne ko taiyaar hi nahin...ek baar pehle bhi main gaya tha par usne inkaar kardiya aur aaj baat zyada aage bhara di usne..

Kashish: tumne itni badi baat mujse chupayi......kyun Sujal itna bhi muje apna nahi samja.......tumhari pareshani sirf tumhari kaise ho sakti hai.........ab tum is jagah kabhi nahi jaoge......jab tak......

Sujal: Nahin Kashish...aisa sochna bhi mat ki main tumhe apna nahin samajta...Tumhe apna samajta hoon tabhi to tumhe bataya nahin...Mere dream project se kahin na kahin tum bhi judi ho aur main tumhe batake tumhe udaas nahin karna chahta tha...aur tumne apni baat kyun nahin khatam ki?..Jab thak kya?

Kashish: jab tak main us insaan se baat nahi kar leti tab tak tum us zameen pe kadam bhi nahi rakhonge.........

Sujal: Kashish tum aisa kuch nahin karogi...main tumhari jaan ko khatre me nahin daal sakta...Tum wahan nahin jaaogi

Kashish: Sujal .........tumhe mujpe yakeen hai na.......muje ek bar us insaan se baat karne do.....main vaada karti hoon ki main tumhare paper pe uske sign leke aaungi.......tumhara dream project ko main pura karungi........ple Sujal main tumhe aise nahi dekh sakti..........

Sujal: lekin Kashish tum kaise...achcha thik hai par tum akeli nahin jaaogi...Tum Angad ko saath leke jaaogi warna main tumhe nahin jaane dunga.......

Kashish: thik hai tumhari tasli ke liye main tumhe hi apne saath leke jaungi lekin tum baat nahi karoge.........

Sujal: thik hai...main tumse vaada karta hoon ki main kuch nahin kahunga..

Kashish: hmm......ab ghar chale......

Sujal: haa chalo...Mujse yahan nahin raha jayega..

Kashish: haa woh Angad bhi bahar pareshan ho raha hoga........

Sujal: tum fikar mat karo woh thik hojayega mujse milne ke baad...

Kashish helps him to get up and than slowly walked to Angad where he was sitting........ Angad gets up and holds him...

Angad: Sujal!..Tu thik to haina yaar...Meri to jaan nikal di thi tune...

Sujal: Angad tu bhi na choti choti baaton pe pareshan ho jata hai...main thik hoon ab...Chalo muje ghar jaana hai...

Angad: Haan tum bas 5 minute baitho main formalities poori kar ke aata hoon...

Sujal: thik hai...

Angad helps Sujal sit and then goes to complete the formalities...After sometime they leave for home..

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It was now 11pm and Sujal was sat in bed as Kashish told him he can't do any work...He has to take complete rest...He was looking around when Kashish walked in holding a glass of milk with haldi in her hand...She went and sat beside him on her side..

Kashish: ab bina kuch kahe tum yeh dudh pi rahe ho......

Sujal: Lekin Kashish muje haldi waala dudh bilkul pasand nahin...Please

Kashish: Sujal......main kuch nahi sunna chahti........ab tum jaldi se pio......muje tumse kuch zaroori baat karni hai....

He takes the glass and looks at the milk making a face just like a child...He holds onto his nose and drinks it in one go...He puts the glass on his side...

Sujal: ab batao kya baat hai?

She looks at him and she was in deep thoughts......

Kashish (to herself): nahi main tumhe abhi kuch nahi bata sakti kyunki.........kyunki tum khud pareshan ho aur main tumhe aur pareshan nahi karna chahti......I am sorry ,......main tumhe kuch nahi bata sakti.......

Sujal: Kya soch rahi ho...Kuch to kaho?

Kashish: hmmm........kuch kaha tumne.......

Sujal: Kashish tumhara dhyan kahan hai...Kya hua tum chup kyun hogayi?

Kashish: muje kuch nahi hua....tumhari tabiyat thik nahi...........ab raat kafi ho gayi hai tum so jao........

Sujal: Are you sure koi aur baat nahin thi?

Kashish: kaha na koi baat nahi........pareshan main nahi tum muje kar rahe ho.........

He wasn't fully convinced but didn't want to say anything...He tries to lighten the mood..

Sujal: achcha to main tumhe pareshan karta hoon?

Kashish: haa.........bahot pareshan karte ho......ab dekho chut tumhe lagi hai lekin dard muje ho raha hai........

Sujal: I'm sorry jaan tumhe meri wajah se itna dard sehna pad raha hai...Ab agar chot aayi hai to marham bhi lagado...dekho na muje yahan kitna dard horaha hai..

He points to his forehead and she kissed it...

Sujal: aur yahan bhi...

He points to his eyes...She kissed his eyes......

Sujal: Aur yahan bhi...

He points to his cheeks........she kissed his both cheeks

Sujal: aur yahan to sabse zyada dard horaha hai...

He said pointing to his lips..... She lifts her hand and puts it on his eyes while she puts her lips on his....... He kisses her back with passion whilst slowly caressing her cheeks......after some time she moves back and went to his arms holding his shirt.......He just smiles and tightens his grip on her...He bends down to her ear and whispers...

Sujal: Ab to jaise mera har zakhm bhar gaya...Tumne meri saari taklefe door kardi...

He kissed her ear..

Kashish: I love you......ple aaj ke bad kabhi aisa mat karna........

Sujal: Ab to sochta hoon roz maar kha kar aaun...Kamsekam issi bahane tum muje is tarah se marham to lagati ho na...

Kashish: marungi tumhe agar aisa kiya to.......

Sujal: Oh to meri problem tumne solve kardi...Pehle tum muje maarna phir marham laga dena...

Kashish: tumse baat karna hi bekar hai.......

Sujal: Sach me bekaar hai kyunki mujse baat nahin balke pyar karna zyada better option hai...Tumhe nahin lagta jaan?

Kashish: tumse koi nahi jeet sakta...........

Sujal: Tumhare alawa...Kyunki main apni jaan ke liye hazaar baar haarna pasand karunga...

Kashish: I love you.......

Sujal: I love you too jaan...I love you too..

Kashish: ab raat kafi ho gayi hai.......tum so jao....main change karke aati hoon....

Sujal: main madad karun?

Kashish: jee nahi......aapki tabiyat thik nahi......

Sujal: Nahin...main kar sakta hoon...tum meri fikar mat karo..

Kashish: Sujallll.....

She moves back and was about to go when he holds the string of her choli and pulls her back into his arms from her waist...He slowly opened the bottom string and kissed her back...She was almost breathless...He opened the second one kissing her back again and she closed her eyes...He opened the rest whilst kissing her back after each string when he reached to the top one...He held it for a second and then went near her ear...

Sujal: Yeh tum khologi ki main kholun?...

He lets go of her waist..

Kashish: tumhara hakk banta hai.......

He smiles and then slowly runs his hand along her back towards the last string and he opens it moving forward and kissing her back again moving upto her neck whilst slowly pulling her towards him..

Kashish: Sujal....

Sujal: Hmmmm

Kashish: aaj jane do....

He just moves back...

Sujal: thik hai...

She gets up trying to cover herself with saree and went to closet and gets her clothes and leaves for the washroom.......And he just lies there in bed lost in thoughts........After sometimes she comes and looks at him......and sat by him and runs her fingers in his head.........

Kashish: kya soch rahe ho.......

Sujal: Kuch bhi to nahin...Bas aise hi....Ab tum so jao raat kaafi hogayi hai...

Kashish: Sujal......

Sujal: Hmmm..Kya baat hai?

Kashish: meri goodnight kiss......

He smiles and then kisses her forehead..

Sujal: Aur meri?

Kashish: tumhari tumhe mil gayi hai.......

Sujal: Par main to ab sone waala hoon na..

Kashish: kyun tang kar rahe ho muje.......ab so jao tum.........

Sujal: achcha thik hai nahin tang karunga...Goodnight...

He just closes his eyes...

Kashish: goodnight Sujal.......

He just smiles and then pulls her into his arms...She slowly rests her head on his chest whilst her right hand was on his heart...And he had his hands around her waist...Both fell asleep in each others arms feeling secure and peaceful...